check-in

7:30am Check-in in advance @ IFC ( sorry, i was late)
the flight ticket that i booked last year used finally.......this journey delay for 1 yr time..

breakfast with Windy and bf at McDonald...
i didnt had that breakfast for a long time, ho mei
happy that bf will come to join us @8:00am.

8:40am, Star Ferry towards TST
sunshine and wind breeze are great.. i luv ferry indeed..so relaxing....

my mood fly up high~

be happy, dont bitchy

i told u that i dun want turn to be a bitchy gal.
bitchy is not the modern girl's character or girl power sth like that
it is just a sign of being spoiled and arrogant

and i dun think u will like that also...(although i m still grew moody and petulant sometimes =p)
i want u to be a happy person so , the first thing i should do is..

i should be happy also
as Eric said...i can teach ppl how to be happy and have fun in life...
so..hope these will transmit to u.... can see ur smiles all the time..

p.s. ur smile is beautiful...

luggage~

今天的心情﹣

在公司試用我的pc(就是那可惡的pc了)與我的o2同步..裝了一個software之後我的o2就死了
氣死我了...唯有重裝所有東西吧，幸好一早已backup所有calender與contact list...

一邊在煩那o2之際，牙痛起來，很怕它會陪伴著我到上海.... 唉呀...真是很蚊呀


後來收到男友的來電，他說“嘩，你近來真是很燥呢“
收線後，檢討
發現愛笑的我近來不再愛笑，只愛complain, 只愛annoy,只愛愁眉苦臉
他又沒有錯，又可必受這個氣呢
我要找回我愛的自己 ^^

下班回家準備到上海的行李箱，一打開聞到一陣salty帶點海水的味道
是pattaya的味道
再看到太陽油,after sunbath gel, 半個bath bomb.....
很掛念和他一起去的旅行
唉呀，真是很掛呢。

p.s. 今晚收了兩個很甜的sms,比熊仔餅還甜呢。we will going to create our memory and imprint in our mind ^^

Horray..print~

Enclosed pls kindly find the final artwork

(not my design~)

I had revise it for 10 times during this 2 weeks...sigh....

Luckily...it get approval...

its time to get a glass of champagne to celebrate that~

Congrat, shasha....cheche SS07 done

~horray~

11th

this is the 11th month...time flies...all memory flash back...
that s true...the main reason why the time flies is
" i m happy.." ^^
sorry tat i didnt want to talk so much tonight. i knew u had tried...

* i get ur meaning ( i just pretend i cant get ur meaning at that moment..hoho)...its mean we should work for our next aim - england trip

april - the spring time....
- holding hands..walk along that pier @ liverpool.. having fish and chips
- introduce my relatives....i think it must be exhausted..
- try that big wheel @ london....i wanna go there...watching the london landscape with u
- shopping........thats paradise~
- have a bowling match with gloria and craig... it s impossible to beat us
- taste those "thrown-die-dog" bread as our dinner...
- sleep on the grass n counting how many stars over our heads...
- try those opera....u will luv that..trust me..
- u drive to the place u unknown... i m reading map for u ( but dun rely on me..i m idiot in this)
- try to have a 10pounds flight to the country nearby (greece?! tanned~~~) landed on the mud~ 1 hr waiting for the coach to downtown....
- smell and feel tat chilly april air.......

our next big plan is coming....

our next next big plan europe and our next next next big plan canada......are coming also..
want the time move faster and faster and faster and faster....

letter

Oh, god
i cant control myself not to type for u coz i m really really jealous..
ROME..god...i never been there

by the way, take care~ i will tell mom ...

and Aunt @ LA got a car accident..so...hmm..try hard to reach her and send the regards
i will visit Shanghai this fri.....take more photos for u and craig~ ^^

photoblog - basketball match~

the match on 14th Oct

the seating plan of this photo is a bit weird

what do u think ?

the one who sit next to me is hip-hop windy.woo

windy @ agnes b cafe, cwb

本為了reading的result 與shanghai trip的...
晚餐因為kirk到了中環吃飯
之後我與windy到了cwb取了她訂了的boots (她在上海有新鞋子穿)
之後本想隨便到一間cafe一邊吃甜品....誰知我們發現聞名已久的agnes b cafe~

氣氛真不錯, 不過桌與桌之間太近了,
*apple tart with vanilla ice-cream...那apple tart不像apple tart....但真是很好味
*Chocolate Sofflie ...發得很大個, 味道濃濃,不算甜~

買了一個cake作為禮物, 真是很難想像一件cake也會放在一個很美的紙盒內再綁上蝴蝶結, 再放入一個很high-quality的紙袋中, 嘩..真是很有心思 (不愧法國人是一個懂得浪漫而且愛花巧的民族, 很喜歡)

很想再一次嘗嘗它的晚餐..一定棒透了

*但我們真沒有怎麼談談下星期的上海Trip 呢..

只是笨

carol 與 windy 說我實在太lum了
這樣是不行的

想人們會有難受，但沒有想過自己
到最後一刻也是令所有人沒有hard feeling...但偏偏其他人令我有hard feeling
可能我的樣子好蝦是吧

你對人好，人也未必對你好
又或是覺得你是應份對他好的
你不對自己好一點，又有誰對你好呢？


不是lum, 只是笨
笨透了

itnerary

FLIGHT RESERVATION
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DEP/ CITY DATE TIME DAY FLIGHT/ CLASS/ STOPS

ARR AIRCRAFT STATUS
---- -------------------- ----- ------ --- -------- ----------- ------------

DEP HONG KONG INT'L 27OCT 20:40 FRI MU712 I NON-STOP
ARR SHANGHAI PUDONG INTE 23:05 (319) CONFIRMED

DEP SHANGHAI PUDONG INTE 31OCT 14:05 TUE MU507 I NON-STOP
ARR HONG KONG INT'L 16:35 (320) CONFIRMED


AIRLINES
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MU - CHINA EASTERN AIRLINES

Mukatsuku ~

- hand in those 8 prints, hope all will be fine. start work on missoni tmr.

-start to learn some 'annoying' words in japanese...coz i m so annoying during work..hoho

-my mood is somehow fucturating ..but its better than last few days

-shanghai trip confirmed.5 days 4 nights. this is the first time to travel with pretty windy . we will sleep on the same bed again to pre-celebrate our 1yr sleep-together anniversary [nov05 at macau]. siu loog bao, crab, volar?!...we will be there next week, horray'. no pending at last.. [ but i promise someone i will be a good n cautious gal ]

-i miss the cold wind at england in sudden.chilly but comfortable .need to plan england trip in the yr2007 plan. meanwhile, i start realize that juz few of them are being complete. work harder on this sin.. 2more months to go...

感動。歌詞很好耶 (台灣的作詞人好很多呢)
lolo email給我這首歌，我一邊看mv一邊哭

我相信你想告訴我一點東西。
thx...

我撐起所有愛　圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨　想讓你喘口氣

被劃破的信心　需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑　未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱　去傳遞能量和勇氣

哪裡都一起去　一起仰望星星
一起走出森林　一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌　一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己　一起找到意義　准你來跋扈地決定

last sat. and sun.

have a haircut @ central, a bit costy. but i think the hair stylist 's aesthetic sense is great.
since before the haircut, i told him i dun want bob head again since i dun think it suit me. when haircut start, he said " but i really think u suit bob head, ur hair type and face shape can enhance that, i can do a better one for u. do u wanna try ?"
I tried. it is good indeed, i like my new hair style.. quite trendy ( buti cant dress very casually since it dun suit my new hair >.<)

看了2005年11月04日的日記, 說著訂了來回上海的機票...Dec27-Jan1後來突然沒有到了上海, 反而到了台北
這張機票就一直擱置下來.. 直到現在不想浪費這機票, 於是現在訂了Oct27 - Oct 31的機票....也是上海上年的計劃於今年實現, 但結伴的人不同 (是windy啊).....
看著上年的日記, 感覺很奇異

watch the bball match on sunday. a really exciting match. he really do a great job. he really concentrate and confident on his game.They win in final....all ppl's smiles...........i m really proud of him no matter the game is win or loss.
meanwhile, i saw some annoying gals during match. both windy and i cant accept that ( we really need to say sth impolite to express how annoying they were. ) And its true...i m grateful to meet windy this non-annoying pretty gal.

black friday : work * ex-colleagues gathering

fri night, dinner @ Trivoli , TST with ex-company colleagues: zoe , fanny and henry. all ppl left tat except Henry . ( sorry that i m late for 1 hr....my work..sigh..)

we talked alot ...ex-company, the career prospect...i m stunned tat Zoe will talk about her husband...it teach me.... no one is perfect.. be grateful....
and then we talked about this movie, Devils wears Prada. for all of us, this movie is not just talked about Fashion and Love.......which talked about " the choice between love and career ". it is a difficult choice indeed...

Henry asked me that what will i choose if i were her, i said i will not give up all the things i established.....i had walked thru the hard time..my boss just admit my recognization. How can i abandon all the things.... i also concern my love life ( as lolo and dave both said, i need LOTS of love ), so i will just try hard to be faithful on myself to work and to love desperatively. i will not let both things leaves me.....
after my "speech" , he said " it s not easy, baby....u still young and i see the sparkles in ur eyes...u will not staying this position for a very long time..it is just temp. if u really want to find a stable job ....i know u will climb up ...
But be careful, you MUST remind yourself to stop when u reach to a certain level. it is not deserve to loss all ur things becoz of work. it is not the only thing in ur life, baby "

i believe henry's word...i can keep going and never stop ...i will bear it in mind.
i know this job is just a stepping stone. i really need a company which got a promotion chance for me ( since if i still stay in the company, my title didnt change since i m the only graphic designer). i should get into some company which got a higher post for me, for ex. Creative Director ?!
At this moment, i should learn all i can....i need to equip well....Ad. firm ( 4A maybe, they holds lots of big client n i luv their office @soho too , great~) or some big production houses are my dream company.
start prepare.


after the dinner, i went shopping (again !) with fanny the pretty. i bought 2 things less than 10 mins. *a very good-looking brown long boot * white jacket.......both suits me
u know, fanny keep saying i m the devil....her shopping intention is super high when she be with me...but in final......i bought 2things, but she nothing..

and then we go to cafe ...a nice chat
i feel sad when she talked about those examples....so treat myself better..i will....

tired

Dinner with Windy @ Sushi one last night. u know what, we had ordered 4 kind of food (thats mean 4 dishes in total). it is my first time to eat sooo less at Japanese Restaurant (i m sushi and sasimi killer really) . we both think the food is delicious .but we really feel full ...maybe our shopping intention affect our appetite ar.
I did bought less thing...just an earring and high heel in dark green color ( ( but my target is a black slim cut jean *knitted hat for this lovely winter time. and i saw a very beautiful necklace too, simple design,not too feminie...it suits me. oh..i think i should squeeze my time out to get it these few days..I MISS TAT
Time flies, all shop closed even we still not finish our shoppingoh..shopping is the superb remedy


about my job, it seems better. The pressure caused by Workload solely.. it is far far better than my ex company.when i leave at 730pm in the ex-company, i will being scolded that i leave soo early ( even i didnt have lots of duties to do), abut now, all staff will try hard to leave early as soon as they can. the atmosphere is better.
all staff in design department are Japanese, so English is the daily language to communicate. It is a good way to train my english and to learn some simple Japanesebut recently..when i m busy at work...i will say English to Hong kong colleagues..or Cantonese in front of Japanese colleagues....all mess up...sigh
and the most frustrating is chief fashion designer luv amendment.
she simply says ' oh, it is too simple, can u add more on here and here, and change its color combo..blahblahblah... ?nbsp; i need to use quite much time to do amendment (coz it s ex- graphic designer's work). When i finish that, she said 'oh, i dim like this print, can u design a new one for me ??'
oh...fuck...i just trying hard on the stuff but abandon in final. what the hell i m doing in this whole morning......
when is the end of Spring Summer 07 collection ? hardly imagine......

SUCKS~

photoblog - LGB Coffee

small LGB Dark chocolate mocca with skim milk sustain my life in these few days~
i feel exciting when coffee is transmit inside my mouth thru tat tiny straw~

sipping yummy coffee during work.....what a wonderful time~

發了一個很得意的夢...整整一小時的夢
我從未發過類似的

' 似豆腐嗎?'
記憶中是很可愛的樣子
他說' 我真是不憧得的嗎? 很可愛..
呵呵...

-- --- -- --- -- ---
沒有看膩他的比賽
十分緊張呢...
很喜歡呢..^^
的士上播著歌時他說那一語句, 都很sweet的~

與她相處的時間愈來愈多了..平日Numorous Email...星期四的shopping...星期六日...從早到晚...
一起LGB coffee, 一起facial, 一起在球場談論誰是靚仔, 一起說笑話, 一起試新的餐廳?/FONT>
開始明白她火爆的地方, 開始明白她的所好和所惡
希望真的可以一起住呢.... (你竟然有興趣到教堂,估你唔到喎baby..)

mid-autumn festival

中秋節是我兒時最開心的節日
小時候吃過晚飯立即與bro和sis到帶同candles和燈籠到樓下玩
事實上很是怕火，所以我坐在地上,望著燈火...一坐就坐到十二點,媽媽就會到樓下捉人了

今晚在家中吃過晚飯，看看電視
再與sai到樓下散步...看見很多小朋友和大人一起玩蠟燭...突然間很是想念在英國的妹妹
不知道她在做什麼呢?
很懷念小時候....

人大了,就會懷念舊的
很懷念所有舊的人與事.....
別來無恙嗎？

p.s. 當我在想以前的事收到朋友的sms, 心情很是激動，很想哭.....小花們，我愛你們呢

中秋節快樂！

Hello~

Hello,
i thought u are reading...^^
Pls send my regards to ur wife and ur daugther charlotte. ^^
Ur email really cheer me up...and ur words are right.....i need lots of love ...^^


p.s. Happy Mid-Autumn Festival , enjoy ur time with ur family.( although we are in different time zone ) ^^

04.10. Tarot Night

4th Oct. ( Thur)

went to play Tarot with Windy in sudden. I had asked about my career ( in fact, i do want to try it for my love affairs...but I m scare..so...just leave it...)My career seems very nice as the tarot said. He said my current career is fine and it's suit me. I can learnt alot and work independently ( thats true really ). But since i m sooo independent on my work, so i didnt involve in this company quite much. About the future, he said my paid will getting higher and it can satisfied me....

and then i asked the possiblity of changing my job, he said i have possibility to change my job. He said I will love the next job, BETTER PAID, and getting more SATISFACTION...oh god....i hope thats true. And he told me that i will not change to other field....thats mean , i m still in graphic.......
But about the ex-senior's stuff. He said "No" definitely....oh....
And I had asked about my bf's career...its seems ok...all the things should be fine

After tat, we went to "ma bo cha fong" and having the dinner.. the taste is good...that tomato salad is tasty too, thanks for Windy's recommendation. . And we chatted for 3 hrs till it closed....i love that...although some conversation make me feel sad...it s fine still....

morphine

why the people addict to morphine ?

u feel happy when this chemical running thru your vessels.....
but is it a true happiness? nope.....it is just a kind of cheating

i just keep injecting it into my body....
cheating ppl that i am happy
cheating myself that i am happy

am i happy?

all in a rush

all the stuff are in a rush...
when my boss confirm my idea at 11:30am, i need to hand in all *.ai sketch within the same day..5collections......

it sucks...
all people should know that is impossible. it is not just like a hand-sketch, can erase the things u unwant by eraser. if i really need to alter a line, it is damn difficult if its structure is complicated

luckily, i speak it out......


p.s. no lunch time for 2 days already. & i start working at HOME, my home sweet home, my lovely bed......
p.s. II, thank you for alex's word...we are working for future, just try hard to contribute ...u will get what u gave and be happy n healthy

love is...

on my dashboard, it shows ' love is... watching tv in bed, together'
i keep smilin when i read that, thats sweet indeed.

i m looking forward to this day

LOEWE

just find out it is in LVMH group , great~
Karl Lagerfeld, Giorgio Armanikarl lagerfeld n Giogio Amani were the designer for the first pret-a-porter collection

deadline: 3rd Oct.
for: Japan market , v.i.p. souvenir

1. tote bag
2. pouch
3. keyring
4. phone string

add oil baby~

"that's perfect"

headaches start from 00:00 in these few nights ...god...

it must be a signal to indicate " it's time to sleep" ( but i just back from the movie with windy...sigh......)

cya.

(but when i receive "that's perfect" email, feel so good )


p.s. tell you about the "devil wears prada" later ~

just 2 days..
give some time to pick up / to rearrange.

don't you think you can handle all the stuff well in these 2 days.. u are silly....
pressure must let u down

the newcomer

when i accept this position, the pressure must getting heavier than before, it s undeniable.
as before, i m assistant, helping my fucking senior. but now, i m independent.

i studied and worked in fashion design field before, but now, i m the graphic gal.
surprised that i got the courage to change to other field
the title changed, environment changed, even my work's nature changed.

these 2 days, damn busy ( although i can off at 7:30pm, i need to squeeze my time out and go to washroom during work time)
i need to amend / revise/ redesign the ex- designer's work, I HATE THAT.....
3 more designs need to hand in during this week, hell......i still didnt have any concept about TRIBAL stuff....paisley, symbol...sucks

" i want to be a graphic designer! " i told to my friends many times since i m studied in polyu ......

AND NOW, I M IN.....
but this bitch just thinking something else : its prospect, its future, my ability, my future..sucks~

p.s. it is 11:00pm, i should searching some reference for that. but now i have NO MOOD..
ng work la, designer need mood to work ga ma........( la, sha's excuse start again ~)

sweetest holiday*22.09 - 26.09

這一個假期就這樣就完結了。
本想休息到十月，但真沒想到這麼快就找到，沒法子了

不知為什麼，這個假期總有生離死別之感, 總想以後最少三個月也很難再請數天的假期（可能是因為那經理說的話吧.)

記下這個假期-

fri:
男友為了我請了假，吃過舊式茶樓的點心 (好好味...)，玩保齡球（又好像進步了^^), 之後兩個人到了stanley晒太陽,好寫意 ...晚上與kirk吃晚飯,看大丈2 (不錯的一套片子）

sat:
與 男友和他家人到了harvey nichols 吃過brunch （請不要誤會,不是貴貴的）之後陪aunt看看眼鏡 (我又看中了一副gucci的, hkd$1950, 很像有點貴，不過真是很襯我，又不用和bro用一副眼鏡,真好...不過又破財了 ..sigh....), 行行harbour city, 遇上最不想遇見的人. 晚上與 ryan*windy*kirk*liliun 到了 shooters52吃過晚飯, 之後來一個drinking party -

這一個drinking party是我說得最多話的，而且溝酒溝得最利害的一次: chivas很多杯, angel's kiss x2, tequilla shooter x2, magarita, vodka shooters x2. 我知道我是醉了，但不知因為什麼有很多人也對我說一些很嚴肅的說話. windy 和 jan baby 兩人醉著抱著我 （男士們不用羨慕了）
淩晨三時男友拉著我和janjan走了, janjan真是像隻小貓 =p （事實上,蠻感謝他, 我就是喜歡他這樣子, 他總令我想起剛一起時的一刻）

sun ﹣ mon:
本約了男友與他家人於11:00am於信德中心，8:00am男友已經叫我起床，但我真是宿醉了: 躺在床上不能動彈，之後想吐但肚子空空，胃子反了但什麼也吐不出 ，坐在厠所裡咬著牙刷一坐坐了大半小時，很辛苦
心想我還要坐jet，在船中盪來盪去。很怕aunt會見到我吐的樣子
11:15am到了信德 （我知我的樣子面青青的．一定難看得很）, 一上船就強逼自己要睡了，睡醒了好得好多
整 個macau trip 真是很好，有很好的massage與suana (很喜歡與aunt在sauna房身體只圍毛巾談天 以及她為我order的橙汁呢）, 有美食 (那魚和egg tart真是太好了)，有超棒的rasberry-flavor 的泡泡浴，有好男友的照顧與感謝他為了我背著重重的袋子在行行走走，而且被他抱著睡的感覺也真是很不錯 ^^ 真是很開心呢

tue:
是windy baby 的生日呢 ，happy birthday ar ^^muah~** （你要期待你的禮物啊）
與她的同事在central吃過lunch, 味道還真不錯，之後與壽星女行行街了
銅鑼灣的街上與商場沒有太多人,感覺很relax啊。
到了g.o.d.吃了很美味的apple pie with ginger ice-cream ( 這真是super match呢 ) , 談談天，我喜歡和她談天，沒有什麼要顧忌,舒服得多
晚上和家人吃吃晚飯，談談天．與小狗玩玩。
不過．心情蠻緊張

畢竟，這是人生中第二份工的第一個工作天
蠻期待，我知道我的樂觀主義細胞是時候出動了
sha. you will be fine. everything will be fine. tomorrow will be ur great day~
goodnight

不過,再見了我的假期 （ding,又來了，講到自己好像要關在牢中）

my celebrity look-alikes.

ayumi.....hottie gal....omg...

USB Cell Rechargeable Battery

A recent battery shortage here has left us all digging through drawers to try to find power for our Bluetooth keyboards. The USB Cell Rechargeable Battery from Moixa seems like a clever solution, turning any USB port into a battery charger. Currently available only in AA format, other standard sizes as well as camera and phone batteries are set to launch soon, making clunky chargers and enviromentally hazardous alkaline batteries obsolete. Two-packs are available online for £13.

that's useful wor..when we can buy it at hk le?

farewell

farewell...
although i had a hard time today, i cant stop smiling all the time (except when i m coughing and sneezing...)

2006.09.20 wed. sunny day

goodbye, my buddies (e.g. macro, carol, julie, michaelle, henry,..)
goodbye, my boss glad that u had this idea ( although it cant work out ), the proof is enough for me..
goodbye, my colleagues who loves me. thank you for everything
goodbye, my drawer key + calcular + staff card ( i m stupid...aiya...)
goodbye, that harsh email for my fuxking senior
goodbye, sharonma@choicewell.com

rejuvenated.

my memento - alarm

i m so exciting when my ical alarm pop up onto my screen
this is the first time in my life .
i can't stop myself not to capture that
my memento .

tibet

remember i had read a passage which talked about a girl from hong kong travelled to Tibet with her friends.
Unluckily, The girl passed away suddenly becoz of Acute Mountain Sickness.

After read, my frd and I both just whispering " oh, thats good if i can die in this such beautiful place "

Tibet...
in fact, i have planned to be there for a long time ..and i just remember that i told my frd that i should be there after i leave my current job..
But now......ding.........

i just found out ...planning is useless for me...

2006.09.17 sun * dogwalk with lolo

*與lolo帶了細細路到了西頁行行, 遇到很棒的英國梗牛狗

*到我們的老地方freezer cafe吃過choco truffle cake, 飲飲榔青.....很寫意
*又吃過又平宜又美味的泰國菜, 很棒的泰式香茅蝦沙律, 鴨胸咖哩, 蠔仔蛋?..美味啊

*細細路很黏身, 連我吃飯的時候也要睡在我的大腿上..他要看到我才安心的, 嘻

不過由於我穿的衣服可能有點單薄, 西貢這近海的地方晚上真凍得很. 不小心就著涼了. 加上本有點喉嚨痛的我再吃了那些辛辣的食品, 現在真是痛得不得了
昨晚也睡得不好? >_< so sad


你可知嗎,我打著這篇文章時現在穿著大褸, 鼻子紅紅, 鼻水不斷流, 右手打字左手用紙巾按著鼻
喉嚨痛得像被火燒, 咳嗽咳得..唉?桌子滿佈紙巾團?.唉呀......很辛苦呀
還有兩天就放假?..唉呀?

p.s. thankyou lolo: souvenir from Beijing ~ ^^

2006.09.16 sat * Movie & Pizza Day

到了PizzaHut吃了那挪威三文魚薄餅, 味道也不俗呀, 不過午餐吃薄餅+闊條麵, 真有點那個

*看了夜宴The Banquet, 很很很喜歡.
由初初開場那很震撼的場景以及悲哀的越人歌, 到了皇宮的場景, 真是很美. 美得過當年聲稱用著名日藉美指的英雄
本來我不大有興趣這片子, 原因是導演馮小剛令我不感興趣, 而且我真是不喜歡章子怡
但整影片令我改觀了:
章子怡真是美而且蠻有味道 ( 那短短的眉毛不是那麼容易handle得到的), 而且她的演技真是不俗( 可能是他的角色比較容易發揮吧)
歎優也十分棒, 他那 不愛江山愛美人, 很棒 . 反而吳彥祖真是不太吸引

*去play bowling (很像很久沒有玩似的), 其中一局第十round是連續兩次full-strike, 心跳加速,真興奮.

*縱使沒有什麼的很特別的一天, 但只要在身邊就真的感到開心了.
他說?你今天怎樣的了? 好少你會這樣呀?" 我不對你這樣哪還會對其他人這樣麼"


呵呵, 喜歡淘氣的我嗎? 嘻

the email b/w S and Y

S:你好吗, 这是我的私人邮件信箱
你是不是一早知道的辞职的消息的?
事实上我在工作上蛮不愉快 ( 大约都有半年的时间了) 所有我相信这决定是很对的

Y:我是上周三 13號那女人上來時同我說了一下﹐我也看得出你做的不開心﹐以前我也做得不開心﹐因為那女人﹐后來實在忍不住同她大吵了一架﹐工作上的事是怎么樣就怎么樣﹐我不會討好人也不會使自己做得委屈.
或許你的決定是對的﹐與她共事心里上有很大壓力﹐以后有什么打算?

S: 與她共事有大約一年的時間, 由本來都不俗到了後來現在的不瞅不睬.. 我也不知哭過多少遍.
我相信公司很多人都不太喜歡她 ( 始終她那拍馬屁的性格不是所有人也可以接受得到) , 不過我始終認為她的工作效率是蠻好的
在於公司的立場來說, 她也是一個得力的人

大約於三個月前M 召我到她的辦公室, 問我有關的事. 我對她哭著說了丁點兒
M叫我要體諒她, 因為她有很大壓力, 而且她控制不到自己的情緒, 叫我去遷就他
我心想, 怎可能叫下屬去遷就上司, 而且他連自己的情緒也控制不住, 他怎可以作為我的上司呢?

你可知道我上次上來講及我多點時間留在大陸學習, 其實主要的原因是余先生知道我工作上的不愉怏 , 所以希望我在上面學多點東西, 而且不用看她的面色
但那次的感覺實在太差, 我上來只是在寫字樓開辦單…心想, 我沒有做錯什麼事, 為什麼要我避開他呢
除了此, 我在B口中 ( 之前在公司的接待員) 知道 他叫S巴結M ( 因為M也是一個愛這一套的人呀 ), S 就可以快點升職了( 相對我就成為S的下屬了)
他的做法根本不配為上司
最後, 在我辭職前的數天 , 客人在了公司, 跟單問我的準備如何, 但您知嗎, 最後, 她進去開會了… 跟單對我她說原來我不用跟了… 我十分嬲, 連最基本的專重也沒有了
於是, 我決定離開了

Y, 我不像您啊,你的職位還比他還高.而且我和她共事的時間長得多… 我是下屬, 根本沒有可能和她吵, 沒有機會反擊呀……
而且Y也知道我的為人, 沒有什麼的脾氣的
她的性格令一個沒有脾氣的人也可以這樣, 她真" 棒" 了

我已找到了工作了, 但不是做回此行, 下星期會上班, 在一間日本公司做, 是平面/ 產品設計師, 而且我再不是助理了
蠻期待新的工作……. 現在很期待我的last day

Y: 首先恭喜你已找到工作﹐而且就象你說的已不再是做助理了﹐真替你高興﹐相信你以后一定做的很好﹐因為你是一個有能力且受人喜歡的女生.

她是這樣的人我們這邊全是看在眼里記在心里﹐所以這邊沒有一個人是喜歡她﹐要不是我在這邊給同事作思想工作﹐開解她們﹐她們早就同她唱反調了﹐我們同你一樣都是沒心計的人﹐不喜歡討好人﹐也不喜歡想著怎么去整人﹐總之每天過得心安理得。 但你也相信﹐那些拍馬屁﹐有心機的人她們每天活得累﹗

目前來說我工作方面沒太大的壓力﹐只是那個女人不再搞搞整就會輕松好多﹐我們這邊同事間都相處的挺好﹐工作上也蠻開心的., 只是事事變化﹐做到哪天也不知道.

常保持聯絡﹗

.

*昨天看了jolin的演唱會 , 沒有期待, 所以沒有失望..不過她的身形有點怪
喜歡其中一首歌. 歌詞酸溜溜的

*終於走出本想離開的地方, 還有數天, 真高興... 沒有什麼令我想/會留戀 (不過carol真是不錯 )
現在期待的就是中間六天的假期, 也期待新的工作模式

* 近來心情真不佳, 連累您了. 對不起

Offer

心應該定了下來
但不知為什麼心情反而有點怪, 有點忐忑


我想回家.

Art centre - Bachelor of Arts in Applied and Media Arts (P/T)

Degree awarded by t he School of Professional Education and Executive Development, The Hong Kong Polytechnic University.

Part-time: 3 Years
Tuition FeeHK$2,000 per credit for 2006/07 academic year, 45 credits in total.

HKD2000 * 45 = HKD90000 ,
The cirriculum attract me....but

很貴啊, 到外地讀也不用這麼的貴

autumn is coming

2 more pounds to go.....yeah...

hey gals, just boost up ur diet plan, autumn is coming ( u will have no intention when its turnin' cold =p)

luv not equal needs

我就是一個鑽牛角尖的人
你說我的話有點歪理，但是我怎樣都不明白

當心情低落的時候
我想的所有東西也是負面的

正如你所說的,安慰到其他人,但偏偏安慰不到自己, 唉...
又哭了，這一個愛哭鬼


多謝你, 我的little positive thinker

愛笑的眼睛

喜歡我的眼睛，說我愛笑，它也愛笑

so angry

my mom and my aunt from england went to travel to their motherland, so my home juz got few ppl : My dad, my bro jackal and my sai sai
i hang out with my frds past few days, when i back home tonight, what a meeeeessssss...

When i just step into my home, my dog scream miserably and then i saw the dump on the floor..OMG.....saisai seems to tell me

" sha, u are not the good master, u ignore me and i am so sad, it is ur PUNISHMENT "

u know, i m not keen on tidy up the things ( i m not a good housewife indeed) ...but i just squeezing my nose and trying to put "it" into the rubbish bag..
after that, i just feed him dogfood, and i realize that -

NO ONE feed him for past 2 NIGHTS ....ding...

I feed him as soon as i can, he seems so hungry and still licking his plate even nothing inside...i feel sad
I feel guilty, i m not a good master...wuwu....

after that, i need to wash all dirty dishes inside the sink: 3pots, 10plates, 5bowls...etc....those mess are created my dad, not me.....
and later, i put all the dirty clothes into the washing machine, and wait it till drying up and hang it up at the balcony

meanwhile, i realize that :
those clean clothes still accumulating on the sofa. and i TOLD my dad (on mon) that he need tidy it up and put it into the drawers..

it is easy task, huh? why he still do nothing when he is home ....
i can't imagine the suitation if i didnt home tonight.......

ding.....

photoBlog - Craig and Sai

hey, juz browse my sister's album

found this pic

why my saisai can be so nice with craig, but not me?

i m so jealous

Boat trip @02Sept

是時候寫寫02/09的遊船河

今次大約有十來人, 不過我沒有主動認識其他人, 因為他們好像是悶悶的 (opps, excuse me~)
相熟的只有: *Sze *Sze's sis *Kenny *Kirk *Leon *Windy

中午時開始, 陽光很猛....
在船上吃午餐( 燒大蝦實在太好), 飲飲白酒, 感覺很Luxury, 很relax
大家說說笑, hae著晒太陽, 玩撲克牌(又是那可惡的接龍)
玩Wakebroad,(上水數秒後不知所措大叫一聲就倒下了)很累,死死地要教練拉我上來...


回程時暈船浪..唉呀, 不得不承認身子弱...(整船上只得我有這情況, poor me)

不過遊船河感覺實在太好了 (thx Sze~~)

晚餐到了王家沙吃飯, 喜愛那松子燻魚, 酸酸甜甜, i luv it.. ^^
最後到了他家中與aunt和uncle玩poker (aiya, that Big 2 King ar...令我也輸了.....)

*在身邊, 很高興.

photoblog - home

家, 星期二淩晨一時 , 月圓, 睡不著

iTune播放著陶喆的新專輯

歌詞實在太甜蜜了, 發覺我的床真有點大

想起被抱著睡的感覺

Photoblog- Gloria & Craig

With Gloria & Craig @ Karaoke, Kwun Tong
they are so funny

dinner with *Po @TST

dinner with *保 @ 魚一丁, TST

為什麼他的樣子十年如一日的呢?而且他沒有中年發福, 反而愈來愈瘦說話比以前成熟不少(堂堂大公司的Sales Manager)..

中三之後用IM溝通

六年前他invite我到他於Uni時organize的一個X'mas Ball (印象中不太好玩)

四年前我到因為一個drama show到城大找他吃飯

三年前通過數個電話, 因他好友對他說在APA的mentor Gary 家中之X'mas Party中認出我

一二年前常常於銅鑼灣那些shopping mall 遇到

數月前於game center再遇到, 再相約吃晚飯 (sorry i ditch you all the time...)

這晚餐很高興, 給了我不少生活上以及工作上的意見, 謝!
十年, 過得真快...

幸好他也說我的樣子也沒有什麼改變....你知嗎..女生蠻介意的..嘻