TGIF

Boring worklife today .  Do some research and of cuz will web surfing...
Last night I was totally pissed by an ham sub lo on the way back home, what I wanna do last night was punch his face and leave the minibus......

And last night dinner with cindy and she of cuz upset with her relationship Issue, mm..somehow she Is like living In her own wonderland.......
Mm.. Cant help her...


TGIF TGIF !

FB status !

learning.

just wanna write something tonite...
richard is out of town with his canadian bud, its good for me so i have more time to prepare the xmas gift :)
Recently quite many gals are asking me ' should we monitor with bf ? " it remind me the old days , how crazy i was , kept checking what my bf doing...the mind cant be settled down , kept thinking who he is talking to ,what kind of txt messages he had sent or received.  it was a dark era to me...

and now i m quite happy with myself i dont have this kind of feeling anymore....
if he wanna leave , he can leave anyways. if he wanna flirt with someone else, he still can flirt with others under your monitor. so why bother ?  now i m spending this energy and time to prepare well for myself......
haha... i m getting mature finally , in the late 20s.lol

time

Havent update the life here.
The weather turns cold suddenly and this morning when I m on the way to office, sitting on the upper deck bus and feeling the autumn bleeze.
What I was thinking is , the time goes really really fast. I still remember autumn in 2009.it seems like few months ago ....

still remember last halloween party

Time rli reli flies.

nite thoughts

haven't been there for awhile and suddenly just wanna write sth on here.

i m really appreciated what he had choose tonight. He had prefer to suffer from the pressure instead of trying to escape and hiding.

its what the true man do, and at least he do commit :)

*dont to be stupid, sha.

sweet words just like a poison..

you had been almost killed by this poison once already, so why dont you still looking for this ? dont be silly !!!

something memorable from my little sketch book

changes

actually i do wanna write down sth today , so i m trying to fasten my pace to type before i go to sleep.

theres 2 incidents

* last night we were lying on the bed and watching the TV programme which talked about some lovely pets.

it shows a 24-years-old cat which is very old, she nearly blind and move very slowly. Leon said ' she seems miserable ' of cuz, i do understand how harsh the cat will be, at the first moment, i also think the cat looks pity.

but after few minutes, my thoughts change.

my thoughts swing like - the cat is blessed since she can stay with her master for 24years, she can play with her master's son and daughter too. Staying with the master is the happiest thing in every pet's life. So its not a torture. its a kind of blessing.. 

'u are right ' leon replied

* today i had chatted with jackal, he feel a bit upset about getting older. He think time fly too fast so he still cant fully utilized his life. however,i do have a different feeling towards aging.

aging is not the meaning of the-end, its just a stage and it also let old people to enjoy and experienced. we can go to play Tai Chi , we can do something which we havent do during youth time.... its not a wasting as long as you dun think it a kind of waste. We still can do something do as long as you are willing to try

so why not just enjoy and experience every stages in our life ?

jackal replied ' i also want to be this optimistic . u are such an optimistic person '

huh ?! i had never heard about that before. OPTIMISTIC seems not a good description of me.

however after these 2 incidents ,i know my thoughts really different from before ..

what changes me ? 

dun know.....but i do like it :)

wats tat

lookback 2008

its a bit late to have a review of year 2008, anyways....

2008 , the year of game . mm definitely i didn't do any meaningful stuff at all.
my travel life start from Jan10, starting from Osaka, i had been almost all ports, visit all the places, took so many pics, bought so many things, and slept a lot.
meanwhile its happy year for Ma's family, gloria get married and start her new life with craig. Family seems bonded much tighter after her marriage. its definitely a good thing


jun2008, sud be the month of unhappiness
everything exploded after some stupid arguments. everything lost control and definitely its was a hard time to me. i had admitted i did something wrong ,I had learned that I sudn't say something easily without thinking. meanwhile I do understand I should keep my promise.
Meanwhile I should be forgive easily if its just a tiny matter.
its a good thing actually cuz I get to know more about him and myself.
and I also understand how much faith I 've got.

I would like to thank you for all good friends's opinion and comfort during that moment: Jean, Dennis, Faye, Isabel, Lilian, Melolo, zoe, maggie...

meanwhile, i also being bothered by Fall 2008.
job hunting is difficult after the Lehman Bros bankrupted. over 30 cover letters had been sent but no one reply. Luckily helps from friend so I can get back a 5-days-design-job again.

everything start going back on track since Dec.
mood is better, life seems stable again...
so keep going and look ahead :)


p.s. i hope i can write sth about crew life in this few days.

囍txt

今天看著娛樂大新聞


第一個反應是 shitty guy
第二個反應是 事實證明破釜沈舟最利害 ;ppppppp

study time

time seems running slow during my training period.
actually i still have 4 weeks sth to attend the training..

tired from the early wake up, tired from those keep going assessment and test, tiring from those terribly thick Vol.5 operation manuel, tiring from those command, tiring from keep putting tons of new infomation into my head every mins, tiring from mon. to sat. study schedule...

pray for the god.
* for time fly * for good roster * for good result * for everything

sai sai study with me tonight ( see that purple post-it on his tiny head ):)


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PREPARE FOR THE WORSE
thats mean I am really care about our future.
add oil together, honey

2007 感恩

又一年了.
人愈大. 時間也是走得比較快

2007年大事也不大興趣作出回顧, 反而有點事情想作出感恩:

*前公司給我一些好的工作機會, 帶給我一個不錯的portfolio
*給我留在閑暇的公司, 渡過最不好過的六月至八月
*有好的reference letter而又有一個月人工, 給了我一個月的假期, 可以看多一點書
*有很好的機會可以在男友家中留宿
*不再收收埋埋, 感情比之前實在一點.
* 我們相處了兩年多, 看著上年頭的日記..關係也比之前的好.
*在那事件上,令男友明白到事情的嚴重性 以及增進了和aunt的關係
*證明了自己也可以做這類型的工作
*如願以償, 在中區設計公司上班.
*學懂耐性. photoshop多一點. wacom繪圖以及cadwalk
*這年有三次旅行 - shanghai . phuket & seoul
*細細愈來愈乖
*家人身體健康

謝謝 !

delete permanently.

也不知道一次次看著這堆相片也是想哭
these 189 photos had been deleted permanently.

sun po again

The feeling and the future of my current job :
1st Emperor (+) 2nd Empress (- ) 3rd I dun rmb..hoho

When you start ur current job, You had quite high expectation towards this, maybe you are looking for higher pay or more experience you can get or maybe u want to get more satisfaction from that. And now, I think you start to doubt you are capable or not. Or suitable or not… and so you are doubting the future and its prospect
Moveover, you still can’t devoted in and love your job. Longer you stay, ur working mood will keep lowering

About the new job:
dun rmb what cards I get.

You will very easy to get into it. The job is so easy for you to handle, about the job duty or the colleagues’s relationship. You can handle it so well. And you can get the appreciation from ur senior/boss in a very short period of time. Get satifaction and happiness Tats why you will keep enjoying the job.
Meanwhile, in the first half year, you will get more knowledge and experience that you are looking for. You can learn a lot.

So compare with these 2 job, the new one should better for u

If I really take the new job, whats about my career future ?
The first card is Wheel of Fortune ( +) and 2nd is Death (+)

The tarot card only can show maximum 3 years issue. As the card show, you will leave your job in 1.5year or even earlier. Death means you will ended the job straightly. But its not becoz of any hateness about that job. The card show you quit becoz u will get a better one.

If I take this job ( cuz the nature is totally different from my current one ), will it affect the relationship with my boyfriend ?
1st : I dun remember as well 2nd : Hanged Man (+)

The job will lower the time you guys to stay together compare with your current job. But as the card said the relationship will become better and better. Cuz the card is Hanged Man, that is a man was tighten up but rope, which means you guys will entangled each others much more closely and tightly.
( ‘ what should I need to do to tighten the relationship ?’ I asked. ) mm..I can’t tell. Cuz I can see the result only..mm. but thru the card, I guess maybe you guys will treasure the time to spend together, or you guys had done a great achievement for the relationship to overcome the problem so that’s why it is not a problem anymore. But I can see is the job will not worsening the relationship, on the contrary, its good for you guys.

但願人長久

明月幾時有，把酒問青天

不知天上宮闕，今夕是何年

我欲乘風歸去

唯恐瓊樓玉宇，高處不勝寒

起舞弄清影，何似在人間

轉朱閣，低綺戶，照無眠

不應有恨，何事長向別時圓

人有悲歡離合，月有陰晴圓缺

此事古難全，但願人長久，千里共嬋娟

你那邊和我相距四千多里
你看到月亮嗎?

秋天.

這幾天的天氣好像涼快了不少

9月ELLE的封面也是一幅名模穿著fur的硬照

開始感受了秋天的氣息 可以攏出我喜愛的靴子了

很高興很喜愛

而運動鞋我也穿好了. 綁好了鞋帶後

是時候要跑跑了.

跑到那兒才好呢 ?

mm...我也不知道

不過

總有一個我喜歡的地方

期待

I m fed up of RESTING

new iPod launched in HK

New iPod - iPod touch launched in these few days...
its look likes iPhone, very nice interface. 3.5inch wide screen. u can ' flip' it to download the music right away from internet thru Wifi ( in US of cuz)

but the price is really stunning...
8GB - HKD2400 16GB-HKD3200

dim mai ar ????
but i want 16GB badly, cuz my 1st iPod need to retire reli

if i reli buy it, no iPhone then......
dim ho lei.......mmm.........

What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?

	You would fall part for the geek.(A geek ?!) If you're looking for love, consider spending a little more time studying up in the library. To you, there's nothing more attractive than intelligence, shyness, and kindness; your future love may have four eyes and zero social skills, but he'll make up for it in brains and heart.
	You would fall part for the gentleman ( like Prince William ?! ) Keep an eye out for your love at your next formal or field trip to the opera. Watch out for bad boys who walk on the inside of the curb and don't hold the door for you, and you'll end up with the guy who's suave, sophisticated, and classy through-and-through. (wahahahha..)

mo noi

Troubles* just keep haunting me for couples of months. since June till now...Everything just like running in a circle.

wanna refine Lilian’s word ‘ Unfortunateness love me ’
Dun wanna made any trouble cuz those trouble will coming up and stick with me anyway..
i am so sick about it

When i was pissed by some gal‘s acting, but one other gal juz being pissed by me.
but guys, pls misunderstand that i DIDNT send any unappropriate things to tat guy. And the shadow of ar b juz spread allover my website, album, friendster whatever ....

pls believe what you see and what you hear..........
i m welcome to let you know my personality .

Dear god. bless me please....

I bought the bride-mate dress in final on tuesday night with sis and craig. It's really cheap, i just spend HKD800 and I can get the brand new one

offwhite thick silk gown with pink ribbon, it suits both my tanned skin & my sister's request.... :)

I will pick the dress up on next friday. reli looking forward to it..hehehe

p.s. i will take some photos for you guys :)

愛，從來只有保證是不夠的。

愛，從來只有保證是不夠的。

保證只是口頭承諾。在香港這個商業社會，
又有多少人真真正正相信口頭承諾呢？如真
的相信，又何須凡事要簽約呢？

愛並不單要口講，更要用行動表達，關心顧
念體諒對方，不做傷害對方的事。

不可偷懶，不可怕麻煩，對自已向其他異性
所作出的行為要有所節制。

愛的保證承諾是一個好開始，但更需要落實
執行。