你所想

近這一兩月壓力也是太大
忙著她的婚禮，英國的遊走，最佳catch flt, 工作的去留
連身體也向我宣泄他們的不滿
背痛,肩痛, 腳痛..
壓力太大，而且實在累

壓力大了，心情自然差了
思想也很難變得很positive.
一個人在outport酒店，對著陌生的床和一袋一袋的戰利品，呆呆望著電視
很迷惘

近這幾天，我知道我真正要什麼的工作 :) (這令我感到興奮）
所以二話不說想定了
可能這份工作就是我所有煩惱的起源

想通了之後
天空藍多了，空氣清新多了，我笑容多了，他的愛多了 :))))
又或者是

所有東西只在乎你所想 :)

sarah brightman -

gift

我找回這一高一矮的一對牙刷
很是高興

in hong kong finally

由8月31日開始從香港到新加坡, 再回到香港轉機到倫敦
到英國大約留了9天, 再回到香港轉機到杭州
在杭州留了一個星期, 今天回到香港, 馬不停蹄地開始我的工作 - 台北Overnight

離開了香港半個月, 而且也放了也是半個月的假
今天8月17日, 雖然還未能回到家中
但感覺是我回來了

想念細細
明天就可以抱著他 :)

Korean movie - lovers of 6 years

watched this movie on the plane from London to Hong Kong.
its quite embaressing i cried ( quite heavily )during this movie, hopefully the cabin was soo dark so no one can see my tears coming down from my face.hehe

its all about a lovers who spent together for 6 years.
All passion gone, you may say the relationship had been evoluted to another stage but somehow the relationship is not that sweet anymore..

women's complaint & men's not-listening-attitude lead the relationship to be fragile. And its a good moment that those 3rd person come into their life.mm..

i cried alot during the later part of the movie especially when the men start to realize he still in love with his gf whom want to give up the relationship.Man wanna rescue it but the girl think its too late.

the ending is they broke up finally . but after 1 year they stay together again cuz they can forget all the bad from the past & they both know how much they miss each others.however the director want to deliver is another thing cuz the last lyrics she said is the things just keep cycling. the longer they stay together, more bad habit would be come out again. they will start going to complain & argue...and then broke up again....

no one knows this 6-years-lovers whether can going to the end or not...
god knows then

Gratitude for...

Finally I feel better
So many barriers i had overcomed BADLY for her big day.
Annual Leave , swapping, direct debit, EY/J class Availability, those sucks flights, b bday, UK plan, Hangzhou plan, ticket issue, Family presssure ....everything just keep dragging me back...

thanks god, most of them had been tackled now & 4 more days to go.....

Things i m still concern are:
31st dinner
2nd Aug final approval
high heel for my dress
wedding gift
&
my ultra-long nails.....

p.s. my breakfast time, my most relaxing moment.

melbourne time

I m in Melbourne, will leavin less than 10hours
It is a very unplanned trip cuz its standby, i know i have to come to melbourne less than 10hours also , everything being packed in a rush and i realized its winter time in Melbourne during midnight ...

although i really dun want this trip, i have to say is Melbourne is a very relaxing place.
feeling much better than last time, maybe the hotel this time is much far from the main CBD. u can have a walk and take some pics along the Yarra River, its pretty relaxing, much much much better stay in CBD. CBD just like a normal shopping place in HK.....

mm... i have to wake at 4 tmr morning ( thats mean 2am in HK )
so gotta leave now and plan to read and have a sleep before operation... see ya

p.s. the Aussie here seems really afraid of this cold weather , they had a thick coat with scarf...i m just having a trench coat ...

birthday TRIP

my birthday will stay in melbourne from 24 -26
i dun want it, but i can't refuse.

but allowance $1800.
mm...

for the money
so i treat 24Jul 2008 is just a normal day..
26jul 2008 is my day :)

my standard loading

my standard loading:
(1) clothes
(2) underwear
(3) swimwear ( if i go to the outport which have a nice pool or beach)
(4) bag
(5) Camera ( S70 or EOS 400D, depends )
(6) Books
(7) iphone and camera charger
(8) cosmetic & cleansing stuff
(9) yeung mei mei
(10) sleeping pill
(11) 1 more pair of shoes
(12) Jesus's cross
(14) perfume
(15) 1 cup noodle

i m ready to go again, frankfurt this time :) ciao

2G

i bought 1CD & 2VCDs in HMV in this 2G

CD -Sigur Ros newest album , I m waiting for long
its cover's feeling is really different from before, hope the songs still be my cup of tea

2VCDs - Once & Land of Plenty

But u know, i m still not sure when i will watch it..mm....


my new Moschino :)

day 7 ** (21st june)

I just have to laugh when I think of some of the crazy things we done together
and they wouldn't have been half the fun with anyone else but you.

Especially on this break.
I love to look back all this time & all the moments spend with you, even those difficult time that we help each other to go thru

I wouldn't trade even one of those memories for anything in the world,
becoz they are so much a part of my life
and so are you.

back home

all letters had been sent already.
from sunday day 1 till day 7, 8 emails had been sent

my dubai trip is almost over, will start going to airport in 2hours
arrive Hong Kong during noon time

i m still struggling what should i do.
Airport ? No Airport ??
Text ? No text ??

mm...
dun know.

can't be control

mm.. my mood still better after i had sent the sms last night
' sorry to text you, i miss you '

i didn't expected i will receive anything.
so as i expected, no reply.

Be positive & have faith :)

this is day 5, thursday....

Controllable / Uncontrollable

My mood still dropping..
i know what should I do and what should I behave
but i do miss it.

i feel so lonely when I got a suite room in dubai.
why they give me such a big room? i dun want it actually.
i feel bad when the plane start to decend, suddenly i m thinking his voice, the soft voice named me bb.


i went to water park with crews today but i still can't into it.
I laugh i enjoy the place but when I return to a lonely place, sadness come quicker than usual

' when u start plugging the earphone immediately when you get on the crew bus, i know u got something wrong ' one crew Maggie told me.


tonight i really want to send a text.
finally i controlled it

but once when i can control my finger not to type any text, my tears just falling from my face.
useless sha.

men from mars, women from venus

今天早上一睡醒，在書櫃內取下men from mars, women from venus.
這本書我在五六年前看過一遍
今天看了一點，發現當時仍未參透這書

the differences in the way they react under stress. He believes that many men withdraw until they find a solution to the problem. He refers to this as "retreating into their cave." In some cases they may literally retreat, for example, to the garage or spend time with friends. The point of retreating is to take time to determine a solution. What is known is that men in their caves are not necessarily focused on the problem at hand, many times this is a "time-out" of sorts to allow then to distance themselves from the problems so their brains can focus on something else. This allows them to revisit the problem later with a fresh perspective.

This has historically been hard for women to understand because when they are stressed their natural reaction is to talk about issues in order to find a solution. This leads to a natural dynamic of the man retreating as the woman tries to grow closer. This becomes a major source of conflict between any man and woman.

看著，有點成長
明白了我要怎樣做


我會重新看一遍

sit back & relax

i didn't need any think tank.

just sit back and relax sha

***

當我今早在他家中看到日本東北又發生７級的地震時

我在想地球變得恐怖，大家都不知道下一秒就會發生什麼
看完之後
我只想抱著他

boring trip

i m in hongkong, back from Bahrain & Singapore

bahrain



bahrain is a quiet trip, not much to do, we can just go to have the lunch and walk around the arabian style market.
weather is too hot, its almost 38degree in the noon time, we both feel fainted when we walked under the sun for 20mins.
stay inside the room and mahjong, or reading alone ( i didnt join those other crew to drink those redwine or gold label which bought from flight )

i did tried those good food like the thai food, indian curry, KFC & Dairy queen
but its nothing special at all, and its a really a boring port

他們都是我們的孩子

its soo touch

earthquake

有些地方一鏟子下去就有五個人(屍體)
中國地震局消息，截至17日8時，共發生4級以上餘震143次
.....

these news are appearing on the TV, webpage , everywhere.
all pictures in the newspaper are just breathtaking & heartbreaking.
can u imagine 2.8million lives had been lost in only 5mins earthquake ?
can u imagine how serious of 7.8 magnitute earthquake ?the news said you even can't stand up......
can u imagine maybe you are the only survivor in the whole building ?

the news said government only can provide a very small amount of rice to each person per day.....
i feel bad that i waste half plate of sphagetti last night....

god bless those ppl still waiting for rescue...
u will see the light very soon, you will be fine....cheer up & have faith....

48 hours?! sighhhhhh

i m in england again.its freaky tired , uno, i seems didnt lay on a single bed ( even those bloody hotel bed ) for almost 48 hours.
Checked my roster, thanks god he gave me so many flights which i looking for: New york * taipei overnight * Paris.
roster is pretty tight, only 12days in Hong kong, meanwhile i can't off in all weekend..its pretty sad.
but anyway, i know the cabin crew game come to the end very soon. cuz what i wished had been come truewhen he said ' good , finally ' it made me feel touch :)

i m going to have a nap before the dinner with my sister and craig :) talk to u later, night night