learning.

just wanna write something tonite...
richard is out of town with his canadian bud, its good for me so i have more time to prepare the xmas gift :)
Recently quite many gals are asking me ' should we monitor with bf ? " it remind me the old days , how crazy i was , kept checking what my bf doing...the mind cant be settled down , kept thinking who he is talking to ,what kind of txt messages he had sent or received.  it was a dark era to me...

and now i m quite happy with myself i dont have this kind of feeling anymore....
if he wanna leave , he can leave anyways. if he wanna flirt with someone else, he still can flirt with others under your monitor. so why bother ?  now i m spending this energy and time to prepare well for myself......
haha... i m getting mature finally , in the late 20s.lol