Thursday, July 5

Two Movie-star bfss


Fung Ching Ching
Hui Man Keung
Jude Law

it lighten me up all day :DDD

Jun 08 England Jun 09 Canada


妹妹說了她明天會去Oldbury 看她將會買的有花園的房子
我又用我喜歡的google earth 在上空向下望, 一排一排的房子
如果明天成事的話
2008年6月我在英國了 :)

之後Ar B 對我說2009年6月我們應該會在Canada了
我又用google earth去看看這我未到過的地方. 這是男友熟識的地方
2009年6月
你會不會帶我到河邊飲著咖啡釣魚 ?
你會不會帶我到你曾經住過每一個地方 ?
你會不會帶我到國家公園 ? 我想見熊印
你會不會帶我到你做part-time的地方 ?
你會不會帶我在你說最好味的steak house? 我要一客五成熟
你會不會帶我到你以前常去的big mart ? 我要和你一起推著trolley買你之前最喜歡買的食物
你會不會駕著車帶我到你熟識的道路上? 我想感受你做送餐時的情景
你會不會帶我到你讀的大學裡 ? 我想坐在草地上和你拍一張照.
最不好的就是是6月沒有北極光吧! 我想聽到你所說的北極光發出的小聲音

我想感受你以前生活的點滴
就是這樣簡單不過了

Wednesday, July 4

definition

pretty. lovely. romantic. sweet. cute. stylish. talented. artistic. surprise. humble. polite. friendly. nice. witty. strong character. tender. caring. sexy. attractive. funny. talkative. thoughtful. humurous. interesting. naughty. moody

really ?

**

he have no chance.no matter what. okay ?
i m looking forward to the next ring
i m looking forward to our road trip in canada same as ur dream
:)
給鄰居阿苗的信:

1. 咕嚕肉/雞球/蝦球
2. 粟米斑塊
3. 西檸雞

我是太強了
但係我唔岩你 嘩哈哈哈哈

p.s. 收貨嗎?
****

congrat, my buddy
你們的同居生活正式開始
很lum呢

快點買你們的plasma和ps3
期待housewarming
祝快快樂樂

我看到妳的將來了

Tuesday, July 3

iphone scratch test & drop test by PCworld


iPhone launched in U.S. already, and it s the hot topic around the world.
see the video, the scratch / Drop test
see? i think tats must be my coming next cellphone cuz it suit me reli

my coming mobile can be dropped on the floor whenever i want XDDDD

Jun 30 . Jul 1 . Jul 2.


星期五的晚上與阿muel吃過晚飯, 最高興都就是看到Hermes的Once upon a silk exhibition.
之後買了甜品搭了叮叮等著男友晚上十時半下班. 好像是第三個星期了.
和他到了Ar c 的生日party @ Mint, Hollywood road.太high-end了. 十二點鐘到一點鐘走.=.=

星期六日和他家人在一起. 感覺是很舒服 :)
到china massage.看了一齣電影. 晚飯. 很relax.
看電視時掃著tabby的小頭, 她漸漸合了眼睛. 她很是relax
晚上時掃著男友的tummy, 一兩分鐘後他的symphony就會出現..我相信他也是很relax =p

星期一的假期也是很充實的渡過, 縱使男友也要上班了
早上麥當當和男友的早晨全餐, 之後在starbuck一大杯咖啡 & 小說. 十一點到就開始出發到金鐘買周年禮物.
回到中環到了aunt的office做沒太幫忙的助手, 可能我的低能行為反而令aunt笑得開心.所以我是aunt的cheerleader xD
再和aunt吃過下午茶.再和她在她office裡我一邊打著psp, aunt一邊啪啪地按著計算機, 一起講講話
這個沒有計劃的假期反而過得很得意

不太高興是男友對我送的GODIVA一點反應也沒有.
晚上時還問我為何不打電話給他.提也沒有提那些朱古力我還以為自己放錯了位置
>.< 可惡. 自己食左佢冇咁嬲

happy 17th month anniversary
又anniversary ?! 是的...這次是和 aunt uncle的紀念日 :)

p.s. GODIVA 和 Goffery from Aunt’s colleague. thx..

Saturday, June 30

photoblog- 月圓,又睡不著了

拍於星期五晚凌晨三點三十分。星期五心情怎都有點不妥
星期六日心情就會回復
一至四又變回一條好漢
一晚半晚,還可以吧。

Friday, June 29

apa grad. ceremony 27.06

28-06-07 / APA grad. ceremony

back APA to visit my schoolmate's art pieces. :)
tats a very nice night cuz i didnt meet my pal for ages. felt so great and it remind me the old days in APA. harsh days nights with less than 4hours to sleep every nights. but its s very good place to explore and learn, with very great schoolmates and mentor..

Meanwhile this night, my DC start to try 2 lens from Simpson. woo, it reli can take a better pic. but it costs hkd3000 each, tats costy...mmm..
But the bad thing is theres a len which can do a very SUPER-wide angle photo, so whom stand near the rear will become fat...>.<

After the grad. ceremony , we 10ppl went to Dai Pai Dong at Prince Edward. yummy and cheap.. and i felt so happy cuz it seems like i m going back to school again...horray....

and i felt happy is i can get all my pals's msn and mobile no. :)

Thursday, June 28

BBB party pic

taken in BBB birthday party 23Jun. i had spend almost 1min to find out where i m in the original pic.
this one looks better a lot cuz i juz amend it by photoshop ^.^


Wednesday, June 27

Muel Funny quotes

* '近來你見我同埋講電話仲多過你男朋友喎' sigh......... >.< IMG_0243
*他在的士唱著Janice的離家出走, 我說 '做咩你會唱衛蘭?' '下?似你喎,你衛衛地架喎' 他回答. '即係點' 我當然追問 . ' 下? 你比我既感覺好似, can't fully explain呀!' 我心想: 點似呀.最少我D中文講得好正先啦
* ' 我瘦左就代表我真係好鐘意佢 ' ding...
* ' 今日發現做野做得好好,好有交帶,發現我工作的能力係冇問題 ' 他說 '下 ? 你而家辭左工一日得個廿個email,唔係唔掂呀?! 你有時間到可以check埋spelling同埋grammer喎 ' 我答 . hoho
*在HMV裡, 他說 ' 知唔知情侶最好唔好睇咩類型既戲呢 ? 就係你會預計到佢有續集既. 好似我同佢可以睇晒 Lord of the ring 三集, 但最後我地都唔可以一起睇 Spiderman 3 同埋 Shrek 3. 咁你話一個人睇唔睇好啦 ? '
* '我一日講唔夠廿句野,點算呀 ?'
* '你係我朋友入面浪漫派頭三甲 '
* '我要台北既蜂蜜蛋糕,買比我 ! 如果唔係,唔幫你Plan英國行程' 我說 . '好呀! 兩片夠唔夠 ?' 他回答
*'你可唔可以係日記度寫得我講既野型D呀 ?'


如果一開始就想找你的天使,往往徒勞無功. 倒不如你先去做他人的天使,給人依賴,給人力量
最後, 她也會成為你的天使, 一起沒有憂傷. 有她就會最後的天堂
你會遇到的

Tuesday, June 26

23-26

23.06.07 (Sat) Foon*Paggy Red Bomb Day
Red bomb from Paggy & Foon.HKD 500 will leave me very soon.wuwu. went to their apartment at Tsuen Mum.
this gathering included 30th , 29th and 28th Setting teammate... :) about 20 people when i took this pic. (coz i know it ended @4:00am and getting more and more ppl after i left )

So envy these two 25yrs-old couple:
lived in a nice 600ft apartment, with a lovely Corgi, 2 batches of wedding photos at Taipei & H.K. , Honeymoon in Greece, and the most important thing is Paggy can QUIT her job for half year to prepare the wedding..gosh... @.@

played Mahjong with Andrew those experts again , wuwu..i lost again. seems forget how to play GuangDong mahjong lu :( but i tried a new card game Picturelogy with Andrew this artist. and We win easily. designer + artist this combination rocks of coz !Yeah!

left early after that, reached cwb and met my bf at 10sth. and went to bbb Karaoke Birthday Party. we juz wanna try Wii when we entered the room:Tennis, Boxin, baseball, lol. and I won most of the time ..Finally, i joinned those crazy game, Crazy Kelvin keep asking the waiter to add more alcohol into the drink.. omg.. all drinks is too difficult to drink @.@

my mood had a slightly change after little drink, i do admit it. especially when my mood is not very stable. alrite. i think i will try not to drink in this period of time :)

24.06.07 / 19th Month Anniversary :)
feel happied when i wake up at his home. but i think we should go to his place earlier next time , dun wanna the noise of my high-heel, sound of door-opening will disturb aunt and uncle's sweet dream, and it is a kind of courtesy as well :DD ' I m the Lai Mao BB ar ma '
took quite many photos in the morning:) and i got some super cuttie photos..hohoho. My sunday is spent inside the computer mall, hang around in a computer mall, dinner with Uncle and Aunt.

met aunt at least once per a week in last 2 months. but i didnt met for aunt from Mon to Sat last week. =.=
so on sun. morning , juz sms aunt and tell her i Miss her already. And before dinner, i also wanna date aunt and uncle. i also dial to aunt and said " Aunt 我好掛住你呢. 你係邊呀 ? "
Bf smiled when he heard it ( and i also asked him to do the same as me too )...

dun be jealous, aunt is my bf as well.
yee. i got a idea of making surprise in sudden..keke :)

p.s. i like to watch that Taiwanese Soap ' Bak Sik Guen Tap' , esp. when ar b beside me.

*******

Letter to ar b:
mm...after ur Mumbai trip. On ur first working day 4th June, u off at 9...and today 26th June, it should be the 4th week after u back.
The workload seems getting much severe, need to work till 10sth, even u need to skip ur beloved Basketball practice...

You are concerning the chance of dating is getting lesser whearas i m concerning ur mood since work till 10 will becoming worst. Dating time. mm, i think its should be ok ge. but work till 10sth on Fri. is sooo harsh.
Will pick u up if u wanna meet me even how late u off(Choi~~) no matter wat. ho ng ho??
And during sat. and sun. i will be yours :)
Luckily, u can spend time with me and ur family at the same time too, hehe :) Aunt do help us alot.
thxxxx
Really wish ur workload can getting lesser and the situation will become better :)

But when u tell me about Delay of shift dept, i feel bad for u cuz u may need to suffer till Aug lu.
But be positive, really wish those indians can handle it well after this month.

Will support u all the time, no matter what. so now, i will try to be ur personal assistant, to buy u the battery for ur alarm, to buy u the O2 pen, to search Free Ram Stick...=D

印度人點樣先可以做野做快d呢 ?
或者係,再快多一d呢?





Guess how many circles on his table ?

I will get u a Big Prize if u can answer it ( correctly of coz ) ..hehe

Friday, June 22

start going up


SaiLow seems like my New DC more than my previous one. he gave me lots of pose this morning =)
...

This week, times flies quickly. i think Holiday on Tue really helps alot .
Uno, i m going to recover lei, i can have a nice sleep most of the night , its should be the first week i can have a nice sleep since bf's Mumbai trip. And i can get my PSP out from those trash and continue my game.

Workload is okay for me, i got something to do meanwhile i still can doing some personal stuff e.g. i can typing my blog and i feel happy last night cuz my chief juz approval the artwork I create by hand. i didnt need to revise again, juz enlarge it and draw it in ai is okay ...Horray!!!

...
Wed. 20.06.07
it s the most nervous nite cuz i reli dun expect i will going to watch the game, so when my bf said " i can make it ! " heartbeat faster and i wanna ditch all guys and going home
Finally, i juz pull myself up and start going to Central and met those guys ( thanks you for support , i feel warm )you can tell i m so nervous juz thru my gesture cuz i m just bitting my finger.
Bf will comfort me from time to time, holding my hand tightly. mm. juz like i m the 3-years-old child who start going to the kindergarden. my dad 's big rough hand juz squeeze my little hand tightly. but this child juz keep thinking ' i m soo nervous , i wanna pee " ( sorry for my woodern to bf too )
I had met my buddy in final. i know she was trying hard to smile to me. and meanwhile she also create some topic to ease the tense. thxx. sorry for my wooden coz i m so nervous.i feel better after a little chat. at least i dun feel any emberasement at all. I think we should have a better chat and shopping later .
i will waiting for shop with u at Megabox. hehe

I feel suprise is she had asked me whether i remembered this court or not. OF COZ! she accompanied me to go there and gave him that paper bag. and we both pointing at the spot we seat. tats touched !

About the game , Jesus. i didnt concentrate onto it. I even didnt watch bf's performance. .. coach's teaching ( she look quite Ying lei ) and then supper after the game . and i reached home @ 2:00AM..oh my god...
but i know i deserve to go there. coz it s the bf's first game since mumbai trip. ( 6weeks already ) and i can meet my buddy

......
Thurs 21.06.07
met my Poly uni. buddy Joey in final. sorry for ditched last week .. >.<
Sun Po went to play Tarot card i asked about My career and bf's career .

Sha: My senior had already recognize my performance and ability meanwhile i can learn wat i want. However, i feel the prospect or the career path is not clear ( ABSOLUTELY !!) PLUS I cant get what i deserve. So my involvement will getting lower and wanna leave in this 6-9months. He told me i will change my job. but i need to change my job TWICE and get the job I want in final. good salary and i can learned ( However, I need to change my job in a very short span of time like 3months ..Oh) He said i will change to other industry after current one, after that i will quit quickly and finally i will going back to the industry I belong to.. mmm....

Let's see ..time can prove it.

Joey: rmb, u had promised Thur is the last day to talk about that jerk ans cry for that jerk.. cheer up!!

....
Fri. 22.06.07
have a very very nice chat on msn with my sis during working hour..hehe.
Glad that bald guy wanna make the promise to u . I m really envy but i can tell, u need to "ai" even after that. And i think Jun 2008, I have to be there coz it is the Ma's family Important issue. England again!!!!!
She knew my story too " Oh, i still rmb that sweet tender kiss " wahahaha.. gig die gloria.

Breakfast : 1egg + 2sausage + a glass of milk + bring him to work = good gf..not gf, is WIFE.. ( i will do that for my future husband of coz )
PLUS she gave me a very funny " What?" gif. wahahha.. it lightened me up all day

Fri night. Bf need to work till 10sth.
Muel dine with me and accompany me to wait my bf. He is the Punk Rock & Permissive guy. Wake up ! u still in ur beautiful fantasy world.
Dinner after and going to central and pick him up. and i bought him the Dou Sa Bei ..give a big hug to him of coz.

he worked so hard these few weeks already.. Big Hug and Big kisssses....

抱抱抱抱抱抱抱抱BBBBBBB, BB想抱ARB

Thursday, June 21

19-06-07/ SaiKung Muel 350D vs Sha 400D

19.06 端午節. 與阿傻muelmuel去測試我的新機.嘩哈哈
新機很輕.去旅行都完全沒有問題呢..嘻嘻. 手感當然不夠, 不過質素不錯 (不過仍然很懶未看完那user manuel =p )
天氣很熱. 但西貢仍有很多小狗四處走. 吃完下午茶再飲了半枝啤酒,很舒服呢.

*心情始終有點不安 ,心情回復也不是一時三刻可做的,可控制得到的.
加上可能是因為聽著他自己以及他爸爸的故事,也實在有點怕那看不到的將來
7:00pm後的相片看上去也比之前moody一點

地球在轉, 所有東西也在變化 :三年半的愛情辛苦經營,之後只需短短時間就立即潰不成軍
不過男友前幾天也說: it just like the red wine, the longer time it keep, the richer it tastes. :) Have Faith

muel也對我提及他的台北五月天trip+英國trip
嘩哈哈,我當然會贊成呢.我也是浪漫主義者: to end the previous relationship during Taipei trip. and then start ur new life during the England trip :) Add oil & Move On !!



p.s. 今次初賽勝負已定.嘩哈哈
p.s.ii 男友晚上的主意蠻不錯 =)
p.s.iii. 給男友的手信 ,去邊都會掛住他呢...嘻嘻.很warm呢.


Tuesday, June 19

藍眼睛


作一場冒險的表演
走過千秋萬歲 寂寞的雲煙
下雨天 沒有地點可以擱淺
拍一張分別的紀念
努力遠走高飛 失眠的海面
地平線 彩虹消失在一瞬間

angela*sodagreen
best duet. :)
juz realize we got one more common interest

Wednesday, June 13

被ipod作弄了

今早在巴士上面聽著iPod. 8:30am
第一第二首歌..
都不知道是不是它在玩弄我...

....
我撐起所有愛圍成風雨的禁地 擋狂風豪雨 
想讓你喘口氣 被劃破的信心 
需要時間痊癒 夢想纏著懷疑 
未來看不清 就緊緊的擁抱去傳遞
能量和勇氣 我愛你

哪裡都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌 一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意義
....

...
你有說過 我要記得以後
誰人才是女友
玩樂時候 別要太自由

我答應過 我會記得回去
如常熱愛工作
然而別妨礙牽手


應該記得 記得
記得 陪住你

應該 記得記得
記得非常時期

守著承諾直到滿足你
說服你別再生氣

...





8:38 am 就哭了 >.<


p.s. dear friends, i will tell in suitable time. pls dun give me any opinions at this moment, i m exhausted. i need to move on.
i know u guys luv me , caring me and support me no matter wat. i luv u all.
juz give me some time.

Thursday, June 7

wat else you want to get ?

i had a very nice talk with lu tonight. i like this call
he told me about his job. he got a very bad boss. a terrible 40-years-old single woman. he told me about i-phone latest status
he told me about my old buddy do in recent.

i start realize my job is not very bad.
i can get some archievement at least. i can off my work on time. i can get my salary on time, i can work in the industry i like. i can checking my personal stuff, i can reading the magazine, i can install any software i want, i can asking for creative suite 3. i can do wat i want......
wat else you want to get ?
wat else you want to get ?
wat else you want to get ?

cheer up, i dun want a crying face on the next morning.
i will sing a song in my heart..
do you wanna listen ? la.la.la...opps. sorry, tats for myself only.



i wanna help .
to help someone who had helped u before *to think to explore to assist to blame to take care of to treasure

suddenly, i wanna get all my old pics back.
esp. the pic taken when i got my pmac on the first day. i look so small when i stand next to it.
where is it ?


瘦小

朋友說著 ' 你又好像瘦了一點吧! '
我本不怎麼留意, 上星期病倒加上天氣炎熱, 的確吃少了很多東西

今早, 洗白白之後圍著浴巾看著鏡子.
看見自己又好似又瘦小了一點.

之前Aunt也說我好像瘦了點. 她喜歡我有小小Baby Fat的臉. 她用可愛/得意來形容
笑起來是甜甜的

現在.
下巴是真是太尖了點

但我上星期六還與twinzen每人到Haagan-Daz 吃了兩個雪糕球上星期一病到死既時候與zoe吃著雪糕Pao冰
上星期四到Jan吃晚飯再吃了那酒釀小丸子.
上星期五與Muel吃飯時還吃了兩個水晶飽..
昨晚muelmuel逼我食兩塊pizza, 飲左半大杯Hoaeegarden

好奇怪啊!
去晒邊呢?

Monday, June 4

Little Indian is Back. its good to be back ~!!

3rdJune was a big day to me. i wake up at six thirty when my cell had received his sms in Mumbai Airport.
wake up officially when i received Aunt's sms on ten thirty.
About twelve, i received his sms when the flight had stop over Bangkok.

he told me we would meet in several hours later.
my hand didnt being holded by anyone for 3 weeks already. My lips didnt being kissed by anyone for 3weeks already.
about one, i start on the way to airport. to welcome him home.

3:20pm CX750 from Mumbai to Honkong.at Arrival Hall B, i chew my gum, stand in the middle row. i m thinking how to make a little surprise.
3:50pm. i saw theres a tall big Black T-shirt guy with a Lovely hairstyle coming out from the gate. When i wanna look at his face clearly, my cell rang. Thats my bb's phone no.wanna pick up his call but the ring stopped.
I raised up my head again.He saw me..smiled shyly.. its him. that tall big black t-shirt guy

i really cant expected wat will i do when i saw him. i guess he juz smile at me and doing nothing. But..I knew he missed me ..cuz he hugged me softly:)
after tat, i juz like those Koalas, holded his arm tightly and dun let him go away :)

wake up with him this morning.
i like the warm feeling. i like he playing my arms and my back when we are watching TV together. i like having the breakfast with him on the table this morning. i like smiling at him when i having the fishball.i like hugging him to sleep. i like his on-board wearing style: Blk T-shirt + Basketball Short+ Blue Slipper =p. i like his left leg putting on my legs when he is going to sleep. i like watching his forehead when he is sleeping. i like rubbing his tummy. i like his smile when he saw me in the airport. I like his smiles and he asked ' Dim Gai Gei ?' when i say i luv u to him. i like he is holding my right hand during on the way to central even the bus is terribly hot.I like him holding my hands when we crossed the road under IFC building. I like watching his sweat drops continuously from his hair down to his neck.
i like my title.
i like my title especially when he called it.

3weeks . time flies.
and its 1.5 years too. time flies too.
i really believe it is our greatest gift of our 1.5yr anniversary. I know it affect our relationship
to be sweeter.


i miss him already.

Friday, June 1

Why i thought like this ?

i start to know i got a very childish thoughts. my thoughts juz like those toddlers.
just like, i cry crazily and even lying on the floor and asking my dad to buy me the barbie when i saw my neigenour get one. Even sha sha this little kid didnt like Barbie this doll.

I cant be like tat anymore.

For me, he is not my neigebour, he is not the stranger to me.
I should count as 'we’ , not ' he and i ' , not 2 individuals
then, it s meaningless to compete with him at all
Our aim should be the same. so , we should comforting each other, assisting each other and appreciate each other. not competitor.

it is his last working day in Mumbai.
and i knew he did a great job really . its time to share his happiness.

Wednesday, May 30

call

昨晚發現自己有點氣喘後, 立即吃藥, 連psp都不想打. 立即睡覺set定alarm: 1:30am
1:30am起床, 發現原來只不過當地時間 11:00p.m.
打到去酒店reception " Pls help to divert the call to Room No. 1216 ,thanks! "
發現沒有人接聽.


之後再set多一次alarm: 1:50am
alarm未響之際收到他的sms. 我立即再打電話
打到去酒店reception " Pls help to divert the call to Room No. 1216 ,thanks! "
他接聽了
" Hello! " 他說

" Mister, Hello, do you need any special services ? " 我用我那sexy voice說
" Yes " 他竟然說
" So which kind of Special services you want ?" 我再玩下去.
" Pardon ?" 他回應

都唔好玩既.
" 下? 你想要special services 咩? " 我一說中文他就知道我是誰呢.
" 下 ? 我聽到Room Services jar! 我諗住打錯cut線架啦......你有special services 俾我咩?!" 他答

激死 >.<


p.s. 點都有一次set alarm 打電話比佢.. 嘻
p.s. 附圖為windy給我的即沖蕃茄湯, thx!!

Tuesday, May 29

starting of the 3rd week

it is the start of the 3rd week.. everything comes to normal except i m stay inside my home now, typing this entry coz i had applied the sick leave today.>.< >

THINGS TAT I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST WEEK:
fixed my iPod again, tax repay stuff, finished the 1st season of LOST, Virtual Tennis rank.58, dine with CW colleague, one party, stayed with my family for the whole day, finished For One more day, and starting with My sister's keeper. tidied half of my room ( but i reli dun have energy to tidy up in these 2 days.. )
BUT THE WORST THINGS I HAD DONE IS, i ditched Melolo and Ava this week... sorrrry


p.s. i need to go to see the doctor now. see you soon !

**
26th May.Sms sent:
Guess where i m, i m top of the world, and i saw there s a candy jar from Harrods on one's desk. My memory is flashing back . our first Karaoke. Our first game: U had pick up the right cup mat. and i had pick the right one on tat night too

26th May, sms received:
...i m at the Arabian Seaside, sun is setting..miss u......
...hehe, conrs...want me to wai u ma ..hehe.. open ur mouth la.......


his sms. made me smile all the time. He got improved.. =p
and my sms..wahah, tats my expertise of coz.

Saturday, May 26

A.Buyer Search

dinner*/ CW colleagues

I can sense They all wanna me back into the industry.
But i still wanna play around =p


Zoe talked about Dior Assistant Buyer. XDDD
I DO. I REALLY DO.
I will come to assist no matter wat, coz it is the first step to become buyer this challenging but crucial post ..
And the most important is ' tats Dior ' .. lol...

*but i reli not expect i can get that, but this made me think i can searching Assistant Buyer as the next job.


都係challenging的工作岩我多d.. hehe

p.s. I think i will ditch her tonight.umm.. tats is not wat i wish coz i date her at the first moment. But i m really scared, i knew i will not very nice to her if she said sth non-sense.
And her intensive callss, her intensive dating....
There is 2 different world. How can i deal with this issue ?

Friday, May 25

To her, To him and To my dear

To Her, and Him
As a normal girl, Boyfriend is a very important person in her little world.

*Stick together for 24 hours all the time without boredom (but it should have 1 day to do personal affairs)
*Wanna share her life, her everything to you ‘I had tried a very nice Lasagna tonight..blahblahblah... ‘
*Didn’t expected you had placed her as the first priority, but she wished she will be in the first two.
*She gave a lot of surprise to you all the time, Lets do something for her too ! the little surprise u did will drive her to put more effort onto this relationship unconditionally.
*Hope u will thinking about her when u are free. Just called her and say some moliu word also can made her feel better
*Please made her happy even u knew she was short temper without any reason.
*Dont treat her words so seriously when she was in short temper. “ I don’t wanna talk, hang up the call please !” Please remember DO NOT hang up the phone.
*Please appreciated and say thank you when you received the gifts.
*Please remember she will be worry if you are not by her side especially you go out for a drink or partying.
*Don’t forget her when you hang out with your friends*
Please give her a call to say goodnite even you are so tired. If she lived with you, please remember to give a warm hug and a goodnite kiss before sleep . it is the sweetest lullaby

Maybe you thought Girls are the very demanding creative. ( But as I knew there are sooo many girls with more and more demand )
But if you really like her and cherish her , it is not difficult to do tat, coz you just do it from your heart. It is not an order.
Meanwhile. Both need accomondate each other. If you just persist your ideas, it never works.

Girls have to do is , Appreciated all the time & Believe him.

* That is for HE of us.
Thanks for you giving, ur tolerance and ur effort. You are quite good sometimes. LOL.
Aunt had asked me why I can accept your bad things.
But frankly, I had asking myself why you can accept my bad things too..Hohoho.

Your bad things may not very bad to me , and vice versa. Luv.

23-05-07 / Aunt’s Nite.

Had a wonderful dinner w/ aunt at Soho.
Talk talk talk 4 hours without stop.
work + study + love + friendship
Caeser Salad * fettucine with Salmon * Apple Crumble ( freshly baked with 2 Big Ice-cream Scoop )
Yummmm

aunt juz asked to stop thinking sometimes.
How can i stop ?
Hows the world will be if my brain had stopped for few mins ?
I m thinking about that too. *_*

p.s. start to know the hardship of being the parent.
p.s will bring bf to come here again, he must luv tat dessert

Thursday, May 24

18th month anniversary *

18th Month Anniversary*

18th month = 1 and a half year
the feeling is back when we talked on the phone. its juz like miracle,
it warm my heart thru tat bloody device.


we are far away in distance , 2700km
when i phoning to his side, the signal juz like the beam light
strike up up up high to the sky ,
hit da telecommunication satellite
and reflect it to the place he stay
in 15seconds.


i m looking up the sky now,
finding that lovely satellite

tats our linkage
thx, my little satellite


yeung mei mei lo lo* happy 18th month anniversary
it juz like the red wine, the longer it keep, the richer it taste

Wednesday, May 23

Norah Jones - Thinking about you

When you sail across the ocean waters,
And you reach the other side safely,
Could you smile a little smile for me?
'cause I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you,
I'll be thinkin' about you...

Long-Distance Love

這不是我熟識的命題
在我而言 Long-D love是殘忍的
今天是他完成了他的business trip的一半. 令我體會了丁點兒
那很不實在,很不安全的感覺

他有在想我嗎? 他會變嗎? 大家會否熟習了沒有對方的日子嗎?
你會變得很多很多的疑問
在香港時, 見面又或者是幾個來電幾個Email幾個sms.
愛情變得實在
就算吵一次大交, 一個抱抱令大家火氣冷卻了一截
現在個多星期的分離, 沒有msn, 沒有來電, 只依靠著一個半個的電郵和 "就住就住打"的sms
感覺淡淡的

由初初第一個星期, 時時刻刻等待著回覆
你可知道等待總是變得很漫長
沒有回覆的時候就覺得自己在自言自語
開始心情差, 開始發脾氣


後來因為知道遙距開火得不償失, 不能真真正正解決問題之餘
又不能取我所想的慰藉
"好, 我忍 !!"
在Email和sms中避免問任何問題, 我所寫的一切務求他未必一定要覆
全篇也沒有一個問話符號
又或者當我真是很想問問題時,我也會寫下答覆
令 '如他真是沒有回覆時' 為自己心情作出舖路
"What did you get today ? i guess you should having spicy curry now, enjoy "
自問自答可能你會說是傻一點,但這確實是上策.

而且不要對這些東西有任何期望
他有sms,我故之然開心
但沒有sms時也不會失望,我還可以繼續打我的自言自語.
話雖如此
我仍在學習中
=.=

三星期還可以
三個月或三年?
我想死
>.<
不過這確實是一個訓練



不過現在反而擔心他回來時會否成為陌生人

Tuesday, May 22

recent

15-05-07 (Tue) / Aunt Nite.

Had a very nice dinner with aunt at Central. She was so happy tat her v.good boss will not leave . tats is a very good news lei
i agree tat a good peer group and a nice Boss are the crucial factors to make the staff to stay and work harder for the company. Tat’s why, i wanna leave.
Aunt gave me a very good opinion about my job , my further study and about the relationship. ^^

but i m reli question about next job title.. Senior Designer ?! i still not deserve to get this title, reli need to work harder

chat till the shop closed. lol..
it made me know more about him.


18-05-07 (Fri) / Twinzn Nite.

Dinner and Drink with Twinzn on Fri. nite...He had selected the dining place at Soho.
i luv that Angel's hair with Tomato sauce. bravo~

After the very full meal. he brought me a very “chinese opera” bar from frd's reccomondation. Unfortunately we LOST ...Walked for almost 1 hours. from Soho to SheungWan back and forth. It rains and i was wearing High Heel.uhhhhhhh......
it was the most exciting scene when we are walking downslope cuz he almost slipped down when he wearing his camper, not me...lol...

And the most hilirious was, we had realized tat bar juz near our dining place, juz next to "Gao Kee Out Nam".wat the HHHEEELLLL...

The worst part is He didnt DARE to go inside after the long march since alll muscular men was sitting inside the bar. it seems very gay...=.= but i wanna take a look...


In final, we juz went the bar we had been to. got 3 different drinks
Feel a bit high but i still can home by bus and even have a Long long-D conversation with my bf after home

19-05-07 (Sat) / shoppin day * shengzhen nite

being pissed after few sms i sent. coz NO RESPONSE reli. Whatever.
Join Windy and Kenny @ sushi place. And u know wat, they start arguing ( or u may say they are inching each other ), but it may a good sign to let ur second half to no wat made u feel sad/mad.

shopping with windy, but i bought nothing ( good for me..lol) except the candle. i luv tat sooo much
after shopped. want a beer and peanuts but our old place was packed. so we join Kenny to have a quick supper. And during the meal, Kenny suggest to go China..so we are going there at mid-nite..

i dun think we will going to club coz my feet was hurt badly meanwhile that place need referree to enter, but finally, kenny knew how to try a short-cut and we were there.
The place is quite nice but very crowded. Nice music of coz with lots of nice gal there too. we ordered the drink, but we both juz sip it once and throw it. tat taste juz like Industrial Alcohol...
it name should be Absolut Citron. oh my god, it will be out of my list FOREVER

we played juz 1 hour and sth..one boy came and said sth weird to me , and wanna played with me. ( I swear i m very good , juz stand next to Kenny n Windy )
dun wanna get any trouble, so we leave.

we went to the massage centre, it is the first time to go there during mid-nite. So many hongkonger were here. sleeping on the couch.
frds knew my mood is bad.....and you guys should know the matter after that in previous entries....

CUZ I GONE MAD ALREADY

p.s. but the massage technique are quite nice this time ^.^ and those technicians reccommend one Chinese Show to us. tats quite nice reli, both 3 of us reli concentrate on the TV screen when we having massage .

p.s. Kenny = 黑人? no way, “Hei Ren” is much handsome and cooler. he is one of my fav. in Taiwanese Show. lol

相信

早上7:30, 比平時的我清醒得多..
雖然天黑黑. 但心情也不錯. 不過如果今天是黑雨, 我一定會更高興
昨晚最後與男友的sms所說的句子串子文法錯得緊要
我知道我很累, 要睡了.

清晨6:30對我來說是睡得最熟的時間被友人來電叫醒.
我也很清楚這是很辛苦的, 例如上星期六因沒有sms就令我已經睡得不好.
一直哭著問我如何是好. 問我他在那兒. 問我他為什麼會變得那麼快.
問我他為什麼昨晚不上班. 問我他是否已有新女友
我點知姐 ?

6:30a.m - 7:15a.m.一共收到她的三個來電.
我於第三個電話終於按不止自己, 發了脾氣
而現在於11:00am來說, 我總共收到7個來電
叫她不要這樣, 但她偏偏要做.
現在她在他家中門口乾著等比死更難受
hopeless.

***
也是今早9:10, 也收到第二個友人的sms.
也是有關男友的失蹤
不過我相信他只不過是回家後太累, 忘記send sms 給你
事情不是你想的那麼嚴重

他只不過是傻下傻下的大男生
要變的總會要變
一起做個甜甜女友. 令他愛死你
相信吧

**
尤其聽了友人的追魂call 發現男友對我很是不錯
他很少會令我感到不安全
不過多一點就更好. 而且如果他不在香港也可令我感到安心就更更更好.


p.s.今早在上班途中拍下的, 給男友的
*
*

Monday, May 21

前傳

7:00 a.m. wake up with a very bad sleep of coz. swelling eyes with slighty headache. but i do wanna sleep again, cuz i need to convert something for my company... need to work very hard today.

after 7:40pm last nite, i thoughts for hours.
i start realize he may upset by me...
1st sms : txt him in sudden tat i was going to china to having the massage on sat. mid-nite.
2nd sms: txt him we might not going to drink cuz we need referree to enter .
3rd sms: txt him we had finished the drink and heading to massage centre.

*he maybe pissed off by my act.
i txt him last night and he admit his mood was being affected even he dont mind i go there. but he was upset since i juz sms him so sudden, said no drink but drink in final. and he fell asleep after rec'd my 3rd sms.

but wat i question is , why didnt he sms after he wake up if he really said he didnt forget me ?
maybe time zone difference reli . i wait for his sms for almost 12 hours. but he didnt send me the sms for juz 4 hours... mmm...

Let's tackle the problem, i dun wanna blame anyone then.
coz i do believe i did sth bad of coz.....
and now, u owe me 1 mins.. =p


*sorry honhon. i m so afraid u forget this tiny me in the other side of the world.

Sunday, May 20

one week gone

One week gone.

7:00 p.m.

back from china with windy and kenny.
i think i did wat i can and wat i want, juz keep update him where i had been to. before drink, after drink, going to massage center.. i did all i can,

i didnt received any sms back.
no sms to ask me to take care, no sms to tell me he had reached the hotel and sleep, no sms to tell me he was missing me....
no sms whatsoever. no one care.

i was worried he was not safe over there, windy had comforted me tat there's a very safe place and she should knew if they got sth happened.
i holded my cellphone for the whole nite to sleep last nite. nightmare even i slept on the coach. i give a hope to myself. "shasha, network should be sux and cant receive any sms from hk and oversea, you will get those txt when u back H.K. " unfortunately, i got my frd's sms, that should be the most saddest sms i get today.

3:00pm. on the way to h,k, -cellphone shut cuz of ran out of battery
good job. i dun need to check with my sms inbox from time to time. no expectation then.


7:40 p.m.

home. charging my cell now and no sms still ....
i txt him.. and he apologized and he said he had forget to charge his cellphone. he stayed inside the hotel for the whole day and he swam.
i feel myself stupid. i think i had expected too much.
he seems forget wat he promised before.

stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me stupid me

Friday, May 18

things i made/ did in recent


things i made in recent.
*********

這幾天想著同一件事* 昨日開始, 我想通了.之後再問之下,發現那些事我之前是知道的.
我要相信這一年多來, 自己看到的, 感受到的.不是要靠耳朵去聽.也要清楚知道過去的種種與現在是沒有直接的關係



而我發現我有點像小朋友發脾氣( 加上那件事影響)
雖然知道大家明明有時差,但當我發現已是十一時多的時候就想 " 好夜了. 又收唔到sms..唔send, 訓覺 ." (不過我明明知道那邊的時間只是9點多)
從今天起, 我要做回我愛的自己, send返那些 lum lum sms. (除非他激嬲我啦!)

而昨晚收到男友在印度寫給我的電郵.
內容只是講講他在那兒的非常忙碌的工作, 閑暇的時間不太多..
不知道為什麼, 一收這email就哭起來( 但之前我也收過他的email, 但總是不哭的)...這是自從他離開後第一次大哭起來...
我問自己 "你哭什麼?" 但我自己也不太清楚..我很想他吧.
當時,我在想他他的抱抱.


WAT I HAD DONE ( till 18th may ) 好似冇咩.. *Virtual Tennis rank 196 *LocoLoco完成 *1/3 of For one more day *juz date 2 OLD buddy - Twinzn & Bo * dinner with aunt
WITHIN 26TH MAY *買畫布+起稿 *Resume *報稅表 *買VCD (and watch one of them ) *studied the details of that course. *get the book from Pageone *bring ar b sai sai out * tidy up my room, yuck.*Intensive Hair mask and facial mask.

事實上,這星期很快過, 我也很乖的渡過.
難過只大多於晚上在家10:30pm與睡覺前之間的時間...
但發現要加油了...很多東西要做呢


Wednesday, May 16

16.05.07/Nice Dinner with Bo @ Habitu , TST

Ordered Salad + Pizza.+ Choco Sofflies ( luv Parma Ham quite much ) ..yum...thx. your selection is best for me.


chatted a lot ( and inched each other a lot as well), thx for giving me those neutral comment, it reli help. u are my think tank reli

have a walk at 星光大道 too (so many chinese freewalker lei )
thanks for ur care on the bus. so caring.

I didnt know whether u are joking or wat, But u should think more clearly. Did she changed alot ? she may not the same as u thought. see ? u guessed it's 5 , however it's 9... she changed.

I had checked about the first movie we watch:
Fair Game in1995, See? i rmb that, the actress is 90's super model Cindy Crawford really. lol.

*connection

The distance between Mumbai and Hong Kong: about 2670 km
Time zone differ. +8 GWT vs +10.5 GWT
Hours of Flight : 7 hrs.
H.K*China*Vietnam*Burma*Thailand*Bangladesh*India*Mumbai

sms sent at 6:00pm whereas received at 3:30pm
going to work at 8:00am whereas the sun still not rise up .
planning to go into the bed whereas enjoying the indian curry supper.

when I miss him . where is he ?
Dododdoododoo...no signal...we lost the contact


maybe juz like those sms, dissipated in the air.

@6:00pm 15.05.07

we talked thru Long distance call last night.
i feel happy
seems connected again.

^.^

@10:20am 16.05.07


Tuesday, May 15

self-regulating

昨晚和家人吃飯. 那些小菜水準很低, 但仍見到媽媽的笑容. 不過最衰的是我為了溏心風暴而忘記帶ar b 細路散步 =p
昨日與muelmuel的msn... 實在令人擔心
多謝lolo對我說的旺夫鼻 (不過也不知道是讚還是彈 =.= )

**
這二天總是很疲倦似的.可能睡得不太好. 大多於凌晨四時起床. 幸好, 還睡得著
可能就中了我之前的寓言: 病菌怕我悶吧. 出來打個招呼呢.
開始喉嚨痛加頭痛... sigh....

男友離開了第三天. 心情也沒有什麼
昨晚收到他的電郵, 說他好像有時收不到我的sms. 他沒有帶laptop, roaming call 又貴, 又未買phone card...
他給我他酒店的電話, 不過我想等他最忙的工作settle down後才打電話吧, 而且真是要問清楚酒店收費事宜.
而電話卡也不用急於一時, 星期六日才買也未遲
反正暫時lost contact 都還可以呢...我也不急著要和他正式通話


Aunt與我也同樣認為. 今星期五六是就最心情低落的時間.
So, Let's wait n see.


我知道我是一個很痳煩,想得太多, 而問題多多的女人. Wahaha.
你們對我的忍耐力實在高得很..
感謝你們, 我愛你們...muahhhhh.kiss u all...


p.s. 溏心風暴很好看, 叫爸爸幫我錄起今晚的一集 ^.^

Sunday, May 13

第一天. 13/05

*在家.心情還好。
這幾天與男友和他家人到了澳門.
昨晚與他一起pack行李。時間很快,今天是13/5這大日子


十一點到了機場。真的沒有哭呢。讚我呀~
之後還和aunt到了看眼鏡,又下午茶.....說了非常多的話
她令我知道有些東西預先憂慮也沒有用,倒頭來發現原來什麼事也沒有發生時就笑自己可能真是想太多了
想少點,令自己開心點,不是很好嗎 ?


*聽到友人說他有什麼的bad record。
我想,這對我沒有任何的意義。我也有林林種種大大小小的bad record
我相信我們可以打成平手吧. 而且我還相信可能略勝一籌 =p
我應該慶幸你對我誠實,你也應該慶幸我也對你誠實

我知道自己在進步中。
我會很好的
這是第一天


p.s. 决定在xanga的photo slideshow暫時刪掉,電腦wallpaper與screensaver換掉。以免賭物思人
p.s. 很喜歡和aunt一起。她和我想法很相同,但比我清晰得多^^



如果你因為我而誠實
...
我只要你一件如果的事
我會奮不顧身地去愛你





Thursday, May 10

交接儀式(part 2)

軍糧。三星期好像不夠。
明天再加。


一時一樣

sent @11:13am >.<

*when i start this relationship, i m not very attached to iti like hang out with friends, party / coffee till 2-3. Or even, i juz stay inside my home and movie.

during this year, i changed alot. I really attached to u attend less activities, seldom meet my friends, I had rearrange all friends's meeting during friday night and weekend to Weeksday.
If they are not available on weeksdays, i will plan for the next week.. i will try not to meet with them during friday nite n weekend.
In fact, i wanna tell is I m really willing to it. i love this kind of life. Do u like this ?and do u think am i sticky ?


sent @12:00noon

Wahhaa, its me again..............................
I can reply my own question now, though, u need to reply those question still... =p

* I like this kind of life, dun feel any boring or sth...i dun wanna get back to the messy life.... so i dun wanna change my current plan, but do u like this currrent things? if u need to do sth important, i will arrange myself ( w/ frd or alone both fine for me ) or i can be with u if it possible... i think u will think like the same, rite? U need to accompany me to study, wahaha
I reli wanna place u on the first priority to meet with during fri. / sat. /sun sometimes ~ will u happy with that ?

*Sticky ? I know i m not .. wahahha. juz i m fat pei sei on myself before.

p.s. i m wearing ur jacket, so warm now ^^




一時一樣.自己答返自己既問題 =.=
想點呢?mm....不過心情好就很好了.

Wednesday, May 9

4 days left

kinda unrest when I wake up this morning.. it's 7:10am. A very bluish Sky, his jacket accompanied me to sleep for the whole night.
realize today is Wednesday, 9th May. 3 days left.
Staring at the sky... Imagining how much i will miss him, imagining how lonely i will be when he is not here

I know*I know*
Unhappiness Arise is a very normal phenomenon , isnt it?

But as u see, i think i m getting mature. coz i suppose i will start this at 1sth May.. it had delay for 10days . I will recover very soon .

Monday, May 7

Next week sin. thanks

Soar throat* Nose Sneezing* Coughing* Start Headache


Still useless after the medicine last nite.
NNNOOOOOOO pls...
Next week sin ,ho ng ho ar ? >.<


*Thanks Ava's instant call when she rec'd my sick sms ^.^

preparation.

the previous weekend, preparation for him n myself:


*went India Yahoo Search Engine to find the cheapest mobile network serives provider.
*bought PSP in final, lol. with my fav. gamesss.... i can playing game and think lesser....game time. HOORRAAY
*found sandal, long pants, wet tissues....
*bought For One More Day by Mitch Albom non-library edition in final. need to finish it within 3 weeks
*The thing i need to do for him is getting much vivid and clear. I can start working on it very soon
*found loads of infomation about Mumbai. like Weather, travel, food, malaria...thru PageOne and Internet
*found all the UNSEEN VCD / DVDssss from the messy shelf at home.
*Called my old buddies.

6 more days.

交接儀式(part 1)

5月6日交接儀式(part 1)正式開始:

*太陽油兩枝
* PSP 兩腳插頭乙個
*雜誌有關印度資料乙份
*Foot spray 乙枝
*飛機吹氣枕頭乙個^它陪我到了很多地方呢
*Baby Holga相機乙部
*Homer Simpson先生^慶幸他可陪?您

Home - south horizons - mumbai

Friday, May 4

手多多, 打手手

昨晚在家無無聊聊之下 download / update一下新的 widget.
Starry Night Widget 很有趣, 它令我看到久違的香港星空. ^.^

*後來昨晚手多之下一update Missing Sync. SHITTTT (本來我還在用Trial Version ...it cost US$39.99 lei),就唔比我用啦......嗚.......


都怪自己手多多 =.='

Thursday, May 3

gift

white * golden ribbon = his choice+my workmanship ^.^

Wednesday, May 2

K-swiss progress

K-swiss singapore
US side juz banned 6 of my total 50 design.... JUST 6 OF THEM ..lol....
so all remaining styles will be launched in Singapore & South-east asia if all things go smooth.....wahaha

reli made it.. I made it reli.


*but the coming time will be harsh....

Cheung Chau Trip , it is Sun-Po-Day



01.05.07/ Cheung Chau Trip , it is Sun-Po-Day..lol..

had the cheungchau trip / East-end brewery with Lolo to pre-celebrate her bday.

I ate lots : 1/2 boot-jai-go, 1/3 Guai-Fa-Go, 1/2 Chicken Stripes Salad + Orange Lemon Juice, 1pc Mango Sticky rice Ball, 1bowl Mango Bean curd with Jelly , 1/3 Chimay Red, 2/5 Chicken Salad, 1/3 Half-slab of Rib with French Fries. Soooooo fullll...........

we hanged around . went to temple again and prey, asking "chim" again ( we did tat last year w/ yancy, lolo and bf) I asked for myself first. Chim No. 93 AGAIN ~ its same with last year..... mm..it is not very bad one, but the god tell me i should 退而思之, 以靜制動
And I asked abt my bf. His chim is better than me...
the story juz like: He was born in a very kind-heart family, god will protect him all the time. but those bad luck from last year winter transmit to this spring time, whereas the good luck will come in final but it take much time in this spring. After tat, his 貴人will ride a very good horse will reach him quicky and give hima hand... So he will get treasure and all can save it up.

And we asked some fortune thru my face too. wahaha, i can get a very good marriage , if his life / career is not very good before the marriage,but he still can have a great life after married with ME..wahaha ..." Wong Fu " ma~ wahaha meanwhile he said my life is very very good after 35years-old.
My character..he said i m quite lofty, picky ( but its good thing, isnt it ?) , wilful and intelligent. :)

I m the water and U are the wood, right ? hehe

After that, we saw there s a little kitten inside the cage which for sell.... Lolo bought it in final, lolo named it SiuSiu...... wahah, i m her god-mom... she was ssooooo naughty, and i didnt know how to catch the kitten, and her sharp claw....%(@*
Dou Hai Sai Sai Ho d.... (i get used to catch my little-fattie-doggie-sai-sai, but not that tiny kitten )



We really had a great time.
*Hope u like it. i luv the time without aim.

p.s. Bye-ras-see, hey pls going to my album and get Lolo's individual pic.. (and pls let me know which photo of us was set as ur cellphone wallpaper. lol )