starting of the 3rd week

it is the start of the 3rd week.. everything comes to normal except i m stay inside my home now, typing this entry coz i had applied the sick leave today.>.< >

THINGS TAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST WEEK:
fixed my iPod again, tax repay stuff, finished the 1st season of LOST, Virtual Tennis rank.58, dine with CW colleague, one party, stayed with my family for the whole day, finished For One more day, and starting with My sister's keeper. tidied half of my room ( but i reli dun have energy to tidy up in these 2 days.. )
BUT THE WORST THINGS I HAD DONE IS, i ditched Melolo and Ava this week... sorrrry


p.s. i need to go to see the doctor now. see you soon !

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26th May.Sms sent:
Guess where i m, i m top of the world, and i saw there s a candy jar from Harrods on one's desk. My memory is flashing back . our first Karaoke. Our first game: U had pick up the right cup mat. and i had pick the right one on tat night too

26th May, sms received:
...i m at the Arabian Seaside, sun is setting..miss u......
...hehe, conrs...want me to wai u ma ..hehe.. open ur mouth la.......

his sms. made me smile all the time. He got improved.. =p
and my sms..wahah, tats my expertise of coz.

Next week sin. thanks

Soar throat* Nose Sneezing* Coughing* Start Headache

Still useless after the medicine last nite.
NNNOOOOOOO pls...
Next week sin ,ho ng ho ar ? >.<

*Thanks Ava's instant call when she rec'd my sick sms ^.^

一公斤眼淚

*Sick for 2 days, those symptoms really like the eve of heavy sick ( it worsen after Karaoke EVERYTIME )
so rather home yesterday nite.

Watch 一公斤眼淚 alone, from 4th Episole to 10th Episole.
that drama, it really deserve its name, i cried lots.........
i will watch the ending tonite, cant wait

*that sweet sweet 1yr anniversary present reached HK in final.
really wanna see it in real size.........
need to reconsider the add-on...hoho


*all ppl just like the same,hate what u did.
like some frd said " oh, i m soo envy, u are designer, a dream job indeed "

but they didnt know that low-paid graphic designer- in front of that bloody 19' LCD at least 10hours per day, eyes were dry, shoulder and back hurts, keep refreshin herself thru books and magazines even after work and durin holidays.........

meanwhile, i really love those Luxurious Life. I love 1000ft sea-view apartment, I luv Ferrari , I luv Armani Dishes and Forks, I luv Galliano Couture ( wei, go to take a look FW06, gorgeous )

Baby, all wanna be a millionaires. And the saddest thing is I KNEW i can't be a millionaires if i work as the designer.
If that salary cant satified you, just leave. but i do believe it is impossible to reach the ultimate dream life.
if you are hobby-orientated, get the job what u like, u will envy ur richy frd who can treat you a dinner.
if you become money-orientated get the job that earn alot, u will envy ur frd still have ambition to pursue her dream
.................
see? it is contradicting
But it is not that bad really, u can choose the path at least. S
addest is you didnt even have a choice.

so, enjoy what you get and ...
The best is yet to come

peace-

起床, 頭痛如常，是日休息一天
一碗外賣粥，一盒至愛腸粉，三種不同名稱的頭痛藥，一包胃藥，一包鎮靜藥


公司工作如常堆積著
想起，頭痛加劇
不想了

Match Point 迷失決勝分

The man who said 'I'd rather be lucky than good’ saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. There are moments in a match when the ball hits the top of the net and for a split second it can either go forward or fall back. With a little luck, it goes forward and you win…or maybe it doesn’t, and you lose.”

A one-time tennis pro, Chris Wilton (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) was used to falling just short in his life. But when he befriends Tom Hewett (Matthew Goode) and marries his sister, Chloe (Emily Mortimer), the doors are opened to the kind of money and success that Chris had once only dreamed of. Chris should have settled for happiness, but he is torn by his attraction to Tom’s impossibly beautiful and sensual fiance, Nola (Scarlett Johansson). The attraction turns to an obsession that forces Chris to make a critical choice. Now everything in his life hinges on if Chris falls short again…and whether or not his luck runs out.

昨晚雖然痛得要彎著腰, 但由於一早已買了戲票看了Match Point ( Directed by Woody Allen), 沒想到70歲的活地亞倫可以拍出這樣一部很緊湊的電影.
男主角在兩個女人中間, 一個(Chole)是可以令他的生活安穩,有美好前途的人, 而另一個(Lola)是可以帶給他激情的人, 他當然是想自私地擁有兩者. 但後來情婦Lola懷孕後就發現安穩生活比起"愛" 緊要得多. 兩人只可以選擇一個之下, 他佈局殺了Lola.
其實他殺人佈局漏洞多多, 但幸運之神之眷顧下, 完全沒有被人發覺. 他仍然擁有幸福家庭, 高薪厚職....
最後介指的一幕, 真是出人意表, 全場人都嘩了一聲..

我最喜愛的是Lola以及其鄰居亡魂的一段 ( 突然間好像在看鬼片一樣), 男主角看見他所殺的人之亡魂, 淚流披面, 但他完全沒有什麼悔意. 他不斷用藉口來解釋 (就像我一樣)......解釋過後, 亡魂消失...

而關於愛情的那一段, 他是否真的愛Lola呢? 還只是Sex Appeal呢? 如果他是愛的話, 他不會不放棄安穩生活, 不會大話連連, 不會懷了殺機.... 他不是不愛他的妻子Chole, 但如果他是愛的話, 他不會背著他的妻子和其他女子鬼混, 不會有去意.
如果是你, 你會怎樣選擇? 安穩生活還是愛情 ?

p.s. 背景音樂 十分的好~很match
p.s. II 去看看它的official website呀, 也很不錯的
這是肯定是我近年愛看電影之十大之一. =-)

天灰灰, 下著雨
心情也像天空的顏色一樣...

低落都不想說話了
胃也想令我的心情加速滑落, 痛得利害, 連說話的力氣都沒有
只好用sms或email說我想說的
要說和想說都透過sms傳送了

平時的我會將醫生給我的藥通通拋進垃圾桶
我現在可乖了，四小時一次，一日四次, 每次一粒....what a tragedy...

不想再吃藥了
不想再吃藥了
不想再吃藥了

發現所有病菌知道你的身體出現毛病時, 他們會群起攻擊.
莫非他們通過電話密謀大計 ? shit....

dinner with dennis

與一位老朋友吃飯. 相識有十年了
大約於五年前沒有再見, 後來大家想約出來的時候總是很忙. 今次終於見了面
沒有太大轉變, 只是胖了三十磅 ( 男生胖才是福嗎…) 問他我有沒有轉變, 他說” 我常常看你的網上相簿, 所以我真是不知道啊! “ ( -_-“)
談了不少話, 問我的事業, 感情, 家庭…. 相反. 他很少說他的事

我常常說四年對我來說是一個Turnover, 但他提醒了我, 原來四年不是我的宿命….

偽文化人, 一起到電影中心看看電影吧, 嘻嘻.

睡是睡多一點, 中醫竟然說我睡得不好
他叫我不可以吃酸的食物, 因為酸的食物會令我更加疲倦, 但想一想:前天我吃了大量日本酸薑, 數粒話梅糖, 一碗酸辣湯年糕…… -_-“

說真的, 整個人處於非常疲倦的狀態,
昨日由中國回香港時, 一上車子時不夠3分鐘就睡著了..同事說我很利害
同事覺得我心情惡劣, 沒有辦法, 整個人病下病下…..
身體內的時鐘飄忽地轉. 而且整個人腫腫的…唉呀…

相信, 運動應該令我感覺好一點

飄忽

很飄忽地心情持續滑落……
想了很久, 也想不到原因
可能是因為感冒未消, 但發又發不出來, 卡在裡面,...
腦子不斷想著要做的事情, 但是手腳不協調
是時候想少一點, 多做一點; 吃少一點, 郁多一點, 抽少一點. 睡多一點;

發病

這幾天頭暈暈, 喉嚨乾, 周身骨痛,
什麼地方也不想去, 什麼東西也不想做
發病前的先兆
買了期待了很久的O2 XDA atom , 但沒有太多心情弄弄 ( 正常的我理應download 所有 software試試)


大約有十年沒有看過中醫, 昨晚朋友陪同下到了他常看的中醫,
醫師摸一摸脈, 說"你不可以吃津白”

但是我昨天整天在公司也在想上海飯店的金華火腿津白,真邪門.....sigh..
i will sleep more, for beauty sake..