Aurora borealis

Staying at the Pole
Dancing in the wind
Hugging cosmo pink piggie

scarf

I start to find out that i can add $50 more to buy Commes Des Garcons Scarf......urhhhhhhh~~~

packin' stuff in my brain

got my mobile no.
mp3 = mobile phone
Joe and Jim -- the beautiful world
Mixing of different kind of perfumes...
eternal sleep?!
Mcqueen Kingdom + paul smith + Kenzo Flower + Burberry + Issey Miyake + Hei + Hugo Boss+ Tommy Hilfiger......
Dec Vision magazine
2 big coffee per day
Target achieved, Japan , searching for Black Beauty
$500 thousand -uncle, hatre ?
messy hair change TST2312041900
"I will strive hard to let u ....."
1/2 domain
Powerbook NOT EQUAL to Power NOTEBOOK..thanks.
Lots of snapshots about me and the place i stay.
sai = my little brother
Goodbye Lenin OST
Tired, sick and my body get mad.
i can fight against all the bad stuff.
Sigur ros, the death song
"Leave ,I dun want to, but i need to"
sad? curious?

dog talk

"Hey, my master.
I will sit on your ankle when the winter comes
I will lick your face when you feeling sad
I will welcome you back home
I will eat all food you don't like
I will do my best to protect you
I will warm the branket before you sleep
I will do something stupid to cheer you up
I will be your toy, you can play my head, my leg even my tail
I will love you , no matter what

BUT, plzzzzzzzzzzzzz, dun take my milk-flavored biscuit. Thank you for your cooperation!" --quoted by SaiSai the dog

chocolat

I am feeling tired today. Just want to back home as soon as possible. i am just eating the ice-cream right now, chocolate cake flavour. When can i off my work ? i am such a low-paid worker
s-)

midnight

Feeling really weird.
I dun wanna talk on phone .
I dun wannna turn on the light.
Darkness.

I am just laying on the floor,
staring at the roof and listening,..
The coldness of the floor made me cry

Congregation Ceremony

Went to the polyu congregation ceremony, in fact, it is nothing special..i prefer HKAPA 's. Have a great dinner with freinds in Polyu. The feeling is good..

My parent ..seems quite calm (is it too calm?) They didn't ask my about the stuff of my sister....

Have a conversation with Ava yesterday, she was so calm also, maybe she think it is the end. Just end all the bad stuff, and reborn. Wish all the bad stuff gone.

back

Just back from Macau yesterday night.
Everything is fine .
That's good.

Does any know the word "Belly-ache " ?

Dogville 人間狗鎮

Have watched Dogville with Ric this Tuesday, it is also directed by Lars Von Trier
Really like it. I like the story - Sad , powerful
Nicole Kidman do a great job...

It seems that all ppl in the world are selfish ,evil and arrogant
do all the things got their own rules and laws ?

good progress

Dear Sha,
i think today it's your turning point in your career..feeling happy ..right?

its a long time...

Woo, i haven't write on my Blog for a long time ago,,since it is so tired after work....
In fact- my life , nothing special at all.....
Watch DVD Dancer in the Dark yesterday night , in fact, i watched it for 2 time before..However, i really like it ....


Director Lars Von Trier --is great, i think i will buy the VCD dogville soon...~~~


TODAY's song - Bjork & Tom Yorke - I've seen it all

the terminal

Watch the movie - The terminal in the cinema tonight, really like Tom Hanks, since the time of Forrest Gump....

i just wonder that i watched many movies that he act : Forest Gump, Sleepless in Seattle, You' ve email, Catch me if you can, Green Miles.....

This movie, is more funny than i expected , since i suppose that the mood is seems like Sleepless in Seattle 緣份的天空.
However, it's not.

The film is good, however, it's quite exagarrating, i just wonder why the ppl can sleep in the airport for 9 MONTHS, it is unbelivable, and also , the most funny that is he can earn by himself in the airport and buy a Hugo Boss suit and Meet a BEAUTIFUL flight attendent ~~~~

I love the Peanut Can, i love the scene of New York Snowy Night, I love the actress, I love the airport , i love this movie

mid-autumn festival

Mid -Autumn Festival is just represent i can have a holiday, other than that ...nothing...

But i made me think about my childhood...
during that night, i will urge my mum and have a quick cook and have a rush dinner..Then, i will go downstair and lighting up all the candles and arrange it into a circular shape, and then i will just stand in the center of the circle...the feeling is cool......u can try it~

How about this Mid-Autumn Festival ? just having the Haagan Dazs ice-cream mooncake (Academic Almond Flavor )...yummy

今天家中也有不少事煩惱著, 似乎大家真是需要給予多點時間去看清楚這學校的種種, 不要太早去prejudge

晚上陪了朋友, 她, 感覺上, 好像沒有什麼值得傷心似的
希望她能終於明白.

近來, 沒有什麼東西可期待, 日子平淡而充實....而近來我更愛上看電視劇集 ( 因為故事實在太出人意表了 ) , 好像想將這三年的電視劇瘾一次發放出來似的

很快就大結局了, 真有點緊張

home sweet home

由於工作之緣故, 這星期大多時間留在中國 (由星期二到四)..
一回到家, 感覺真好得多..

germany year zero

Watch the movie called Germany Year Zero (1947), Director: Roberto Rossellini
The story is about the post war period in Germany, Berlin. The boy was taught that the inferior (include old, sick, useless) should eliminate by the superior..And so, the boy kill his dad who was sick by potion.
Although noone know this fact, he was commit suicide becoz he was guilty.

The film, although is in black and white film, i didn't feel any boring. The film..hmm..is quite sad, since all character in this film is got a happy face.

i love hkapa

星期日晚上電視播放了有關演藝學院廿十周年的節目,
在節目, 看到很多同學或是師兄姐, 最高興是看到Twinsen, 他那種陰陰笑的表情, 真是太棒!!
無可否認, 整個節目將演藝包裝得非常華麗 (全港唯一有關Performing Arts學府, 人才也能達到世界等), 連我自己也不禁怗怗自喜

真是有點不捨得~~
Proud of being HKAPA student ~~

imprint

You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there.

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away


The imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten.

Leo - Blood type B

Ｂ型對於名譽及權威不太執著，但獅子座相反的重視這些，權力慾、名譽心很強，相當是個野心家。Ｂ型的人有時也會出現野心的一面。所以，Ｂ型─獅子座的配合，似可成為很有出人頭地的意念之人。

Ｂ型的特徵，有興趣廣及多方面的傾向，但也因獅子座的影響，比較弱化了，為了實現野心，目標就縮小成一個。如果明白決定了目標，就如火車頭一般前進衝入，即使碰到困難也毫不畏怯。生命力旺盛，集注力也極佳，就算失敗了也具有再站起的韌性。

但是，此型的人要他孜孜樸實的努力似乎棘手，由此看來好像有欠耐心。Ｂ型─獅子座的人對什麼都喜好豪華，就是有志成功，也不管何時都先想到燦爛的結果而不是累積實在的努力。定下大規模的計管何時都先想到燦爛的結果而不是累積實在的努力。定下大規模的計劃，不只以才能，也驅使政治力來全力一搏。稍有賭師的性質，有時候也會做聽天由命的挑戰打賭。

也是有熱烈魅力的人，度量大，有膽量，不會為小事生氣。言詞及態度不分裡外，直率的表現自己。想當孩子王，剛覺得他有倔強的一面，但又發現他是寂寞的人，如果單獨一人，就陷於被同伴排除般的心情。在會照顧人的首領氣質中，總覺得流盪著孩子般的天真。

但是那種孩子氣的模樣，也有可能成為任性的自我主義，如不順意，就如孩子般撒嬌，無視周遭，不少會擺出任性而擅自的態度。


【 對您的忠告】
雖然自己覺得好，不一定別人也覺得好，不要以強迫的態度。

beach day

與朋友去了Stanley beach, 輕鬆一下, 但實際上當沙灘蓆舖在沙上, 我就急不及待躺在上面, 一躺就睡著了..
不過不緊要..因為實在太舒服了..嘿嘿....

P.S. 多謝Bun Bun...有他的順風車...太好了

my big fat greek wedding

到了Kubrick借vcd看..想起原來已有一段時間沒有到那裡去..
感覺上沒怎樣變, 不過人就多了很多.看書的, 吃東西的, 甚至有位伯伯坐在梳化上"閉目養神"
我借了My Big Fat Greek Weeding, 感覺不錯..
如果有位男士為了我而去轉變自己的宗教, 生活習慣..真好

My character

看了其中一個spymac member 的blog寫下的:

7月24日﹝金星‧情人﹞ 代表人物：巴勒維(政治家)
具有非常迷人的個性，浪漫、感 性、優雅、尊貴；喜愛音樂和藝術，欣賞美好的事物 ；喜歡追求刺激、新奇和變化。
優點是感情豐富，具有藝術才華；注重生活品味，創造力強。缺點是情緒不穩定，不斷改變心意，令人難以捉摸。

hhohoho

Music ? Is the part of my life

朋友認為我聽音樂是不必要的.
(你又不是音樂家, 夾band)
真令我十分驚訝,

後來才發現和它是分不開的.
坐巴士時, 下班時, 逛書店時, 無聊時, 睡覺時.....
無處不在....
沒有他都不知怎辨

chat

非常高興地聽到你這一返說話..
也非常高興你毫不留情地痛罵我
朋友就是..
沒有什麼階級觀念..

Melolo: 大家瞧著目標直跑..There is no DREAM.Everything could be TRUE

I am the Gold brick OR the orange at the bottom of the basket

Hve a big agrument with my family..
in fact, i get thier point, but they can't accept it..
Mesodo is right, i need to use METHOD ..but it is quite difficult to do that

OT today....until 830. Exhausted.
and i need to wake up at six and arrive Kowloon Tong at 7 tomorrow...
OH

After the conversation with ric

There's must has a scar after the car crash, but it doesn't matter if u doesn't feel it pain again

恨透山頂.......

為了替河童饒行, 到了山頂...
滿以為可以自己一個人坐巴士上層,看著香港夜景, 聽著音樂, 休閒慢慢地上山頂...
怎知...
Ipod沒有電了..而巴士...唉...
非常多自由行的人..巴士又沒有坐位..
上山頂的路迀迴曲折...其中一位自由行的女人抵不住..向車長說要停車, 她要嘔吐...
為什麼自由行的人要坐巴士, 而不坐山頂纜車呢..
但...我們的車子在半山......
為什麼自由行的人要坐巴士, 而不坐山頂纜車呢..
山...

上到了山頂...非常的多人..而我竟然是最早到達的 我像個自由行的人...一個人觀光.....
半小時後第一個人出現...
唉

funeral

Went to the Ava's dad funeral yesterday night, it is the second time to go this kind of place. The funeral follows taoist tradition I am not so scared after i enter the venue. I am just curious to know all stuffs(really want to pick my DC from my bag and take a shot )

It is a place that can gather their relatives efficiently.
The taoist seems works like a performer, it is their showtime, they sing, dance and do something (weird, funny ?!)to the "audiences"

i am just thinking that
i don't need the complicated things for my death.
Remove an exaggerate make-up.
Let my family and my friends see my truly face.
Don't need the Taoist sing and dance for me,
Just want peace, Keep quiet please, Thank you!

Today's : Des'ree - Kissing you

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

happy.

recently, i am just planning for my bedroom .........IT IS SO FUNNY...
the feeling is so great to go to IKEA to find my favourite furniture, NOT to go to IT to buy lots of clothes....
hmm..my sister stuf..still not solve ..the school in UK didn't reply us yet..

Have the japanese私祊菜 yesterday night with Poly u schoolmate...the dishes is so great..BUT...we still feel hungry after meal...but it cost 150 per one..
And after the meal, we go to play Mah jong...so good....

thanks janjan... i love the Barcelona earring.....heheh

today's: Portishead.

happy.

recently, i am just planning for my bedroom .........IT IS SO FUNNY...
the feeling is so great to go to IKEA to find my favourite furniture, NOT to go to IT to buy lots of clothes....
hmm..my sister stuf..still not solve ..the school in UK didn't reply us yet..

Have the japanese私祊菜 yesterday night with Poly u schoolmate...the dishes is so great..BUT...we still feel hungry after meal...but it cost 150 per one..
And after the meal, we go to play Mah jong...so good....

thanks janjan... i love the Barcelona earring.....heheh

today's: Portishead.

Decision

Hmm...recently i just thinking about the stuff of schooling in UK...
i think its a good way to make her grow ....

Start my work lu

today is my first day of my job...hmm...this job...so-call is my dream career..
but, i can't find some interesting thing in my job duties...hope that will be fine later
(maybe the main reason is the company is so NEW )
Athough i slept at 1:00am yesterday night, but i really find exhausting when i back home.....
should go to sleep now ^_^

I need to buy the ipod In-ear Earphone ~


today's: coldplay- the scientist

Fotop...死了

fotop 的Journal 不知怎樣的死了..唯有在這兒留言了...
今天生日剛剛過了..心情也不錯..
現在是時候收拾心情, 準備迎接第一份的工作了
不知道會怎樣呢.

sickness

I hate the sickness after the day got drunk.. >_<
I know Twinsen is right...professional can't be like that...
i am so sorry about it

Jazz...quite good
can catch up already

I WANT MY DC BACK

真的不見了..嗚嗚
如要買的, 我相信canon是my first choice.
不過無啦啦去拎錢出黎, 真係有點兒灰...

如要遊山玩水, 沒有它..唉

又悲又喜....

[good stuff]
No.8 Typhoon still hanging...
Interview Sucess! and
I am assistant designer ......hehhe...
and start my work at 26/7

[Bad stuff]
lost my Digital cam..
I WANT MY DC BACK!!!!!!!!!!

Phone me today to further infomation.
i hope i can do that..
but ...is my expect salary is higher ? hmm...

the job

Hv the interview of the job of assistant fashion designer. Hmm..benefit is good ..
hope can hear their reply soon

new

I need to wake up ..
to have a new start.
hurry for my portfolio.

today's:david bowie & philip glass- Hero

New Haircut

Have the new haircut with fung at Wanchai.
The price is reasonable, quite good.
Have the 2nd interview for the visual merchandiser..hope all thing go smooth

Goal

1. Need to focus on one to two streams
2. Prepare the GOOD portfolio
3. Still accept this chanllege
4. Open the mind
5. Accept my own's weakness
6. Learn & try

.....

自己

與Charlie談了一整天的話,
與他談談自己對自己的期望.
我不像他.
他像John Galliano, 而我就像Tom Ford.
河水不犯井水, 但原來...
我想像他一樣有creative drawing,
而他想像我有managment and commerical skill,
羨慕他, 可以放下所有人的目光, 無奈我做不到

我認同, 這不是一種手段, 而是一種迎合要求的方式

有點相像, 有點不相像
與他談話, 很高興

No common sense.
No step-by-step.
No Syllabus
No rules
No boundary

P.S Lu : 7610真是很好玩..嘻嘻..我是魔鬼!!


Todays: 一個鐘之後

完了

這個學年終於完結了..
感覺真好...
下午三點時走出apa的時候,
發現天空光亮了很好...
so cool.


todays: songs by abba

being a actor..

Quite cool to be a actress...
hmm..the costume....it is too sexy for me....super deep v + Bare back + 4' high heel

However, it is fun....

I am still doing the powerpoint for the f**king communication for TA presentation ( i am still questioning that the usage of this powerpoint for interview)

camping at 12/6

Have camping with Setting senior...Hmm, quite relaxing..
Have a barbaque ..delicious, since i haven't went to the countryside to relax for a long time.
Have a nap in the beach...woo....fantastic.

大事件

到了奧海城看了大事件...
片名...真是不太討好...
不過整片都比預期中好得多..
真是不錯...


today's: Engima- The dream of dolphin

休閒閒

很久沒試過整天留在家裡
感覺真好...
dye back my hair again...is good

today's : The Cardigans - Couldn't care less

累

十分累..
6/5 晚到了cafe吃宵夜.但竟然被老闆弄得...簡直是精神折磨
今天累得連東西也不想吃..腳步浮浮..
又病 ? 不太好吧...

希望快點完吧.

感覺: 懶惰

video production

終於剪好套影片, 感覺上鬆左一口氣..
這幾天, 不斷有同學們關心我的去留..
但實在答不出來..
很想快點畫完我的just-for-fun painting.
很想快點畫完我的吉他手
很想快點畫完我的水彩畫, 鋼筆畫
很想快點做完那個不知所謂的power-point

很想快點完結..

The Day after tomorrow

I have seens <> yesterday. I think it 's lower than my expectation. But i think this genre of this kind of movie is quite difficult to be the perfect one.

Saw the graduation show today, suddenly it really make me to continue to study for 3 more years. But..it is so complicate..hmm..

prepare for my portfolio, not only for BFA interview, but also for my career..

Busy days

He seems recover..so good.
I am just hurry for my portfolio. and also editing for our first movie.
pk...my Premiere crack down... really kill me.

When can i end all that stuff?

星期一

血小板仍然沒有上升.
醫生也不准他離開...

ok

又進醫院了..希望快點有好消息.

看了<>, 很好看
今天要快點回去畫畫 . 和 準備portfolio.

第二天

轉了專科病房.
當我看到所有visitor穿著紫色袍, 心裡真是沉下去.
他說..這裡好得多, 有電視看, 有海景
是好或壞?
醫生的說話令大家鬆了口氣.
等待報告...

突如其來.

收到那個sms後, 心沉了一沉.對我來說, 這是一件大事..
我真不敢想像手術的過程.
5:45pm由apa趕到瑪麗醫院, 看見他躺在床上, 便立即想哭起來. 但我忍著.
當他說抽血的情況時, 就不禁想起一年前躺在手術床的情況..
真是想哭起來.
走的時候, 眼水已經湧出來..不想被看見, 說再見後便頭也不回..
行多幾步, 忍不著, 哭了.
令朋友立即連忙安慰.

無論如何....
感覺: 想哭

...

終於完了..
兩星期的Non-teaching period..
可以計劃去旅行了...
玩了一整晚...
今早的大計因為我的"玩了一整晚"而取消了...
想說的要說出..就這樣吧

today: Lee Ann Womack- I hope u dance

..

靜靜的.
雷聲...


感覺: 倦怠

...

等待自己..
發現自己雙手無力, 什麼也拉不住.

仍在做lighting project.

Today's: Air- Venus
感覺: 不安寧

nothing special

> 30/4.. Gary farewell party...quite touching ...and after that, went to karaoke overnight....

> 2/5.. watch Jiang Hu at IFC. And I saw my beloved

> Today, start the work of dance2 from 2:00pm and finish at 11:00pm.....like in the hell...and this kind of living need to continue until next week....

> Conversation with Shadow today, it puzzle me, I know which thing i should choose. but...

> I dun want this, can the situation change back to the old days ?

Today: Lily cbou chou - I see you You see me
感覺: 愚蠢

0724 again.

27/4 - 0724 again.
It's really cool eating the water-melon at the tech ent during the mid-night.

Its really afflictive for me...need to deal with paper work even i am totally exhausted.
28/4 - 0924.?!

Today's: coldplay- scientist

感覺: Dying

Theatre aesthetic Essay.

Sick..so skip the lesson......
And start writing the essay for theatre aesthetic lesson

The book The Routledge companion to Aesthetic.........big challenge to me ...
1000 more words to go....

p.s. really want to buy lomo lc-a...but no money


todays- A nation rejects

感覺: 分心

The experiment 死亡實驗

The experiment
Watch the movie The experiment this morning with classmate..I think it is quite cool except the ending.....

still in the trap....

The experiment 死亡實驗

The experiment
Watch the movie The experiment this morning with classmate..I think it is quite cool except the ending.....

still in the trap....

Thoughts

Went Swimming yesterday night, seems better...
Recently, i think i am not physically exhausted...it seems like mentally....

Pressure? hmm...3 more to go.

Watched the DVD Three colours- Bleu It is more peaceful and calm than i expected.


How can I control my thoughts?

Today's: The cranberries - dying in the sun

感覺: 煩擾

0724...睏...　

...

Have a talk with Zoe today. When she cried at open air theatre, i just want to light up a cigarette...just want to light it up

Watch a movie < Goya in Bordeaux >with mesodo, gorgeous!

my leg...seems handicap

感覺: 深思

stuff

Have a talk with gary today..we just talk about my future, my career, my worry...
will i be a applied artist in the future ?

Feel better after running...

I think i am too calmed yesterday..but today...unhappiness start to rise up to my head..

respect all the thing..
where's the truth?

發現自己雙手無力, 什麼也拉不住.

無題.

他由北京回來了
是時候要說再見

..

心很小的時候，世界就變得很小，
小的看不起一片美麗的樹葉。
心很亂的時候，路就變得很多，
我們都是這樣走失的.....

感覺: 和平

passion of christ & ana and the other

看了兩套戲-passion of christ 和Ana and the other

其實不太暴力,Trouble every day比起來有過之而無不及, 有些鏡頭我也不敢看..不在於是暴力或是血腥, 而是不忍心看到耶穌受其折磨或凌辱....
不是基督徒的我也看得哭起來..
整套..不知怎樣解釋, 拍攝角度有點土...
音樂很好 ^_^..
希伯來文原來很好聽的...
http://www.passionofchrist.com

Ana and the other from argentina.
故事.唉....
剪接....是技術問題或是..?
ava睡了上半埸, 我睡了下半場....
in conclude....唉..


要睡多點...
掛念..
感覺: 忙碌

holidays....

第一天的復活節假期...
心情都不錯....
剛剛看完DVD....感覺不錯..
淡淡的....

p.s. today's target - start to sketch


TODAY's: Air-Venus

miss
trust..
alcohol still can't help us alot ...


感覺: 無能為力

..

presentation

竟然撞topic..
真有緣...
仍在努力..

感覺: 懶惰

Polyu Drama Annual Performance

AP show - Pride & Prejudge
It is worse than I expect. I think they can't handle the script.....set, light, costume..　all stuff can be better...

The rotary platform is amazing.....but it is not necessary...... -_-"

Went to central after that...
feeling relax..
it can prove that I CAN control.

Remind: need to buy CREAM

today's: radiohead- motion picture soundtrack

煩.

煩.
想要一個假期...

不想聽電話...

感覺: 困惑

休息一天

感覺真是不錯..星期一竟然可以休息一天..

有點東西...真是要想清楚一點....
要撇掉其他的, 靜靜的想一想..

給我想一想...


感覺: 沈思

tarot on...

.. The high priest
.. Judgement
.. The world

Good or bad ?

Joint Uni Drama Festival

..與29th&30th Dra 去看, 感覺不錯..Poly始終是比較好一點..
..朋友真是沒說錯, 看了演藝的Production之後會改變自己看戲時的態度 ..這樣不太好..
..收到一個homer鎖匙扣..很可愛....
..明天: 一整天的dayoff ..好..
..想念..

Today's: OST goodbye Lenin- Summer 78
感覺: 幸福

0924

上課第一個星期已出現0924..很睏...雙手酸軟, 雙腳疼痛...
不過今天做了很多事情: grant&loan form, 找布板, 畫了一部份畫...

很煩...
不要再這樣下去..
就像雪球愈滾愈大......>_<



感覺: 苦惱

好..

整天都很睏...
看了 <8femmes> 八美千嬌 感覺很不錯...
倡導女性主義...有點反感..(整套影片的男主角連正面的鏡頭也沒有)....
拍攝手法就很可愛, 有點像chicago...


lyric theatre真是很大
與ava吃"晚餐"....今天大家心情特別好....
小巴驚險記...

好.
感覺: 愉快

...

生命是一埸遊戲..
只要認真地玩..
已經可以了..

get depressed............

心情不好..
往下去..

lost in translation 迷失東京

與他看了lost in translation, 比我想像中更平淡..
而他我覺得最好的是她的音樂..

要買她的OST.
買了一件很美的背心...

各位朋友們: 我會休息多點, 多謝關心

感覺: 平穩

Finish

finish
很高興...
choreo.完成了...
Romeo & Juliet 也差不多完成...
可以休息一下了....

感覺: 興奮

chereographic workshop..

今天是第一天on-show , 感覺沒有什麼的..
很高興..
希望明天, all thing go smooth ...
黃狗都說我手腳冰冷, 血氣不好..是時候休息一下了...
拍攝技術不太好....多謝朋友替我的costume拍照..hehe

today's : portishead - wandering star

感覺: 放鬆

緊張

今日是tech rehearsal..緊張
頭痛仍然持續...
要吃少點東西呀...

感覺: 緊張

...

不知怎樣, 心情好了不少..
其中一件, 正式完成

死線 - 更正: 3/3

灰.

chereo愈來愈人討厭....都不是我自己所設計的.
那麼, 我有什麼用處呢?
今天仍回到演藝...
與gary到茶樓食午飯
看見他為了一粒燒賣而感到擔憂, 都不知是感到可笑還是可憐....
與costume的charlie閒聊了一個小時, 感覺很好, 佩服他的理想與勇氣, 他令我想想關於自己的將來..
這樣舉棋不定, 不是辦法......

很想買Ipod in-ear headphone ...

最後死線- 5/3

感覺: 筋疲力盡

應允

應承不可以再懶惰...
應承不可以再走堂....
應承要早點看醫生..
應承要早點休息...


多謝各位關心..

28號近了...

感覺: 壓力太大

...

連續兩天, 工作就像沒完沒了似的...
我不是不喜歡做choreo的東西, 不過現在對我來說, 真是有點負荷不起.... 完全沒有心機與精神去做....
28- deadline

Glass Mountain

晚上是 的tech rehearsal...　偷偷摸摸鼠了進去..　
他坐到我的對面..

最後的一幕, 有點感動

條例或是種規範..當習慣了它的存在時..
往往變成一種依賴, 就像樓梯上的扶手一樣
明知道根本不需要這梯也能上去, 但雙手仍不自覺扶著..
如樓梯根本沒有扶手, 更.欺騙自己扶手仍然存在...
生活在自己的虛設世界是否快樂一點呢?


todays : The beatles - Strawberry field forever
感覺: 忙碌

為了該事, 睡得不好.....
上了一整天的課..感覺很充實
第一次上西方劇場美學的課...老師, 真對不起..我真是太睏了...
感謝上天, 英文的exemption終於批准了.....

收到了禮物, 是The simpsons first season 的dvd..多戲你專程在ebay訂回來給我, 很開心...嘻嘻.........

Jean, 生日快樂..

無題

這幾天...
吃了很美味的海膽..
留意了不少學法語的書.....
自製egg custer...好美味...
看了< My wife is an actress>.... -_-"
晚上和小狗跑步....出出汗..人精神了點..初初是它拖著我跑, 後來竟然是我拖著它跑....細細. 沒用

明天..是下學期的第一天.....十一點. 太好了...

today's song: Utada Hikaru - Final distance

遊 . 澳門. 記趣

第一次到澳門, 感覺很好...
原來與幾個女生去....真是很free的...
逛了很多博物館, 影了接近二百張相....

澳門的感覺....很有味道呀...
不像香港
有很多綿羊仔..不論是老人家,或者是學生有一輛綿羊仔....

這次真是飲飽吃醉噢:
吃了很多杏仁餅,豬扒飽, 有些不知名的小食..蟹粥, 葡菜....
飲了帶點怪味的豆漿.......
到了一間有很多外國人的disco+bar飲lamborghini..好好飲.而且有live band..原來yancy也喜愛這種地方..哈哈......醉..開心....
原來真的, 只有第一次才可以從角子機中拿到錢...嗚嗚......我輸掉50大元

仍有很多地方還未去.......要 再去
下站...廣東..嘻嘻(不過我還未renew回鄉證)

感覺: 有希望

唉呀....

真是很........
與乾弟弟影了很美的貼紙相..

與Wing出來吃飯, 因為實在太嬲,
她未到的時候我就先走了....
第一次因為被女性朋友令我氣得哭出來..

回覆..太好了,澳門成行了...

P.S 太多人都關心或想知道什麼是很期待的回覆..哈哈

期待

到cafe閒聊....
突如其來的金錢....
N691上的"奇妙"旅程...




期待明天的答案.....期待.......

疲倦.

整天不停地做....很疲倦..
夜晚和同學到Fenwick Pier的麥當勞吃我們的晚餐..而且還看到煙花....第一次迎距離看煙花..很美~

在他家中看忘不了的VCD, 本想找一個機會哭出來....但無奈地這戲實在太.......唉,...

病..

天氣太冷了, 真是受不了. 所以就這樣再病倒了....
但今天真是太想去轉一轉新的髮型
冒著死的危險剪髮....(自己真是太固執了 -_-")
染了黑藍色.....很久沒有一把黑黑的頭髮,
現在都覺得自己有點怪怪的, 像日本娃娃頭髮的顏色

仍瘋狂購物..........停停...好嗎?

感覺: 罪惡

混沌

放學之後約了一位本來不太想見的朋友,
發現, 原來所有東西都會隨著時間而流逝
這一刻, 原來可以成為朋友

原來這數個月裡, 在你身上發生了不少事, 聽後也有點愕然.
我看你, 你整個人都憔悴不少....身體要緊..
我相信手術會成功\的..
多謝你送我的禮物, 很高興仍記得我喜愛的香味


整個人混混沌沌,何時才可結束呢?

感覺: 悶悶不樂

平靜II

回家途中, 與一位十多年的好友閒聊, 講及她和他都感情況..
她對我說一個故事, 是一個關及葉樹風的故事, 故事分為三面, 就是葉,樹, 風三個人的自白.

http://rain.prohosting.com/bubibubi/cgi-bin/308forum/topic.cgi?forum=10&topic=16

"葉子的離開, 是因為風的追求, 還是樹的不挽留"

你是葉.樹, 或風?


感覺: 深思

平靜

整天都還未平靜下來..
八時半了, 不如離開去吧!
到藝術中心找了很久沒見的朋友, 與她到了After school cafe @ CWB閒聊了四個小時, 大家說過不停..很高興!
不想只講有關感情的事了..
談目標, 談理想, 談藝術, 談朋友, 她與我原來都是一樣的.
有一樣的擔憂, 有一樣的執著...


是時間要想想自己的去向了...
很想拋下一切, 到外面走走, 拍拍照..
希望下星期可以吧...

Last Samurai

Last Samurai
誰說只有愛情片才能令人流淚
連朋友都哭得震抖起來...
為了它..早上十點起床是值得的
"No one know the answer, We just only can do the best, and the destiny would be revealed."

..
心情舒服了點.
讓它順其自然吧, 好嗎?
Nothing can be controlled and predicted in the future..Just let it come and go naturally

感覺: 蕭條

心

發生了很多事
沒有任何信仰的我, 早上與ava到錦田祈福, 祈福, 對我來說都不重要, 我只是想出外走走..
廟堂是在一個圍村內, 所有東西都很美麗..在那裡走走, 感覺真是很好, 將所有的東西都拍攝下來
到了元朗, 發現了很多美麗的東西,..

心裡一直在想....
原本以為可以不再想, 但酒精令人不理一切
做錯了嗎?

感覺: 酒醉

討厭

討厭自己那樣的性急
討厭自己的壞脾氣
討厭自己的自私
討厭自己的不理後果
討厭自己的胡思亂想

我討厭自己.

AVA, ME, 多謝你們, 原諒我這兩天的煩擾
第二天出現這情況了, 怕舊病復發

感覺: 不安寧

最後.

Dear沒用的我,

夠了, 不要再這樣了
答案是不是那樣重要呢?
不要想不要想不要想
冷靜一下吧

感覺: 迷惑

失落.

完完全全的失落....
連想吃東西的感覺都沒有
與Me逛逛, 心情好了不少...

看了我最愛看的港產片-射鵰之東成西就. 我喜歡那種瘋狂, 雖然看過數十次, 但都能令我發笑, 令我什麼都不用想

不斷重覆choreo Dance piece的音樂, 但仍然沒有一點頭緒....重覆...再重覆....




為何........有這感覺呢?

Today's song:張震嶽-認輸
感覺: 困惑

無題.

朋友說我自我中心, 認為世界上人的想法都與我一樣..
相士說我應聽從朋友意見, 不要認為自己的想法才是對的..
對不起, 我也不想這樣..


感覺: 不能專心

混亂..

太多事交疊在一起...
今天到黃大仙廟祈福, 情形混亂,香枝的烟火令我開不了眼睛, 迫得寸步難行, 只見眼前朦朧, 淚\水充斥在眼中
求殲..明明與朋友同一個殲號, 但解的結果竟是相反,無奈
多謝ava..
是不是買東西可以令人開心點呢? 今天又買了...在三日內已買了四件衣物, 就好像瘋了一樣

在Zstampz見到小王子的東西, 令我想起了一個人...
這幾天, 手腳冷得令我睡不著...在銅鑼灣找了很久才買到白色的暖手蛋

everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small

Today's song: 梁詠琪-春逝
感覺: 想哭

發呆

剛剛到了理工朋友家中, 又打痳雀..這幾天日日打..真是悶
已經不想再打了...

來到.....唉, 寧願在家中呆..
凌晨兩時半, 不如回家吧..
但朋友仍興高彩烈地在打, 他在打, 沒有人送我..唉..

剛剛來的時候, 站在車站, 風大得要緊..冷得腳也震起來...

喜愛...

喜愛坐上摩托車時的感覺, 沒有任何意識, 只知道要專心路上情況, 又或是坐在車尾的則緊緊抱著坐在前面的, 沒有什麼的要想, 一直向前走.....

雖然天氣冷冷的, 但感覺很溫暖
掛念..

Today's song: 陳奕迅-單車

首次...

第一次用這, 感覺好有趣...
今天, 就像死人一樣, 十點正回到演藝..交Portfolio..之後就很想睡...整個身體都痛起來, 我相信很快就會病倒了..
睡了個多小時後, 竟然發了一個非常奇怪的夢...
整天不太忙碌..但發現已經7時..回家吧
我最可愛的地方是善忘, 竟然將最緊要的東西留在學校...哈哈..今天可以閒暇在家中...

最擔心的是我的ipod火牛不見了... 怎麼辦~
天氣很泠, 連細細都冷得震起來..嘻
多謝狗給我的雙蒸療法, 弄得一身的酒味~

Today's song: AT17- Never Been Kissed