Happy Our 366 Days

與男友在家中Hae下, 看過那很Rough的MV , 下午茶, 心情很是愉快 很久也沒有玩Bowling. 第一Round真是最好呢 ( Kenny 和 Simon 那兩個力神,crazz~) 晚上飲著零味的shooters, 感覺只是飲著果汁....5杯都沒有任何反應 凌晨二時四十分,銅鑼灣 三時二十分到家, 心情因快速的巴士感到興奮 睡不著就不斷拿著相機胡亂拍.....Ka Cha~ 想一想, 這相機陪伴我剛剛兩年了.. 整星期, 發著非常怪的夢 見到很少見的朋友 , 走進我還未出生的時代....... (可能是那本張愛玲小說惹的禍 )

)

12th = 1st ( upper-part)

12th month = 1st year.嘻嘻
時間真是很快. 一年了........
找到很meaningful的禮物, 但International shipping........

昨晚: 已經夠驚險, 取餅, 忘記那咭, IFC Paperas咭, Jumbo Grade筆, HSBC, 成功

今早: 更加驚險, call courier at 9, courier 到達at 12:15pm, 我要5:30pm到哇.....

中午: 很甜呢 . 外套(雖然不太襯我的one-piece), 大大玫瑰花, Pret-A-Manager Yogurt..Kisses..........甜甜XD
同事問我這yogurt是不是比平時的甜, 我答"當然呢......"


現在3:30pm 很心急

my sister's new home@ dudley

it is my sister, not me
with her new home, 200quids per week.

saw her lovely home, so jealous....
i think it must be great when u sitting in front of this big window, feeling the chilly air and watching the snowfall in christmas time.....
decorate a tiny christmas trees, lighting up the candles, playing the carols, having a glass of champagne with hon. hugging him till sleep.......

no drink-till-die, no money spending............
just luv............
splendid........so envy........

I am moved when I saw my photo is being there^
p.s. how come that wardrobe seems sooo short, huh

the break-up

在家中休息期間看了The Break-up
本以為這片只是一般愛情comedy,
但這影片令我想起一點東西

他們的吵架對話似曾相識

女的不斷complain男方只懂一回家就沒脫下鞋子就開著遊戲機, 沒有心裝載女方所說的
女方complain放工回家還要打掃煮飯, 不停計算自己付出多少,但對方卻什麼也沒有做過

男方complain女方只懂嘮嘮叨叨,他只想一回家有半小時的時間去放鬆一下
男的答應幫忙女方的整理打掃時, 女方卻說男的根本沒有心去做.
男的complain女方不斷要求他著衣服好看點, 顏色配搭一點..........

很似曾相識.

放手時,
女方專登嬲怒對方, 要他知道沒有女方之後的生活有多糟,令他回頭認錯
男方就往往認為自己沒有錯, 只是女的有新追求者, 而已生活有幾爛得幾爛, 令她後悔. "我就是這樣, 你也不能理我什麼"
百計盡出, 目的就只有一個.
後來態度放軟, 但已經太遲, 最後分手收場


故事最後, 雙方出售他們的屋:
Jennifer說" if we didnt buy that huge sofa and this super long table, i think it can place a snooker table as you wish"
如果雙方不是只顧著自己的想法, 不要太介意付出與收獲的比例
事情就可以解決......

a great lesson for me...hehe. ^^

p.s. To someone: Baby, don't be silly , it is just a memory, a lesson for contribute beautiful future lei. and the main pt is , i ... ^^

p.s ii. 片中chicago下雪, 我很想很想去............

the sims 2 - pets

The Sims 2 - Pets expansion pack....
好得意, 好想買..唔知有冇for mac platform 呢 ?(不過我連original the sims2都未買...)

好得意...我想要golden retriever...........嘻嘻

Dear Joe,

唉呀, 咁都知道我要交幾多錢電話費....-_-"
聰明..........

peace-

起床, 頭痛如常，是日休息一天
一碗外賣粥，一盒至愛腸粉，三種不同名稱的頭痛藥，一包胃藥，一包鎮靜藥


公司工作如常堆積著
想起，頭痛加劇
不想了

終告不冶

certified...

goodbye, my ipod remote....
(tat 's the last photo taken before being thrown into the rubbish bin )

headache

27.Oct.06
When the flight take off at Chek Lap Kok airport..headache start..

Today , 20.Nov.06
Sucks...i start realize this haunted me for 3 weeks ....


i had taste all kind of headache....
even can't concentrate on my work today
I hate panadol, it is just a cheating
it is not to ease my pain, it is solely to anesthetize my body~

medic. where's the medic?

time's up, pen's down

3400字, 令我想起那篇關於aesthetic in all art form essay
Word中的spelling and grammar, 令我想起讀書時的日子

用了三天晚上終於完成. 鬆了口氣
鬆口氣得就像等同跑100米, 終點, 眼前一黑, 腳軟, 倒下
由" 清者自清, 我不用為任何人交代" 到了後來的三千多字
...

不過無可否認的是
人大了, 知道自己cherish了一段關係/一件物件時就會努力去做

我又清楚了自己多一點

p.s. 現在只好一直開著.mac webmail. click著, 等待著
p.s.ii. 是時候倒下了

jan'

thx jan jan's cheer up.
my brain spins for 2 weeks without stop.
exhausted

人, 的確大了

1st gen ipod vs PowerMac G5

我的iPod不再喜歡我了
而我的G5又好像不再喜歡我的iPod了

一plug in, G5就呆掉了.
相繼remote壞掉之後再來這一著
我為了它, 用不合理的價錢(兩次)從美國headquater訂來remote


我再三保護著你,
但你是想離開我嗎?
...

exam in progress

exam-paper

整整一個星期, 發生了很多事, 人像虛脫了
這星期想了很多東西:

由初初不斷在想為什麼會這樣, 到後來想她行為之目的, 那spy的目的, 對那所謂的指責進行檢討, 對自己看人的準則存疑, 再想我應如何去做....很多很多...
腦子在整星期沒一刻停下來
心情也沒有怎樣好過.


星期六晚上,有了新的進展 ( as Liliun said, Things are mobile definitely )
有了一個"去解釋"的機會, 而且還要談及future這個命題 (我相信主要都是關於career 與health之prospect)
三個explanation, 一個elaboration...
Background info, Explanation, Elaboration, Compromise, Suggestion, Planning..
比畢業論文更難更複雜
而且我作答關連著兩個人的事.....
不過怎樣也比沒有自辯的機會好得多
想好一點就是, 這是我們一週年的考驗呢.


一件還一件, 先解決這, 再解決其他的事吧
今晚開始正式作答


p.s. thank you for alll guys...ur support, ur analyze, ur opinion, ur comfort....^^
p.s.II thank you for ur own explanation, ur sharing of ur thoughts and suggestion. i feel better alot. muah~

time machine for Mac OSX

Go back in time
With Time Machine, you can restore your whole system from any past backups and peruse the past with ease. Can't find a file you want? Enter Time Machine - time-based browser to see a snapshot of how your entire system looked on any given day ?file by file. When you find the file you want, just select it and restore it. Time Machine brings it into the present. You can do the same with a group of files, whole folders, even your entire system. With a single click.

It is the most outstanding function of Leopard for Mac OSX, absolutely useful. cost HKD1000....omg ..

our time

really looking forward to that day when i can hug my bf to sleep till sunrise, birds sing.

home together , cook, play, tv together, sleep, morning kiss
argue face to face, wake him up when i cant sleep, using naughty way to wake him up.....

it must be a wonderful time.
i want to, really want to

...

在英國的其中一個舅父有四個小朋友,也是我的表弟表妹
四個中，有一個是有自閉症...
媽媽家族中沒有人有這個病, 聽說舅母家族有這種纇型的病.....

我在英國生活的時候也到了他們的家數遍
看見這個表弟，心情怎樣都不好
他一個坐在地上一時笑一時哭,自言自語
媽媽常說 他活在自己的世界裡可能更好呢...我不以為然
我常常想和他說話, 想走進他的世界..

他沒有和我說過話,一次也沒有
只記得有一次他拿著我的nike波鞋周屋走，怎樣也不還給我。舅父說他很喜歡我那對波鞋
當時我覺得這個表弟也許是上帝給舅父一家的一個考驗也是一個禮物

今天晚上
舅父來電，說表弟患了骨癌,在醫院了....
這不是一個老年紀的人患的病嗎...
13歲的小朋友..上天不是太過份嗎
沒有憐憫心嗎...他suffer仍然不夠嗎
不公平不公平不公平不公平不公平


pray..
我想到英國去...

letter to my warrior

Dear my brave warrior,

I knew the war is fierce. I m sorry that i cant go into the battlefield with u. I m sorry that i can do nothing

but now i m just stand by your side , support you all the time, no matter what.

i know my warrior is fighting for me... i know that....i know that...

But i just dun want you feeling bad and getting hurt during this battle.

I m fine, really fine.. I still can cheer u up...dun worry , i m always yours, ur little princess

Be brave and optimistic.

Lets defend that altogether, and contribute the future

we can taste the sweetness of the triumph ...

with lots of luv and kiss,

ur sha

(aiya... i m so naughty, there s a joke beneath, just highlight it ... it seems destroy this poetic things tim)

( but this is a kind of cheer-up also, hehe )
My warrior, 5d eat more red mushrooms (not blk one ar..u will get poison ga ha)sin la ( mushroom same as Mario that Nintendo game), u can have high combat effectiveness when u getting fatter, nonono, bigger...ga la.....eat dou d eat dou d.....

sentenced to death

昨晚. 哭死了
這是第一次打電話給友人第一句是她的名字, 第二句不是說話, 而是嘩啦嘩啦哭了出來...
她嚇壞了, 問' 你是不是看完那一公斤眼淚所以哭呢 ?'
我承認我的確有過這個習慣. 但我有數月已經再沒有這樣做了, 在街上做是我從來不的
我承認我會飲酒, 但我不是alcoholic. 不是天天也要happy hour..　
我的衣著本是如此, 不會專登露背低胸, 衣服美就可以了
上次那件事，怎樣看我也是要這樣做...
'你是怎樣了,被人這樣都沒有任何的反應' , 但試想想如我那樣的話...
'嘩，你打他，根本你沒有考慮當時的情況呢.. 他的朋友在這裡的，他們會怎樣看你呢，畢竟打人就是不對' 或者是...
'唉呀, 你看看, 他為了你被人控告了...'

所有東西，百詞莫辯　
哭過後，心情好一點但對整件事也沒有用...
最傷心是
認識了我9個月, 為什麼她在這一刻相信第三者但不相信我
如果她一直也覺得我是如此，畢竟也早點對我說
一個被屈感覺，欲哭無淚
就如還未給予自辯的時間就判了死刑，　送上斷頭台　

今早，頭痛死了
開始知道我何時會頭痛...
今早好了不少, 我覺得也做不到多少....
後來, 聽到更多被屈的東西.
相信我, 我不是害人的

我永遠也想他好
現在我只希望知道她的想法是什麼, 我希望她會appreciate我之前所做的
我是真心去做..沒有刻意討好她
我也明白他夾在中間也很難受, 要cheer-up...一起努力呢
要證明自己是一個怎樣的人, 也為了他呢

Time can prove
BTW, I m so scareeally scare..
just want to jump into his hug and cry...my ultimate shelter...
Believe me I will not do anything to harm u

p.s. 吃過神戶牛柳作午餐, 心情真會好一點的啊..
p.s. II 多謝扮sickleave 的Jason之開解, 我下次會應約的了, but I hate whisky really...

sat. & sun.

joined grandma's birthday dinner yesterday night. i had seen lots of relatives at the venue... i saw my cousin's son ( i didnt know how to call him. ) u know, i can't recognize him coz in my memory he is juz a little boy. but its totally different.....he is taller, humorous, considerate ....
when i saw him....it is the sign of getting old...
and how lucky my cousin is..had this lovely son..

and i have chatted with my bro during the whole dinner
i think any choice is good for him....just stick on ur decision and live on

p.s. wish my grandma getting healthier and happier all the time

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stay at home all day long..
tidy up my room ... rent a very boring korean movie .. i fell asleep twice during the movie.......
watched my favourite tv programme - globe trekker..
watched the tv news tonight..about taiwanese president chen and his first lady 's corruption stuff...
i just wondering why he and his wife still do that even they are rich already...

as that critic guy said.....it is so tempting when they know they can get that money easily. but it is not the season to do that cuz his is the main idol in that country...how can he do tat...

i think he must be banish ..

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and now...i am watching the japanese soap opera vcd 一公斤眼淚 (thx, my bro), 3rd episole
i luv sad movie indeed..... cry is a kind of release......

"our life is sooo fragile that u cant expect, cherish all things around. "

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我沒有
控制不到
很無奈

*

*認識了六年多的好友A小姐家中又發生了怪事. 陰沉的孖生姐妹, 是思覺失調還是鬼魅作祟?
男聲出自她們口中的是她媽媽的自我安慰還是真有其事?
這六年內先後發生大大小小的事..
還記得兩年前的日記wish she will reborn .......但無奈..
願她家人一切安好

*頭痛持續..這小鬼對我還不薄 ((但今天連偏頭痛也來打擾, 真不幸)
在上海的頭兩天頭痛..後三天沒有事...回來香港後開始了....在上海總算是好好的過
晚點才吃藥吧..........

photoblog - 娃娃

在上海買了作為給自己的禮物
是可愛的娃娃…
她的樣子很像很滿足似的
當然啦. 有玩具玩, 有人鍚, 穿得漂漂亮亮又不用上班… 多好.

我也想這樣..

Re: Damien Rice

很想回應ss的blog. ..關於damien rice

The first time i met his song is from the movie - Closer.
its song seems named the blower's daughter.

its lyric..his voice....got a sense of loniness and sadness..
I luv this kind of loniness......

p.s. my itune library is sooo messy too

souvenir

I m back.. will write about that luxurious trip later ~

昨晚在家中開始整理自己的行李, 照片,以及給男友的souvenir..
為那些東西拍拍照, 寫下一點東西
很高興 (我就是有自得其樂的小聰明…嘻嘻)

*再發現自己開始有點病病的…..快樂過後永遠是這樣
真不解

check-in

7:30am Check-in in advance @ IFC ( sorry, i was late)
the flight ticket that i booked last year used finally.......this journey delay for 1 yr time..

breakfast with Windy and bf at McDonald...
i didnt had that breakfast for a long time, ho mei
happy that bf will come to join us @8:00am.

8:40am, Star Ferry towards TST
sunshine and wind breeze are great.. i luv ferry indeed..so relaxing....

my mood fly up high~

be happy, dont bitchy

i told u that i dun want turn to be a bitchy gal.
bitchy is not the modern girl's character or girl power sth like that
it is just a sign of being spoiled and arrogant

and i dun think u will like that also...(although i m still grew moody and petulant sometimes =p)
i want u to be a happy person so , the first thing i should do is..

i should be happy also
as Eric said...i can teach ppl how to be happy and have fun in life...
so..hope these will transmit to u.... can see ur smiles all the time..

p.s. ur smile is beautiful...

luggage~

今天的心情﹣

在公司試用我的pc(就是那可惡的pc了)與我的o2同步..裝了一個software之後我的o2就死了
氣死我了...唯有重裝所有東西吧，幸好一早已backup所有calender與contact list...

一邊在煩那o2之際，牙痛起來，很怕它會陪伴著我到上海.... 唉呀...真是很蚊呀


後來收到男友的來電，他說“嘩，你近來真是很燥呢“
收線後，檢討
發現愛笑的我近來不再愛笑，只愛complain, 只愛annoy,只愛愁眉苦臉
他又沒有錯，又可必受這個氣呢
我要找回我愛的自己 ^^

下班回家準備到上海的行李箱，一打開聞到一陣salty帶點海水的味道
是pattaya的味道
再看到太陽油,after sunbath gel, 半個bath bomb.....
很掛念和他一起去的旅行
唉呀，真是很掛呢。

p.s. 今晚收了兩個很甜的sms,比熊仔餅還甜呢。we will going to create our memory and imprint in our mind ^^

Horray..print~

Enclosed pls kindly find the final artwork

(not my design~)

I had revise it for 10 times during this 2 weeks...sigh....

Luckily...it get approval...

its time to get a glass of champagne to celebrate that~

Congrat, shasha....cheche SS07 done

~horray~

11th

this is the 11th month...time flies...all memory flash back...
that s true...the main reason why the time flies is
" i m happy.." ^^
sorry tat i didnt want to talk so much tonight. i knew u had tried...

* i get ur meaning ( i just pretend i cant get ur meaning at that moment..hoho)...its mean we should work for our next aim - england trip

april - the spring time....
- holding hands..walk along that pier @ liverpool.. having fish and chips
- introduce my relatives....i think it must be exhausted..
- try that big wheel @ london....i wanna go there...watching the london landscape with u
- shopping........thats paradise~
- have a bowling match with gloria and craig... it s impossible to beat us
- taste those "thrown-die-dog" bread as our dinner...
- sleep on the grass n counting how many stars over our heads...
- try those opera....u will luv that..trust me..
- u drive to the place u unknown... i m reading map for u ( but dun rely on me..i m idiot in this)
- try to have a 10pounds flight to the country nearby (greece?! tanned~~~) landed on the mud~ 1 hr waiting for the coach to downtown....
- smell and feel tat chilly april air.......

our next big plan is coming....

our next next big plan europe and our next next next big plan canada......are coming also..
want the time move faster and faster and faster and faster....

letter

Oh, god
i cant control myself not to type for u coz i m really really jealous..
ROME..god...i never been there

by the way, take care~ i will tell mom ...

and Aunt @ LA got a car accident..so...hmm..try hard to reach her and send the regards
i will visit Shanghai this fri.....take more photos for u and craig~ ^^

photoblog - basketball match~

the match on 14th Oct

the seating plan of this photo is a bit weird

what do u think ?

the one who sit next to me is hip-hop windy.woo

windy @ agnes b cafe, cwb

本為了reading的result 與shanghai trip的...
晚餐因為kirk到了中環吃飯
之後我與windy到了cwb取了她訂了的boots (她在上海有新鞋子穿)
之後本想隨便到一間cafe一邊吃甜品....誰知我們發現聞名已久的agnes b cafe~

氣氛真不錯, 不過桌與桌之間太近了,
*apple tart with vanilla ice-cream...那apple tart不像apple tart....但真是很好味
*Chocolate Sofflie ...發得很大個, 味道濃濃,不算甜~

買了一個cake作為禮物, 真是很難想像一件cake也會放在一個很美的紙盒內再綁上蝴蝶結, 再放入一個很high-quality的紙袋中, 嘩..真是很有心思 (不愧法國人是一個懂得浪漫而且愛花巧的民族, 很喜歡)

很想再一次嘗嘗它的晚餐..一定棒透了

*但我們真沒有怎麼談談下星期的上海Trip 呢..

只是笨

carol 與 windy 說我實在太lum了
這樣是不行的

想人們會有難受，但沒有想過自己
到最後一刻也是令所有人沒有hard feeling...但偏偏其他人令我有hard feeling
可能我的樣子好蝦是吧

你對人好，人也未必對你好
又或是覺得你是應份對他好的
你不對自己好一點，又有誰對你好呢？


不是lum, 只是笨
笨透了

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Mukatsuku ~

- hand in those 8 prints, hope all will be fine. start work on missoni tmr.

-start to learn some 'annoying' words in japanese...coz i m so annoying during work..hoho

-my mood is somehow fucturating ..but its better than last few days

-shanghai trip confirmed.5 days 4 nights. this is the first time to travel with pretty windy . we will sleep on the same bed again to pre-celebrate our 1yr sleep-together anniversary [nov05 at macau]. siu loog bao, crab, volar?!...we will be there next week, horray'. no pending at last.. [ but i promise someone i will be a good n cautious gal ]

-i miss the cold wind at england in sudden.chilly but comfortable .need to plan england trip in the yr2007 plan. meanwhile, i start realize that juz few of them are being complete. work harder on this sin.. 2more months to go...

感動。歌詞很好耶 (台灣的作詞人好很多呢)
lolo email給我這首歌，我一邊看mv一邊哭

我相信你想告訴我一點東西。
thx...

我撐起所有愛　圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨　想讓你喘口氣

被劃破的信心　需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑　未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱　去傳遞能量和勇氣

哪裡都一起去　一起仰望星星
一起走出森林　一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌　一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己　一起找到意義　准你來跋扈地決定

last sat. and sun.

have a haircut @ central, a bit costy. but i think the hair stylist 's aesthetic sense is great.
since before the haircut, i told him i dun want bob head again since i dun think it suit me. when haircut start, he said " but i really think u suit bob head, ur hair type and face shape can enhance that, i can do a better one for u. do u wanna try ?"
I tried. it is good indeed, i like my new hair style.. quite trendy ( buti cant dress very casually since it dun suit my new hair >.<)

看了2005年11月04日的日記, 說著訂了來回上海的機票...Dec27-Jan1後來突然沒有到了上海, 反而到了台北
這張機票就一直擱置下來.. 直到現在不想浪費這機票, 於是現在訂了Oct27 - Oct 31的機票....也是上海上年的計劃於今年實現, 但結伴的人不同 (是windy啊).....
看著上年的日記, 感覺很奇異

watch the bball match on sunday. a really exciting match. he really do a great job. he really concentrate and confident on his game.They win in final....all ppl's smiles...........i m really proud of him no matter the game is win or loss.
meanwhile, i saw some annoying gals during match. both windy and i cant accept that ( we really need to say sth impolite to express how annoying they were. ) And its true...i m grateful to meet windy this non-annoying pretty gal.

black friday : work * ex-colleagues gathering

fri night, dinner @ Trivoli , TST with ex-company colleagues: zoe , fanny and henry. all ppl left tat except Henry . ( sorry that i m late for 1 hr....my work..sigh..)

we talked alot ...ex-company, the career prospect...i m stunned tat Zoe will talk about her husband...it teach me.... no one is perfect.. be grateful....
and then we talked about this movie, Devils wears Prada. for all of us, this movie is not just talked about Fashion and Love.......which talked about " the choice between love and career ". it is a difficult choice indeed...

Henry asked me that what will i choose if i were her, i said i will not give up all the things i established.....i had walked thru the hard time..my boss just admit my recognization. How can i abandon all the things.... i also concern my love life ( as lolo and dave both said, i need LOTS of love ), so i will just try hard to be faithful on myself to work and to love desperatively. i will not let both things leaves me.....
after my "speech" , he said " it s not easy, baby....u still young and i see the sparkles in ur eyes...u will not staying this position for a very long time..it is just temp. if u really want to find a stable job ....i know u will climb up ...
But be careful, you MUST remind yourself to stop when u reach to a certain level. it is not deserve to loss all ur things becoz of work. it is not the only thing in ur life, baby "

i believe henry's word...i can keep going and never stop ...i will bear it in mind.
i know this job is just a stepping stone. i really need a company which got a promotion chance for me ( since if i still stay in the company, my title didnt change since i m the only graphic designer). i should get into some company which got a higher post for me, for ex. Creative Director ?!
At this moment, i should learn all i can....i need to equip well....Ad. firm ( 4A maybe, they holds lots of big client n i luv their office @soho too , great~) or some big production houses are my dream company.
start prepare.


after the dinner, i went shopping (again !) with fanny the pretty. i bought 2 things less than 10 mins. *a very good-looking brown long boot * white jacket.......both suits me
u know, fanny keep saying i m the devil....her shopping intention is super high when she be with me...but in final......i bought 2things, but she nothing..

and then we go to cafe ...a nice chat
i feel sad when she talked about those examples....so treat myself better..i will....

tired

Dinner with Windy @ Sushi one last night. u know what, we had ordered 4 kind of food (thats mean 4 dishes in total). it is my first time to eat sooo less at Japanese Restaurant (i m sushi and sasimi killer really) . we both think the food is delicious .but we really feel full ...maybe our shopping intention affect our appetite ar.
I did bought less thing...just an earring and high heel in dark green color ( ( but my target is a black slim cut jean *knitted hat for this lovely winter time. and i saw a very beautiful necklace too, simple design,not too feminie...it suits me. oh..i think i should squeeze my time out to get it these few days..I MISS TAT
Time flies, all shop closed even we still not finish our shoppingoh..shopping is the superb remedy


about my job, it seems better. The pressure caused by Workload solely.. it is far far better than my ex company.when i leave at 730pm in the ex-company, i will being scolded that i leave soo early ( even i didnt have lots of duties to do), abut now, all staff will try hard to leave early as soon as they can. the atmosphere is better.
all staff in design department are Japanese, so English is the daily language to communicate. It is a good way to train my english and to learn some simple Japanesebut recently..when i m busy at work...i will say English to Hong kong colleagues..or Cantonese in front of Japanese colleagues....all mess up...sigh
and the most frustrating is chief fashion designer luv amendment.
she simply says ' oh, it is too simple, can u add more on here and here, and change its color combo..blahblahblah... ?nbsp; i need to use quite much time to do amendment (coz it s ex- graphic designer's work). When i finish that, she said 'oh, i dim like this print, can u design a new one for me ??'
oh...fuck...i just trying hard on the stuff but abandon in final. what the hell i m doing in this whole morning......
when is the end of Spring Summer 07 collection ? hardly imagine......

SUCKS~

photoblog - LGB Coffee

small LGB Dark chocolate mocca with skim milk sustain my life in these few days~
i feel exciting when coffee is transmit inside my mouth thru tat tiny straw~

sipping yummy coffee during work.....what a wonderful time~

發了一個很得意的夢...整整一小時的夢
我從未發過類似的

' 似豆腐嗎?'
記憶中是很可愛的樣子
他說' 我真是不憧得的嗎? 很可愛..
呵呵...

-- --- -- --- -- ---
沒有看膩他的比賽
十分緊張呢...
很喜歡呢..^^
的士上播著歌時他說那一語句, 都很sweet的~

與她相處的時間愈來愈多了..平日Numorous Email...星期四的shopping...星期六日...從早到晚...
一起LGB coffee, 一起facial, 一起在球場談論誰是靚仔, 一起說笑話, 一起試新的餐廳?/FONT>
開始明白她火爆的地方, 開始明白她的所好和所惡
希望真的可以一起住呢.... (你竟然有興趣到教堂,估你唔到喎baby..)

mid-autumn festival

中秋節是我兒時最開心的節日
小時候吃過晚飯立即與bro和sis到帶同candles和燈籠到樓下玩
事實上很是怕火，所以我坐在地上,望著燈火...一坐就坐到十二點,媽媽就會到樓下捉人了

今晚在家中吃過晚飯，看看電視
再與sai到樓下散步...看見很多小朋友和大人一起玩蠟燭...突然間很是想念在英國的妹妹
不知道她在做什麼呢?
很懷念小時候....

人大了,就會懷念舊的
很懷念所有舊的人與事.....
別來無恙嗎？

p.s. 當我在想以前的事收到朋友的sms, 心情很是激動，很想哭.....小花們，我愛你們呢

中秋節快樂！

Hello~

Hello,
i thought u are reading...^^
Pls send my regards to ur wife and ur daugther charlotte. ^^
Ur email really cheer me up...and ur words are right.....i need lots of love ...^^


p.s. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival , enjoy ur time with ur family.( although we are in different time zone ) ^^

04.10. Tarot Night

4th Oct. ( Thur)

went to play Tarot with Windy in sudden. I had asked about my career ( in fact, i do want to try it for my love affairs...but I m scare..so...just leave it...)My career seems very nice as the tarot said. He said my current career is fine and it's suit me. I can learnt alot and work independently ( thats true really ). But since i m sooo independent on my work, so i didnt involve in this company quite much. About the future, he said my paid will getting higher and it can satisfied me....

and then i asked the possiblity of changing my job, he said i have possibility to change my job. He said I will love the next job, BETTER PAID, and getting more SATISFACTION...oh god....i hope thats true. And he told me that i will not change to other field....thats mean , i m still in graphic.......
But about the ex-senior's stuff. He said "No" definitely....oh....
And I had asked about my bf's career...its seems ok...all the things should be fine

After tat, we went to "ma bo cha fong" and having the dinner.. the taste is good...that tomato salad is tasty too, thanks for Windy's recommendation. . And we chatted for 3 hrs till it closed....i love that...although some conversation make me feel sad...it s fine still....

morphine

why the people addict to morphine ?

u feel happy when this chemical running thru your vessels.....
but is it a true happiness? nope.....it is just a kind of cheating

i just keep injecting it into my body....
cheating ppl that i am happy
cheating myself that i am happy

am i happy?

all in a rush

all the stuff are in a rush...
when my boss confirm my idea at 11:30am, i need to hand in all *.ai sketch within the same day..5collections......

it sucks...
all people should know that is impossible. it is not just like a hand-sketch, can erase the things u unwant by eraser. if i really need to alter a line, it is damn difficult if its structure is complicated

luckily, i speak it out......


p.s. no lunch time for 2 days already. & i start working at HOME, my home sweet home, my lovely bed......
p.s. II, thank you for alex's word...we are working for future, just try hard to contribute ...u will get what u gave and be happy n healthy

love is...

on my dashboard, it shows ' love is... watching tv in bed, together'
i keep smilin when i read that, thats sweet indeed.

i m looking forward to this day