day 7 ** (21st june)

I just have to laugh when I think of some of the crazy things we done together
and they wouldn't have been half the fun with anyone else but you.

Especially on this break.
I love to look back all this time & all the moments spend with you, even those difficult time that we help each other to go thru

I wouldn't trade even one of those memories for anything in the world,
becoz they are so much a part of my life
and so are you.

back home

all letters had been sent already.
from sunday day 1 till day 7, 8 emails had been sent

my dubai trip is almost over, will start going to airport in 2hours
arrive Hong Kong during noon time

i m still struggling what should i do.
Airport ? No Airport ??
Text ? No text ??

mm...
dun know.

can't be control

mm.. my mood still better after i had sent the sms last night
' sorry to text you, i miss you '

i didn't expected i will receive anything.
so as i expected, no reply.

Be positive & have faith :)

this is day 5, thursday....

Controllable / Uncontrollable

My mood still dropping..
i know what should I do and what should I behave
but i do miss it.

i feel so lonely when I got a suite room in dubai.
why they give me such a big room? i dun want it actually.
i feel bad when the plane start to decend, suddenly i m thinking his voice, the soft voice named me bb.


i went to water park with crews today but i still can't into it.
I laugh i enjoy the place but when I return to a lonely place, sadness come quicker than usual

' when u start plugging the earphone immediately when you get on the crew bus, i know u got something wrong ' one crew Maggie told me.


tonight i really want to send a text.
finally i controlled it

but once when i can control my finger not to type any text, my tears just falling from my face.
useless sha.

men from mars, women from venus

今天早上一睡醒，在書櫃內取下men from mars, women from venus.
這本書我在五六年前看過一遍
今天看了一點，發現當時仍未參透這書

the differences in the way they react under stress. He believes that many men withdraw until they find a solution to the problem. He refers to this as "retreating into their cave." In some cases they may literally retreat, for example, to the garage or spend time with friends. The point of retreating is to take time to determine a solution. What is known is that men in their caves are not necessarily focused on the problem at hand, many times this is a "time-out" of sorts to allow then to distance themselves from the problems so their brains can focus on something else. This allows them to revisit the problem later with a fresh perspective.

This has historically been hard for women to understand because when they are stressed their natural reaction is to talk about issues in order to find a solution. This leads to a natural dynamic of the man retreating as the woman tries to grow closer. This becomes a major source of conflict between any man and woman.

看著，有點成長
明白了我要怎樣做


我會重新看一遍

sit back & relax

i didn't need any think tank.

just sit back and relax sha

***

當我今早在他家中看到日本東北又發生７級的地震時

我在想地球變得恐怖，大家都不知道下一秒就會發生什麼
看完之後
我只想抱著他

boring trip

i m in hongkong, back from Bahrain & Singapore

bahrain



bahrain is a quiet trip, not much to do, we can just go to have the lunch and walk around the arabian style market.
weather is too hot, its almost 38degree in the noon time, we both feel fainted when we walked under the sun for 20mins.
stay inside the room and mahjong, or reading alone ( i didnt join those other crew to drink those redwine or gold label which bought from flight )

i did tried those good food like the thai food, indian curry, KFC & Dairy queen
but its nothing special at all, and its a really a boring port

他們都是我們的孩子

its soo touch