The Day after tomorrow

I have seens <> yesterday. I think it 's lower than my expectation. But i think this genre of this kind of movie is quite difficult to be the perfect one.

Saw the graduation show today, suddenly it really make me to continue to study for 3 more years. But..it is so complicate..hmm..

prepare for my portfolio, not only for BFA interview, but also for my career..

Busy days

He seems recover..so good.
I am just hurry for my portfolio. and also editing for our first movie.
pk...my Premiere crack down... really kill me.

When can i end all that stuff?

星期一

血小板仍然沒有上升.
醫生也不准他離開...

ok

又進醫院了..希望快點有好消息.

看了<>, 很好看
今天要快點回去畫畫 . 和 準備portfolio.

第二天

轉了專科病房.
當我看到所有visitor穿著紫色袍, 心裡真是沉下去.
他說..這裡好得多, 有電視看, 有海景
是好或壞?
醫生的說話令大家鬆了口氣.
等待報告...

突如其來.

收到那個sms後, 心沉了一沉.對我來說, 這是一件大事..
我真不敢想像手術的過程.
5:45pm由apa趕到瑪麗醫院, 看見他躺在床上, 便立即想哭起來. 但我忍著.
當他說抽血的情況時, 就不禁想起一年前躺在手術床的情況..
真是想哭起來.
走的時候, 眼水已經湧出來..不想被看見, 說再見後便頭也不回..
行多幾步, 忍不著, 哭了.
令朋友立即連忙安慰.

無論如何....
感覺: 想哭

...

終於完了..
兩星期的Non-teaching period..
可以計劃去旅行了...
玩了一整晚...
今早的大計因為我的"玩了一整晚"而取消了...
想說的要說出..就這樣吧

today: Lee Ann Womack- I hope u dance

..

靜靜的.
雷聲...


感覺: 倦怠

...

等待自己..
發現自己雙手無力, 什麼也拉不住.

仍在做lighting project.

Today's: Air- Venus
感覺: 不安寧

nothing special

> 30/4.. Gary farewell party...quite touching ...and after that, went to karaoke overnight....

> 2/5.. watch Jiang Hu at IFC. And I saw my beloved

> Today, start the work of dance2 from 2:00pm and finish at 11:00pm.....like in the hell...and this kind of living need to continue until next week....

> Conversation with Shadow today, it puzzle me, I know which thing i should choose. but...

> I dun want this, can the situation change back to the old days ?

Today: Lily cbou chou - I see you You see me
感覺: 愚蠢

0724 again.

27/4 - 0724 again.
It's really cool eating the water-melon at the tech ent during the mid-night.

Its really afflictive for me...need to deal with paper work even i am totally exhausted.
28/4 - 0924.?!

Today's: coldplay- scientist

感覺: Dying

Theatre aesthetic Essay.

Sick..so skip the lesson......
And start writing the essay for theatre aesthetic lesson

The book The Routledge companion to Aesthetic.........big challenge to me ...
1000 more words to go....

p.s. really want to buy lomo lc-a...but no money


todays- A nation rejects

感覺: 分心

The experiment 死亡實驗

The experiment
Watch the movie The experiment this morning with classmate..I think it is quite cool except the ending.....

still in the trap....

The experiment 死亡實驗

The experiment
Watch the movie The experiment this morning with classmate..I think it is quite cool except the ending.....

still in the trap....

Thoughts

Went Swimming yesterday night, seems better...
Recently, i think i am not physically exhausted...it seems like mentally....

Pressure? hmm...3 more to go.

Watched the DVD Three colours- Bleu It is more peaceful and calm than i expected.


How can I control my thoughts?

Today's: The cranberries - dying in the sun

感覺: 煩擾

0724...睏...　

...

Have a talk with Zoe today. When she cried at open air theatre, i just want to light up a cigarette...just want to light it up

Watch a movie < Goya in Bordeaux >with mesodo, gorgeous!

my leg...seems handicap

感覺: 深思

stuff

Have a talk with gary today..we just talk about my future, my career, my worry...
will i be a applied artist in the future ?

Feel better after running...

I think i am too calmed yesterday..but today...unhappiness start to rise up to my head..

respect all the thing..
where's the truth?

發現自己雙手無力, 什麼也拉不住.

無題.

他由北京回來了
是時候要說再見

..

心很小的時候，世界就變得很小，
小的看不起一片美麗的樹葉。
心很亂的時候，路就變得很多，
我們都是這樣走失的.....

感覺: 和平