PhotoBlog - Egg Tart

Portugalese Egg Tart. @ 聖安得魯, 路環
雖然不太熱, 但仍然好好味 (我吃了兩大個, 肥死了)

無題

昨晚無聊下翻閱之前寫的日記,
看了數個月前睇相之種種…

有點不謀而合. ^_^
希望好的靈,衰的不靈吧

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今早男友打電話叫我起床。我這懶人當然有懶床的習慣,於是我就用一貫好像好精神的聲線扮起了床。
"喂!唔好扮野喎!" 他說 "沒有耶, 真是起左身啦" 我反駁。

說了大約數分鐘後，他施施然說"你知唔知呀 msn中的岑晚webcam 冇斷線, 我而家係度望緊你喎"

"係咩?" 我心裡不太相信( since it will disconnect in 2hrs )，我舉起左手, 問他 "咁我而家做緊咩呢?"
"你? 哈, 你做咩呀? 扮小學生舉手問問題呀?" 他回答.

....唉呀，超樣衰呀.......

扮起身行動失敗．．．
(如果他在我身邊你話幾好呢)

marathon phonecallzzz...

Had a several phonecalls tonight

1st Phone call -
had a deep / intense tel. conversation (about 2.5hrs) with windy baby. we talked so many stuffs. i didn't tell her about my love affairs before since the situation is weird. but after one topic ( i dun remember what this is) i just start trying to say the things out which make me confused and upset.
she told me what she saw and what she feels...i feel better after that. most confusion seems clear out , and i start to figure myself out...
u know what, i think i m good in speaking my feeling out with my bf. However, it;s doesn't. when i get any severe conversion, i think" oh, what a pity, why you do that?! u must be (blahblahblah), it is useless to ask you about that....u must tell me what u think if u want to " All the adverse things will accumulate deep in my heart, it will exploded when i can't bear it. You may say i m a stubborn gal, i dun want to ask. however, i knew it is unfair to him.(in fact, i do like windy 's character, she will juz try to ask straightly until she can get the answer )
*after the talk, i hv learned sth, i should ask and not juz to guess.
thanks windy, u really make me feel better after this call, and i do really like you say your stuff to me also. ^_^ i m glad to be your listener..

2nd Phone Call -
had a conversation with my bf (about 2 hours), i had told him what i m thinking. i feel a lot better..
thank you for listen my murmur, and pls try to forgive my attitute. i knew i should trust the words u tell me And it s really sweet that he told me what he think about the coming England trip, i m touched.
( i will bring him to the harbour in Liverpool, i swear )
* after this talk, i hv learned sth , to speak out and trust

3nd Phone Call -
had a conversation with my old schoolmate Anthony ( 1.5hrs) i knew this guy for almost 8years.
we talked lots of stuff too, and we talked sth which related to Jean.
In fact, Jean is one of my best best best friend, since i knew this gal for almost 12years.
We share our feeling, our youngster life, even share my bed....lol.... i feel regret that i didn't pick up her phone callsss in these years( and i will try to improve that , my mobile isn't sucks ) and i think we seems far apart

she juz come to my place last sat. she closed her heart, and dont tell me what she think exactly, she juz say some moliu things to me...after the talk with anthony, i realize that my little JeanJean had changed. And Anthony said what he thought about love affair, " Give and Take is a basic mechanism to make it work" He said.
* after this talk, i have learned sth - Give n take, but not to calculate whether it s balanced or not. And i should treasure my old friends.......

2.5hr + 2hr + 1.5hr = 6hrs....oh..my mobile bill....sucks

Fian & Joh wedding party @ Birmingham, England

just browse my sister photo album and see the photos of Fian & Joh Wedding party. Oh, i miss them all desperatively and i really hope i can go there and join this lovely party...
the photos make me remember the days in England...my aunt, uncle.... clear blue sky and greenie lawn......

wish Fian & Joh, all the best....

(i m stunned when i see Fai on the pic.....he is my HK friend who join my cousin party in real, meanwhile, i m sitting at home and see the pics thru internet, it s weird....)

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有聽過古巨基的新歌嗎? 林夕的詞令眼睛紅紅...

要抱要吻要怎麼也好 不要相信一切有下次
世界有太多東西發生 不要等到天上俯瞰

grad show + 鬼堿

昨天穿著兩吋高跟鞋(大概有 一年沒有再穿)回了演藝學院看Grad. Show, 見到Jacky Wesley Dogdog Candy 等等的畢業作品.我最喜歡是Wesley 和 Barry的..wesley 的真是很有趣, 而Barry的畫是蠻有感覺

之後再看電影鬼域
整套影片很有打機都感覺( 那些追追逐逐的場面..而閉氣過橋的一幕, 令我想起QuakeII, Biohazard, Silent Hill …)
整片子的場景很美, 很喜歡那遊樂場的場景 (那些石硤尾的7層公屋, 中間有兩個摩天輪, 天空掛著正在搖擺著海盜船, 那些7彩的紙條在空中飛揚..)

所有東西被遺棄的都留在那空間, 有兒時的玩具, 有去了世而沒有後人供奉的先人, 那些被媽媽墮胎的嬰兒
被遺棄的感覺真的很不好, 我想起了兒時的獅子毛公仔......

人, 念舊一點好


p.s. 知道Converse和Camper的好處了....

Royal College of Art Summer Show 2006 - Digital remains

A design for storing memories in the digital age, Michele Gauler suggests that in the increasingly digital terrain of our future we will no longer be able go to the attic and look through a box of old letters and photographs to remind us of dead loved ones. This kind of material is more likely to be stored digitally and found by looking through a loved one’s desktop. She proposes a system where all our personal information is stored on a remote server that is only activated when with a login key, the property of our next-of-kin. Once activated, one would have access to digital storage of a loved one and be able to hear the last piece of music they listened to, image they stored or email they sent. This thought provoking piece explores how we may deal with rituals of mourning and remembrance in the digital age.

you can go here to get more details about RCA show

crash 撞車

watch crash the movie tonight. in fact, i didnt have any expectation although it is the best picture oscar winner, (since so many people said it is not worth to get the award, and the people said brokeback mountain is much better than this one). and also, i don't really like the US culture much.

buy finally, we watched that. the story is talked about the racism , discrimation in LA. the storyline, somehow, i think it s a bit too dramatic, but it touched my heart. Discrimination existed in every minutes, everywhere. there s some misunderstanding between the races. discrimination occured and worsen becoz of revenge taken . it never ends .
hey, juz squeeze your time out and watch that , it worth. And try to love and forgive.

自編自導

今早八時半,巴士上用PDA上網中.他突然打電話來,當時還以為是那些sweetsweet的說話。
當時我用柔和聲線講”早晨”電話的另一面沒有任何回應,只聽到一些環境聲,心想是按錯掣吧,之後收線。
3秒他又打電話來,情況如之前一樣.如事者五次,我開始有點怕,心想:怎有可能連續五次都是捭錯吧! 我立即打電話給他數次…竟然…沒有人接聽

突然間我想了很多東西:
1.他電話壞了
2. 他被打劫, 要求我去救他, 但他出不了聲, 他用摩絲密碼通知我 (那環境聲就是密碼)
3. 他暈倒了
4. 車禍…

唉呀..這些情節立即在腦海出現…真是很怕…怕以後見不到他
在巴士上睡不著..我還怪自己為何收他線.
十分鐘後, 他打電話來” 咩事?下 ,我有打電話比你咩?”
我對他說我種種想法, 他說: 嘩, 這些只是電影中出出現的情節呢..

頂..晨早被嚇一嚇 仲要比人串. 唉, 人都癲 ( 不過, 當他打電話來時, 發現他的聲音原來幾好聽, 嘻)

thom yorke -new album announce @ 11st July

在電台中得知Radiohead的thom yorke 單人出了新碟.
DJ播了其中一首歌, 很有舊碟ok computer的感覺 ( 正~~~)
第一次聽到他的聲音於數年前的電影天黑黑中(他與Bjork合唱的I've seen it all 真是不得了)
後來經過朋友的介紹下聽到creep, everything in the right place....之後看過他們不少很stunning的MV ( 例如 Fake Plastic Tree, Rabbit in the headlight) .

之後,就愛上了他. 他的聲線, 他的眼睛.
如果你喜歡他那dark dark 的聲音, 快點聽聽他與PJ Harvey duet的The mess we're in, 非常非常的棒~~
(不過我不知道那大碟的名稱, 如果知道的話, 請告知)

Lovely weekend / sunday~ wow

got a really lovely weekend and sunday -
watch the basketball match, it s exciting. i think when a man who concentrate on his sport / work, it s so charming indeed..luv it wow.

after that, i attended the birthday party in Repulse bay ( the host place is superb. so many nice cars inside the carpark, her flat got a really nice seaview, a taller-than-me subwoofer , projector TV..richy richy...and the most important thing is the hostress is such a lovely and kind gal). we watch the World cup - England Vs Portugal ( my heart is broken when i saw Beckham cried ) and Brazil Vs France ( i fell asleep on the coach during the match..so..no comment at all)
sleep at 5 and wake up at 12 at his home. it s really lovely that i can sleep by his side ( it s pity that he can't sleep well), and then we juz go to have a afternoon tea, watch the Over the Hedge ( the lovely squrriel and 3 hedgehog babies are funny) and computer mall.

in fact, it s juz a normal weekend / sunday. However, i feel so good. i saw his smiles all the time
starting from this 3 months, i think it s the first "no alcohol " weekend. i like that too~

i hope he can feel like in the same way.

awake lu

I can't feel myself this 2 weeks , all i can remember are: Frustrated before work , frustrated during work and frustrated after work ( you may say I m depressed all the time)

Suddenly,i seems awaken from those nightmares..
i start to know my short temper do harm/bothered whoI love and care.


To u: thank you for your opinion, it helps.
To u: thank you for your sms and your long-distance call , it s sweet. (u should enjoy ur trip darling...i m touched)
To u: thank you for your help, all the stuff will be wracked if you dont give me a hand
To all of u gals: thank you for the lovely gathering( we talked so many things- our old times, our love affair, Mr. Morgan Stanley..hhehe) , u gals really my best mate ( i m really looking forward to be your bridemaid~~add oil....)
To u: thank you for listen my murmuring , you are my best listener. thank you for your support and your tolerance. you want to cheer me up all the time, i know that

don't worry about me, I will be fine
love you all~

工作

工作終於忙完, 心情反而更加不好.
昨天自動放棄shopping的好機會,(在巴士中不能小睡 , 咬著手指, 前面的女仕睡得左右搖擺, 看著她, 想嘔 )
回家吃過飯, 看了無聊電視節目. 之後獨個兒到運動場跑步...出了一身汗, 心情好點
本以為自己今天可以好好 (多謝lolo今早給我的短息, 很甜)
不幸的是今天的心情還比昨天惡劣...

我忍不了
不可以再有藉口了
是時間找個衣夾夾起自己.

艷遇記

今早9時正下No.42巴士, 急步回公司
抬頭看看天, 天空很藍, 陽光非常猛烈
有點衝動想打電話回公司，請一個假，之後到一些outdoor的地方享受陽光

想著想著 (但雙腳仍急步中)，有一隻手從後拍拍我
我心想”莫非又是一個好心人提醒我這個冒失鬼又跌了什麼什麼”
轉身, 是一個男仔( 好像是與我撘同一班巴士的) 他遞給我一個摟蛋，我依稀聽到他說(因為我正聽著陳綺貞的旅行的意義)”送給你的”之後他就轉身一支箭走了

摟蛋內有一隻小豬鎖匙扣, 還有一個電話號碼( 我相信是他的吧)

這就是我今早的艷遇
各位小花們不用羨慕，首先，他送給我的不是我喜歡的 , 而且最重要的是．．．你們明白的．．．呵呵

let s kissing

科學家發現接吻最少可以帶來十項有益身心的好處。
首先，由於接吻可以刺激唾液的分泌，有預防蛀牙、減少牙菌斑等護齒功能。
接吻的時候，臉上有三十多塊肌肉都處在緊張狀態，可以讓皮膚光滑，促進血液循環，有美容的功效。
每次激情接吻可以消耗十二大卡的熱量，有減肥的效果。
激情接吻刺激分泌的內啡泰荷爾蒙是一種麻醉劑，有止痛的功能。
接吻又能阻止壓力激素─腎上腺皮質激素形成，可以減壓。
而每個人嘴裡的細菌有百分之二十是因人而異的。親嘴促進的細菌交流，可以增強免疫力。接吻的時候，人的大腦會利用對方的唾液，分析唾液裡的遺傳兼容性。
為了分析對方是不是合乎自己的遺傳兼容性，所以，兩個人第一次接吻的時間都比較長。
而經常接吻的人得到胃、膀胱或是血液病變的機會也比較小。
接吻的還有一項醫療作用是可以治療打嗝不止。

hey, dude, let's kissing (with your hon, not me), for beauty and health sake

ipod skin

GelaSkins 推出了很美的ipod skin, 最喜歡的就是 Botticelli的Birth of Venus 以及 Klimt的the kiss. 價錢都可以. 一張貼賣US$14.95，國際運費$5.95，約162 港元。
不過可惜的是它沒有為ipod 1G 推出 ( 我的ipod太公沒有新衣服..真可憐) >_<

I created a Slide Show! Check it out!

actress?!

昨晚在家上上網之際, 突然有位女子問我有否興趣演戲(是art movie n semi-documentry 的那種)
她說她在Xanga的APA blogring 找到我
事實上, 是都有點興趣, 因為我也有看過她所寫的兩齣片子, 而且我覺得蠻好看的
但是, 我不是讀acting的, 而且也不懂怎樣演 (還記得那次在apa時做演員...黑色deep-v大露背晚裝+行也行不到的2'高高跟鞋, 面對著何應豐..真是很怕)

所以一口就說: 我不是演員來的, 她說是我的外表與她所要的相似...
和她說著, 想起相士對我說的話 (叫我去試試做演員..)...-_-" 有點準...
隨緣吧.

got a really cool friday night and weekend :

fri: Argentina Vs Serbia @ Stanley Bar and restaurant and then just go straight to a really hip outdoor bar @ CWB near Lee Garden and watch Netherlands Vs Cote d’ivoire. we can have a beer and throw the peanut shells on the floor..and i miss the young coconut and crispy Nochos (high recommmend this place , hehe)

Sat: my hon just pick me up after work, lunch and being his superfan on his basketball match ( and i have a nice chat with Lilium also coz we talked so many things. ^_^). And then we go to have a expenisve-and-tasty-but-costy seafood dinner at Saikung. And after that, just go to a bar ( not that hip) at kwun tong and watch the match of Czech Vs Ghana ( my “fan”tastic of Mcdonald is gone~ so sad) we drank and play till 230am. hohoho

in fact,
:i do treasure our leisure time.
:i do love being his bball superfans
:i do admit that i have drank so much beer during this week ( it s world cup’s fault)
:i do admit i m a moody gal and get into the depression trap easily
:i do try myself not depressed after drank (and drank less too )
:i do plan our next trip ^_^
: i do luv the lyric he told me
:i do luv being adored by him

選擇

http://fotologue.jp/seeyan/

繼而試過不同blog之後, 發現online fotop album 都有好多的選擇

點算好..本來已經想申請Flickr的pro account. 但fotologue版面實在太好
唉呀....
我已經唔記得自己近來申請左幾多樣野.....

Blog: myexpression, bloghk, showhappy, spymac, fotop.net, MsnSpace, Blogspot ( used 2 yrs), Xanga, Wordpress, LiveJournal, .mac
photo album: Sony Imagestation, pBase, Webshots, Fotop.net ( used 2 yrs), Fotop GB, Ringo, Flickr, .mac, Fotologue

唔洗咁多選擇呀, 真煩..

For members only: World Music added to Jam Pack samplers

You might be a virtuoso, or just an air guitar prodigy. Either way, GarageBand lets you create, perform, and record your own music, by putting you in control of your own professional recording studio with hundreds of instruments. Add a GarageBand Jam Pack, and it’s like having a vast pool of session musicians and a record producer at your disposal.
And right now, you have the exclusive opportunity to find out for yourself what a difference Jam Pack can make. Because .Mac members can download a free sampling of 400 Jam Pack loops – 100 loops each from the all-new World Music Jam Pack, along with Symphony Orchestra, Remix Tools, and Rhythm Section. Use them to build a foundation for your solos, or create an entire composition of your own. You can also add loops to your podcasts and even score a musical soundtrack for your iMovie or iDVD project.
400 free GarageBand Jam Pack loops. You’ve got to like the sound of that.

cool. lets download it when i m home sin ..

home

*accomplished book - shopaholic take manhattan
*paid credit card fee
*watch the jacket movie
*loss my weight
*finish all sample request sheet, start working on .ai
*massage toning oil
*change the template in blogspot
*consider which blog i should choose
*take photos for my toothbrush
*14times missing phone calls in the morning
*searching a "louder" alarm clock
*robbie williams concert hkd$2400/ticket, what the hell
*trouble sleeping

*exhausted*periodical depression arise*
full-stop

在世界中心呼喚愛

這片子大約於二年前在電影院看過. 看了後完全沒有什麼大的感覺 (那時可能工作實在太忙, 坐在電影院可能是發了呆也不一定)
後來上星期由於看了孫燕姿我也很想他的MV, 故此突然再想看多一次
昨晚獨自在家中躺著看, 發現原來第一次看時是沒有真正暸解劇情, 今次看的感覺多得多.
"人死, 是不是愛也消失" 這個概念不斷圍繞整個片子中. 事實上男主角的種種就證明愛從沒有消失.
那張結婚申請書, 那隔了玻璃的吻, 最後在澳洲的Urlulu上, 男主角聽著Aki於十多年前留下的遺言

那一段刻骨的, 真感動

一代科學家郭金到了香港, 我對物理宇宙什麼理論沒有什麼大的興趣
黑洞如何影響什麼什麼…不大影響到我就可以了.
但是他最attract我的是他要利用他臉上肌肉之郁動再透過紅外線來選英文字母,再由一個個英文字母串成句子.所以我相信他要花上半天時間才可以打出二十段句子
對他來說打字(說話) 是一件艱辛的事, 故此我相信他的句子句句都是有意義, 沒有任何廢話
看見他打字時的表情再想起自己的廢話
有點慚愧

goodbye, my old identity

當那人拿著打孔機在我那張身份證打一個洞後就正式宣告結束
再見了

雖然那照片的樣子真是…但無論如何也要懷念一下

p.s. i have set the resolution of the pic extremely low, so dun try to enlarge it, it is useless , hehhe

My personal DNA report

Animated Creator

My Personal Dna Report

it s seems cool~~ lets try it

六月八日晚上的士記

昨晚晚上十一時於公司樓下, 坐在熟識的司機之的士回家 ,

天下著雨, 身心疲累

突然間, 聽到的士上播放著我近來很喜歡蔡健雅與孫燕姿唱的原點

心情好了一點

"馬小姐, 那麼晚才下班, 很累是吧?"

"張先生呢 ?他昨晚也call了車呀"

"下雨了, 你趕緊想想哪處下車最好, 淋濕了很容易病的"

為什麼可以這樣的窩心呢…

就這樣, 疲倦消失了, 好心情仍然持續.

感受多一點身邊的小事物, 可能會有意想不到的收穫呢 ~

(如要這的士司機的電話號碼, 請電我, 嘻嘻)

深白色二人組 魚在水裡哭MV

my favorite song

photos

發脾氣

事實上, 真的很難受
工作十多小時, 對著自己我不想對著的人
今早起床時心情已經不好了, 早上八時才起床. 頭痛得利害,
趕著上班得連摸小狗的時間也沒有. 小狗只得坐在洗手間的門外搖著尾巴靜靜地望著我
朋友說: 工作量太多了, 而且你的工作又不是得到世間財, 不開心的話不如早點離開, 休息一下吧


她說如果我可以於今兩星期內完成的話, 是沒有可能做不成的
我心想” 你話架..”
這兩星期無論通宵也好我也要完成我那150個design, 我就是不相信我自己不能做到
有時候, 心裡想 ”我在做什麼呢? 那麼辛苦又為了什麼呢?” …但這個關口, 我要丟下這種種念頭
為了最後的一刻


是的
我在發脾氣中

Re: 投訴

親愛的Melolo:

有關你的投訴, 我已通知我家小姐
事實上我家小姐實在很想念你, 只不過你的手電長期處於這樣的狀態, 哪又如何再聯絡上閣下呢?
我家小姐想請閣下到本舍相聚, 把酒談歡, 但小姐知悉閣下實在忙得不可開支, 故不敢打攪太多

而有關 "重色輕友"的問題, 我相信我家小姐...umm...應該不會吧.....

我家小姐也要投訴閣下,
小姐於閣下的網上相簿中發了一個sha&me 的相簿.. 其中一張於costume make-up課堂中的相片也在其中, 真的不得了 -_-"

而我家小姐一定要回閣下一個字, 就是 ~
哼!
另外, 礙於閣下的新聞台中有本小姐照片兩大張 , 故此我家小姐要以牙還牙, 還閣下相片一大張, 請見諒.
小姐少不更事, 好勝心強, 閣下大人不記小人過, 請莫見怪. 嘻嘻.

p.s. 以後, 請交電話費*
見字後請電我家小姐, 謝!


shasha僕人ahsahs上

had a really relaxing weekend and sunday.....hmm....let me think...
* cheap but delicious japanese food (it s tofu is excellent )
* shanghai food and its 高力豆沙, yummy
* 2 bottle of red wine at a bar in stanley, the red wine is cheap but it taste gooood
* after the 2 bottles of red wine, 2 of us still go to a bar and had the beer till 3am so crazy ( it s my first time !!) and sorry that i really can't stop my tears when we talked about my work..it s just a pressure from work, don't worry~
* and the most crazy thing is.....i am in love with bowling. i play 4 times during this week. so much fun~~

*高興於星期天的早上一張開眼睛看到身邊的就是你 luv that =)

definition of play

怎去define你是否一個愛玩的人呢 ?
所有朋友覺得我是一個很愛玩的人

說真的，一說玩，我就控制不了我自己。
無論我怎樣的疲累，第二天會東西要去做，或是自己生病，我也不理,照玩可也
而且玩得時候應該玩得盡興， play hard~~ 玩得不盡興的話就不再有樂趣了
當一杯一杯酒灌下去時，你可以說我很愛玩

但是，我不是一個無玩不歡的人
有些朋友無論如何星期六一定要離開屋企
但我也可以待在家中看看電視,打掃房間。到cafe飲飲coffee, 看看書。
朋友有時看見我在msn中出現，問 " why don't u hang out ? it s a lovely saturday night."
其實,點解我唔可以係屋企呢? 點解我一定要出去呢 ??
如果星期六hangout是一件悶事，我寧可在家中看電視打打機聽聽音樂睡睡覺( 我知道機會是微一點）
當然好玩的話我就立即衝出去啦 ,嘻嘻

愛玩 ？不愛玩？
真難說得清，我相信我就是那些卡在中間的可憐蟲

dinner*bowling*karaoke @ Tuen Ng Festival Eve & Tuen Ng Festival day

with *Ryan*Windy*Leon*Lilian*Kirk*Rebecca*her bf (dun remember his name sorry~)
had a great dinner at cwb....cheap but delicious...my scotland beef steak... yummy..

after our lovely dinner, we went bowling.it s FUN..uno, i haven't play this games for almost 7-8 years and i admit that i m really weak on this game.. ( u can see my humiliating score in belows )
leon told me i should let my arm relaxed..but it s really hard for me..sigh..
hey, ladies n gentlemen, just give me some time. only i need is practice, i can do it, believe me ..hehhe

karaoke after the bowling..(such a tight schedule ).sorry that Leon, Rebecca and her guy can't join, it must be more fun if they can~~~
5 of us drank 2 bottle of Baileys ( I LUV IT MOST) and 1 bottle of Chivas. its seems i will get drunk.But the weird thing is - I DIDN'T, and I didn't feel dizzy as well~~~lol
And it s long time i haven't played till sunrrise.......when we came out from the karaoke, its 6 already....i felt myself energetic still ..hohoho...

really had a great time~ i m really looking forward to hang out with you guys.. i luv that....xxx

BUT, when i just lain on my lovely bed at 630am, my body just like broken into numerous tiny pieces ( it s really a sign to prove i m getting older.sigh.....)
In fact, i know i should not do that, since my body's problem, and i havent sleep enough for past few nightss...( i notice that when he phone me at 640am sorry )

and then i slept like the dead until he phone me....it s about 3:00pm

• I have missed the art exhibition with twinzen
• i ditch mesodo - since i said i will go to APA to give her a hand...sorry, my lady~

But, thank you for his coming today, it s sweet that i can have a tasty hot coffee and a cake to be my breakfast / lunch.
u know what, it s great still we can just lying on the bed and watch the movie. what a cozy and lovely holiday. ^_^
i can go nowhere n sleep whole day , playing computer, playing with doggie, do sport, art gallery, cafe, movie, HMV.....

pls don't misjudge me by using the first few paragraphs~ apart from alcoholic gal, i can be a healthy gal also

oh, healthy sha, it almost 2:00am, let s go to sleep....goodnight~

Before Sunset 日落巴黎

看了Before Sunset日落巴黎 的VCD, 這隻是我上一次在HMV選購一大堆的其中一隻. 終於開封了

故事是講男主角Jesse於巴黎在自己著作的發佈會上重遇了9年前於Vienna相遇一個法國女子Celine. 故事只是講了他們在巴黎數小時.
在其對話中知道9年來雙方仍然掛念著大家, 而且二人都勾起了從前未能放下的回憶.
九年後再遇，時光並未磨滅兩人間的熱情，午後流連於巴黎的花園、咖啡座與塞納河，彼此盡訴九年間的感情和婚姻挫折。謝西將要登上日落前飛返紐約的客機，卻依依不捨眼前這名法國女在Celine的小居中談著生活種種，不願離開。

很喜愛這種淡淡的感覺, 因為全片都是男女主角的對話, 在巴黎的街道, 在café,在公園小徑、在遊輪上、在車上，聊工作、聊人生、聊過去未來、以及對愛情的看法，從頭到尾, 男女主角的對話沒有停過, 鏡頭也一路帶著沒有斷過. 觀眾就像在一旁偷窺的人，一路窺探到底，浪漫的理想與殘酷的現實，在本片一覽無遺。

開始明白 Jesse要不斷延遲前往機場的時間以及兩人為什麼都不提以後...
看著時, 有點怕自己也像男女主角那樣....真有點sad……
所以, 唯有就是要珍惜眼前人....

p.s. 快點買第一集before sunrise~~~

sparkling, sparkling

Thx, Billy~~
I love sparkling water,
One of the cabinet @ my room just full of sparkling water…its look cute..
cheers~

work in the lovely monday morning

@5:45am
it s time to work..
cafferine is running inside my Blood vessel

常在我心

下午在家中,一面吃著我的午餐／晚餐一面看著無線重播的常在我心....

“若果要選擇天堂或者是你.....天堂喎....“

“真的有得去選擇的話，我會選擇你“


陳奕迅這幾話又再一次令我喊起來
看了數篇仍是這樣, shasha真沒用 -_~"

work@home

2:40am@ home.

tune still playing my favourite songs....
my mac still running photoshop and illustrator....
it s the penalty of hang out with friends tonight

headache is haunting me.eyes are dry..handshake occur
u deserve it..

work hard...
ciao...

早上十一時零五分的隨想

我習慣在公司上班的時間聽著電台. 今早由一個我很喜歡的DJ做節目
聽著她播放由鋼琴做主題的音樂...
由The Pianist的主題音樂, 到Tori Amos唱的silent all these year ..Eason唱的活著多好...
不知名俄羅斯女歌手唱的Us..moby唱的 why my heart feel so bad

有點sad, 但很感動

雖然眼睛望著那LCD, 對著illustrator, 左手按著鍵盤, 右手按著光學Mouse
這一小時, 心飛了

6 month = 12/2 = 1/2 year

11:45pm 23/5/06 手提電話的行事曆之提醒響起. “ baby, 6 months la.....”他給我的一個提醒.很甜哇..

24/11 - 24/5
和他在一起剛剛有半年的時間...他的確有不少轉變, 和初初認識時的他不同
朋友說我們是一個奇蹟, 兩個不同工作層面, 在一個”這樣的情況下”認識, 而且像很穩定似的.



回想,
一句應允下, 我們的第二十日到了台北旅行 ( 當時我將annual leave的改期, 連將上海的機票改期了)
還記得後來二月的北京旅行之前我仍然不知道他在想什麼, 當時, 我覺得溝通真是有點問題. 但後來旅行後, 發現其實問題都不是沒有方法去解決, 在旅行中, 認識了他的家人..又發現和他有一點共同的生活習慣...開始感覺是穩定了下來
所有東西都要時間, 去想, 去了解, 給自己也要給他一點時間 (thanks you, jan, u taught me about this)

想想. 半年. 不是一個很長的時間. 這是第一次用 "年" 來interpret 一起的時間, 感覺是很好的
在預期之外收到了禮物, 是一對牙刷( design from Germany or Sweden). 我之前已經喜歡這個.
喜歡的原因是因為把它們站起來時, 一高一矮, 一紅一灰, 高的有一個圈圈著矮的一枝, 兩枝依偎著, 就像一對couple.
而且, 牙刷, umm, 可以代表著intimate relationship, 嘻嘻!!
而另外的wooden block, umm..如果加上他的字跡就會多好呢..^_^

sms中的"wish anniversaries never end" ...很窩心
everything is possible.
just try hard..my Mr. Right..Mr.Incredible..Mr.Wonderful...Mr.....

~Happy 6-month Anniversary~

非走不可
i m get tired of these

i love you, wanroom

i m just crazy for them.....
why on earth can't my mac support msn? .......it got my lovely wanroom icon and wallpaper....ding~ >_<

Panoramas - lovely

just browse the website which talk about the opening of apple store @5th Avenue, NY. And i found out Panoramas ( the popular photography in recent) got a official website, you can just sat inside your cozy home and fly to the place u wanna go....
i m just finish the Da Vinci Code tour.....awesome....

Reminder: QuickTime Needed

da vinci code 達文西密碼

watch Da Vinci Code with *Leon*Kirk*Lilian*Windy*Ryan

in fact, i m looking forward to this movie for 1 year ( as i remember, i finish the book last year). when i knew the main cast is my idols - tom hanks and audrey tautou, i m so exciting...

and as i remember, i have a trip to paris after i read the book, i just going to Musée du Louvre and see the mona lisa, the madonna on the rocks
umm...the movie is not bad indeed. but i think the book is better than that.
first of all , i think the book really emphasize on symbolism, some art history , critics of the painting..(you can get something after read )..but the movie....hmm, i just think it s just a like a story....
meanwhile, 2hrs30mins is not enough to interpret all the story. and the movie skipped some important part....

and you know what, i can't stop thinking when i watch the movie in that 2hrs and 30mins. my brain keep working, so after the movie, all of us are exhausting really.....

i m think robert langdon as i imagine when i read this book , he should be a a tall, thin and knowledgeable guy with glasses. but tom hanks....hmm....he seems old....
and when i read the book, i love the cast - silas. a miserable, faithful catholics. but the movie, i think it cant describe it deeply.....poor silas...

but the movie...make me wanna go paris again....le louvre..tour effiel, palace versailles...the mussel..onion soup...printemp the mall...oh...i miss it really

if you don't like the movie, just buy a book , u will love it more, i promise...

good mood~

心情持續向上, 工作所有的不如意也不能拖垮我的好心情

晚晚只5小時睡眠時間也好像很足夠似的.....(不過我知道我要睡多點的...)

(唯一可恨的是減肥計劃仍然要如火如荼地進行 ...sigh.....

今早一張開眼睛, 藍藍的天....心想 "唔洗咁靚呀?!"

~我要為6月的陽光與海灘努力~

add oil ...my dear gals~ ^_^

Alcoholic Gals

lets imagine, baby-
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 1

date: 16th May, 2006
time: 8:00pm
venue: Luxurious Seaside restaurant, HK
dishes: French , or Italian maybe

Two alcoholic gals - sharon and windy sat inside a luxurious seaside restaurant with lovely black deep-v evening gowns , they lifting up the glasses elegantly (with wine absolutely) and said " Now, we swear trying to be non-alcoholic gals, cheers~~~”
After one glassof Red wine of Bella Fontaine 2003, they think this wine's taste like sweetie sweet. So they start pouring more and more into their empty glasses…..


8:30pm
Red wine bottle emptied.
Sharon and Windy both faces turned red, Sharon start smiling all the time, and Windy start picking up her mobile and scolded her friend in ENGLISH


8:45pm
They both yelled “ oh, we got drunk again, sucks~”

MISSION FAILED

-hahaha-

Fortune telling

昨晚與同事們吃飯，談談天。
離開了公司的f小姐和b小姐，心情非常的好
他們說起廟街有位相士十分準，他們還對我說了很多有關這的奇異事惰。我和k小姐心動起來，一吃過晚飯就到廟街找那相士
其實,我真的很怕。因為暫時所有東西也不俗。我擔心的是相士會對我說一些我不想聽到的說話 （因為她是會不留情面,有話直說的 ）

她說的-

• 屬水, 但由於生於夏天, 所以要用其他東西來補充
• 聰明, 人緣很好, 善良, 多桃花, 早婚, 都有點錢, 但喜歡花錢, 所以她說我要到45歲才可以儲蓄
• 旺父益子 (-_-"), 但益子較多
• 73歲是一個很大的難關, 如果過到就可好, 如不.............
• 是一個主動的人, 如果喜歡的就不會理會其他東西去做. 但不喜歡的做什麼也不能打動 (thats right)
• 生肖蛇的是我的貴人. 但貴人是要自己去尋找
• 非常的喜歡思考, 叫我讀多一點哲學的書..但由於情緒化, 所以常常會往壞的地方去想
• 由於有什麼x孤星在什麼x宮 (我當時真的不太明白), 所以有時會有孤獨感, 之後就會想東想西, 不過相士說是一個訓練自己獨立的一個好方法
• 14-23也是非常浮動，多桃花. 上年(2005年)是轉變的一年 (是真的，因為和ex 分手, 公司大變動 )
• 由於情緒化，而且在24-34歲是非常浮動的一年，所以要買多一點白色或者綠色的東西令自己平靜下來
• 適婚最佳是2010年，　不過今年開始已經可以結婚了 ( 不是吧 -_-") 結婚還令心境靜一點. 而且對career有幫助
• 有時對著另一半時可以很獨立, 但有時就可以很小鳥依人, 可以很極端的 ( 真的準, 想見上個blog)
• 不適合做生意, 不適合投資地產.
• 我問她設計是否適合, 她說還可以，但不是最好. 而關於電腦的，她說我不適合 ( 我想graphic design...-_-)
• 她說我是適合做一點對多點人的工作, 而最佳的是屬金和水的行業 - 她說"你不如去試試空中小姐 或者 演員吧, 你是非常合適的吧!" 我笑說 "如果客人駡我, 我是受不了的" 她說: " 你? 不會的.信我!" . 同事們即說" 你? 不是吧?看看你還可以對著senior笑的態度就知道你是可以做服務性行業吧" (可惡．．．．)
• 說我一定要工作, 要令自己忙一點，忙就什麼都不用想, 如果我一空閒的話, 就會想東想西 (是的，一得閒我就會自找煩惱)
• 我問她我何時不用再工作, 她說”你常常花錢，而且你不工作是不好的，所以你晚年才退休的" (oh...sigh..我不想這樣呀..)

有關男朋友:

• 她說" 你們性格上是很似的, 但是你就主動一點, 說話會漂亮一點 "
• 早婚，善良，有點錢
• 你們是非常重感情,善良 所以你們會走在一起 ，兩個地位相約，所以他不會是霸王，而我也不會是女王
• 是一位專業人士, 工作運不俗, 比較起來, 他會節儉一點, 所以會剛剛好.互相補充的
• 是夾的，說我會旺他的 ..(^_^ 他真幸運 )

準不準? 認識我的朋友就知道了.....

..........to be continue.........

happy mother's day ?!

在Mother's day 竟然和媽媽駡起來
原因往往是一些芝麻綠豆的小事, 我頂撞了兩三句, 她開始蠻不講理起來
說真的, 我真是沒有什麼大脾氣.
我就是不明白, 她對她的所作所為Minimize得不見了, 但她對我就是將一件小事Maximize到極點
怎樣說, 對我都是不公平

晚上原本想和她在家中吃吃晚飯, 後來我選擇在第二家中吃著麵包對著電腦發呆
都是迴避一下

沒有辦法, 只可以這樣做

What a contradiction

*發現自己 喜歡中國傳統東西 *卻又發現自己 真有點東方主義
*發現自己 想看多點書 *卻又發現自己 一看書就想睡
*發現自己 常常可以對著朋友嘻嘻哈哈 *卻又發現自己 一個人時很容易哭
*發現自己 想productive一點 *卻又發現自己 常常對著電腦發呆一整天
*發現自己 可以很獨立 *卻又發現自己 也可以小鳥依人
*發現自己 常說沒所謂 *卻又發現自己 往往也有所謂
*發現自己 喜歡休閒生活 *卻又發現自己 玩得很瘋狂
*發現自己 想背著背包到處走走旅行 *卻又發現自己 但實在有不少顧慮
*發現自己 珍惜朋友 *卻又發現自己 很懶打電話
*發現自己 的朋友說我EQ高 *卻又發現自己 心情飄忽不定
*發現自己 喜歡半夜的寧靜 *卻又發現自己 是要睡多一點
*發現自己 喜歡與小狗玩玩 *卻又發現自己 與小狗相處的時間太少

*發現自己 討厭種種的藉口 *卻又發現自己 多了一點藉口

Dance 2 @ HKAPA

昨晚與*Melolo*Doris回到APA看了Dance 2的dress rehearsal, 拍了不少照片.
由20:00到23:00, 整整3小時的dance show坐得腰也酸了, 肚子餓得很, 真有點吃不消
五個dance piece, 最喜歡是第二隻- Beyond.
Beyond, 是modern dance, 講Nijinsky內心世界. 事實上, 我對modern dance瞭解不深. 但當我看此舞時真是感到痛苦無助
Chereographer 編得好, Costume好, Setting 好, 音樂非常的好.(真的不知道是哪位音樂家寫的)

真是很喜歡.

*要買一本有關modern dance的書先看看

cozy

haven't home for almost one week already, so i just home after work.
Dinner, TV, playing with SaiSai, Playing MSN.......i enjoy it soo much.
Have a great talk with my bro, start to know his recent life. And i found out our aim is totally different ...And i asked him about his opinion, it s rather neutral.

He ask me to concern the place, which is a bit boring place - not too much entartainment, no nightlife, no superb shopping mall, no updated Karaoke...it s really hot, 35 c all the time......all you can do is just hanging around, dinner, home, watched movies on the weekend.........
He didn't like the place and he said it s not for the young men....

But the place is really good for living, since the environment is far far better than HK. And work pressure is rather low, since its government claimed the citizen should enjoy the life after 6, so OT is not occured frequently
And he said his female colleage (who doesn't have a great face ) still being chased by Adorable and Handsome foreign guySSS ( Romanian, Czech, German...)...so i think it s great !!hahaha........

And when you go there with your lover, then all unfavourable stuff are just being minimized la....hehe^_^ .
Just visit and take a look first....

after chaos.

Aunt had invited me to her bday dinner yesterday night. I m really love to even though my mood is rather low.
As a matter of fact, i m glad i went to the dinner since it will lower the mood more rapidly if i stay at home alone.

it s sweet that Aunt knew my worries. She told me about the atmosphere, and told some examples which is workable even though it s harsh. It made me feel better.
He is not a talkative person, so i really don't know the exact situation. And after the dinner, i seems know more about it.
It s a hard decision to make which affect his future indeed. Sorry that i made his burden even heavier. U know, i can't control my adverse feeling when i m low , it just haunting me all night.

But, i know i need to get out from this situation.
i convince myself not to think too much, all i can do is waiting for his final decision.

"Believe in Sha, she can make it . " Sha told Sha. -

退而思之

wrote on 6th may -

So many things happened these past few days, And all the stuff seems change my life in certain extent.
i am the talkative gal, willing to share everything to my friends. but in this situation, i am speechless.When he tell me in the first time, I just try to say some rational words. Be honest, it s good for him, he should not miss the golden oppurtunity becoz of the tiny me. other than those rational words, my brain blank, like all the stuff was washed away by flood.
in fact, all gals wanna be your lover's baby, wanna hanging around with him. but i didn't have any other reason to hinder this. i hate myself being selfish.
thank you he had ask me the opinion, i felt being respected at first. thank you he had help me to think any possible ways...... i m really appreciate it. i will try my best at first.
i believe in destiny, if it is not yours, it still leaving you eventhough you hug it tightly.


it is 3:ooam now , just back from party @ cwb.
this is my first drinking party that i didn't drink any alcoholic things
when i back to the party, what a mess......
i hate myself that i didn't get drunk.
if i drunk, i can't see the tears of my friend, the anger of my friend.....any messy situations will not screen into my eyes.,,,my eyes are misted up .......
when i get off from a taxi, i felt so bad, i start to think i m so tiny...what can i do?....something was dropped on the street, n i found out its my wallet....anything i can't grab it tightly, even this bloody red tiny wallet.
every sad thing arise from my head again-
grab it or let it go ? is it workable if i just be faithful ?

everything seems unpredictable, unforseeable, uncontrollable.......it frightened me......
i just want to slip into my lovely bed with my simpsons. my only shelter...

Match Point 迷失決勝分

The man who said 'I'd rather be lucky than good’ saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. There are moments in a match when the ball hits the top of the net and for a split second it can either go forward or fall back. With a little luck, it goes forward and you win…or maybe it doesn’t, and you lose.”

A one-time tennis pro, Chris Wilton (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) was used to falling just short in his life. But when he befriends Tom Hewett (Matthew Goode) and marries his sister, Chloe (Emily Mortimer), the doors are opened to the kind of money and success that Chris had once only dreamed of. Chris should have settled for happiness, but he is torn by his attraction to Tom’s impossibly beautiful and sensual fiance, Nola (Scarlett Johansson). The attraction turns to an obsession that forces Chris to make a critical choice. Now everything in his life hinges on if Chris falls short again…and whether or not his luck runs out.

昨晚雖然痛得要彎著腰, 但由於一早已買了戲票看了Match Point ( Directed by Woody Allen), 沒想到70歲的活地亞倫可以拍出這樣一部很緊湊的電影.
男主角在兩個女人中間, 一個(Chole)是可以令他的生活安穩,有美好前途的人, 而另一個(Lola)是可以帶給他激情的人, 他當然是想自私地擁有兩者. 但後來情婦Lola懷孕後就發現安穩生活比起"愛" 緊要得多. 兩人只可以選擇一個之下, 他佈局殺了Lola.
其實他殺人佈局漏洞多多, 但幸運之神之眷顧下, 完全沒有被人發覺. 他仍然擁有幸福家庭, 高薪厚職....
最後介指的一幕, 真是出人意表, 全場人都嘩了一聲..

我最喜愛的是Lola以及其鄰居亡魂的一段 ( 突然間好像在看鬼片一樣), 男主角看見他所殺的人之亡魂, 淚流披面, 但他完全沒有什麼悔意. 他不斷用藉口來解釋 (就像我一樣)......解釋過後, 亡魂消失...

而關於愛情的那一段, 他是否真的愛Lola呢? 還只是Sex Appeal呢? 如果他是愛的話, 他不會不放棄安穩生活, 不會大話連連, 不會懷了殺機.... 他不是不愛他的妻子Chole, 但如果他是愛的話, 他不會背著他的妻子和其他女子鬼混, 不會有去意.
如果是你, 你會怎樣選擇? 安穩生活還是愛情 ?

p.s. 背景音樂 十分的好~很match
p.s. II 去看看它的official website呀, 也很不錯的
這是肯定是我近年愛看電影之十大之一. =-)

天灰灰, 下著雨
心情也像天空的顏色一樣...

低落都不想說話了
胃也想令我的心情加速滑落, 痛得利害, 連說話的力氣都沒有
只好用sms或email說我想說的
要說和想說都透過sms傳送了

平時的我會將醫生給我的藥通通拋進垃圾桶
我現在可乖了，四小時一次，一日四次, 每次一粒....what a tragedy...

不想再吃藥了
不想再吃藥了
不想再吃藥了

發現所有病菌知道你的身體出現毛病時, 他們會群起攻擊.
莫非他們通過電話密謀大計 ? shit....

近來點滴

近來在Blog中都沒有提及自己的事, 要記下了:

• 昨日是公司一位同事的last day. 後來數一數, 發現同期入公司的只餘下三個人(包括我), 其中一同事還笑說是時候要走了....
• 與他一起也有五個月了. 喜歡大家對這個關係作出了小小的承諾. 五個月, 我不知道自己有否變化, 但他是改變了: 變得多言了, 主動地說出自己的看法.....這改變當然是好事 = ) 前幾天他問我一個嚴肅的問題, 當然我有想過這問題. .still have room for improvement, and everything can be solved. Be faithful.
• My dear, 我看過女巫的水晶球,看到我將來生活裡有你. ^_^
• 連續不幸事件簿 + 梅菲定律- 當發生第一次的不幸時, 大家都會很同情..但第二第三第四次...時, 很快就會到達一個轉折點 , 之後當第五次時, 大家就會想: " 是不是真的啊? 你在說謊吧 ??" "你自作自受的! "這是一個很正常的反應....我希望沒有謊話, 希望那些是真正的連續十來次不幸, 要不然, 我會覺得自己的樣子肯定是很愚蠢了...
• 上司說我工作了差不多兩年還未入世.. 一個比較相信人的人,容易受傷害, 但生活得開心 ; 一個不相信人的人, 當然是不易受傷害, 但生活得戰戰兢兢, 深怕其他人會害他. 而我 , 當然是前者. 你會說我未試過很痛的經歷...但戰戰兢兢不是我的性格...所以, 所有東西我會選擇去相信...
• 舊年沒有和lolo到長洲看過搶包山, 今年一定會看. 順度看看有沒有壽包呀...嘻嘻...

BusinessCard Draft

Just found out all artwork should be export to RGB instead of CMYK.

Made the businesscard for my friend rushly.
colors - beige * Black * Brick Red

尋梅記

近來想令自己的房間有一點生氣.
之前到了很多地方想找一些合適的, 要不太浮誇, 但又要有一點contrast的效果
遲遲都未能找到合心意的

終於到花墟買了一些假花, 像梅花一樣
紅紅的, 很美

conversation with Mr. Homer Simpsons

During mid-night, thundering all night
She start murmuring to her companion - Mr. Homer Simpsons

" Why you didn't have a strong arm to be my pillow? "
" Why you didn't gave me a sweety kiss before sleep? "
" Why only you sleeping by my side but not him?"

Mr. Homer Simpsons sitting still and looking at her. Speechless.....


aiya. wish you were here...

In geographical way, it s far, but hearts are close.

The place between his place and her place
They seems like living in 2 different places-
she is at the top right corner, whereas he is at the bottom left corner..
You may say they shouldn't meet each other ...


If you want go to his place right away,
you can grab a taxi and go straight to his place-
it takes almost 45 mins and costs HKD110 per single trip

Hey, but you can still meet someone you love.
So lucky you are,sha

google earth

Do you miss some guys who abroad ? Paris, London, NY, Helsinki....
You can fly to the place without wings....

Try Google Earth, it s fun
hehhe

coming shanghai trip

Some friend just planning the coming shanghai trip during end of May* 6days trip,and I just need apply 2 1/2days annual leave only!
It seems nice.BUT, too many stuff need to be Concern.So,I Cant make any decision yet.
I m Sorry,dude...

"油牆" 假期

突如其來的..
在家樓下買了油漆，與爸爸一起拆掉那高架床，將牆油了米白色，之後架起新床
大約在八小時內完成
重新拿著油掃的感覺很好，令我想起在apa讀書的日子
與爸爸一邊做一邊談談天。其實是一件樂事.

Goodbye, my buddy..
I just be with you for 1 1/2 year, I still remember how happiness I was when you arrived my place
in fact, i love you so much, BUT, it make me feel bad and uncomfort.
so, i need to move you out....
sorry

香港遊 - 四日三夜

上幾個的長假期大多出了外地, 今個假期就留在香港
整個假期都和男朋友在一起, 到了不少地方

在他家中拍拍照, 打遊戲機( 相信我, 用我的concept選車是對的, 哈哈…..那lotus實在太快), 早上做球賽觀眾,到中環到舊式茶樓飲茶(和他在台北飲珍珠奶茶的理念一樣: 愈舊式/傳統的就愈美味, 嘻嘻), 在soho區四處遊走(泰昌那Egg tart真可惡, 我的減肥大計…) 到stanley 走走看看吃吃東西( 飲紅酒吃了沒有蛋的復活節大餐), 到坪洲打籃球( 雙手弄得黑黑的), 到愉景灣手拖手跑跑跳跳盪盪鞦韆, 到小欖BBQ(掛念那超美味的粟米), 自製Cheesecake with Oreo Crust ( 那Crust 當然是買回來的啦, 嘻嘻)…………

在等待入燒烤場時, 下著微微雨.
一邊玩著電話內的mini game, 一邊倚著身旁的他
感覺...嘻嘻, 真是很好...............


有他在身旁就可以了..嘻嘻

My dear dear Cousin Jon~~~~

毫無預估之下, 表哥Jon與他未婚妻和我們吃飯
他回來的原因就是辦理結婚之事宜, 訂造婚紗晚裝……
上年他回來香港的時候沒有到我家, 爸爸媽媽因此而不開心了一陣子
後來知道原因後, 今次的晚飯, 無可否認, 大家都刻意不談一些話題
他們 9月尾就於英國結婚, 真是很開心.
他不斷說 , “恩恩. 9月尾再到英國一次吧, 和我到Alton Tower 瘋狂玩樂吧! 你想去那都可以, 我會提供一個司機給你( 指著他的未婚妻) “
爸爸立即拿了一張便條對我說 有一間Airline的promotion : $3400 ( From HKG to London) + $1200 ( get one more 2-way ticket travel, Europe only )
也即是說, 大約六千元就可以到英國之餘再到歐洲其中一個地方…(1st priority: Athen..2nd priority: Prague)
怎會不心動呢 ?

媽媽也心動起來, 叫我有點積蓄, 安排好工作的事宜就和我一起去一個月
出席表哥的婚禮, 探探親友, 之後再自己(和媽媽) 在歐洲周圍走走

不上不下

說了差不多半年，但到現在仍未正式行動
朋友說現在不上不下,卡著在中間,比死還難受,不如乾脆點離開，去一兩個月旅行，背薯backpack走走

但這一刻我真的不能這樣做...

現在決定留下多兩個月
不是為了任何人, 而是自己


我要走的時候走得漂漂亮亮

Visit my grandpa

hello, grandpa ( hope there s a little angel help u to translate this passage)
i miss u...

伊沙貝拉

看罷彭浩翔所導的伊沙貝拉 ,拍得很不錯.因為沒想過他也能拍出這類型的電影。第一次接觸到他的作品是四年前時那男朋友給我一套短片vcd.好像叫做暑期作業. 他叫我一定要看, 看過後又不覺得有什麼特別. 後來喜歡他的原因反而是看過他的·著作:進攻女生宿舍.指甲鉗人魔.當時看過後覺得很村上春樹(我是村上春樹的die hard fans)

後來也看過買凶拍人,av ,大丈夫..給我的感覺是他用黑色幽默用得很狠.
今次的伊沙貝拉,沒有拍出澳門回歸前時的動蘯,反而是小人物對目前生活感到沒目標.meaningless life

我喜歡最後一幕,蠻感人
兩世界的人相遇 ﹣馬振成是張碧欣唯一依靠之餘是一個fantasy, 張碧欣是馬振成窮途末路下的明燈

突然間很想再到澳門走一走

ShenZhen Trip 4th 31/3 - 2/4

與*Leon*Ryan*Michaelle*Windy到了深圳吃喝玩樂 ( 可惜Kirk未能同行)-

吃- RMB5/bowl蕃茄蛋花湯, RMB5/plate炒河粉, RMB5/pc燒粟米 (My favourite thing), RMB1/pc燒生蠔, 芝士龍蝦烏冬底, 燒鱸魚.....

喝 - 不知名的什麼雞湯,數杯shooters, 芝華士...

玩樂 - Massage, Disco, Snooker....

很久沒有到過深圳,因為對該地方沒有太大好感
今次給我的感覺好得多,又不是想像中那麼混亂, 那麼多人.
可能是由於一離開香港後心情好得多, 所以飲多很多...哈哈
..我只記得: 對身邊的他說"請看牢我,我醉了" ..在的士中的瘋狂對話...
真是斷了片(as windy said), 完全不知道我何時除下手錶耳環...
只是知道一見到床就倒下去...
多謝身旁的照顧.


真是好玩..
hey guys, looking forward to our next trip..!

Lock for the heart

He just bought me a necklace ........
“Does it imply something ?” I asked.
“ Yes, .....................” he said
Hey, hon, just keep the key,

dinner with dennis

與一位老朋友吃飯. 相識有十年了
大約於五年前沒有再見, 後來大家想約出來的時候總是很忙. 今次終於見了面
沒有太大轉變, 只是胖了三十磅 ( 男生胖才是福嗎…) 問他我有沒有轉變, 他說” 我常常看你的網上相簿, 所以我真是不知道啊! “ ( -_-“)
談了不少話, 問我的事業, 感情, 家庭…. 相反. 他很少說他的事

我常常說四年對我來說是一個Turnover, 但他提醒了我, 原來四年不是我的宿命….

偽文化人, 一起到電影中心看看電影吧, 嘻嘻.

.....

昨晚發朋友脾氣, 一句”不說了” , 掛斷電話
心情低落得可怕. 約了muelmuel也立即推掉. 回到家中時也不想吃媽媽做好的飯, 只是haehae的吃了一碗通心粉....
吃著通心粉之際, 朋友再打電話給我, 她也知道我心情不好. 一句” 唉, 知你啦! 你點呀?”
事實上, 蠻窩心的

看了<春逝>這電影多一趟, 對我來說，是一套令我有感觸的電影
在心情低落之時, 再看一齣很傷感的電影,試圖以傷感的情節令自己哭一場
無奈的是太記得那些情節。不能投入....哭不出

Sunshine is coming.....

原來天氣真是可以影響一個人的心情, 我記得我讀過一篇文章, 是北歐人在冬天時自殺比率比夏天時多出10倍. 而其中一個鎮要用幾十萬Euro去做一個mechanism 令到陽光可以反射到該鎮...

陽光, 是治療心情的天然良藥...
不過該死的是,外面陽光普照,但我仍然呆坐在辦公室內...可惡....

Recently, My Lovely Angel just fell alseep. And my demon just come up and destroy all the things in my mind.

Dear, wake up pls...