probation period

Sept 27 - Dec 27
* probation period over. *salary increase. But it is not that surprise * Clearer Prospect

but feel a lot happier when my boss told will hire the assistant for me if my burden getting heavier.
and
" i hate OT too, so i dun want my staff can leave at 6 or 7 in maximum. that is life"
"i will keep adding your salary if ur performance can be maintained or even better "
Horray, it is the first time to hear that, thru a boss's mouth, in real

i LOVE my job
(p.s. no one concern my serious late problem ....lucky me)

hippies?!

5 little ladies gathering again , luv that most
this time our main topic is - Financial Status.

i didn't realise my spending habit before until my first tax's bill had been revealed....sigh...no allowance....
( why all people tell me the first tax payment should be jus few hundreds , huh ?)
so this month, i will suffer from Student loan + Tax in the same time.

they told me that ppl with just 10k monthly salary still save up some money in the bank.
how about sha that bloody big-spender ? nothing left even the salary much more than 10k

4 ladies keep saying my spending pattern is abnormal......
my concept is - if i need to buy something new, it is the best one (for me at least) . if it s not, i would like to stick into this old position.
janjan told me that is the Hippie's thoughts .... umm...

ALL dinner at proper restaurants, no cha chang teng * clothes * electronics still * drinks * TAXI to work * Mobile bill - HKD1000 /mth.

alright, i will control now....... (at least no more taxi to work and mobile fee loads )

I NEED TO SAVE UP THE MONEY for March & April

rush* christmas week

this christmas time flies silently. For me, it is just a holiday, a time to play and spend time with my friends and lover.
i had searched some christmas carols on the net yesterday nite.... realised that I almost forget this is the time to celebrate the birth of jesus...........

mark sth down ( coz it s soo busy starting from 21/12...):
*21/12 (Thu) : walk till die.....
*22/12 (fri): family dinner.. went to drinking party by Kenny a very generous invitaion. didnt drank anything, just keep chatting with collette that wise pretty..she is cute but strong. congrat.
*23/12 (sat): working-day + less-spending day + gift day....walkwalkwalk,...nite @ east-end, kenny and windy both suggest to go massage in sudden...sigh,i forget my card had been kept at bf’s place...-_-”
*24/12 (sun): go to china and met windy and kenny.... we both guess it right, they really got massage before we reached. -_-” yum chai...very yummy....and then went massage with bf....kinda relaxing, we both fell asleep, and then back HK asap and having xmas dinner ( thx u hon had reserve the place) , i really like that huge choco tower.....so full......and then LFK, Sing K till 3....silent night, holy night~ a noisy and not that holy.......-_-
*25/12 (mon): chritmas day. lunch with Bf’s family..those desserts really good. exchange xmas present~ the lovers rings......see the uncle’s smile...tense was eased....peace . gave some opinion to some laptop, movie, dinner ...............HIGHLY CONCENTRATED....EXHAUSTED........
*26/12 ( tue) : work @ home, afternoon tea with muelmuel, pick bf up @ central. dinner, exchange HKD2.OO, hehe

COMPARED WITH LAST YEAR - 2005 XMAS:
got drunk for 2 whole nights......this xmas is totally different....didnt play crazy, but i m tired already, maybe we just keep rushing here rushing there.....
and i feel stunned is, when told me about last year’s situation. i feel moved coz 25th Dec 2005 was sunday and we had met becoz of my sadness. 2006-12-26, i just know u had fight sth for me.
Hardly believe that i can spend the holiday with his family, in fact, i quite enjoy it since i still feel sweet even we are not in 2ppl world...


SECRET READINGS -
in fact, i really luv the ring -
each rings i received got a certain meaning, 4rings in my life till now: 1 from mom, 2 from ex-bf , 1 from ex bf’s mom
BUT this is the first time to wear one of a pair. feeling sweet when i saw him wearing that.
it made. peace in everything.
feeling a bit strange when i wear that on. maybe it is wrapping around our both 4th finger only. When we both wearing that on, there seems got an invisible silver cord are tighten those 2 rings up.
when he was grabbing my right hand with his left hand, 2 rings should be collided each other.

i m kissing the ring now, can he feel that too ?

memory box

found a very nice orange Hermes paper box.
"good to be my new memory box lei "i think

so, during the midnight...
i had transfer those crap from one smaller red box to that Hermes one.......

*letter *lots of rubber toy *small gift *theatre pass *card *letter *photos..........

my memory.....stored inside a box again...


box closed.

小心眼

那次事件後, 什麼都怕, 像驚弓之鳥
一個email我也要看五次以上才放心送出

就例如sms其中一個字也令我想得很多
這個字是不是有責備的意味呢? 我心想
但大家對我說那些是很普通的回覆呢.

我不知道怎樣可以痊癒
只知道這令我累

怪就怪自己就是這麼的小心眼
想少一點好嗎 baby?

16 & 17 Dec

2006-12-16 / Kart day*

drive Kart with Leon's bball teammate and teammate's frds. ( 35ppl in total) at Shengzhen. China.
we both had soo much fun... so exciting and breath-taking

had played cart for at least 5times before, but i do feel fear still, umm.......dun know why, maybe the route is much difficult, and it seems more professional.

But i do really think that is the most interesting one, the most exciting one, and the most 'brain-using' one cuz i reallly need to think how can i follow the track, fasten the speed , evade the crash......but i really feel embararessing when i "short-cut" (that is not my willing really ><)

He did pretty well in this kind of extreme sport, can get the champion soo easily. How about me? sucks, 11 of 16. what a humuliatin ranking.........
BUT i do really enjoy that. And the price is much reasonable than Macau one too.looking forward to next time 5d5d5d...hehhe


After that, we went Little sheep hotpot( with Pak Keung, Kurt, Leon and Maurice) the food is sooo good ( especially that lamb rib , yum yummm) ..

so happy


2006-12-17/ Brunch day*


@ Brunch club, Soho, Central
first time having brunch with hon.

*ikea and try those sofa ..select the future one..
*discuss which doggie should be our future companion , Pug ?! that naughtly boy...glad that he also like the little doggie will sleep on the same bed , hehe ^^...
*Play those 18holes golf flash game together.... i loss AGAIN....

A normal but sweet sunday.
kinda relaxing, luv that

p.s. wish ur sickness gone

cellphone bill...omg~

phoned my cellphone services provider this morning to check the previous bill $530..
when i confirm that bill amount, that representative said i should pay $14xx for 2 months...@_@

HKD14xx for 2 Months? WHAT THE HELL...
I m stunned since i still not read that newest bill yet. At the first beginning , i think there should be wrong.
since last time juz hkd530 included the roaming (during shanghai), but this time, no roaming at all BUT reach 887....

after checking, i had use 600 more mins this month, no roaming...tats means 2500mins i had used..gosh...
1900 mins plan , isnt a very big figure ? But I can't accept that definitely.........

so, from now on..i should -
1. Lock my cellphone
2. Divert those calls when i m office
3. No TAXI to work..............

Or getting a higher usage plan?
Or talk less ? ummmm..............

damn.

我愛巴黎 Paris Je T'aime

watch Movie 我愛巴黎 with Twinzen @ Cinematique~~~

this movie was the combination of 18 10mins short-film from different directors....all of them can show different faces of this city of arts, city of crime, city of love.

theres is some which i like...
*talk about the american girl who wanna be a actress fell in luv with a Blind french young man.
*talk about an foreigner who didnt know french and he met a very annoying couples at the metro
* talk about that man who need to take care of his wife who got cancer.
* that clown one......sooo funny ^^

most of them are fab. but both Twinzen and I hate that one which talk about a young chinese hairdresser...very moliu.
And finally i found that one is filmed by 杜可風..shit.. (thats why the background music from Faye wong la... )

after the movie. we went to having a dinner ( but i m super full really )
we had a nice talk, about career and love.......a nice chat indeed...
Thx, twinzen ( i will trying to minimize the frequency of " no-show-up" la)



p.s. i wanna go Paris again after the movie........

write sth down

2006-12-09 / sat.

hmm.. pick me up at TST, lol.

lunch, atternoon tea, agnes b......

we both keep playing windy's NDS. ho ho play....the sims 2 pet....so lovely

stomachache when i play snooker becoz of Kenny and Windy's joke...

went to Katie's wedding banquet, saw lots of ex-colleagues.. but the saddest things is - SHE is not here...sucks~

the wedding banquet, hmm....really usual except her wedding gown is really pretty ^^

they say out the promise and sign the marriage certificate during the banquet, a bit weird, but its touched
during the banquet, i got plenty ideas for next wedding banquet... hey babes, hire me as a 'part-time wedding planner' if you need a gorgeous one..hohohoho

after the banquet, i had join bf bball teammate Karaoke.

In fact, didnt wanna drank coz so many ppl are drunk...hoho...so, i need to take care of them....that nite. really messy, but quite funny...

during that nite, i saw soo many things..

i really appreciate my frd's gf can behave in a very generous way, i m not really sure i can do that

i m really appreciate he didnt drink any alcohol and he try to take care of frds...

and i m really stunned why she can still vomit till mon. aiya...poor her...... dun drink too much next time la, baby

2006-12-12 / tue

sooo happy this morning, since i can wake up as my planning, didnt lazy on the bed.

i didnt suffer from Traffic Congestion this morning juz becoz of 15 mins earlier , it is not difficult at all.

Maybe it s becoz i can sleep more earlier, i can easily wake up nei. and i didnt fell asleep during the bus, i m thinking about the taipei trip last year. As i remember, it is 14Dec-17Dec 2005. Time flies.......miss Taipei so much... but the weather is much cooler during last year.....

And the most important thing is i didnt need to rush, reach office at 8:50am

i love that, really love that.......... this hapiness truly derived from my tiny changes ............

ho hoi sum

i am soooo happy today....

happy about
*windy and he having lunch with me ( beefball and beef muscle...yummy, but so full nei)
*he had pick me up after work....
*he told me some planning initiatively
*ma c c email
*that rubbish had been pop-out from my O2... oh god, that pen can be fitted finally..horray...


i can pulling out the pen from my o2, text him goodnight by using this instead of my bloody shaking fingers...( it bothered me for 2 months already).....

ho hoi sum...ho ho ho hoi sum

2006-12-10

2006-12-10 / 4:30am
不高興得想哭
有時候，我很想你可以送我回家甚至可以抱著我睡
只想的不過如此...然而...

情感上我很想很想這樣，但理智上的我不想這樣
很無奈，很矛盾

早上四時三十分，開了房門
房裡面充斥著一種酸酸的味道，是孤獨的味道
酸得眼淚也不自控落下
難過的睡著


2006-12-10/ 1:30pm
那驚喜令我很高興
很高興很高興

見到你，儘管沒有做什麼特別，心情也好得多
雖然我仍然也想這樣，但是如果暫時還不行的話，你為我做其他的一切己能填補那些少少的壞
而且這只不過是短期的..

因為你，我會等待著
等待住近你多一點點...
等待你帶我到台灣拍那些很美的照片吧

沒有什麼其他原因， 就是你而己



p.s.真的謝謝你，只不然我今天的心情一定壞透了，謝謝

...

又是因為這個原因而發脾氣了
不是想要人去Tum我, 而是 “ I really HATE to be the last one to know ”
感覺真是不好受, 而且我已經製造不少機會給他

由今天晚上他還沒有告訴我和他家人吃飯 (這我不介意)
上星期對我說今星期五要和表哥吃飯, windy昨晚問他時他說出Fri.他不用和表哥吃飯, 但他沒有對我說過

現在是5:18pm

我不是等待張先生發落的
謝謝

發現我的忍耐能力愈來愈高

一公斤眼淚

*Sick for 2 days, those symptoms really like the eve of heavy sick ( it worsen after Karaoke EVERYTIME )
so rather home yesterday nite.

Watch 一公斤眼淚 alone, from 4th Episole to 10th Episole.
that drama, it really deserve its name, i cried lots.........
i will watch the ending tonite, cant wait

*that sweet sweet 1yr anniversary present reached HK in final.
really wanna see it in real size.........
need to reconsider the add-on...hoho


*all ppl just like the same,hate what u did.
like some frd said " oh, i m soo envy, u are designer, a dream job indeed "

but they didnt know that low-paid graphic designer- in front of that bloody 19' LCD at least 10hours per day, eyes were dry, shoulder and back hurts, keep refreshin herself thru books and magazines even after work and durin holidays.........

meanwhile, i really love those Luxurious Life. I love 1000ft sea-view apartment, I luv Ferrari , I luv Armani Dishes and Forks, I luv Galliano Couture ( wei, go to take a look FW06, gorgeous )

Baby, all wanna be a millionaires. And the saddest thing is I KNEW i can't be a millionaires if i work as the designer.
If that salary cant satified you, just leave. but i do believe it is impossible to reach the ultimate dream life.
if you are hobby-orientated, get the job what u like, u will envy ur richy frd who can treat you a dinner.
if you become money-orientated get the job that earn alot, u will envy ur frd still have ambition to pursue her dream
.................
see? it is contradicting
But it is not that bad really, u can choose the path at least. S
addest is you didnt even have a choice.

so, enjoy what you get and ...
The best is yet to come

富士山下

何不把悲哀感覺　假設是來自你虛構
試管裡找不到它染污眼眸

前塵硬化像石頭　隨緣地拋下便逃走

我絕不罕有　往街裡繞過一周　我便化烏有

Photoblog - Carousel at London

find this photo in flickr...

it taken on 2006 Apr. ..

i do really hope this carousel still standing in Jubilee Garden @ 2007 Apr..

i really hope ^^

spinning with...

feeling the happiness with...

photoblog - thur night

星期四的晚上大慨會出現於籃球場上

11月30日的晚上, 冷得很.

一年了, 感覺* 很久又很快.

想來想去, 也想不出2005年的11月30日在做什麼只知道. 現在心情好得很~
Dec, 來了