Saturday, June 30

photoblog- 月圓,又睡不著了

拍於星期五晚凌晨三點三十分。星期五心情怎都有點不妥
星期六日心情就會回復
一至四又變回一條好漢
一晚半晚,還可以吧。

Friday, June 29

apa grad. ceremony 27.06

28-06-07 / APA grad. ceremony

back APA to visit my schoolmate's art pieces. :)
tats a very nice night cuz i didnt meet my pal for ages. felt so great and it remind me the old days in APA. harsh days nights with less than 4hours to sleep every nights. but its s very good place to explore and learn, with very great schoolmates and mentor..

Meanwhile this night, my DC start to try 2 lens from Simpson. woo, it reli can take a better pic. but it costs hkd3000 each, tats costy...mmm..
But the bad thing is theres a len which can do a very SUPER-wide angle photo, so whom stand near the rear will become fat...>.<

After the grad. ceremony , we 10ppl went to Dai Pai Dong at Prince Edward. yummy and cheap.. and i felt so happy cuz it seems like i m going back to school again...horray....

and i felt happy is i can get all my pals's msn and mobile no. :)

Thursday, June 28

BBB party pic

taken in BBB birthday party 23Jun. i had spend almost 1min to find out where i m in the original pic.
this one looks better a lot cuz i juz amend it by photoshop ^.^


Wednesday, June 27

Muel Funny quotes

* '近來你見我同埋講電話仲多過你男朋友喎' sigh......... >.< IMG_0243
*他在的士唱著Janice的離家出走, 我說 '做咩你會唱衛蘭?' '下?似你喎,你衛衛地架喎' 他回答. '即係點' 我當然追問 . ' 下? 你比我既感覺好似, can't fully explain呀!' 我心想: 點似呀.最少我D中文講得好正先啦
* ' 我瘦左就代表我真係好鐘意佢 ' ding...
* ' 今日發現做野做得好好,好有交帶,發現我工作的能力係冇問題 ' 他說 '下 ? 你而家辭左工一日得個廿個email,唔係唔掂呀?! 你有時間到可以check埋spelling同埋grammer喎 ' 我答 . hoho
*在HMV裡, 他說 ' 知唔知情侶最好唔好睇咩類型既戲呢 ? 就係你會預計到佢有續集既. 好似我同佢可以睇晒 Lord of the ring 三集, 但最後我地都唔可以一起睇 Spiderman 3 同埋 Shrek 3. 咁你話一個人睇唔睇好啦 ? '
* '我一日講唔夠廿句野,點算呀 ?'
* '你係我朋友入面浪漫派頭三甲 '
* '我要台北既蜂蜜蛋糕,買比我 ! 如果唔係,唔幫你Plan英國行程' 我說 . '好呀! 兩片夠唔夠 ?' 他回答
*'你可唔可以係日記度寫得我講既野型D呀 ?'


如果一開始就想找你的天使,往往徒勞無功. 倒不如你先去做他人的天使,給人依賴,給人力量
最後, 她也會成為你的天使, 一起沒有憂傷. 有她就會最後的天堂
你會遇到的

Tuesday, June 26

23-26

23.06.07 (Sat) Foon*Paggy Red Bomb Day
Red bomb from Paggy & Foon.HKD 500 will leave me very soon.wuwu. went to their apartment at Tsuen Mum.
this gathering included 30th , 29th and 28th Setting teammate... :) about 20 people when i took this pic. (coz i know it ended @4:00am and getting more and more ppl after i left )

So envy these two 25yrs-old couple:
lived in a nice 600ft apartment, with a lovely Corgi, 2 batches of wedding photos at Taipei & H.K. , Honeymoon in Greece, and the most important thing is Paggy can QUIT her job for half year to prepare the wedding..gosh... @.@

played Mahjong with Andrew those experts again , wuwu..i lost again. seems forget how to play GuangDong mahjong lu :( but i tried a new card game Picturelogy with Andrew this artist. and We win easily. designer + artist this combination rocks of coz !Yeah!

left early after that, reached cwb and met my bf at 10sth. and went to bbb Karaoke Birthday Party. we juz wanna try Wii when we entered the room:Tennis, Boxin, baseball, lol. and I won most of the time ..Finally, i joinned those crazy game, Crazy Kelvin keep asking the waiter to add more alcohol into the drink.. omg.. all drinks is too difficult to drink @.@

my mood had a slightly change after little drink, i do admit it. especially when my mood is not very stable. alrite. i think i will try not to drink in this period of time :)

24.06.07 / 19th Month Anniversary :)
feel happied when i wake up at his home. but i think we should go to his place earlier next time , dun wanna the noise of my high-heel, sound of door-opening will disturb aunt and uncle's sweet dream, and it is a kind of courtesy as well :DD ' I m the Lai Mao BB ar ma '
took quite many photos in the morning:) and i got some super cuttie photos..hohoho. My sunday is spent inside the computer mall, hang around in a computer mall, dinner with Uncle and Aunt.

met aunt at least once per a week in last 2 months. but i didnt met for aunt from Mon to Sat last week. =.=
so on sun. morning , juz sms aunt and tell her i Miss her already. And before dinner, i also wanna date aunt and uncle. i also dial to aunt and said " Aunt 我好掛住你呢. 你係邊呀 ? "
Bf smiled when he heard it ( and i also asked him to do the same as me too )...

dun be jealous, aunt is my bf as well.
yee. i got a idea of making surprise in sudden..keke :)

p.s. i like to watch that Taiwanese Soap ' Bak Sik Guen Tap' , esp. when ar b beside me.

*******

Letter to ar b:
mm...after ur Mumbai trip. On ur first working day 4th June, u off at 9...and today 26th June, it should be the 4th week after u back.
The workload seems getting much severe, need to work till 10sth, even u need to skip ur beloved Basketball practice...

You are concerning the chance of dating is getting lesser whearas i m concerning ur mood since work till 10 will becoming worst. Dating time. mm, i think its should be ok ge. but work till 10sth on Fri. is sooo harsh.
Will pick u up if u wanna meet me even how late u off(Choi~~) no matter wat. ho ng ho??
And during sat. and sun. i will be yours :)
Luckily, u can spend time with me and ur family at the same time too, hehe :) Aunt do help us alot.
thxxxx
Really wish ur workload can getting lesser and the situation will become better :)

But when u tell me about Delay of shift dept, i feel bad for u cuz u may need to suffer till Aug lu.
But be positive, really wish those indians can handle it well after this month.

Will support u all the time, no matter what. so now, i will try to be ur personal assistant, to buy u the battery for ur alarm, to buy u the O2 pen, to search Free Ram Stick...=D

印度人點樣先可以做野做快d呢 ?
或者係,再快多一d呢?





Guess how many circles on his table ?

I will get u a Big Prize if u can answer it ( correctly of coz ) ..hehe

Friday, June 22

start going up


SaiLow seems like my New DC more than my previous one. he gave me lots of pose this morning =)
...

This week, times flies quickly. i think Holiday on Tue really helps alot .
Uno, i m going to recover lei, i can have a nice sleep most of the night , its should be the first week i can have a nice sleep since bf's Mumbai trip. And i can get my PSP out from those trash and continue my game.

Workload is okay for me, i got something to do meanwhile i still can doing some personal stuff e.g. i can typing my blog and i feel happy last night cuz my chief juz approval the artwork I create by hand. i didnt need to revise again, juz enlarge it and draw it in ai is okay ...Horray!!!

...
Wed. 20.06.07
it s the most nervous nite cuz i reli dun expect i will going to watch the game, so when my bf said " i can make it ! " heartbeat faster and i wanna ditch all guys and going home
Finally, i juz pull myself up and start going to Central and met those guys ( thanks you for support , i feel warm )you can tell i m so nervous juz thru my gesture cuz i m just bitting my finger.
Bf will comfort me from time to time, holding my hand tightly. mm. juz like i m the 3-years-old child who start going to the kindergarden. my dad 's big rough hand juz squeeze my little hand tightly. but this child juz keep thinking ' i m soo nervous , i wanna pee " ( sorry for my woodern to bf too )
I had met my buddy in final. i know she was trying hard to smile to me. and meanwhile she also create some topic to ease the tense. thxx. sorry for my wooden coz i m so nervous.i feel better after a little chat. at least i dun feel any emberasement at all. I think we should have a better chat and shopping later .
i will waiting for shop with u at Megabox. hehe

I feel suprise is she had asked me whether i remembered this court or not. OF COZ! she accompanied me to go there and gave him that paper bag. and we both pointing at the spot we seat. tats touched !

About the game , Jesus. i didnt concentrate onto it. I even didnt watch bf's performance. .. coach's teaching ( she look quite Ying lei ) and then supper after the game . and i reached home @ 2:00AM..oh my god...
but i know i deserve to go there. coz it s the bf's first game since mumbai trip. ( 6weeks already ) and i can meet my buddy

......
Thurs 21.06.07
met my Poly uni. buddy Joey in final. sorry for ditched last week .. >.<
Sun Po went to play Tarot card i asked about My career and bf's career .

Sha: My senior had already recognize my performance and ability meanwhile i can learn wat i want. However, i feel the prospect or the career path is not clear ( ABSOLUTELY !!) PLUS I cant get what i deserve. So my involvement will getting lower and wanna leave in this 6-9months. He told me i will change my job. but i need to change my job TWICE and get the job I want in final. good salary and i can learned ( However, I need to change my job in a very short span of time like 3months ..Oh) He said i will change to other industry after current one, after that i will quit quickly and finally i will going back to the industry I belong to.. mmm....

Let's see ..time can prove it.

Joey: rmb, u had promised Thur is the last day to talk about that jerk ans cry for that jerk.. cheer up!!

....
Fri. 22.06.07
have a very very nice chat on msn with my sis during working hour..hehe.
Glad that bald guy wanna make the promise to u . I m really envy but i can tell, u need to "ai" even after that. And i think Jun 2008, I have to be there coz it is the Ma's family Important issue. England again!!!!!
She knew my story too " Oh, i still rmb that sweet tender kiss " wahahaha.. gig die gloria.

Breakfast : 1egg + 2sausage + a glass of milk + bring him to work = good gf..not gf, is WIFE.. ( i will do that for my future husband of coz )
PLUS she gave me a very funny " What?" gif. wahahha.. it lightened me up all day

Fri night. Bf need to work till 10sth.
Muel dine with me and accompany me to wait my bf. He is the Punk Rock & Permissive guy. Wake up ! u still in ur beautiful fantasy world.
Dinner after and going to central and pick him up. and i bought him the Dou Sa Bei ..give a big hug to him of coz.

he worked so hard these few weeks already.. Big Hug and Big kisssses....

抱抱抱抱抱抱抱抱BBBBBBB, BB想抱ARB

Thursday, June 21

19-06-07/ SaiKung Muel 350D vs Sha 400D

19.06 端午節. 與阿傻muelmuel去測試我的新機.嘩哈哈
新機很輕.去旅行都完全沒有問題呢..嘻嘻. 手感當然不夠, 不過質素不錯 (不過仍然很懶未看完那user manuel =p )
天氣很熱. 但西貢仍有很多小狗四處走. 吃完下午茶再飲了半枝啤酒,很舒服呢.

*心情始終有點不安 ,心情回復也不是一時三刻可做的,可控制得到的.
加上可能是因為聽著他自己以及他爸爸的故事,也實在有點怕那看不到的將來
7:00pm後的相片看上去也比之前moody一點

地球在轉, 所有東西也在變化 :三年半的愛情辛苦經營,之後只需短短時間就立即潰不成軍
不過男友前幾天也說: it just like the red wine, the longer time it keep, the richer it tastes. :) Have Faith

muel也對我提及他的台北五月天trip+英國trip
嘩哈哈,我當然會贊成呢.我也是浪漫主義者: to end the previous relationship during Taipei trip. and then start ur new life during the England trip :) Add oil & Move On !!



p.s. 今次初賽勝負已定.嘩哈哈
p.s.ii 男友晚上的主意蠻不錯 =)
p.s.iii. 給男友的手信 ,去邊都會掛住他呢...嘻嘻.很warm呢.


Tuesday, June 19

藍眼睛


作一場冒險的表演
走過千秋萬歲 寂寞的雲煙
下雨天 沒有地點可以擱淺
拍一張分別的紀念
努力遠走高飛 失眠的海面
地平線 彩虹消失在一瞬間

angela*sodagreen
best duet. :)
juz realize we got one more common interest

Wednesday, June 13

被ipod作弄了

今早在巴士上面聽著iPod. 8:30am
第一第二首歌..
都不知道是不是它在玩弄我...

....
我撐起所有愛圍成風雨的禁地 擋狂風豪雨 
想讓你喘口氣 被劃破的信心 
需要時間痊癒 夢想纏著懷疑 
未來看不清 就緊緊的擁抱去傳遞
能量和勇氣 我愛你

哪裡都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌 一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意義
....

...
你有說過 我要記得以後
誰人才是女友
玩樂時候 別要太自由

我答應過 我會記得回去
如常熱愛工作
然而別妨礙牽手


應該記得 記得
記得 陪住你

應該 記得記得
記得非常時期

守著承諾直到滿足你
說服你別再生氣

...





8:38 am 就哭了 >.<


p.s. dear friends, i will tell in suitable time. pls dun give me any opinions at this moment, i m exhausted. i need to move on.
i know u guys luv me , caring me and support me no matter wat. i luv u all.
juz give me some time.

Thursday, June 7

wat else you want to get ?

i had a very nice talk with lu tonight. i like this call
he told me about his job. he got a very bad boss. a terrible 40-years-old single woman. he told me about i-phone latest status
he told me about my old buddy do in recent.

i start realize my job is not very bad.
i can get some archievement at least. i can off my work on time. i can get my salary on time, i can work in the industry i like. i can checking my personal stuff, i can reading the magazine, i can install any software i want, i can asking for creative suite 3. i can do wat i want......
wat else you want to get ?
wat else you want to get ?
wat else you want to get ?

cheer up, i dun want a crying face on the next morning.
i will sing a song in my heart..
do you wanna listen ? la.la.la...opps. sorry, tats for myself only.



i wanna help .
to help someone who had helped u before *to think to explore to assist to blame to take care of to treasure

suddenly, i wanna get all my old pics back.
esp. the pic taken when i got my pmac on the first day. i look so small when i stand next to it.
where is it ?


瘦小

朋友說著 ' 你又好像瘦了一點吧! '
我本不怎麼留意, 上星期病倒加上天氣炎熱, 的確吃少了很多東西

今早, 洗白白之後圍著浴巾看著鏡子.
看見自己又好似又瘦小了一點.

之前Aunt也說我好像瘦了點. 她喜歡我有小小Baby Fat的臉. 她用可愛/得意來形容
笑起來是甜甜的

現在.
下巴是真是太尖了點

但我上星期六還與twinzen每人到Haagan-Daz 吃了兩個雪糕球上星期一病到死既時候與zoe吃著雪糕Pao冰
上星期四到Jan吃晚飯再吃了那酒釀小丸子.
上星期五與Muel吃飯時還吃了兩個水晶飽..
昨晚muelmuel逼我食兩塊pizza, 飲左半大杯Hoaeegarden

好奇怪啊!
去晒邊呢?

Monday, June 4

Little Indian is Back. its good to be back ~!!

3rdJune was a big day to me. i wake up at six thirty when my cell had received his sms in Mumbai Airport.
wake up officially when i received Aunt's sms on ten thirty.
About twelve, i received his sms when the flight had stop over Bangkok.

he told me we would meet in several hours later.
my hand didnt being holded by anyone for 3 weeks already. My lips didnt being kissed by anyone for 3weeks already.
about one, i start on the way to airport. to welcome him home.

3:20pm CX750 from Mumbai to Honkong.at Arrival Hall B, i chew my gum, stand in the middle row. i m thinking how to make a little surprise.
3:50pm. i saw theres a tall big Black T-shirt guy with a Lovely hairstyle coming out from the gate. When i wanna look at his face clearly, my cell rang. Thats my bb's phone no.wanna pick up his call but the ring stopped.
I raised up my head again.He saw me..smiled shyly.. its him. that tall big black t-shirt guy

i really cant expected wat will i do when i saw him. i guess he juz smile at me and doing nothing. But..I knew he missed me ..cuz he hugged me softly:)
after tat, i juz like those Koalas, holded his arm tightly and dun let him go away :)

wake up with him this morning.
i like the warm feeling. i like he playing my arms and my back when we are watching TV together. i like having the breakfast with him on the table this morning. i like smiling at him when i having the fishball.i like hugging him to sleep. i like his on-board wearing style: Blk T-shirt + Basketball Short+ Blue Slipper =p. i like his left leg putting on my legs when he is going to sleep. i like watching his forehead when he is sleeping. i like rubbing his tummy. i like his smile when he saw me in the airport. I like his smiles and he asked ' Dim Gai Gei ?' when i say i luv u to him. i like he is holding my right hand during on the way to central even the bus is terribly hot.I like him holding my hands when we crossed the road under IFC building. I like watching his sweat drops continuously from his hair down to his neck.
i like my title.
i like my title especially when he called it.

3weeks . time flies.
and its 1.5 years too. time flies too.
i really believe it is our greatest gift of our 1.5yr anniversary. I know it affect our relationship
to be sweeter.


i miss him already.

Friday, June 1

Why i thought like this ?

i start to know i got a very childish thoughts. my thoughts juz like those toddlers.
just like, i cry crazily and even lying on the floor and asking my dad to buy me the barbie when i saw my neigenour get one. Even sha sha this little kid didnt like Barbie this doll.

I cant be like tat anymore.

For me, he is not my neigebour, he is not the stranger to me.
I should count as 'we’ , not ' he and i ' , not 2 individuals
then, it s meaningless to compete with him at all
Our aim should be the same. so , we should comforting each other, assisting each other and appreciate each other. not competitor.

it is his last working day in Mumbai.
and i knew he did a great job really . its time to share his happiness.