check-in

7:30am Check-in in advance @ IFC ( sorry, i was late)
the flight ticket that i booked last year used finally.......this journey delay for 1 yr time..

breakfast with Windy and bf at McDonald...
i didnt had that breakfast for a long time, ho mei
happy that bf will come to join us @8:00am.

8:40am, Star Ferry towards TST
sunshine and wind breeze are great.. i luv ferry indeed..so relaxing....

my mood fly up high~

be happy, dont bitchy

i told u that i dun want turn to be a bitchy gal.
bitchy is not the modern girl's character or girl power sth like that
it is just a sign of being spoiled and arrogant

and i dun think u will like that also...(although i m still grew moody and petulant sometimes =p)
i want u to be a happy person so , the first thing i should do is..

i should be happy also
as Eric said...i can teach ppl how to be happy and have fun in life...
so..hope these will transmit to u.... can see ur smiles all the time..

p.s. ur smile is beautiful...

luggage~

今天的心情﹣

在公司試用我的pc(就是那可惡的pc了)與我的o2同步..裝了一個software之後我的o2就死了
氣死我了...唯有重裝所有東西吧，幸好一早已backup所有calender與contact list...

一邊在煩那o2之際，牙痛起來，很怕它會陪伴著我到上海.... 唉呀...真是很蚊呀


後來收到男友的來電，他說“嘩，你近來真是很燥呢“
收線後，檢討
發現愛笑的我近來不再愛笑，只愛complain, 只愛annoy,只愛愁眉苦臉
他又沒有錯，又可必受這個氣呢
我要找回我愛的自己 ^^

下班回家準備到上海的行李箱，一打開聞到一陣salty帶點海水的味道
是pattaya的味道
再看到太陽油,after sunbath gel, 半個bath bomb.....
很掛念和他一起去的旅行
唉呀，真是很掛呢。

p.s. 今晚收了兩個很甜的sms,比熊仔餅還甜呢。we will going to create our memory and imprint in our mind ^^

Horray..print~

Enclosed pls kindly find the final artwork

(not my design~)

I had revise it for 10 times during this 2 weeks...sigh....

Luckily...it get approval...

its time to get a glass of champagne to celebrate that~

Congrat, shasha....cheche SS07 done

~horray~

11th

this is the 11th month...time flies...all memory flash back...
that s true...the main reason why the time flies is
" i m happy.." ^^
sorry tat i didnt want to talk so much tonight. i knew u had tried...

* i get ur meaning ( i just pretend i cant get ur meaning at that moment..hoho)...its mean we should work for our next aim - england trip

april - the spring time....
- holding hands..walk along that pier @ liverpool.. having fish and chips
- introduce my relatives....i think it must be exhausted..
- try that big wheel @ london....i wanna go there...watching the london landscape with u
- shopping........thats paradise~
- have a bowling match with gloria and craig... it s impossible to beat us
- taste those "thrown-die-dog" bread as our dinner...
- sleep on the grass n counting how many stars over our heads...
- try those opera....u will luv that..trust me..
- u drive to the place u unknown... i m reading map for u ( but dun rely on me..i m idiot in this)
- try to have a 10pounds flight to the country nearby (greece?! tanned~~~) landed on the mud~ 1 hr waiting for the coach to downtown....
- smell and feel tat chilly april air.......

our next big plan is coming....

our next next big plan europe and our next next next big plan canada......are coming also..
want the time move faster and faster and faster and faster....

letter

Oh, god
i cant control myself not to type for u coz i m really really jealous..
ROME..god...i never been there

by the way, take care~ i will tell mom ...

and Aunt @ LA got a car accident..so...hmm..try hard to reach her and send the regards
i will visit Shanghai this fri.....take more photos for u and craig~ ^^

photoblog - basketball match~

the match on 14th Oct

the seating plan of this photo is a bit weird

what do u think ?

the one who sit next to me is hip-hop windy.woo

windy @ agnes b cafe, cwb

本為了reading的result 與shanghai trip的...
晚餐因為kirk到了中環吃飯
之後我與windy到了cwb取了她訂了的boots (她在上海有新鞋子穿)
之後本想隨便到一間cafe一邊吃甜品....誰知我們發現聞名已久的agnes b cafe~

氣氛真不錯, 不過桌與桌之間太近了,
*apple tart with vanilla ice-cream...那apple tart不像apple tart....但真是很好味
*Chocolate Sofflie ...發得很大個, 味道濃濃,不算甜~

買了一個cake作為禮物, 真是很難想像一件cake也會放在一個很美的紙盒內再綁上蝴蝶結, 再放入一個很high-quality的紙袋中, 嘩..真是很有心思 (不愧法國人是一個懂得浪漫而且愛花巧的民族, 很喜歡)

很想再一次嘗嘗它的晚餐..一定棒透了

*但我們真沒有怎麼談談下星期的上海Trip 呢..

只是笨

carol 與 windy 說我實在太lum了
這樣是不行的

想人們會有難受，但沒有想過自己
到最後一刻也是令所有人沒有hard feeling...但偏偏其他人令我有hard feeling
可能我的樣子好蝦是吧

你對人好，人也未必對你好
又或是覺得你是應份對他好的
你不對自己好一點，又有誰對你好呢？


不是lum, 只是笨
笨透了

itnerary

FLIGHT RESERVATION
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DEP/ CITY DATE TIME DAY FLIGHT/ CLASS/ STOPS

ARR AIRCRAFT STATUS
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DEP HONG KONG INT'L 27OCT 20:40 FRI MU712 I NON-STOP
ARR SHANGHAI PUDONG INTE 23:05 (319) CONFIRMED

DEP SHANGHAI PUDONG INTE 31OCT 14:05 TUE MU507 I NON-STOP
ARR HONG KONG INT'L 16:35 (320) CONFIRMED


AIRLINES
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MU - CHINA EASTERN AIRLINES

Mukatsuku ~

- hand in those 8 prints, hope all will be fine. start work on missoni tmr.

-start to learn some 'annoying' words in japanese...coz i m so annoying during work..hoho

-my mood is somehow fucturating ..but its better than last few days

-shanghai trip confirmed.5 days 4 nights. this is the first time to travel with pretty windy . we will sleep on the same bed again to pre-celebrate our 1yr sleep-together anniversary [nov05 at macau]. siu loog bao, crab, volar?!...we will be there next week, horray'. no pending at last.. [ but i promise someone i will be a good n cautious gal ]

-i miss the cold wind at england in sudden.chilly but comfortable .need to plan england trip in the yr2007 plan. meanwhile, i start realize that juz few of them are being complete. work harder on this sin.. 2more months to go...

感動。歌詞很好耶 (台灣的作詞人好很多呢)
lolo email給我這首歌，我一邊看mv一邊哭

我相信你想告訴我一點東西。
thx...

我撐起所有愛　圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨　想讓你喘口氣

被劃破的信心　需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑　未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱　去傳遞能量和勇氣

哪裡都一起去　一起仰望星星
一起走出森林　一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌　一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己　一起找到意義　准你來跋扈地決定

last sat. and sun.

have a haircut @ central, a bit costy. but i think the hair stylist 's aesthetic sense is great.
since before the haircut, i told him i dun want bob head again since i dun think it suit me. when haircut start, he said " but i really think u suit bob head, ur hair type and face shape can enhance that, i can do a better one for u. do u wanna try ?"
I tried. it is good indeed, i like my new hair style.. quite trendy ( buti cant dress very casually since it dun suit my new hair >.<)

看了2005年11月04日的日記, 說著訂了來回上海的機票...Dec27-Jan1後來突然沒有到了上海, 反而到了台北
這張機票就一直擱置下來.. 直到現在不想浪費這機票, 於是現在訂了Oct27 - Oct 31的機票....也是上海上年的計劃於今年實現, 但結伴的人不同 (是windy啊).....
看著上年的日記, 感覺很奇異

watch the bball match on sunday. a really exciting match. he really do a great job. he really concentrate and confident on his game.They win in final....all ppl's smiles...........i m really proud of him no matter the game is win or loss.
meanwhile, i saw some annoying gals during match. both windy and i cant accept that ( we really need to say sth impolite to express how annoying they were. ) And its true...i m grateful to meet windy this non-annoying pretty gal.

black friday : work * ex-colleagues gathering

fri night, dinner @ Trivoli , TST with ex-company colleagues: zoe , fanny and henry. all ppl left tat except Henry . ( sorry that i m late for 1 hr....my work..sigh..)

we talked alot ...ex-company, the career prospect...i m stunned tat Zoe will talk about her husband...it teach me.... no one is perfect.. be grateful....
and then we talked about this movie, Devils wears Prada. for all of us, this movie is not just talked about Fashion and Love.......which talked about " the choice between love and career ". it is a difficult choice indeed...

Henry asked me that what will i choose if i were her, i said i will not give up all the things i established.....i had walked thru the hard time..my boss just admit my recognization. How can i abandon all the things.... i also concern my love life ( as lolo and dave both said, i need LOTS of love ), so i will just try hard to be faithful on myself to work and to love desperatively. i will not let both things leaves me.....
after my "speech" , he said " it s not easy, baby....u still young and i see the sparkles in ur eyes...u will not staying this position for a very long time..it is just temp. if u really want to find a stable job ....i know u will climb up ...
But be careful, you MUST remind yourself to stop when u reach to a certain level. it is not deserve to loss all ur things becoz of work. it is not the only thing in ur life, baby "

i believe henry's word...i can keep going and never stop ...i will bear it in mind.
i know this job is just a stepping stone. i really need a company which got a promotion chance for me ( since if i still stay in the company, my title didnt change since i m the only graphic designer). i should get into some company which got a higher post for me, for ex. Creative Director ?!
At this moment, i should learn all i can....i need to equip well....Ad. firm ( 4A maybe, they holds lots of big client n i luv their office @soho too , great~) or some big production houses are my dream company.
start prepare.


after the dinner, i went shopping (again !) with fanny the pretty. i bought 2 things less than 10 mins. *a very good-looking brown long boot * white jacket.......both suits me
u know, fanny keep saying i m the devil....her shopping intention is super high when she be with me...but in final......i bought 2things, but she nothing..

and then we go to cafe ...a nice chat
i feel sad when she talked about those examples....so treat myself better..i will....

tired

Dinner with Windy @ Sushi one last night. u know what, we had ordered 4 kind of food (thats mean 4 dishes in total). it is my first time to eat sooo less at Japanese Restaurant (i m sushi and sasimi killer really) . we both think the food is delicious .but we really feel full ...maybe our shopping intention affect our appetite ar.
I did bought less thing...just an earring and high heel in dark green color ( ( but my target is a black slim cut jean *knitted hat for this lovely winter time. and i saw a very beautiful necklace too, simple design,not too feminie...it suits me. oh..i think i should squeeze my time out to get it these few days..I MISS TAT
Time flies, all shop closed even we still not finish our shoppingoh..shopping is the superb remedy


about my job, it seems better. The pressure caused by Workload solely.. it is far far better than my ex company.when i leave at 730pm in the ex-company, i will being scolded that i leave soo early ( even i didnt have lots of duties to do), abut now, all staff will try hard to leave early as soon as they can. the atmosphere is better.
all staff in design department are Japanese, so English is the daily language to communicate. It is a good way to train my english and to learn some simple Japanesebut recently..when i m busy at work...i will say English to Hong kong colleagues..or Cantonese in front of Japanese colleagues....all mess up...sigh
and the most frustrating is chief fashion designer luv amendment.
she simply says ' oh, it is too simple, can u add more on here and here, and change its color combo..blahblahblah... ?nbsp; i need to use quite much time to do amendment (coz it s ex- graphic designer's work). When i finish that, she said 'oh, i dim like this print, can u design a new one for me ??'
oh...fuck...i just trying hard on the stuff but abandon in final. what the hell i m doing in this whole morning......
when is the end of Spring Summer 07 collection ? hardly imagine......

SUCKS~

photoblog - LGB Coffee

small LGB Dark chocolate mocca with skim milk sustain my life in these few days~
i feel exciting when coffee is transmit inside my mouth thru tat tiny straw~

sipping yummy coffee during work.....what a wonderful time~

發了一個很得意的夢...整整一小時的夢
我從未發過類似的

' 似豆腐嗎?'
記憶中是很可愛的樣子
他說' 我真是不憧得的嗎? 很可愛..
呵呵...

-- --- -- --- -- ---
沒有看膩他的比賽
十分緊張呢...
很喜歡呢..^^
的士上播著歌時他說那一語句, 都很sweet的~

與她相處的時間愈來愈多了..平日Numorous Email...星期四的shopping...星期六日...從早到晚...
一起LGB coffee, 一起facial, 一起在球場談論誰是靚仔, 一起說笑話, 一起試新的餐廳?/FONT>
開始明白她火爆的地方, 開始明白她的所好和所惡
希望真的可以一起住呢.... (你竟然有興趣到教堂,估你唔到喎baby..)

mid-autumn festival

中秋節是我兒時最開心的節日
小時候吃過晚飯立即與bro和sis到帶同candles和燈籠到樓下玩
事實上很是怕火，所以我坐在地上,望著燈火...一坐就坐到十二點,媽媽就會到樓下捉人了

今晚在家中吃過晚飯，看看電視
再與sai到樓下散步...看見很多小朋友和大人一起玩蠟燭...突然間很是想念在英國的妹妹
不知道她在做什麼呢?
很懷念小時候....

人大了,就會懷念舊的
很懷念所有舊的人與事.....
別來無恙嗎？

p.s. 當我在想以前的事收到朋友的sms, 心情很是激動，很想哭.....小花們，我愛你們呢

中秋節快樂！

Hello~

Hello,
i thought u are reading...^^
Pls send my regards to ur wife and ur daugther charlotte. ^^
Ur email really cheer me up...and ur words are right.....i need lots of love ...^^


p.s. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival , enjoy ur time with ur family.( although we are in different time zone ) ^^

04.10. Tarot Night

4th Oct. ( Thur)

went to play Tarot with Windy in sudden. I had asked about my career ( in fact, i do want to try it for my love affairs...but I m scare..so...just leave it...)My career seems very nice as the tarot said. He said my current career is fine and it's suit me. I can learnt alot and work independently ( thats true really ). But since i m sooo independent on my work, so i didnt involve in this company quite much. About the future, he said my paid will getting higher and it can satisfied me....

and then i asked the possiblity of changing my job, he said i have possibility to change my job. He said I will love the next job, BETTER PAID, and getting more SATISFACTION...oh god....i hope thats true. And he told me that i will not change to other field....thats mean , i m still in graphic.......
But about the ex-senior's stuff. He said "No" definitely....oh....
And I had asked about my bf's career...its seems ok...all the things should be fine

After tat, we went to "ma bo cha fong" and having the dinner.. the taste is good...that tomato salad is tasty too, thanks for Windy's recommendation. . And we chatted for 3 hrs till it closed....i love that...although some conversation make me feel sad...it s fine still....

morphine

why the people addict to morphine ?

u feel happy when this chemical running thru your vessels.....
but is it a true happiness? nope.....it is just a kind of cheating

i just keep injecting it into my body....
cheating ppl that i am happy
cheating myself that i am happy

am i happy?

all in a rush

all the stuff are in a rush...
when my boss confirm my idea at 11:30am, i need to hand in all *.ai sketch within the same day..5collections......

it sucks...
all people should know that is impossible. it is not just like a hand-sketch, can erase the things u unwant by eraser. if i really need to alter a line, it is damn difficult if its structure is complicated

luckily, i speak it out......


p.s. no lunch time for 2 days already. & i start working at HOME, my home sweet home, my lovely bed......
p.s. II, thank you for alex's word...we are working for future, just try hard to contribute ...u will get what u gave and be happy n healthy

love is...

on my dashboard, it shows ' love is... watching tv in bed, together'
i keep smilin when i read that, thats sweet indeed.

i m looking forward to this day