my situation

teresa stared at Thomas; He stared at the place where above 3 to 4 inch. She stared at his hair which got a smell from Sabrina.

'Thomas, I can not tolerant this. I know I should not get mad. When you come to Prague for me, I start to forbid my jealousy. I do not want getting jealous. I think I am just not strong enough; I can not stand for it. Please help me! I beg you! '
He hugs her, and brings her to that park. There are benches in red, blue and yellow colors. They sit down.

'I understand that, I know what you need,' Thomas said 'I concern everything; the only thing you need to do is to go to the Pullin Mountain.'

'Pullin Mountain? ' She wondered 'Why?'

'You will know that later.'

Teresa felt really bad when she asked to leave; she is so weak even she can not get enough strength to leave that bench. She knows she can not reject his request. She forced to pull herself up.
She looked backward, and Thomas still sat on the bench. He smiled, and waved his hand, it imply she need to move on.

She reached the Pullin Mountain; she was so surprised that there is no one at there. She reached the Peak at last. She saw the ice-cream and souvenir store (but it was closed) and there is a lawn. There are some trees and they scattered around the lawn. She noticed there are 6 peoples , some of them standing straight and some are jogging, they seems like the golf-player who are thinking deeply to win that match. She walked to them.

3 of them seems worried, their face showed they want to know something.
Other 3 of them seems mercy and kind, one of them holding a gun. He recognized Teresa and smiled 'Yes, you are in the right place'

She nodded and feels worried.
That man said 'Oh, It is your own choice, right?'

She thought 'No, this is not my own choice!' But she don� want any disappointment from Thomas. It is difficult to explain and apologize to Thomas if she back to him
She answered 'Sure, it� my own choice!'

The man said' I would like to explain that the reason why I need to ask you since we only do it for the people who choose to death by themselves. We treat it as a service.'

The deaths man stared at Teresa. She confirmed and said 'No, no, do not worry, it is my own choice definitely'

'Then do you want to be the first one?'

'No' She wants to delay her death sentence 'I want to be the last one if it possible'
deathsman walk to the other 3 people. 2 assistant of the deathsman did not have any weapons. Their duty is just to accompany the people who want to die. They hold those people s arm, and walk through the grassland. Those people can choose one tree under permission. 2 of them choose the cottonwood, and third one lost their courage to walk, he stopped under the maple.
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The assistants blind their eyes.
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The third one also lay down on the lawn.

One assistant came to her and holding the eye mask.
She refused 'No, I want to see'
It is not a truth reason; she just wants to delay the arrival of death. When her eyes were getting covered, she knows she will step into the death of the gate and never come back.

Deathsman do not force her, just hold her arm. They walk through the lawn but Teresa still not chooses a suitable tree. No one urge her, but she knows she can not escape in the end. She walked under a blossom candle tree. ..

The deathsman was holding a gun. Teresa feels powerless. The powerless made her depressed. It is an un-refused depression. 'But it is not my own choice' She said

He said softly 'If it is not your own choice, then we didn't have the right to do that'

He said kindly, he seems apologize to Teresa, he can not shoot the people who are not choose to die. His kindness touches her. Teresa turned around, hugged the tree and break into tears.

TO BE CONTINUE ...