schoolmate gathering

haven't meet my high school schoolmate for ages, some of them, its almost 10years maybe

of cuz its very nice gathering, talkin the old stuff , the current things, and future.

Everyone got different life now. but definitely people starting to go thru a different stage now. topics changed.

from;

' do you have boyfriend / girlfriend ? '
' hows your school life ? '

to

' when you get marry ? '

' hows ur little kids ?'

' schooling ?! no way, i m get tired of it '

' see my big belly & double chin '

its a sign of getting older.

-_-"

2008 Xmas theme

囍txt

今天看著娛樂大新聞


第一個反應是 shitty guy
第二個反應是 事實證明破釜沈舟最利害 ;ppppppp

念力傳送

今天是我最後的休息weekday
所以來一個surprise - 念力傳送


喜歡做一些surprise.
令人開心令自己開心，可樂而不為？

photoblog - 黃昏

黃昏
從palm spring一直走回santa monica.
兩小時的車程,這是最美的景色

what a lovely LAST duty flight :(

wat a ...

best western hotel @ seoul

I have to say is i calculated everything but its really means nothing finally.

The flight to LA is smooth.
and during LA, i read quite alot of the book life of pi. meanwhile, i went to palm spring the outlet, santa monica (but its not much interesting as i assumed), i got a very heavy american food as my dinner but the buffalo wings are definitely good. I went to manhattan beach mall again but surprisingly i spend alot on victoria secret..LOL....

Everything seems nice and smooth
but my returning flight is ..eh....sighhhh....

passengers is normal except one family is totally demanding and picky. however i really dun like those zi jei, they are absolutely disgusting and fake.
and the worst thing of this flight is, DIVERSION. I m staying in Seoul now, its good that i have around $1300 for the allowance and i can have kimchi and bim-bim-bar. But my sunday's plan gone and the most important is my new job starting day had been altered cuz at this moment i m still not sure whether i can leave tonight.

the worst case is i have to stay here tonight and then operating back tomorrow.
but of cuz i do pray for myself being PX back HK tonight.


will let u guys know about it later

fingercross
xx

AMS之後的十多日假期

ooopppsss... i didn't worked for almost 17days. my gosh, its 2.5 weeks, i m lazy juju
but what kind of stuff i done in this 17 days ? eh...seems really nothing special

mm.. the most special thing sud be my sister's sudden visiting, its really out of expectation.
meanwhile we had celebrated our 3years anniversary as well
i sang karaoke 2 times in this 2.5 weeks.
i went to shengzhen, having good nice toe nails.
i went to saikung having moon kee dessert, i miss that
i tried my first time to put some MV or movie onto my iphone
i drank chinese 4 times.
...

enjoy it darling.
you will getting busy again

farewell.

new in googles doc
and
new to be the host of one over 20 people party.
and its for my FAREWELL party..eh..
actually for me, its just for gathering, to tell all my dearest IND01 classmates about my resignation, thats it.


As i heard, salary with bonus is coming on 19th Dec
hoorraayyy..so i can send my resignation letter earlier :)

tats him,
CCACAH@cathaypacific.com

i will email him :)

decision for my last flt

its in the early morning again, and of cuz, the reason is standby!!!!
7am till 5pm today, uhh..i feel like... myself as the prisoner -_-"
luckily, one buddy Andrew also got the same standby block as me, LOL...at least i got someone to talk to in this early morning :)
uno, i m starting my last flt plan..actually i do like the original one but i m really doubt i can work still if i arrive HK back from LA on Dec14

And now i got some response, which one is the best for my last flight lei ?
1. 9th - 13st CX882 Los Angeles
2. 9th - 13st CX827 Toronto
3. 9th - 13st CX683 Direct Bombay

LA, its good place of cuz since i never been Santa Monica ( as i heard, its shopping paradise ) i can shop during this sales period , but it may cause me the jetlag tim...hmm..i m thinking to sleep follow by HK time zone. however, is it possible ?

Toronto, definitely i wanna be there cuz i still didn't have that chance ( though sud be nothing special to do ), money is lesser but maybe i really can give up my day time and sleep.....

Bombay, no any jetlag, its cool, but nothing to do especially this terror time, what i can do is stay at the hotel room..but you can earn alot and didn't spend, meanwhile i can buy a custom-fit leather biker jacket

what sud i pick ?

' how Starbucks saved my life ' book review

it is a good book to read.:)
the story is a about the author max who born with silver spoon, worked as the creative director of a big advertising firm and he suddenly being laid off in his 50s.
meanwhile, every bad came to him almost at the same time , divorce, sickness, financial problem etc all truly frustrated him
Finally he found back his lovable life when he joined starbucks, worked with different ( in the book, its says about black community) nationalities and knowing the importance of his life.

the story i can say its quite predictable but i do feel like the same when the author talked about how to give up your pride and starting from the beginning again.
definitely i got the same feeling when i firstly join as cabin crew.
' serve people , smile all day long, dress toilet.....' eh, i m really doubt whether i can accept this job nature.
but now, i just realize that everything got its meaning and its always good if you have a chance to try something new.

' every job got its own pride '
i like this word :)


uno, i really wanna meet the author up, as i read about his profile, he still work in Starbucks NYC ,coolllllll

nasty ?!

今天發現我自己不是那種nasty
原來我不是這種人

很開心

海角７號

與朋友andrew看了海角７號。
真像人們所說的藍色大門比它有點情調,但看過後我覺得蠻舒服
可能是墾丁這地方吧

很喜歡那日本女孩不純正的國語，真可愛
而且van真是很okay :p


p.s. 希望友人工作順利 :)

last long haul to AMS

by the way, tonight's Amsterdam flight should be my last Long Haul.
i will enjoy it , the flying time, outport time and the time of staying with crews.

god please hear me.

i get a new job under this financial hard time finally. i feel grateful :)
no one expect i can get this offer, its reli out of expectation:
salary 30% higher than my previous design job, 13rd month salary, 5days work ( not much OT) , 9 - 6 with 14days annual leave.
its should be the best package ever.

meanwhile before i m also worry about almost 10days leave during Jan. But when i tell the chief designer, she said ' ok, no pro '
furthermore, we can save around HKD4500 by issuing crew tickets for myself and ar B and we can stay 1 more night in Narita by staying in crew hotel at very cheap rate.

everything just like under control.
just like:
when i wanna try to work as Central lady, i can get one in soho, central
when i wanna join Cathay, i can join without any barriers.
when i wanna quit Cathay, I can leave it with a better pay job.
when i wanna travel to japan with lesser budget, i can get a 90% off ticket still.
when i m worrying about the extra stay in Narita, I can get a 60%off hotel rate.

i really feel grateful.
thanks jesus

nervous

now i m in the internet cafe, waiting for faye's happy hour drink
and today i had called the chief designer , no one answer and she still not get back to me, now , i m abit nervous about it.


my japan trip 's flt ticket need to be confirmed ...
so give me a call plss.........


and the important thing is,
I want to know when is my last flight .......

;
p.s. i saw my dec roster, whatever...

god pls help me...

I don't know whether anyone can understand my situation.

what would you do if you don't like it ? quit it then
what would you do if you need money ? work hard and earn
what would you do if the economy may goes to recession ? keep your job and be patient
what would you do if you feel unhappy when you go ? don't go then, be happy


If all these sentences happens on you at the same moment, how can you choose ?
maybe you may say i don't have a choice.

maybe its the only way

Try to make yourself happy to work to earn money, quit the job when the economy turns good.
However, i m not a patient person.


god, pls give me a job.
i don't want to see my upcoming Dec roster on Nov16, pls .....

收拾收拾

收拾回憶。
在我的房間有一塊很60s的 flower power 塑膠明信片或相片holder
我一直知道，它不襯我，
但我怎樣不捨得在那些homeless或aluminium買一張純透明的
算一算也陪我７年多

今天也不知道發什麼神經，想扔了
我將它放平在地上，取出一張一張的明信片或相片，而有一些還很陌生
這堆東西中
有和朋友的回憶，有和阿b第一次旅行的boarding pass, 有musee du louvre 的地圖, 有當時覺得自己影得很棒的照片，有第一次的.mac account - sha.ma@mac.com (現在也改為mobile me了）, 也有朋友在外地寄回來的postcard

這holder拆下後，房間看起來清一點
有記念價值的留下
沒有的就在垃圾堆中

但我決定在這之前為它們拍下照片

＊謝謝大家給我的回憶 :)

The review - The Alchemist

i finish one book again, its very easy to get the meaning cuz its chinese version.
this story is talked about a boy quited his existing comfortable job and try to pursue his treasure in the Pyramid. He had faced loads of barrier and some temptation which blocked his way, but finally he made it.
this book reminds me about the little prince cuz its quite surreal, but i found it quite meaningful, which talks about life.

the most memoriable part is the boy ask for the fortune teller hows his future, the fortune teller said he cannot predict it but guess it. Future is belongs to god and he is the only one to reveal the future. People would afraid of the unpredictable future, but actually the secret of future is now, if you focus on present moment, you can improve the present status, and finally your future must be better.

So forget ur future and live it now.

i like this part :)

lost in new york metro

這是第三次的new york trip。

今次比之前的地方去得少一點，本來我想到的兩個的art museum一個也沒有踏足過

反而我到了很多boutique :p (我仍然很想念century21那個原價usd720之後折實usd299的包包)

今次特別的是我住在brooklyn, 要是要出去manhattan是一件麻煩的事

最最最煩的就是要預算何時從manhattan回到brooklyn ( 因為是黑人區比較雜，我試過在daytime, 那些黑人一邊yo著一邊對我說 an nyoung ha se yo  )

最後的一晚我和faye到korean town吃完燒肉 （我相信這是做這份工作唯一的樂事 ), 我們行了幾條街到了合適的metro站

綠色uptown spring st. 到了51st. 站後faye下車與她分別。我以為下一個站會是與藍色重疊的lexington ave. 之後就可以很容易一車南下回到brooklyn的jay st.

後來下一站竟然是 59st. 

心想 ‘shittttttttt...'

由於美國的metro不像香港的那樣簡單，要是回去51 st. 也不是乘搭對面的車就可以

當時己是晚上十一點，很怕，而且身上沒有信用卡，只有剩下的40美金, 的士錢也不夠

問了兩個人，第一個是黑人女人，她給我的suggestion完全不make sense.

幸好我遇到第二個人，他對我說 ' it's easy to reach jay street, no worry ' 

我立即放下心頭大石

他解釋一次之後，他問我 ’ by the way,  where you from ? ' 我答 ' from hong kong ' 

他望著我心上的兩個大紙袋說 ' great, and nice to meet you. moreover, don't shop too late next time dear '

-_-"

最後我多一次線回到jay street

凌晨十二點回到酒店

感謝所有被我問過路的人

bless you all xx

p.s. 下次我也會小心一點，感謝擔心我的人

奢華的幸福

關於幸福，有千百萬種形式，心中的幸福，卻只有一種感受

。
每個人總是一生追求著幸福，但問他幸福是什麼，可能有很多不同的答案。

有的幸福是一起過情人節，收到對方精心準備的禮物。
有的幸福是一起慶祝每一個兩人的紀念日，不管在一起多久都不會忘記。
有的幸福是一起出國旅行，在異鄉共度浪漫的假期。
有的幸福是對方的一句「我愛你」，或是「我願意嫁給你」。
有的幸福是牽著對方的手共度一生，不管年紀多大都不會忘記牽手。
有的幸福是收到耀眼的鑽石，得到許多一輩子都買不起的禮物與別人的羨慕。
有的幸福是睡前躺在對方的胳肢窩下，他是你最安全的避風港。
有的幸福是接到他對方的電話，聽到他的聲音就甜甜的笑在心裡。
有的幸福是他騎車的時候左手牽著你，開車的時候右手牽著你。
有的幸福是寒冷的冬天，他給你一個厚實又溫暖的擁抱。
有的幸福是即使你們一起吃路邊攤，你都覺得那是全世界最美好的一餐。
有的幸福是在你生病的時候，他會提醒你吃藥、為你倒一杯熱水，好好照顧你。
有的幸福是即使你變胖了、變醜了、變老了，你依然是他心中最美的天使。
有的幸福是他能分享你的成功、以你為榮，做你背後最挺你的啦啦隊。
有的幸福是你不必怕在他面前出糗、扮醜，你可以卸妝後判若兩人沒關係。
有的幸福是即使你在他面前放屁，也依然怡然自得。
有的幸福是他愛你也愛你的家人，對你好也對你家人好。
有的幸福是就算外面有再多的帥哥美女走過，你們眼裡卻只有彼此。
有的幸福是不管你怎麼耍任性發脾氣，你都知道他不會生你的氣。
有的幸福是不管距離有多遙遠，你就住在我的心裡。
有的幸福是他願意原諒你犯的錯。
有的幸福是一起變老，坐著搖椅含飴弄孫。
有的幸福是只要想到他，就會一直傻笑。

幸福有太多種形式，太多的表達方式。我們總是追求，希望自己得到幸福，但是幸福來臨時，我們又懷疑，甚至懷疑得到幸福的可能。




我把這段文字記下來：

「千言萬語的歌頌，是幸福。耳邊的一句輕聲低語，是奢華的幸福。
另一半愛你的可愛，是幸福。另一半愛你的不可愛，是奢華的幸福。
為了理想往前衝，是幸福。為了所愛往後退，是奢華的幸福。
一百朵玫瑰在你腳邊，是幸福。一朵玫瑰在你手中綻放，是奢華的幸福。」

我很喜歡這一句：「另一半愛你的可愛，是幸福。另一半愛你的不可愛，是奢華的幸福。」

我們總是努力做一個好女友，想當他心中最棒的那個女人，想當一個脾氣好、個性好，讓他有裡子也有面子，溫柔體貼善體人意、替他著想，每一次出門都讓他覺得我們是全天下最正點、最可愛的女人。

其實，我們很多時候是很不可愛的，我們有很多不可愛的想法、不可愛的個性，讓你因為覺得不可愛而不想愛我們的幼稚行為…，我們很希望，在你面前能夠有時候做一個「不可愛的女人」，而不會讓你不愛我們。

那麼，我能夠深深瞭解，另一半可以接受你的不可愛，是多麼奢侈、難能可貴的幸福。喜歡妳的可愛很容易，喜歡妳的不可愛，或許真的需要一點好運。

千言萬語，我們只要你對我說的一句話。愛我的可愛，也接受我的不可愛。你可以大步向前，卻願意為我停留一步，那麼即使有再多、再美的玫瑰園，我只願呵護著手心裡的一朵花。

曾經愛過、歷經滄桑，你會懂得。

原來，

最奢華的，就是最簡單的幸福。

台灣電視..哇塞

前幾天到台北overnight.
到酒店大概是十點多，之後立即買了我想念的雞排和木瓜牛奶之後衝回到房間看我喜愛的台灣電視

在我住的酒店的電視頻道大概有八十多個
我一打開，就開始看那些綜藝節目, 看著棒棒堂和黑澀會..覺得自己好老耶
當晚的題目我不大感興趣，我看了大概廿十分鐘,有點納悶。我在床上開始按remote control
一直按，發現大約有五個台是購物台..例如是護膚品，生活用品等
台灣買東西也是十分方便，什麼東西也可以分期,連一個港幣四百多元的包包也可以分十二期,真是...
我一直按...national geographic, ESPN, AXN, HBO, MTV, bloomburg....

之後我看到一個尼姑在說話而停下，她在說人鬼殊途什麼
看了幾分鐘按下一台
我看到一個台灣辣妹大舞鋼管舞,夾著強勁的音樂
下一台更有趣是叫什麼成人藝術台
一些不太美的女人在摟腰酥胸....看得我呆起來

我在想怎可以上一台是尼姑下一台是辣妹呢?...真奇怪

最後我選了 star movie 的 flightplan (by jodie foster)
看完後就後悔了，因為可能故事緊張令我睡不著

不過仍然很Ｅnjoy台灣的電視，多選擇而且娛樂性大很多
而且早上八點我一邊pack東西一邊看小丸子卡通，真開心
嘻嘻

the book thief review

I had spend 2 months to it and i finally done today.
which talked about the interesting topic ( to me), Nazi Germany.
This book definitely not easy to read cuz the Author Markus uses so many wordings to describe , maybe the mood, the environment, its not easy to understand, but he also keen on describe people's character like Liesel, Rudy, Ilsa, Hans and Rosa.

its pity that it didn't too much about Nazi, but u will know part of it thru Liesel's daily life like her joinning of Hitler Youth, the Siren and her foster parent.
I like the monologue of Death. you can feel the sadness of those era.

its a nice book & a big challenge to me, s0 i do believe i can finish ALL english novel after this :)

回來

很久很久沒有寫下一點東西，這不是代表我很忙
而是提不起那勁寫一點什麼，日誌也好，感受也好

這幾天晚上心情很好很平靜，especially tonight
開始感受到秋天的氣息
開了風扇，點著很久很久沒有再點的香薰，播回我最喜愛的sigur ros 的 ( )
我回想起之前星期六男友送我回家之後我為他而點的香薰和音樂

我感覺
所有美好感覺回來了

no worry, no doubt, no sadness LOL
what a great night :)

good passage to share * by taiwanese writer

我一直覺得，愛情裡最感動人的一句話不是「我愛你」

而是：「我信任你」

信任，一直是愛情裡最重要的元素。也是支撐感情最重要的基礎，一旦感情裡失去了信任，不再相信對方，那麼即使再深的情感都會四分五裂，再也很難修補成原來的模樣。

我發現，現代人的感情觀面臨最大的問題就是「信任」。我們看了太多身邊周遭太多的感情背叛，大家嚷嚷上口的劈腿再也不稀奇，外遇的故事多到聽了早已麻木， 甚至談論出軌的的話題再也不讓你感到訝異……於是，許多人談戀愛時充滿危機意識，無時不感到恐慌，甚至對感情早已充滿不安全感，不斷的查勤、翻箱倒櫃、偷 看對方手機，害怕自己有一天也會成為別人口中的受害者。

他們總是說：「因為我被騙過！」、「我被騙怕了！」、「我不知道該怎麼相信男人/女人！」，甚至更可怕的是，他們再也不相信幸福發生在自己身上的可能。

她們吃過壞男人的虧，再也不相信世界上還有好男人，他們曾經被拒絕，於是不敢再主動去付出愛人，他們曾經玩過，所以不相信還有單純的人與純粹的愛情，他們 被對方騙過，於是總覺得對方說的都是謊言，他們騙過人，所以不相信沒有謊言而可以維持的愛情，他們有過太多失望，他們不敢相信承諾。他們總是遇到會劈腿、 會跟前男/女友糾纏不清的人，或總是搞曖昧的人，於是他們再也不敢相信人。

他們再也不想當勇敢去愛的人，因為他們怕自己會是最受傷的那個人。

但這個世界並不會因為你的害怕而變的更美好。可是，很多幸福的機會卻因為你的害怕而變得更渺小。

更可怕的是，你所害怕的事，往往都是你讓它「夢想成真」！

我總是覺得，現在的人都變的比較膽小。他們在還沒遇到問題就預設太多立場，就像我常聽朋友說，要把最壞的打算都想好，有了心理準備才能堅強的去談戀愛。我當然贊同凡事要做好最壞的打算，但是如果凡事都被你想成最壞的事，會不會即使你遇到好事，也會被你誤認為壞事？

我的朋友最近交了新的男友，但是她卻常常憂慮男友對她不夠好，男友太忙真的只是因為忙碌還只是藉口。她想了好多，因為她曾經受傷過，她說：「我一直害怕自己到底能不能夠擁有幸福？」

我想起在我決定去愛一個人的時候，我也曾想了太多。我總是以為對方應該還有很多約會的對象、認識其他女生的機會，我以為他還跟前女友保持很好的關係，我以 為他不一定想定下來，我以為，他現在並不想交女朋友。我「以為」了太多，「猜測」了太多，最後我受不了跟他敞開心胸，我才發現一切都是我想了太多。

我也常發現身邊的朋友，有時候一時找不到男女朋友、或道聽途說，或誤會，而不小心懷疑對方、誤解對方的意思而爭吵，信任的破裂就像是摔到地上的花瓶，任何被傷害的人都曾經體會那樣的心碎，而情感的裂痕，又要花多少時間將碎片黏回去？黏的回去，又會是從前完整的模樣嗎？

願意無條件的信任與原諒是需要莫大的勇氣。在那過程裡需要多少的淚水、信心喊話、無私的接納，與忍耐的勇氣？

我一直覺得，「信任」是感情理最珍貴的寶藏。

任何不信任的破裂，都需要更多的信任來修復它。所以，請珍惜對方對你無條件的信任，那是最珍貴、最無私的愛，他願意信任你，那不只是他愛你，更是他願意因為愛而接納你犯的任何錯誤，以及你對他的傷害。

請無時無刻都感激那些無條件信任你的人。

然而親愛的，請不要懷疑，也請相信自己絕對是值得被愛，值得擁有幸福的人，你才能勇敢的去追求自己的幸福！


信任是最奢侈的美德，因為信任，我們才相信幸福的可能！

distance

感覺很近 :)

你所想

近這一兩月壓力也是太大
忙著她的婚禮，英國的遊走，最佳catch flt, 工作的去留
連身體也向我宣泄他們的不滿
背痛,肩痛, 腳痛..
壓力太大，而且實在累

壓力大了，心情自然差了
思想也很難變得很positive.
一個人在outport酒店，對著陌生的床和一袋一袋的戰利品，呆呆望著電視
很迷惘

近這幾天，我知道我真正要什麼的工作 :) (這令我感到興奮）
所以二話不說想定了
可能這份工作就是我所有煩惱的起源

想通了之後
天空藍多了，空氣清新多了，我笑容多了，他的愛多了 :))))
又或者是

所有東西只在乎你所想 :)

sarah brightman -

gift

我找回這一高一矮的一對牙刷
很是高興

in hong kong finally

由8月31日開始從香港到新加坡, 再回到香港轉機到倫敦
到英國大約留了9天, 再回到香港轉機到杭州
在杭州留了一個星期, 今天回到香港, 馬不停蹄地開始我的工作 - 台北Overnight

離開了香港半個月, 而且也放了也是半個月的假
今天8月17日, 雖然還未能回到家中
但感覺是我回來了

想念細細
明天就可以抱著他 :)

Korean movie - lovers of 6 years

watched this movie on the plane from London to Hong Kong.
its quite embaressing i cried ( quite heavily )during this movie, hopefully the cabin was soo dark so no one can see my tears coming down from my face.hehe

its all about a lovers who spent together for 6 years.
All passion gone, you may say the relationship had been evoluted to another stage but somehow the relationship is not that sweet anymore..

women's complaint & men's not-listening-attitude lead the relationship to be fragile. And its a good moment that those 3rd person come into their life.mm..

i cried alot during the later part of the movie especially when the men start to realize he still in love with his gf whom want to give up the relationship.Man wanna rescue it but the girl think its too late.

the ending is they broke up finally . but after 1 year they stay together again cuz they can forget all the bad from the past & they both know how much they miss each others.however the director want to deliver is another thing cuz the last lyrics she said is the things just keep cycling. the longer they stay together, more bad habit would be come out again. they will start going to complain & argue...and then broke up again....

no one knows this 6-years-lovers whether can going to the end or not...
god knows then

Gratitude for...

Finally I feel better
So many barriers i had overcomed BADLY for her big day.
Annual Leave , swapping, direct debit, EY/J class Availability, those sucks flights, b bday, UK plan, Hangzhou plan, ticket issue, Family presssure ....everything just keep dragging me back...

thanks god, most of them had been tackled now & 4 more days to go.....

Things i m still concern are:
31st dinner
2nd Aug final approval
high heel for my dress
wedding gift
&
my ultra-long nails.....

p.s. my breakfast time, my most relaxing moment.

melbourne time

I m in Melbourne, will leavin less than 10hours
It is a very unplanned trip cuz its standby, i know i have to come to melbourne less than 10hours also , everything being packed in a rush and i realized its winter time in Melbourne during midnight ...

although i really dun want this trip, i have to say is Melbourne is a very relaxing place.
feeling much better than last time, maybe the hotel this time is much far from the main CBD. u can have a walk and take some pics along the Yarra River, its pretty relaxing, much much much better stay in CBD. CBD just like a normal shopping place in HK.....

mm... i have to wake at 4 tmr morning ( thats mean 2am in HK )
so gotta leave now and plan to read and have a sleep before operation... see ya

p.s. the Aussie here seems really afraid of this cold weather , they had a thick coat with scarf...i m just having a trench coat ...

birthday TRIP

my birthday will stay in melbourne from 24 -26
i dun want it, but i can't refuse.

but allowance $1800.
mm...

for the money
so i treat 24Jul 2008 is just a normal day..
26jul 2008 is my day :)

my standard loading

my standard loading:
(1) clothes
(2) underwear
(3) swimwear ( if i go to the outport which have a nice pool or beach)
(4) bag
(5) Camera ( S70 or EOS 400D, depends )
(6) Books
(7) iphone and camera charger
(8) cosmetic & cleansing stuff
(9) yeung mei mei
(10) sleeping pill
(11) 1 more pair of shoes
(12) Jesus's cross
(14) perfume
(15) 1 cup noodle

i m ready to go again, frankfurt this time :) ciao

2G

i bought 1CD & 2VCDs in HMV in this 2G

CD -Sigur Ros newest album , I m waiting for long
its cover's feeling is really different from before, hope the songs still be my cup of tea

2VCDs - Once & Land of Plenty

But u know, i m still not sure when i will watch it..mm....


my new Moschino :)

day 7 ** (21st june)

I just have to laugh when I think of some of the crazy things we done together
and they wouldn't have been half the fun with anyone else but you.

Especially on this break.
I love to look back all this time & all the moments spend with you, even those difficult time that we help each other to go thru

I wouldn't trade even one of those memories for anything in the world,
becoz they are so much a part of my life
and so are you.

back home

all letters had been sent already.
from sunday day 1 till day 7, 8 emails had been sent

my dubai trip is almost over, will start going to airport in 2hours
arrive Hong Kong during noon time

i m still struggling what should i do.
Airport ? No Airport ??
Text ? No text ??

mm...
dun know.

can't be control

mm.. my mood still better after i had sent the sms last night
' sorry to text you, i miss you '

i didn't expected i will receive anything.
so as i expected, no reply.

Be positive & have faith :)

this is day 5, thursday....

Controllable / Uncontrollable

My mood still dropping..
i know what should I do and what should I behave
but i do miss it.

i feel so lonely when I got a suite room in dubai.
why they give me such a big room? i dun want it actually.
i feel bad when the plane start to decend, suddenly i m thinking his voice, the soft voice named me bb.


i went to water park with crews today but i still can't into it.
I laugh i enjoy the place but when I return to a lonely place, sadness come quicker than usual

' when u start plugging the earphone immediately when you get on the crew bus, i know u got something wrong ' one crew Maggie told me.


tonight i really want to send a text.
finally i controlled it

but once when i can control my finger not to type any text, my tears just falling from my face.
useless sha.

men from mars, women from venus

今天早上一睡醒，在書櫃內取下men from mars, women from venus.
這本書我在五六年前看過一遍
今天看了一點，發現當時仍未參透這書

the differences in the way they react under stress. He believes that many men withdraw until they find a solution to the problem. He refers to this as "retreating into their cave." In some cases they may literally retreat, for example, to the garage or spend time with friends. The point of retreating is to take time to determine a solution. What is known is that men in their caves are not necessarily focused on the problem at hand, many times this is a "time-out" of sorts to allow then to distance themselves from the problems so their brains can focus on something else. This allows them to revisit the problem later with a fresh perspective.

This has historically been hard for women to understand because when they are stressed their natural reaction is to talk about issues in order to find a solution. This leads to a natural dynamic of the man retreating as the woman tries to grow closer. This becomes a major source of conflict between any man and woman.

看著，有點成長
明白了我要怎樣做


我會重新看一遍

sit back & relax

i didn't need any think tank.

just sit back and relax sha

***

當我今早在他家中看到日本東北又發生７級的地震時

我在想地球變得恐怖，大家都不知道下一秒就會發生什麼
看完之後
我只想抱著他

boring trip

i m in hongkong, back from Bahrain & Singapore

bahrain



bahrain is a quiet trip, not much to do, we can just go to have the lunch and walk around the arabian style market.
weather is too hot, its almost 38degree in the noon time, we both feel fainted when we walked under the sun for 20mins.
stay inside the room and mahjong, or reading alone ( i didnt join those other crew to drink those redwine or gold label which bought from flight )

i did tried those good food like the thai food, indian curry, KFC & Dairy queen
but its nothing special at all, and its a really a boring port

他們都是我們的孩子

its soo touch

earthquake

有些地方一鏟子下去就有五個人(屍體)
中國地震局消息，截至17日8時，共發生4級以上餘震143次
.....

these news are appearing on the TV, webpage , everywhere.
all pictures in the newspaper are just breathtaking & heartbreaking.
can u imagine 2.8million lives had been lost in only 5mins earthquake ?
can u imagine how serious of 7.8 magnitute earthquake ?the news said you even can't stand up......
can u imagine maybe you are the only survivor in the whole building ?

the news said government only can provide a very small amount of rice to each person per day.....
i feel bad that i waste half plate of sphagetti last night....

god bless those ppl still waiting for rescue...
u will see the light very soon, you will be fine....cheer up & have faith....

48 hours?! sighhhhhh

i m in england again.its freaky tired , uno, i seems didnt lay on a single bed ( even those bloody hotel bed ) for almost 48 hours.
Checked my roster, thanks god he gave me so many flights which i looking for: New york * taipei overnight * Paris.
roster is pretty tight, only 12days in Hong kong, meanwhile i can't off in all weekend..its pretty sad.
but anyway, i know the cabin crew game come to the end very soon. cuz what i wished had been come truewhen he said ' good , finally ' it made me feel touch :)

i m going to have a nap before the dinner with my sister and craig :) talk to u later, night night

L.A. Trip May5-9

I went to the states finally :)
its so lucky that Apple is my buddy on this trip ( but how poor she was & how bad the company was ..mmm)

mm.. firstly i should write about the flight, this flight is quite tiring one, we depart at midnight, and before the door closed, one old lady just fall down and lying on the aisle & I m the first crew to see this happen...My first instant thought is ' Where is the AED ? ' luckily this old lady still consicous. She told me about her upset stomach and she feel okay. But finally company didnt want to take the risk of cuz, she had been offload and can't fly with us....
Work Life is still like the same, busy and messy, some troublesome and demanding passenger. but its fine actually. but after this trip, i think my english conversation keep improving again ( conversation maybe its means i inch those pax）
Gangs of Cup noodles ? they truly anywhere, anytime, anyhow. I did one whole cart + 4 trays from MSC. And u know we short 1 crew, so Ar Jei keep saying its very harsh and dont answer call light quickly....
After 13hours. i m in LAX already :)

we decided to go Universal Studio (USD $90 including coach fee ) even we slept for few hours. Its pretty good theme park, brilliant Shrek 4D show, we enjoy it most, the scene, the story, the sound effect...everything are perfect :)
Actually we played all game and watch so many shows , i still remember the Jurassic Park & The mummy one. all the scenery , props are really nice, its just like real . i think its worths it.
but the unluckiest thing is the Simpson Rollar Coaster start at 24th this month ..sigh, i can only take the pic on promotion wall...

this trip is reli a relaxing trip. i didnt think much. Just wanna play and sightseeing. pretty good, huh? i think its the only advantage to work as the cabin crew....



the second day, Apple back already. so I went to Manhattan beach & the nearby Manhattan Village Mall alone
the beach is pretty nice. not much people there but the weather is pretty chilly. so u know, one man on the windy and chilly beach, i feel lonely for sure ( esp my ipod plays some sad songs like sigur ros or damien rice )
i walked to the beach for 1 hour and then i go to the mall to try to get the iphone for aunt, but they told me its out of stock ( i start to believe 3G iphone on coming june )

finally i leave on that midnight again.
its a good experience to stay in the States. its pretty good :)
but the bad is i still feel so tired after few days...its a sign of getting old really.sigh.....

p.s. I m highly recommended to get an iphone. u know, it still work fine even it swim in Coca-coca for 15mins..