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六月八日晚上的士記

昨晚晚上十一時於公司樓下, 坐在熟識的司機之的士回家 ,

天下著雨, 身心疲累

突然間, 聽到的士上播放著我近來很喜歡蔡健雅與孫燕姿唱的原點

心情好了一點

"馬小姐, 那麼晚才下班, 很累是吧?"

"張先生呢 ?他昨晚也call了車呀"

"下雨了, 你趕緊想想哪處下車最好, 淋濕了很容易病的"

為什麼可以這樣的窩心呢…

就這樣, 疲倦消失了, 好心情仍然持續.

感受多一點身邊的小事物, 可能會有意想不到的收穫呢 ~

(如要這的士司機的電話號碼, 請電我, 嘻嘻)

深白色二人組 魚在水裡哭MV

my favorite song

photos

發脾氣

事實上, 真的很難受
工作十多小時, 對著自己我不想對著的人
今早起床時心情已經不好了, 早上八時才起床. 頭痛得利害,
趕著上班得連摸小狗的時間也沒有. 小狗只得坐在洗手間的門外搖著尾巴靜靜地望著我
朋友說: 工作量太多了, 而且你的工作又不是得到世間財, 不開心的話不如早點離開, 休息一下吧


她說如果我可以於今兩星期內完成的話, 是沒有可能做不成的
我心想” 你話架..”
這兩星期無論通宵也好我也要完成我那150個design, 我就是不相信我自己不能做到
有時候, 心裡想 ”我在做什麼呢? 那麼辛苦又為了什麼呢?” …但這個關口, 我要丟下這種種念頭
為了最後的一刻


是的
我在發脾氣中

Re: 投訴

親愛的Melolo:

有關你的投訴, 我已通知我家小姐
事實上我家小姐實在很想念你, 只不過你的手電長期處於這樣的狀態, 哪又如何再聯絡上閣下呢?
我家小姐想請閣下到本舍相聚, 把酒談歡, 但小姐知悉閣下實在忙得不可開支, 故不敢打攪太多

而有關 "重色輕友"的問題, 我相信我家小姐...umm...應該不會吧.....

我家小姐也要投訴閣下,
小姐於閣下的網上相簿中發了一個sha&me 的相簿.. 其中一張於costume make-up課堂中的相片也在其中, 真的不得了 -_-"

而我家小姐一定要回閣下一個字, 就是 ~
哼!
另外, 礙於閣下的新聞台中有本小姐照片兩大張 , 故此我家小姐要以牙還牙, 還閣下相片一大張, 請見諒.
小姐少不更事, 好勝心強, 閣下大人不記小人過, 請莫見怪. 嘻嘻.

p.s. 以後, 請交電話費*
見字後請電我家小姐, 謝!


shasha僕人ahsahs上

had a really relaxing weekend and sunday.....hmm....let me think...
* cheap but delicious japanese food (it s tofu is excellent )
* shanghai food and its 高力豆沙, yummy
* 2 bottle of red wine at a bar in stanley, the red wine is cheap but it taste gooood
* after the 2 bottles of red wine, 2 of us still go to a bar and had the beer till 3am so crazy ( it s my first time !!) and sorry that i really can't stop my tears when we talked about my work..it s just a pressure from work, don't worry~
* and the most crazy thing is.....i am in love with bowling. i play 4 times during this week. so much fun~~

*高興於星期天的早上一張開眼睛看到身邊的就是你 luv that =)

definition of play

怎去define你是否一個愛玩的人呢 ?
所有朋友覺得我是一個很愛玩的人

說真的，一說玩，我就控制不了我自己。
無論我怎樣的疲累，第二天會東西要去做，或是自己生病，我也不理,照玩可也
而且玩得時候應該玩得盡興， play hard~~ 玩得不盡興的話就不再有樂趣了
當一杯一杯酒灌下去時，你可以說我很愛玩

但是，我不是一個無玩不歡的人
有些朋友無論如何星期六一定要離開屋企
但我也可以待在家中看看電視,打掃房間。到cafe飲飲coffee, 看看書。
朋友有時看見我在msn中出現，問 " why don't u hang out ? it s a lovely saturday night."
其實,點解我唔可以係屋企呢? 點解我一定要出去呢 ??
如果星期六hangout是一件悶事，我寧可在家中看電視打打機聽聽音樂睡睡覺( 我知道機會是微一點）
當然好玩的話我就立即衝出去啦 ,嘻嘻

愛玩 ？不愛玩？
真難說得清，我相信我就是那些卡在中間的可憐蟲

dinner*bowling*karaoke @ Tuen Ng Festival Eve & Tuen Ng Festival day

with *Ryan*Windy*Leon*Lilian*Kirk*Rebecca*her bf (dun remember his name sorry~)
had a great dinner at cwb....cheap but delicious...my scotland beef steak... yummy..

after our lovely dinner, we went bowling.it s FUN..uno, i haven't play this games for almost 7-8 years and i admit that i m really weak on this game.. ( u can see my humiliating score in belows )
leon told me i should let my arm relaxed..but it s really hard for me..sigh..
hey, ladies n gentlemen, just give me some time. only i need is practice, i can do it, believe me ..hehhe

karaoke after the bowling..(such a tight schedule ).sorry that Leon, Rebecca and her guy can't join, it must be more fun if they can~~~
5 of us drank 2 bottle of Baileys ( I LUV IT MOST) and 1 bottle of Chivas. its seems i will get drunk.But the weird thing is - I DIDN'T, and I didn't feel dizzy as well~~~lol
And it s long time i haven't played till sunrrise.......when we came out from the karaoke, its 6 already....i felt myself energetic still ..hohoho...

really had a great time~ i m really looking forward to hang out with you guys.. i luv that....xxx

BUT, when i just lain on my lovely bed at 630am, my body just like broken into numerous tiny pieces ( it s really a sign to prove i m getting older.sigh.....)
In fact, i know i should not do that, since my body's problem, and i havent sleep enough for past few nightss...( i notice that when he phone me at 640am sorry )

and then i slept like the dead until he phone me....it s about 3:00pm

• I have missed the art exhibition with twinzen
• i ditch mesodo - since i said i will go to APA to give her a hand...sorry, my lady~

But, thank you for his coming today, it s sweet that i can have a tasty hot coffee and a cake to be my breakfast / lunch.
u know what, it s great still we can just lying on the bed and watch the movie. what a cozy and lovely holiday. ^_^
i can go nowhere n sleep whole day , playing computer, playing with doggie, do sport, art gallery, cafe, movie, HMV.....

pls don't misjudge me by using the first few paragraphs~ apart from alcoholic gal, i can be a healthy gal also

oh, healthy sha, it almost 2:00am, let s go to sleep....goodnight~

Before Sunset 日落巴黎

看了Before Sunset日落巴黎 的VCD, 這隻是我上一次在HMV選購一大堆的其中一隻. 終於開封了

故事是講男主角Jesse於巴黎在自己著作的發佈會上重遇了9年前於Vienna相遇一個法國女子Celine. 故事只是講了他們在巴黎數小時.
在其對話中知道9年來雙方仍然掛念著大家, 而且二人都勾起了從前未能放下的回憶.
九年後再遇，時光並未磨滅兩人間的熱情，午後流連於巴黎的花園、咖啡座與塞納河，彼此盡訴九年間的感情和婚姻挫折。謝西將要登上日落前飛返紐約的客機，卻依依不捨眼前這名法國女在Celine的小居中談著生活種種，不願離開。

很喜愛這種淡淡的感覺, 因為全片都是男女主角的對話, 在巴黎的街道, 在café,在公園小徑、在遊輪上、在車上，聊工作、聊人生、聊過去未來、以及對愛情的看法，從頭到尾, 男女主角的對話沒有停過, 鏡頭也一路帶著沒有斷過. 觀眾就像在一旁偷窺的人，一路窺探到底，浪漫的理想與殘酷的現實，在本片一覽無遺。

開始明白 Jesse要不斷延遲前往機場的時間以及兩人為什麼都不提以後...
看著時, 有點怕自己也像男女主角那樣....真有點sad……
所以, 唯有就是要珍惜眼前人....

p.s. 快點買第一集before sunrise~~~

sparkling, sparkling

Thx, Billy~~
I love sparkling water,
One of the cabinet @ my room just full of sparkling water…its look cute..
cheers~

work in the lovely monday morning

@5:45am
it s time to work..
cafferine is running inside my Blood vessel

常在我心

下午在家中,一面吃著我的午餐／晚餐一面看著無線重播的常在我心....

“若果要選擇天堂或者是你.....天堂喎....“

“真的有得去選擇的話，我會選擇你“


陳奕迅這幾話又再一次令我喊起來
看了數篇仍是這樣, shasha真沒用 -_~"

work@home

2:40am@ home.

tune still playing my favourite songs....
my mac still running photoshop and illustrator....
it s the penalty of hang out with friends tonight

headache is haunting me.eyes are dry..handshake occur
u deserve it..

work hard...
ciao...

早上十一時零五分的隨想

我習慣在公司上班的時間聽著電台. 今早由一個我很喜歡的DJ做節目
聽著她播放由鋼琴做主題的音樂...
由The Pianist的主題音樂, 到Tori Amos唱的silent all these year ..Eason唱的活著多好...
不知名俄羅斯女歌手唱的Us..moby唱的 why my heart feel so bad

有點sad, 但很感動

雖然眼睛望著那LCD, 對著illustrator, 左手按著鍵盤, 右手按著光學Mouse
這一小時, 心飛了

6 month = 12/2 = 1/2 year

11:45pm 23/5/06 手提電話的行事曆之提醒響起. “ baby, 6 months la.....”他給我的一個提醒.很甜哇..

24/11 - 24/5
和他在一起剛剛有半年的時間...他的確有不少轉變, 和初初認識時的他不同
朋友說我們是一個奇蹟, 兩個不同工作層面, 在一個”這樣的情況下”認識, 而且像很穩定似的.



回想,
一句應允下, 我們的第二十日到了台北旅行 ( 當時我將annual leave的改期, 連將上海的機票改期了)
還記得後來二月的北京旅行之前我仍然不知道他在想什麼, 當時, 我覺得溝通真是有點問題. 但後來旅行後, 發現其實問題都不是沒有方法去解決, 在旅行中, 認識了他的家人..又發現和他有一點共同的生活習慣...開始感覺是穩定了下來
所有東西都要時間, 去想, 去了解, 給自己也要給他一點時間 (thanks you, jan, u taught me about this)

想想. 半年. 不是一個很長的時間. 這是第一次用 "年" 來interpret 一起的時間, 感覺是很好的
在預期之外收到了禮物, 是一對牙刷( design from Germany or Sweden). 我之前已經喜歡這個.
喜歡的原因是因為把它們站起來時, 一高一矮, 一紅一灰, 高的有一個圈圈著矮的一枝, 兩枝依偎著, 就像一對couple.
而且, 牙刷, umm, 可以代表著intimate relationship, 嘻嘻!!
而另外的wooden block, umm..如果加上他的字跡就會多好呢..^_^

sms中的"wish anniversaries never end" ...很窩心
everything is possible.
just try hard..my Mr. Right..Mr.Incredible..Mr.Wonderful...Mr.....

~Happy 6-month Anniversary~

非走不可
i m get tired of these

i love you, wanroom

i m just crazy for them.....
why on earth can't my mac support msn? .......it got my lovely wanroom icon and wallpaper....ding~ >_<

Panoramas - lovely

just browse the website which talk about the opening of apple store @5th Avenue, NY. And i found out Panoramas ( the popular photography in recent) got a official website, you can just sat inside your cozy home and fly to the place u wanna go....
i m just finish the Da Vinci Code tour.....awesome....

Reminder: QuickTime Needed

da vinci code 達文西密碼

watch Da Vinci Code with *Leon*Kirk*Lilian*Windy*Ryan

in fact, i m looking forward to this movie for 1 year ( as i remember, i finish the book last year). when i knew the main cast is my idols - tom hanks and audrey tautou, i m so exciting...

and as i remember, i have a trip to paris after i read the book, i just going to Musée du Louvre and see the mona lisa, the madonna on the rocks
umm...the movie is not bad indeed. but i think the book is better than that.
first of all , i think the book really emphasize on symbolism, some art history , critics of the painting..(you can get something after read )..but the movie....hmm, i just think it s just a like a story....
meanwhile, 2hrs30mins is not enough to interpret all the story. and the movie skipped some important part....

and you know what, i can't stop thinking when i watch the movie in that 2hrs and 30mins. my brain keep working, so after the movie, all of us are exhausting really.....

i m think robert langdon as i imagine when i read this book , he should be a a tall, thin and knowledgeable guy with glasses. but tom hanks....hmm....he seems old....
and when i read the book, i love the cast - silas. a miserable, faithful catholics. but the movie, i think it cant describe it deeply.....poor silas...

but the movie...make me wanna go paris again....le louvre..tour effiel, palace versailles...the mussel..onion soup...printemp the mall...oh...i miss it really

if you don't like the movie, just buy a book , u will love it more, i promise...

good mood~

心情持續向上, 工作所有的不如意也不能拖垮我的好心情

晚晚只5小時睡眠時間也好像很足夠似的.....(不過我知道我要睡多點的...)

(唯一可恨的是減肥計劃仍然要如火如荼地進行 ...sigh.....

今早一張開眼睛, 藍藍的天....心想 "唔洗咁靚呀?!"

~我要為6月的陽光與海灘努力~

add oil ...my dear gals~ ^_^

Alcoholic Gals

lets imagine, baby-
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 1

date: 16th May, 2006
time: 8:00pm
venue: Luxurious Seaside restaurant, HK
dishes: French , or Italian maybe

Two alcoholic gals - sharon and windy sat inside a luxurious seaside restaurant with lovely black deep-v evening gowns , they lifting up the glasses elegantly (with wine absolutely) and said " Now, we swear trying to be non-alcoholic gals, cheers~~~”
After one glassof Red wine of Bella Fontaine 2003, they think this wine's taste like sweetie sweet. So they start pouring more and more into their empty glasses…..


8:30pm
Red wine bottle emptied.
Sharon and Windy both faces turned red, Sharon start smiling all the time, and Windy start picking up her mobile and scolded her friend in ENGLISH


8:45pm
They both yelled “ oh, we got drunk again, sucks~”

MISSION FAILED

-hahaha-

Fortune telling

昨晚與同事們吃飯，談談天。
離開了公司的f小姐和b小姐，心情非常的好
他們說起廟街有位相士十分準，他們還對我說了很多有關這的奇異事惰。我和k小姐心動起來，一吃過晚飯就到廟街找那相士
其實,我真的很怕。因為暫時所有東西也不俗。我擔心的是相士會對我說一些我不想聽到的說話 （因為她是會不留情面,有話直說的 ）

她說的-

• 屬水, 但由於生於夏天, 所以要用其他東西來補充
• 聰明, 人緣很好, 善良, 多桃花, 早婚, 都有點錢, 但喜歡花錢, 所以她說我要到45歲才可以儲蓄
• 旺父益子 (-_-"), 但益子較多
• 73歲是一個很大的難關, 如果過到就可好, 如不.............
• 是一個主動的人, 如果喜歡的就不會理會其他東西去做. 但不喜歡的做什麼也不能打動 (thats right)
• 生肖蛇的是我的貴人. 但貴人是要自己去尋找
• 非常的喜歡思考, 叫我讀多一點哲學的書..但由於情緒化, 所以常常會往壞的地方去想
• 由於有什麼x孤星在什麼x宮 (我當時真的不太明白), 所以有時會有孤獨感, 之後就會想東想西, 不過相士說是一個訓練自己獨立的一個好方法
• 14-23也是非常浮動，多桃花. 上年(2005年)是轉變的一年 (是真的，因為和ex 分手, 公司大變動 )
• 由於情緒化，而且在24-34歲是非常浮動的一年，所以要買多一點白色或者綠色的東西令自己平靜下來
• 適婚最佳是2010年，　不過今年開始已經可以結婚了 ( 不是吧 -_-") 結婚還令心境靜一點. 而且對career有幫助
• 有時對著另一半時可以很獨立, 但有時就可以很小鳥依人, 可以很極端的 ( 真的準, 想見上個blog)
• 不適合做生意, 不適合投資地產.
• 我問她設計是否適合, 她說還可以，但不是最好. 而關於電腦的，她說我不適合 ( 我想graphic design...-_-)
• 她說我是適合做一點對多點人的工作, 而最佳的是屬金和水的行業 - 她說"你不如去試試空中小姐 或者 演員吧, 你是非常合適的吧!" 我笑說 "如果客人駡我, 我是受不了的" 她說: " 你? 不會的.信我!" . 同事們即說" 你? 不是吧?看看你還可以對著senior笑的態度就知道你是可以做服務性行業吧" (可惡．．．．)
• 說我一定要工作, 要令自己忙一點，忙就什麼都不用想, 如果我一空閒的話, 就會想東想西 (是的，一得閒我就會自找煩惱)
• 我問她我何時不用再工作, 她說”你常常花錢，而且你不工作是不好的，所以你晚年才退休的" (oh...sigh..我不想這樣呀..)

有關男朋友:

• 她說" 你們性格上是很似的, 但是你就主動一點, 說話會漂亮一點 "
• 早婚，善良，有點錢
• 你們是非常重感情,善良 所以你們會走在一起 ，兩個地位相約，所以他不會是霸王，而我也不會是女王
• 是一位專業人士, 工作運不俗, 比較起來, 他會節儉一點, 所以會剛剛好.互相補充的
• 是夾的，說我會旺他的 ..(^_^ 他真幸運 )

準不準? 認識我的朋友就知道了.....

..........to be continue.........

happy mother's day ?!

在Mother's day 竟然和媽媽駡起來
原因往往是一些芝麻綠豆的小事, 我頂撞了兩三句, 她開始蠻不講理起來
說真的, 我真是沒有什麼大脾氣.
我就是不明白, 她對她的所作所為Minimize得不見了, 但她對我就是將一件小事Maximize到極點
怎樣說, 對我都是不公平

晚上原本想和她在家中吃吃晚飯, 後來我選擇在第二家中吃著麵包對著電腦發呆
都是迴避一下

沒有辦法, 只可以這樣做

What a contradiction

*發現自己 喜歡中國傳統東西 *卻又發現自己 真有點東方主義
*發現自己 想看多點書 *卻又發現自己 一看書就想睡
*發現自己 常常可以對著朋友嘻嘻哈哈 *卻又發現自己 一個人時很容易哭
*發現自己 想productive一點 *卻又發現自己 常常對著電腦發呆一整天
*發現自己 可以很獨立 *卻又發現自己 也可以小鳥依人
*發現自己 常說沒所謂 *卻又發現自己 往往也有所謂
*發現自己 喜歡休閒生活 *卻又發現自己 玩得很瘋狂
*發現自己 想背著背包到處走走旅行 *卻又發現自己 但實在有不少顧慮
*發現自己 珍惜朋友 *卻又發現自己 很懶打電話
*發現自己 的朋友說我EQ高 *卻又發現自己 心情飄忽不定
*發現自己 喜歡半夜的寧靜 *卻又發現自己 是要睡多一點
*發現自己 喜歡與小狗玩玩 *卻又發現自己 與小狗相處的時間太少

*發現自己 討厭種種的藉口 *卻又發現自己 多了一點藉口

Dance 2 @ HKAPA

昨晚與*Melolo*Doris回到APA看了Dance 2的dress rehearsal, 拍了不少照片.
由20:00到23:00, 整整3小時的dance show坐得腰也酸了, 肚子餓得很, 真有點吃不消
五個dance piece, 最喜歡是第二隻- Beyond.
Beyond, 是modern dance, 講Nijinsky內心世界. 事實上, 我對modern dance瞭解不深. 但當我看此舞時真是感到痛苦無助
Chereographer 編得好, Costume好, Setting 好, 音樂非常的好.(真的不知道是哪位音樂家寫的)

真是很喜歡.

*要買一本有關modern dance的書先看看

cozy

haven't home for almost one week already, so i just home after work.
Dinner, TV, playing with SaiSai, Playing MSN.......i enjoy it soo much.
Have a great talk with my bro, start to know his recent life. And i found out our aim is totally different ...And i asked him about his opinion, it s rather neutral.

He ask me to concern the place, which is a bit boring place - not too much entartainment, no nightlife, no superb shopping mall, no updated Karaoke...it s really hot, 35 c all the time......all you can do is just hanging around, dinner, home, watched movies on the weekend.........
He didn't like the place and he said it s not for the young men....

But the place is really good for living, since the environment is far far better than HK. And work pressure is rather low, since its government claimed the citizen should enjoy the life after 6, so OT is not occured frequently
And he said his female colleage (who doesn't have a great face ) still being chased by Adorable and Handsome foreign guySSS ( Romanian, Czech, German...)...so i think it s great !!hahaha........

And when you go there with your lover, then all unfavourable stuff are just being minimized la....hehe^_^ .
Just visit and take a look first....

after chaos.

Aunt had invited me to her bday dinner yesterday night. I m really love to even though my mood is rather low.
As a matter of fact, i m glad i went to the dinner since it will lower the mood more rapidly if i stay at home alone.

it s sweet that Aunt knew my worries. She told me about the atmosphere, and told some examples which is workable even though it s harsh. It made me feel better.
He is not a talkative person, so i really don't know the exact situation. And after the dinner, i seems know more about it.
It s a hard decision to make which affect his future indeed. Sorry that i made his burden even heavier. U know, i can't control my adverse feeling when i m low , it just haunting me all night.

But, i know i need to get out from this situation.
i convince myself not to think too much, all i can do is waiting for his final decision.

"Believe in Sha, she can make it . " Sha told Sha. -

退而思之

wrote on 6th may -

So many things happened these past few days, And all the stuff seems change my life in certain extent.
i am the talkative gal, willing to share everything to my friends. but in this situation, i am speechless.When he tell me in the first time, I just try to say some rational words. Be honest, it s good for him, he should not miss the golden oppurtunity becoz of the tiny me. other than those rational words, my brain blank, like all the stuff was washed away by flood.
in fact, all gals wanna be your lover's baby, wanna hanging around with him. but i didn't have any other reason to hinder this. i hate myself being selfish.
thank you he had ask me the opinion, i felt being respected at first. thank you he had help me to think any possible ways...... i m really appreciate it. i will try my best at first.
i believe in destiny, if it is not yours, it still leaving you eventhough you hug it tightly.


it is 3:ooam now , just back from party @ cwb.
this is my first drinking party that i didn't drink any alcoholic things
when i back to the party, what a mess......
i hate myself that i didn't get drunk.
if i drunk, i can't see the tears of my friend, the anger of my friend.....any messy situations will not screen into my eyes.,,,my eyes are misted up .......
when i get off from a taxi, i felt so bad, i start to think i m so tiny...what can i do?....something was dropped on the street, n i found out its my wallet....anything i can't grab it tightly, even this bloody red tiny wallet.
every sad thing arise from my head again-
grab it or let it go ? is it workable if i just be faithful ?

everything seems unpredictable, unforseeable, uncontrollable.......it frightened me......
i just want to slip into my lovely bed with my simpsons. my only shelter...

Match Point 迷失決勝分

The man who said 'I'd rather be lucky than good’ saw deeply into life. People are afraid to face how great a part of life is dependent on luck. It's scary to think so much is out of one's control. There are moments in a match when the ball hits the top of the net and for a split second it can either go forward or fall back. With a little luck, it goes forward and you win…or maybe it doesn’t, and you lose.”

A one-time tennis pro, Chris Wilton (Jonathan Rhys Meyers) was used to falling just short in his life. But when he befriends Tom Hewett (Matthew Goode) and marries his sister, Chloe (Emily Mortimer), the doors are opened to the kind of money and success that Chris had once only dreamed of. Chris should have settled for happiness, but he is torn by his attraction to Tom’s impossibly beautiful and sensual fiance, Nola (Scarlett Johansson). The attraction turns to an obsession that forces Chris to make a critical choice. Now everything in his life hinges on if Chris falls short again…and whether or not his luck runs out.

昨晚雖然痛得要彎著腰, 但由於一早已買了戲票看了Match Point ( Directed by Woody Allen), 沒想到70歲的活地亞倫可以拍出這樣一部很緊湊的電影.
男主角在兩個女人中間, 一個(Chole)是可以令他的生活安穩,有美好前途的人, 而另一個(Lola)是可以帶給他激情的人, 他當然是想自私地擁有兩者. 但後來情婦Lola懷孕後就發現安穩生活比起"愛" 緊要得多. 兩人只可以選擇一個之下, 他佈局殺了Lola.
其實他殺人佈局漏洞多多, 但幸運之神之眷顧下, 完全沒有被人發覺. 他仍然擁有幸福家庭, 高薪厚職....
最後介指的一幕, 真是出人意表, 全場人都嘩了一聲..

我最喜愛的是Lola以及其鄰居亡魂的一段 ( 突然間好像在看鬼片一樣), 男主角看見他所殺的人之亡魂, 淚流披面, 但他完全沒有什麼悔意. 他不斷用藉口來解釋 (就像我一樣)......解釋過後, 亡魂消失...

而關於愛情的那一段, 他是否真的愛Lola呢? 還只是Sex Appeal呢? 如果他是愛的話, 他不會不放棄安穩生活, 不會大話連連, 不會懷了殺機.... 他不是不愛他的妻子Chole, 但如果他是愛的話, 他不會背著他的妻子和其他女子鬼混, 不會有去意.
如果是你, 你會怎樣選擇? 安穩生活還是愛情 ?

p.s. 背景音樂 十分的好~很match
p.s. II 去看看它的official website呀, 也很不錯的
這是肯定是我近年愛看電影之十大之一. =-)

天灰灰, 下著雨
心情也像天空的顏色一樣...

低落都不想說話了
胃也想令我的心情加速滑落, 痛得利害, 連說話的力氣都沒有
只好用sms或email說我想說的
要說和想說都透過sms傳送了

平時的我會將醫生給我的藥通通拋進垃圾桶
我現在可乖了，四小時一次，一日四次, 每次一粒....what a tragedy...

不想再吃藥了
不想再吃藥了
不想再吃藥了

發現所有病菌知道你的身體出現毛病時, 他們會群起攻擊.
莫非他們通過電話密謀大計 ? shit....

近來點滴

近來在Blog中都沒有提及自己的事, 要記下了:

• 昨日是公司一位同事的last day. 後來數一數, 發現同期入公司的只餘下三個人(包括我), 其中一同事還笑說是時候要走了....
• 與他一起也有五個月了. 喜歡大家對這個關係作出了小小的承諾. 五個月, 我不知道自己有否變化, 但他是改變了: 變得多言了, 主動地說出自己的看法.....這改變當然是好事 = ) 前幾天他問我一個嚴肅的問題, 當然我有想過這問題. .still have room for improvement, and everything can be solved. Be faithful.
• My dear, 我看過女巫的水晶球,看到我將來生活裡有你. ^_^
• 連續不幸事件簿 + 梅菲定律- 當發生第一次的不幸時, 大家都會很同情..但第二第三第四次...時, 很快就會到達一個轉折點 , 之後當第五次時, 大家就會想: " 是不是真的啊? 你在說謊吧 ??" "你自作自受的! "這是一個很正常的反應....我希望沒有謊話, 希望那些是真正的連續十來次不幸, 要不然, 我會覺得自己的樣子肯定是很愚蠢了...
• 上司說我工作了差不多兩年還未入世.. 一個比較相信人的人,容易受傷害, 但生活得開心 ; 一個不相信人的人, 當然是不易受傷害, 但生活得戰戰兢兢, 深怕其他人會害他. 而我 , 當然是前者. 你會說我未試過很痛的經歷...但戰戰兢兢不是我的性格...所以, 所有東西我會選擇去相信...
• 舊年沒有和lolo到長洲看過搶包山, 今年一定會看. 順度看看有沒有壽包呀...嘻嘻...

BusinessCard Draft

Just found out all artwork should be export to RGB instead of CMYK.

Made the businesscard for my friend rushly.
colors - beige * Black * Brick Red

尋梅記

近來想令自己的房間有一點生氣.
之前到了很多地方想找一些合適的, 要不太浮誇, 但又要有一點contrast的效果
遲遲都未能找到合心意的

終於到花墟買了一些假花, 像梅花一樣
紅紅的, 很美

conversation with Mr. Homer Simpsons

During mid-night, thundering all night
She start murmuring to her companion - Mr. Homer Simpsons

" Why you didn't have a strong arm to be my pillow? "
" Why you didn't gave me a sweety kiss before sleep? "
" Why only you sleeping by my side but not him?"

Mr. Homer Simpsons sitting still and looking at her. Speechless.....


aiya. wish you were here...

In geographical way, it s far, but hearts are close.

The place between his place and her place
They seems like living in 2 different places-
she is at the top right corner, whereas he is at the bottom left corner..
You may say they shouldn't meet each other ...


If you want go to his place right away,
you can grab a taxi and go straight to his place-
it takes almost 45 mins and costs HKD110 per single trip

Hey, but you can still meet someone you love.
So lucky you are,sha

google earth

Do you miss some guys who abroad ? Paris, London, NY, Helsinki....
You can fly to the place without wings....

Try Google Earth, it s fun
hehhe

coming shanghai trip

Some friend just planning the coming shanghai trip during end of May* 6days trip,and I just need apply 2 1/2days annual leave only!
It seems nice.BUT, too many stuff need to be Concern.So,I Cant make any decision yet.
I m Sorry,dude...

"油牆" 假期

突如其來的..
在家樓下買了油漆，與爸爸一起拆掉那高架床，將牆油了米白色，之後架起新床
大約在八小時內完成
重新拿著油掃的感覺很好，令我想起在apa讀書的日子
與爸爸一邊做一邊談談天。其實是一件樂事.

Goodbye, my buddy..
I just be with you for 1 1/2 year, I still remember how happiness I was when you arrived my place
in fact, i love you so much, BUT, it make me feel bad and uncomfort.
so, i need to move you out....
sorry

香港遊 - 四日三夜

上幾個的長假期大多出了外地, 今個假期就留在香港
整個假期都和男朋友在一起, 到了不少地方

在他家中拍拍照, 打遊戲機( 相信我, 用我的concept選車是對的, 哈哈…..那lotus實在太快), 早上做球賽觀眾,到中環到舊式茶樓飲茶(和他在台北飲珍珠奶茶的理念一樣: 愈舊式/傳統的就愈美味, 嘻嘻), 在soho區四處遊走(泰昌那Egg tart真可惡, 我的減肥大計…) 到stanley 走走看看吃吃東西( 飲紅酒吃了沒有蛋的復活節大餐), 到坪洲打籃球( 雙手弄得黑黑的), 到愉景灣手拖手跑跑跳跳盪盪鞦韆, 到小欖BBQ(掛念那超美味的粟米), 自製Cheesecake with Oreo Crust ( 那Crust 當然是買回來的啦, 嘻嘻)…………

在等待入燒烤場時, 下著微微雨.
一邊玩著電話內的mini game, 一邊倚著身旁的他
感覺...嘻嘻, 真是很好...............


有他在身旁就可以了..嘻嘻

My dear dear Cousin Jon~~~~

毫無預估之下, 表哥Jon與他未婚妻和我們吃飯
他回來的原因就是辦理結婚之事宜, 訂造婚紗晚裝……
上年他回來香港的時候沒有到我家, 爸爸媽媽因此而不開心了一陣子
後來知道原因後, 今次的晚飯, 無可否認, 大家都刻意不談一些話題
他們 9月尾就於英國結婚, 真是很開心.
他不斷說 , “恩恩. 9月尾再到英國一次吧, 和我到Alton Tower 瘋狂玩樂吧! 你想去那都可以, 我會提供一個司機給你( 指著他的未婚妻) “
爸爸立即拿了一張便條對我說 有一間Airline的promotion : $3400 ( From HKG to London) + $1200 ( get one more 2-way ticket travel, Europe only )
也即是說, 大約六千元就可以到英國之餘再到歐洲其中一個地方…(1st priority: Athen..2nd priority: Prague)
怎會不心動呢 ?

媽媽也心動起來, 叫我有點積蓄, 安排好工作的事宜就和我一起去一個月
出席表哥的婚禮, 探探親友, 之後再自己(和媽媽) 在歐洲周圍走走

不上不下

說了差不多半年，但到現在仍未正式行動
朋友說現在不上不下,卡著在中間,比死還難受,不如乾脆點離開，去一兩個月旅行，背薯backpack走走

但這一刻我真的不能這樣做...

現在決定留下多兩個月
不是為了任何人, 而是自己


我要走的時候走得漂漂亮亮

Visit my grandpa

hello, grandpa ( hope there s a little angel help u to translate this passage)
i miss u...

伊沙貝拉

看罷彭浩翔所導的伊沙貝拉 ,拍得很不錯.因為沒想過他也能拍出這類型的電影。第一次接觸到他的作品是四年前時那男朋友給我一套短片vcd.好像叫做暑期作業. 他叫我一定要看, 看過後又不覺得有什麼特別. 後來喜歡他的原因反而是看過他的·著作:進攻女生宿舍.指甲鉗人魔.當時看過後覺得很村上春樹(我是村上春樹的die hard fans)

後來也看過買凶拍人,av ,大丈夫..給我的感覺是他用黑色幽默用得很狠.
今次的伊沙貝拉,沒有拍出澳門回歸前時的動蘯,反而是小人物對目前生活感到沒目標.meaningless life

我喜歡最後一幕,蠻感人
兩世界的人相遇 ﹣馬振成是張碧欣唯一依靠之餘是一個fantasy, 張碧欣是馬振成窮途末路下的明燈

突然間很想再到澳門走一走

ShenZhen Trip 4th 31/3 - 2/4

與*Leon*Ryan*Michaelle*Windy到了深圳吃喝玩樂 ( 可惜Kirk未能同行)-

吃- RMB5/bowl蕃茄蛋花湯, RMB5/plate炒河粉, RMB5/pc燒粟米 (My favourite thing), RMB1/pc燒生蠔, 芝士龍蝦烏冬底, 燒鱸魚.....

喝 - 不知名的什麼雞湯,數杯shooters, 芝華士...

玩樂 - Massage, Disco, Snooker....

很久沒有到過深圳,因為對該地方沒有太大好感
今次給我的感覺好得多,又不是想像中那麼混亂, 那麼多人.
可能是由於一離開香港後心情好得多, 所以飲多很多...哈哈
..我只記得: 對身邊的他說"請看牢我,我醉了" ..在的士中的瘋狂對話...
真是斷了片(as windy said), 完全不知道我何時除下手錶耳環...
只是知道一見到床就倒下去...
多謝身旁的照顧.


真是好玩..
hey guys, looking forward to our next trip..!

Lock for the heart

He just bought me a necklace ........
“Does it imply something ?” I asked.
“ Yes, .....................” he said
Hey, hon, just keep the key,

dinner with dennis

與一位老朋友吃飯. 相識有十年了
大約於五年前沒有再見, 後來大家想約出來的時候總是很忙. 今次終於見了面
沒有太大轉變, 只是胖了三十磅 ( 男生胖才是福嗎…) 問他我有沒有轉變, 他說” 我常常看你的網上相簿, 所以我真是不知道啊! “ ( -_-“)
談了不少話, 問我的事業, 感情, 家庭…. 相反. 他很少說他的事

我常常說四年對我來說是一個Turnover, 但他提醒了我, 原來四年不是我的宿命….

偽文化人, 一起到電影中心看看電影吧, 嘻嘻.

.....

昨晚發朋友脾氣, 一句”不說了” , 掛斷電話
心情低落得可怕. 約了muelmuel也立即推掉. 回到家中時也不想吃媽媽做好的飯, 只是haehae的吃了一碗通心粉....
吃著通心粉之際, 朋友再打電話給我, 她也知道我心情不好. 一句” 唉, 知你啦! 你點呀?”
事實上, 蠻窩心的

看了<春逝>這電影多一趟, 對我來說，是一套令我有感觸的電影
在心情低落之時, 再看一齣很傷感的電影,試圖以傷感的情節令自己哭一場
無奈的是太記得那些情節。不能投入....哭不出

Sunshine is coming.....

原來天氣真是可以影響一個人的心情, 我記得我讀過一篇文章, 是北歐人在冬天時自殺比率比夏天時多出10倍. 而其中一個鎮要用幾十萬Euro去做一個mechanism 令到陽光可以反射到該鎮...

陽光, 是治療心情的天然良藥...
不過該死的是,外面陽光普照,但我仍然呆坐在辦公室內...可惡....

Recently, My Lovely Angel just fell alseep. And my demon just come up and destroy all the things in my mind.

Dear, wake up pls...

攝於今早起床後

因為了令我自己睡得好,
晚上點著我喜歡的香薰蠟燭, 起床後發現蠟燭形狀很可愛

睡是睡多一點, 中醫竟然說我睡得不好
他叫我不可以吃酸的食物, 因為酸的食物會令我更加疲倦, 但想一想:前天我吃了大量日本酸薑, 數粒話梅糖, 一碗酸辣湯年糕…… -_-“

說真的, 整個人處於非常疲倦的狀態,
昨日由中國回香港時, 一上車子時不夠3分鐘就睡著了..同事說我很利害
同事覺得我心情惡劣, 沒有辦法, 整個人病下病下…..
身體內的時鐘飄忽地轉. 而且整個人腫腫的…唉呀…

相信, 運動應該令我感覺好一點

Mrs. Henderson Presents 歌舞廳最後一夜

Watch the movie with Mesodo. In fact, I am really fancy the movie which talk about the 1930s.
After the movie, we have discuss about the character of the main actress. We both like her so much, she is strong, innovative, and didn’t……..

驚喜

生活, 無論如何也很難常常處於多采多姿的狀況.
帶給人帶給自己驚喜是一個令生活多點變化的其一方法

試過放工後突如其來買了數罐白色油漆, 之後將家中所有的門油成白色, 弄到凌晨2時才可以睡
試過突然間買了多年不捨得買的外國連續劇的DVD, 一口氣看了六小時

昨晚帶給他小小的驚喜(我對我自己也能如期到達正確地方也感到驚喜)
地方是遠一點, 相聚時間是短一點
但見到他呆一呆後暗笑的神情, 心裡暗道”呵呵, 成功了!”
你開心就可以了.


我就是喜歡自己這樣的佻皮...哈哈

坪洲行 + 紅酒夜

為了Mesodo她的喬遷到了坪洲行行,
很久沒有在這非常好天氣下外出拍照
第一次到坪洲, 感覺 umm…是舊舊的,
沒料到了坪洲是行家樂徑, 行沙灘 ( 穿著boot 踏上佈滿青苔的石頭, 天氣又熱, 寸步難行, 濕濕滑滑, 真是想死)
後來偶然間找到一間很好的屋,四百尺兩房一廳, $2500/mon, 其實真的不錯
不過可惜的是坪洲距離我工作的地點實在太遠太遠..
對不起, 未能為你找到一個合適的同房.....仍在想...


晚上到了Kirk的哥哥家中玩樂 (事實上我已經累到玩不到了,就是因為kirk.... )
飲飲紅酒,打打牌, 聊聊天. 感覺, 好像到了渡假屋一樣....
其實飲了酒聊聊天的感覺真是蠻不錯...
紅酒真利害, 看看kirk就知道..........嘻嘻...

期待Apr.1 大陸Spa + Golf之旅....hoho

My sister

Dear Gloria,
See? I can trace your path , hehe.
miss you really.
Thank you for your comment on my album, thanks really.
i think both of us will respect your decision. ^_^

整合Blog II – jan/aug 2004

不斷在想我之前所寫的blog, 但是完成沒有頭緒
無聊之下在yahoo搜尋, 竟然給我找到 2004年1月到2004年8月在HKAPA讀書時的日記

當然做了一個整合, 後來我發現有點事情,
首先是在那段期間我常常病, 十段文章大約有一半的都說自己病了
第二, 是大約有80%都寫於淩晨, 平均時間大約是二時多三時
第三, 就是說要休息的同時, 該篇往往寫於三更半夜
第四, 由於當然寫的東西往往太隱秘了, 所以現在看起來都不知道自己所指的是什麼

不過, 找到, 總算是好事…

Punch-Drunk Love 私戀失調

Watch Punch-Drunk Love VCD at home
The story is weird but romantic, just talk about a guy who got “some” psycho problem, and he met the girl who love finally.
The story line is under my expectation, but the most attractive thing is the sound design and the visual design, especially the ending of the movie
The most romantic scene: they kiss at a hotel lobby when the guy went to Hawaii for her. ( as the poster )

This movie was recommended by a friend, and he said “oh u should watch it, it is one of my favorite movies”, umm……….i think he suit this movie so much.since his personalilty just like the actor.hoho…..

My angel

Bless the day he came to be
Angel's wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings

My angel

TransAmerica 尋找他媽...的故事

Watch < Transamerica > with Melolo. The movie is really cool. Just talk about the Transexual “guy” met his son
it deserve to spend your lovely night to watch it.
The actress is extremely cool, since i can’t distinguish her real sex. -_-”

And his son “Tobby” is a really handsome and cute guy...woo, we both agree he look like Leonardo diCaprio ....

獨自在家中看在世界中心呼喚愛drana version, 很好看, 一邊哭一邊看
很奇怪的是我之前在戲院看電影版的時候完全無動於衷
沒有被打動之餘更覺得悶....

後來在sigur ros 的網站看Iceland Full Version Concert. It buffered all the time, 激死
所有planning都被打消了.

例一:
前幾天朋友對我說有關她男友的事, 事實上蠻感動的
她說他們像不雙襯, 兩個世界的人走在一起
她要為了他而不敢到貴價的餐廳吃飯, 他為了她上班後再去讀書

例二:
他說他覺得自己配不起這個的她,
所以當他們在一起的時候, 男的都會珍惜所有的, 記得她對他說的話, 所做的事
“當我飲著紅酒時, 就會想起你說你最喜愛智利的紅酒” 他對她說
事實上, 她反而覺得自己不好. 因為最少,她對他不好,
………….

世界上是沒有什麼雙襯不雙襯, 配不配 因為這個是自己去定義
喜歡就可以了, 管他吧

奇異的事情發生了， 我竟然在今早７時起床
心情又怪怪的了,可能又是星期天的關係

飄忽

很飄忽地心情持續滑落……
想了很久, 也想不到原因
可能是因為感冒未消, 但發又發不出來, 卡在裡面,...
腦子不斷想著要做的事情, 但是手腳不協調
是時候想少一點, 多做一點; 吃少一點, 郁多一點, 抽少一點. 睡多一點;

CD cover

無無聊聊下做了數個cd cover, 原來用AI做是很容易

發病

這幾天頭暈暈, 喉嚨乾, 周身骨痛,
什麼地方也不想去, 什麼東西也不想做
發病前的先兆
買了期待了很久的O2 XDA atom , 但沒有太多心情弄弄 ( 正常的我理應download 所有 software試試)


大約有十年沒有看過中醫, 昨晚朋友陪同下到了他常看的中醫,
醫師摸一摸脈, 說"你不可以吃津白”

但是我昨天整天在公司也在想上海飯店的金華火腿津白,真邪門.....sigh..
i will sleep more, for beauty sake..

Special Trip 01

第一次實行Special Trip.
目的地: Lamma Island 到一間位於索古灣與榕樹灣之間的一個cafe

到了IFC一間Bakery 買了幾款的麵包, 大家去嘗嘗味道 (實在很難用言語來形容那Mini Chocolate Donut. 很美味)
美味的Blueberry Cheesecake + 阿婆的山水豆花
拿著那可愛的Holga 貓貓相機 ( 見附圖 ) 四處拍拍
做了人肉相機腳架 (不過那張照片仍然有點震)

多謝他送我的北海道的燒粟米，實在太喜歡

what s your personality type?

Just go and have a test....
Idealist...hahahaha, in fact, i am practical..haha

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #3 Match: INTP

The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

Your #4 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

What's Your Personality Type?

Sigur Ros is coming to HK

Just heard a net friend that my favourite icelandic band Sigur Ros is coming to hong kong ....
i am extremely exciting....
can't wait......