Tuesday, June 9

changes

actually i do wanna write down sth today , so i m trying to fasten my pace to type before i go to sleep.

theres 2 incidents

* last night we were lying on the bed and watching the TV programme which talked about some lovely pets.
it shows a 24-years-old cat which is very old, she nearly blind and move very slowly. Leon said ' she seems miserable ' of cuz, i do understand how harsh the cat will be, at the first moment, i also think the cat looks pity.
but after few minutes, my thoughts change.
my thoughts swing like - the cat is blessed since she can stay with her master for 24years, she can play with her master's son and daughter too. Staying with the master is the happiest thing in every pet's life. So its not a torture. its a kind of blessing.. 

'u are right ' leon replied

* today i had chatted with jackal, he feel a bit upset about getting older. He think time fly too fast so he still cant fully utilized his life. however,i do have a different feeling towards aging.
aging is not the meaning of the-end, its just a stage and it also let old people to enjoy and experienced. we can go to play Tai Chi , we can do something which we havent do during youth time.... its not a wasting as long as you dun think it a kind of waste. We still can do something do as long as you are willing to try
so why not just enjoy and experience every stages in our life ?

jackal replied ' i also want to be this optimistic . u are such an optimistic person '

huh ?! i had never heard about that before. OPTIMISTIC seems not a good description of me.
however after these 2 incidents ,i know my thoughts really different from before ..

what changes me ? 
dun know.....but i do like it :)

Monday, June 8

his home sweet home

Finally, bf is back.
I didn’t have any exciting feeling in the sat. morning. Received his msg about his flight delay… so i just do my my stuff slowly…
His plane landed at 8pm finally and I arrived airport at 8:15pm…
So he showed up when I had been waiting for 15mins, my face looked calm however my heartbeat was fast.

He hugged me and then we went to his place for dinner.
The feeling just like the old days, normal and sweet… and it seems we didn’t apart for long.
Maybe its call ‘stability’

:)

Thursday, June 4

踢一腳走一步

有些人總要被踢一腳先懂得走多一步

現在明白對著這些人
我還要更慢,還要冷靜

因為踢他一步,他走多一步
但要他走多兩步?!他總不會自動自覺。


寧願留下這腳骨力,做瑜珈好過