collage of the life 戀愛寫真

看了一齣日本電影戀愛寫真Collage of the Life 戀愛寫真
講一對喜愛攝影情侶, 男友因攝影技術不及初學攝影的女友而自卑，之後分手
女友一再說會等他
三年後，男的仍是一事無成，不敢再找她
後於舊朋友口中知道舊女友於new york被殺 ，他半信半疑，拿著相機到new york尋她
........

故事都是淡淡的，
你和我於三年之隔在站在同一個𥦬邊，看見同一風景, 拍下同一幅照片
感覺雙方就好像聯繫起來
最後一幕，於屋內的重逄，很溫暖

at london

i am at london right now, everything is fine
the weather is good also
hehhe

depart tomorrow

depart hong kong to london at 3:00pm tomorrow
and i will back at 8/09/05
see you later

發現仍有不少東西尚未放進行李箱
再發現現在己經是2:26am
心裡在煩惱之際, 再發現眼睛還望薯電腦monitor, 手指地還不停按著keybroad.....



schedule:
hong kong -> london -> paris -> lyon -> london -> hong kong

舅....

收到一個來自英國的壞消息
舅父昏迷在家, 進了醫院, 一進醫院, 醫生說已沒有希望
發現了腦中的瘀血而堆得大多, 迫爆了血管, 就這樣昏迷了
現在只是靠機器的幫助才存活

後來, 媽媽告訴我一個故事:
越戰時,舅父用了幾箱的金條來換取上船離開的機會
怎料途中被美軍轟炸機炸到, 當時已經奄奄一息
幸好有位醫生醫好舅父, 不過當時醫生聲明只可以活三十歲
舅父現已50歲了…….

媽媽說舅父的命是偷來的,
生命已到了盡頭, 是命運來的

生命很脆弱

Ghost Festival

今天是中國的鬼節，所以什麼地方也沒有去,在家弄弄widget

painter / worker

幫了朋友畫佈景，由晚上八時到了早上7時 （幸好之前睡了幾小時，如不，我相信捱不過淩晨二點）
感覺好像回去大學時代，好懷念呀

給自己的藉口

網友的介紹, 買下了Audio-technica Earphone 一對,
朋友問我: 你那對Sony都沒有壞,一切正常, 為何又再花錢買新的?

我想了一想, 終於找到了"理由":

氣死我了

氣死我了，剛剛給了家用給媽媽。今天晚上她突然發脾氣,要求我再加家用
剛剛工作滿了一年，還清所有credit card既錢（這些全是於讀理工同演藝時種的孽），買下野、定期還grant loan ，家用，仲要儲錢去旅行同讀書。
於是我氣急敗壞給了上個月的bank statement給她看 （ luckily, 仲有少少錢剩 ）
其實我自己知自己洗錢洗得勁。最煩的是我喜歡衣服首飾之外，也喜歡高科技產品．(幸好我還未算名牌精)
百德新街, gateway 是我常到的地方
高科技產品 - powermac g5, ipod, powershot s70...剛剛購入１９“ lcd monitor.....
吾過份呀


諗諗下，近來想買altec lansing mx5021 , 一個衣櫃 , 一枝alexander mcqueen既香水, 一張好點的工作椅.........
都吾........太過份呱.....
我吾想架，鬼叫我係獅子座咩........都係媽媽既錯

sha <--一個推卸責任、無可救藥既獅子座洗錢怪．

emiliana torrini ~ FABULOUS

just listen some songs by emiliana torrini, it is really cool...she get a angel voice
after reading her biography.....i love her so much

http://www.emilianatorrini.com/
go to and have a look, it s worth if you like Trip-hop

The Circular Life

做緊freelance係度搵相之際，找到一個很有趣的東西 http://www.theircircularlife.it
the circular life -
急急促促又一天。日日如是. 因為何不放下腳步想多一想，看多一看 ？

香水...

Alexander Mcqueen Special Edition Perfume @ Lane Crawford
真是太香了, 怎辦?

Wakebroad 吧

與友人jan, jan's bro and his gf 到深水灣玩wakebroad
已經起水了,雖然只得幾秒, 但感覺很好,很relax, 腦子什麼也想不起來...
hkd$1000兩小時(for 4 person), 其實都幾平宜啊
玩完到了沙灘, 買了沙灘蓆躺躺
很寫意...

晚上sushi + 頭文字D the movie
原來都不是太差啊.

Les Choristes 歌聲伴我心

Les Choristes
year: 2002
language: french
director: Christophe Barratier

終於看罷les choristes vcd, 感覺很好，本來己很喜歡choir, 所以一看就喜愛那原聲大碟了
整個故事的情節雖然是可以估計得到，但是那平淡的故事反而看得更加投入於其音樂以及演員的發揮
喜愛這些淡淡的感覺

Movie - Irreversible

開段首幾分鐘的暈眩..

中段 alex被人被強暴的過程，一直看很不安。
所有東西是註定的，而且無可挽回

Lyon Fair - detail

3１／８ to 7/9
cathay pacific airline 15:00hk time
-hong kong to london (stay 1.5 days )
- london to paris (stay 1 day)
-paris to lyon ( stay 3 days )
- lyon to paris and paris to london
- will stay heathrow for 5 hours .......
- back hong hong , it 's 8/9 1:00pm

天氣很熱
期待收到送給自己的禮物。
購物慾持續。
買多一點東西給自己過份嗎？

仍在讀海邊的卡夫卡

仍在讀仍在讀.
星期六一逛三聯書店.一下子買了三本書
書架上仍未看的書又堆得更高了，怎辦？

movie - innocent voice 無知的聲音

試想想你十一歲那年的青蔥

heading to London

無無聊聊地download新的widget...有一個很得意的，是可以隨時看到各個大城市的像webcam.一樣
一直䁗著....巴黎的effiel tower, 倫郭的trafalgar square......
不知為什麼，好像好孤獨那樣......

lu's bithday dinner

Have the dinner @ Little Italy with Setting ppl to celebrat Lu's birhday in advance. the dinner is great, really love to meet the old friends....

Lu: Wish you all the best

強戰世界 war of the worlds

Watch the World Piemiere of war of the worlds at UA Admiralty with JanJan tonight, it is better than my expectation , u know, i hate the kind....

終於上網

終於上了網了, 第一次用mac上,感覺真不錯
昨晚仍苦惱icq transfer file的問題,一下字用了adium就解決了這問題 太好了

今天新的designer上任了,她很像很ok的,但當我看過她的ai圖之後,心沉了 （是我要求太高還是她的問題呢? 唉，算了吧 ）

公司裡

OT...又在公司了.
昨晚與同事到了Bobbi Brown 買東西, 感覺實在太好了 (雖然貴了點, 但整個人的心情輕鬆不少...嘻)
今天OT,這是可預計的, 開會到下午六點, 那怎可能不O呀.....可悲

X&Y - coldplay

The newest album - X&Y , by Coldplay.
It s better than the last album - A Rush of blood to the head....
The rumour confirm, her last day is coming friday (24/06) .........
Reading < 黑夜之後> by 村上春樹 recently.......


I still can't online for 3 weeks already, what a hell, it is torturing....

未來?

真是太震驚了..為什麼會這樣, 為什麼他不對我說 ?
六月尾很快就到了....
不想他走....
聽到這消息後, 呆坐了五分鐘, 我很怕............



我怕我看不清我的未來.....

It's so great~

My PM just arrived my place, it s gorgeous. It is silent, and cool.
However, my previous broadband ISP is full of shit, so now, i need to wait for my new ISP to set up the network for me....Still need to wait 6 more days to get online

Aaron Kwok 演唱會

Sha, 你竟然會去看Aaron的滇唱會 ? 不是吧....
真的, 我也不相信我會去看我小學至初中時代的偶像.
原因其實是因為Jan 有兩張$400免費門票(真是幾近舞台的)..多謝!
其實整個演唱會都很好看, 悶場不太多, 最悶的時候(對我和Jan來說)是他唱新歌......(因為我們都沒有再留意他的新歌了)
舞台很大, 而且流動性很大...

這個演唱會令我回想我的小學時代....^_^

Jan: I promise i will go to LKF with you if you really buy the Pinky chiffon skirt and a fancy High-heel. hhehe

加薪 ?!

又再一次到OT到凌晨十二點了, 好像這種生活永無休止, 很倦呀
原以為六月可以清閒一點的..
晚上十時被老闆昭...我又加薪了, 但最大的問題是公司不會再請多一個AD 去Assist 個AD....太灰了

希望加多點 (再好是 加 1K到2K , 嘻嘻)

My favourite song in recent

Lady Folly - ilya

Lady folly took my name
Though she and I are not the same
Lady folly took my name
Though she and I are not the same

Welcome in my heart
Welcome in my room
Welcome in my life
Welcome in.. lets try

Lady folly played a game
All she want from it was shame

Monopoly...ITS FUNNNNN

monopoly.....

Play Monopoly with Dom, Dan and Pam @ Rack7
I almost win.....ai~

My PM G5

My powermac G5 is coming .......woooooooow~

Dual 2Ghz PowerPC G5
1GB DDR400 SDRAM
16X SuperDrive Double Layer
ATI Radeon 9650 with 256mb ram
Bluetooth module
with OS X, Tiger & iLife

he will be delivered to my place at 3/6/05.....keep waiting
But when i can get the 20" Cinema Display le ?

Star Wars V The empire strikes back

empire strikes back

my first freelance

just do my first freelance these two days. it is the advertisement in the recruit.
My PC is dying, Illustrator 10.3 will quit itself automatically..and u know, i just can't open the 10.5 mb *.ai file, what a ......

PowerMac G5..i am looking forward......

Star War IV

Ep. IV The new Hope

start to watch Star Wars IV, i want to watch it earlier since i really want to go cinema to watch the Star Wars Episode III.
i am still watching.
P.S. I love the R2-D2 and the Whookie...hehe, "he" is so lovely

"Hey Luke, may the force be with you "

Movie - 擁抱這分鐘

watch the movie with mesodo at Olympic City. it s good , however, i think the movie 's motive mainly to make the woman cry. The most touching thing is there is a lot of closeup of the actor when he cried. The audience ( mainly female) cry when the actor cry...it is funny.

And we start to taste the candy which i bought from Paris. It is lovely , since this is the first time to taste the Rose-flavoured candy..hehhe

it is so happy that i can watch the movie after work (u know, i off at midnight last few monthSSS) ....hope that the frequency of OT will lower.

back Hong Kong

Back from Paris few days ago. and now i am just regret why i dun stay behind until this sun.( since i just slept for these two days after i back hong kong )

at Paris now...

this is 28th apr. midnight at Paris, France. Ibis hotel near the La Fellyate hotel

Paris Bonsoir

See you later...

one of my set 

OTOTOTOOTOTT

Jimmy Corrigan: The Smartest Kid on Earth

I still not custom to the life during OT ( till midnight ). OT all days in this week. Extremely exhausted, it seems endless.
When can i take a rest ? i am so tired ,I dun want to make the set tomorrow night and i dun want to go rehearsal coming sunday. BUT I HAVE TO.
tired...........

the comics want to buy recently : Jimmy Corrigan: The Smartest Kid on Earth

My senior said maybe we can go shopping during the first day in Paris, hehe. I will check the address of A.P.C. in Paris first.

Hey , want anything from France ?

Business trip

Will I visit France like this way ?

Big surprise, my boss tell me I need to travel France in the end of this month. (26/4- 29/4), suppose that i should be exciting since i didn't traveled France before. But, i am not really. My senior told me that it will be a harsh trip, you don't have time to shop or sight seeing....the trip is rush (visit the client and go market research ) , the boss will not go to the famous restaurant and having a luxury dinner. >_<

I don't want to travel to France IN THIS WAY

I want to visit Museum.....i want to shop at APC and Agnes b.......I want to sit at the open-air cafe and having a hot mocca...........I pray I will.

*go to Immigration department to apply HKSAR passport

my new born citizen - Glady 

Headache

Headache today, the panadol is useles.....
maybe i slept too much last two days .....

Free~~at home

My parent traveled to mainland last two days. Although my dinner is just some microwave food, I enjoy the silent in my house after work (It will be perfect if I get one computer in this house). I don’t really want to talk after work. My life at home – watching TV, do some computer work, reading, watching VCD (watched 2 VCDs these two days), playing or go jogging with my dog, eating. These activities can work out alone ( I don’t need any companion). I hate talking on phone when I at home.
Am I weird ?

Set design -Progress

6 /4 / 05 Final set design submission
8/04/05 Go to see the AP and check whether it is appropriate for my set.
9 / 04 – 15 /04 buying the material / asking the suggestion
16/ 04 Making the set
17/04 Final rehearsal
23/4 Move in
24/4 – 25/4 On show – Sheung Wan Civil Centre Lecture Hall 8:00pm

Gathering - Jan. Eva & Floria

Happy Birthday , Floria
Have a gathering with eva, floria and jan yesterday, since we don't need to work today it is a lovely gathering. We talk, laugh and drink.
We talked about the feeling of being a working lady …stay inside the office all day long , the belly seems bigger and bigger, the life is meaningless at all.
When the meaningless life end? Oh, I can’t imagine….
Uno, in my point of view, I believe my own daily life start after I leave the office. If OT occurred, then my time reduced, this feeling is bad since OT is necessary in this critical moment of my company. Then, some friends of mine told me we should enjoy our career…. I am striving hard to this.
It is frustrated – working seems like the major component in modern people’s life.

And after Eva and Floria left…then went to the other bar and have a drink (with jan). We talked about the happening in Year One, it should be remembered even something is bad.
I love the chat. It reminds me a lot.

OT ...

OT 2 days already, till 11:30pm, oh gosh...
I am so tired already.
Sorry for late submission of the set design.

Eason Chan concert

watch the Eason Chan concert at Wan Chai ( thanks for Jan's free tickets). In fact, i enjoy this concert quite much. Why so many people want Eason to sing his own songs ? I prefer he sings some different songs. If i want to listen his songs, i prefer listen his CDs at home.

This concert give me some surprise really , the lighting is fantastic. And his voice is really good.

Enjoy his music , his voice, but not his popular songs.
Thanks you !

progress in Set design 1

The gauze ...is a very good media to reveal the theme. Is it expensive ?
then what should i draw on the gauze's surface ?
Red balloon ? Can be enclose one storage thing and let those beautiful balloons fly on the stage ?
Oh, all the stuff sucks inside my brain

A series of Unfortunate Events

A series of Unfortunate Event
Watched this at Sun morning, the movie is far below from my expectation, the best thing and the only thing i can appreciate is the visual design. All the set and props are totally match in the movie, the mood is gothic style, also it seems like the style of Tim Burton. It is FANTASTIC !
Although Jim Carey is a talented actor, but i hate him when he appear on the screen , i dun know why, maybe i hate some people "over-acting " , I perfer Jim Carey in Spotless Mind and the Man on the moon

Choregraphic workshop B

Choreographic Workshop
have the photo shooting for Choreographic workshop, the show...i think its better than Choreo A. Hmm, my DC , is the first time doing this, i think it is ok ,but it is worse than I expected.
Have a great dinner with Lucy, ChiHo, dogdog, Ronly ...
I love the feeling when i back APA.

Reading in Progress

The book by Mitch Albom

Met the fourth one already. The third ppl that Eddie met (Ruby) make me shocking.
I am justing keep reading and reading ...

wet throughout today, i hate that...

busy

the Lightbulb

extremely busy within this week. Time pass silently....Start to realize how lovely the world can be if all the people can leave the work on time.
I am just delay my submission of the first set design to next tuesday, since i can't think anything these two days.
Have a luxury hot-pot tonight coz today is PoPo birthday. I ate lots of corns .....lov that..hehe

to do list (within march):
1. submit the first design at 18/3
2. finish all the presentation board before easter
3. finish to read the 5 five ppl you meet in heaven(i met 3 of them already)
4. read flash mx Tutorial book

shopping day

Raise the salary about 5%.
Bought something from FCUK and Ztampz. (In fact, I want to buy the N3BP from Levi's too)
I need to forbid myself to do that again.


I am sick.
I am so weak to walk no matter how far it was. Each step seems like bearing the iron-weight.....

Love that Deep Fried Cheese + Potato Mesh~~~

my situation

teresa stared at Thomas; He stared at the place where above 3 to 4 inch. She stared at his hair which got a smell from Sabrina.

'Thomas, I can not tolerant this. I know I should not get mad. When you come to Prague for me, I start to forbid my jealousy. I do not want getting jealous. I think I am just not strong enough; I can not stand for it. Please help me! I beg you! '
He hugs her, and brings her to that park. There are benches in red, blue and yellow colors. They sit down.

'I understand that, I know what you need,' Thomas said 'I concern everything; the only thing you need to do is to go to the Pullin Mountain.'

'Pullin Mountain? ' She wondered 'Why?'

'You will know that later.'

Teresa felt really bad when she asked to leave; she is so weak even she can not get enough strength to leave that bench. She knows she can not reject his request. She forced to pull herself up.
She looked backward, and Thomas still sat on the bench. He smiled, and waved his hand, it imply she need to move on.

She reached the Pullin Mountain; she was so surprised that there is no one at there. She reached the Peak at last. She saw the ice-cream and souvenir store (but it was closed) and there is a lawn. There are some trees and they scattered around the lawn. She noticed there are 6 peoples , some of them standing straight and some are jogging, they seems like the golf-player who are thinking deeply to win that match. She walked to them.

3 of them seems worried, their face showed they want to know something.
Other 3 of them seems mercy and kind, one of them holding a gun. He recognized Teresa and smiled 'Yes, you are in the right place'

She nodded and feels worried.
That man said 'Oh, It is your own choice, right?'

She thought 'No, this is not my own choice!' But she don� want any disappointment from Thomas. It is difficult to explain and apologize to Thomas if she back to him
She answered 'Sure, it� my own choice!'

The man said' I would like to explain that the reason why I need to ask you since we only do it for the people who choose to death by themselves. We treat it as a service.'

The deaths man stared at Teresa. She confirmed and said 'No, no, do not worry, it is my own choice definitely'

'Then do you want to be the first one?'

'No' She wants to delay her death sentence 'I want to be the last one if it possible'
deathsman walk to the other 3 people. 2 assistant of the deathsman did not have any weapons. Their duty is just to accompany the people who want to die. They hold those people s arm, and walk through the grassland. Those people can choose one tree under permission. 2 of them choose the cottonwood, and third one lost their courage to walk, he stopped under the maple.
.......
The assistants blind their eyes.
......
The third one also lay down on the lawn.

One assistant came to her and holding the eye mask.
She refused 'No, I want to see'
It is not a truth reason; she just wants to delay the arrival of death. When her eyes were getting covered, she knows she will step into the death of the gate and never come back.

Deathsman do not force her, just hold her arm. They walk through the lawn but Teresa still not chooses a suitable tree. No one urge her, but she knows she can not escape in the end. She walked under a blossom candle tree. ..

The deathsman was holding a gun. Teresa feels powerless. The powerless made her depressed. It is an un-refused depression. 'But it is not my own choice' She said

He said softly 'If it is not your own choice, then we didn't have the right to do that'

He said kindly, he seems apologize to Teresa, he can not shoot the people who are not choose to die. His kindness touches her. Teresa turned around, hugged the tree and break into tears.

TO BE CONTINUE ...

Watch the movie called Rice Rhasopdy (Filmed by Singapore ) yesterday with Mesodo. Talk about a traditional Asian Woman thoughts of gay / lesbian. It is quite cool.


In fact I still not get the true meaning of the ending. But I like the word by that French gal ' Life First, Others should become the latter one '


Enjoy the life.


All of you standing on the row, each of them are individual but connected

Nasty

I start this nasty thing yesterday night again , since i really feeling tired and exhausted . I feel really strange recently, since i didn't want to think anything related to my life. I think career / knowleadge is much more important than love affair , maybe .

Just wonder why I can tolerance this situation~ My thoughts made me feeling strange. I not equal I

Packing up my mind II

"sparring partner" by Paolo conte
Oh well,it seems likes such fun,Until you lose what you had won
My immortal
快樂若是雙倍，痛苦亦不會少於。
To love / To be loved
To trust / to be trusted
Hands and arm paralytic , handshake happen
work until midnight
got late more than 20 times per month
Swing when you're winning
Thank you for all morning calls from friends
Think nothing

...

Hate myself

horoscope I

她覺得自己的結婚只是一種無奈的逃避，又何必巷情場決鬥的勝利者那樣興高采烈的去慶祝？她最不喜歡應酬，最討厭一大堆並不熟悉的人擠在一塊兒說些、聽些虛假的「客套」，最不願無話找話說��獅子座的女人喜歡白色，結婚時用的水紅色的龍鳳床單與緞面被子，沒幾天一定會被她全都罩上了一色的白被單；就連茶几上火紅的玫瑰也會被換成了一束潔白的臘梅；加上那套按她意願買的白色組合家具，整個新房一片白色��豪放的獅子座女人就是這麼我行我素。她自在慣了，她總是追求生活的隨意性，不願活得太累。甚至她從未想到過要受「婚姻限制」的限制，甚至於在決定結婚時也沒想到。

07/24 有迷人的人格和親愛的性情，喜歡音樂和藝術，欣賞美麗高貴和美好的東西，有自我縱容的傾向，喜歡受縱容。這只會增加您的困難，因為您得要面對現實，最適於藝術和職業生涯。 女獅會受傷很深，儘管她臉上還掛著笑。一談起戀愛，人間煙火全不見了！七情六慾全獻給一個人

http://www32.brinkster.com/angelwu/star-5.htm

Horoscope

巨蟹獅子座
擺盪的交界 7.19~7.25
季 節： 仲夏 元 素： 水、火

黃道宮位置： 約在巨蟹座26度~獅子座3度
主宰行星：月亮、太陽
理解事物的方式： 感受 、直覺

巨蟹獅子綜合了黃道第四宮巨蟹以及第五宮獅子的部份特色。此星座就像鐘擺具有不停來回擺動的性質。以人類的年齡而言，這一周相當於28歲左右的人，也與土星公轉一周的時間（約28或29年）相吻合。這時期的人第一次以自身歷史的觀點回溯反省自己的童年、青春期和初踏入社會的時期，檢討成長過程或生活中的種種得失，並為將來擬定計畫。所以這段時期對人的一生而言，是個充滿變量的關鍵年紀。在這段期間中，他們可能會面臨結婚、分手、找新工作、搬到別的都市居住或整建新家等事情，換句話說，巨蟹獅子就表現了此時期動蕩不安、彷徨、猶豫不決的特性。

出生在巨蟹獅子這一周的人，身上帶有月亮般陰柔、敏銳以及太陽般積極、暴躁的個性特質。在所有十二個星座交界當中，就數這個交界最特別，它可說是完全相反的兩個星座的結合體，陰（月亮）陽（太陽）並濟。這一周出生的人兼具男性化和女性化兩種特質，也就是說，出生在這一周的男性個性有敏感、女性化的一面，而女性則具有剛強、男性化的一面。但是，結合了上述兩種完全不同特質的巨蟹獅子，可一點也不奇怪或病態，相反地，他們都是圓融、心理健全的人，只是當他們專注在某件事情時，情緒波動會十分劇烈，讓人很難捉摸，完全無法掌握。

出生在這一周的人情緒、愛好的變化都頗富戲劇性，因此給人難以親近的感覺。了解他們的人會藉由和他們慢慢地交談，坐在他們身邊靜靜地摸清他們的喜怒哀樂，這樣才能順利進入他們的內心世界。你很難教巨蟹獅子的人轉換心情，因為他們不喜歡情緒被人操控。此外，他們喜歡跟個性穩定的朋友或事業伙伴來往，換句話說，穩定的職業、穩固的人際關係和可信賴的伴侶，對有衝突性格的巨蟹獅子而言，是身心安定的重要因素。

巨蟹獅子的人熱愛有創意、刺激的工作和活動。雖然他們不見得要當領導者，但是他們的工作效率和能力一直很受眾人肯定。

巨蟹獅子的人很懂得如何與別人合作共事以及表現自己的專業權威。通常他們比較喜歡投入競爭最激烈的地方，而不愛坐冷板凳旁觀。能跟他們共事的親密同事和伙伴通常能和他們分享經驗，因而進一步了解他們的感受和想法。所以巨蟹獅子的人如果能找到能力優秀、勢均力敵、又真正了解他們個性的人一起共事，那真是再好不過了。

巨蟹獅子的人精力充沛，所以他們可以面對危機或進行冒險活動。一般而言，不論是工作、戀愛或休閒，他們都喜歡追求刺激和挑戰。他們無比的勇氣和果斷的能力，能讓他們臨危不亂、處變不驚。不過，他們喜歡挑戰的性格有時會表現得太過火，以致於讓別人誤認為他們個性高傲自大，一心想稱霸、凌駕所有的人。空閒時他們不自覺地喜歡從事刺激、挑戰死神的活動，所以滑翔翼、泛舟、登山等運動是他們的最愛。有時他們會把尋求刺激的慾望轉換成不可能在生活中發生的幻想，這時候動作片、探險小說和電動玩具也很可以滿足他們的需求。

盡管巨蟹獅子的人喜好挑戰，但他們也容易出現情緒低潮的時期。這時他們會一反常態，變得冷漠無情，與平常敏感、善體人意的巨蟹獅子完全不同，簡直判若兩人。這種沮喪常令人煩躁、害怕，尤其在青少年、剛成年的時期更是如此。因此，保持心情穩定對巨蟹獅子的人而言格外重要。

巨蟹獅子的人通常很需要有安全感、可信賴的環境和人際關係，但很矛盾的是，他們又喜歡刺激、不穩定的事物，是無法忍受無聊的人，但是卻又無法掌握這些情況，常常超過自己的極限，做出能力範圍之外的事情。他們只是害怕玩過了頭，所以常嚴格限制自己的行動，這樣反而會產生挫折感，或變得太呆板。相反地，如果一味沉迷於刺激驚險，不多加自我約束，則會造成行為乖張或情緒大幅震蕩的不良後果。應要在新鮮刺激與安全感之間找到一個最佳的平衡點。最好的解決方法是所有的事皆依中道而行，不要太過或不及。假使自己做不到這一點，不妨請教專業咨詢，也非常有助益。

巨蟹獅子的人對兩性的朋友一樣照顧。選擇戀愛對象時，能接受多種不同類型的人，不過，這並不表示這類型的人很花，只能說他們的欣賞範圍很廣泛而已。其實很多巨蟹獅子的人會對一、兩個特定的伴侶很專情，但先決條件是他們的伴侶除了體貼、諒解之外，也必須能和他們有共同的興趣，這樣才能經營出成功的關係。其它巨蟹獅子的人也會碰到難纏或要求很多的對象，他們的關係可能就會捱在那裡，彼此壓力都很大。而他們私底下會往外發展，尋找新的娛樂刺激。總之，巨蟹獅子的人最好能有個好朋友或了解他們的人陪在身邊，在他們遇到困難時不只能協助他們，還能跟他們心靈相通，提供堅強的倚靠，讓他們不至於彷徨無措，頓失了方向。

優點 富道德勇氣、有趣、大膽無懼

缺點 容易狂躁憂郁、情緒不穩定、易沉迷

建議

不論處於人生的高潮或低潮，穩定平靜能帶來好處。多多自律，但也別因此喪失自發、及時反應的本性。保持冷靜的觀察和判斷能力，這不僅能增加你的自信，也可讓你自省。多掌握活在當下的珍貴時刻，不必為過去的問題或未來的計畫而煩心。調整步伐，人生的路才能走得長長久久。

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Eternal Recurrence:

永劫回歸的幻念似否定的方式肯定了一件事：一旦消逝不再回頭的生命，就如影子一般，沒有重量，預先死亡了，無論生命是否殘酷，是否美麗，這殘酷、這美麗、這燦爛都沒有任何意義。........ 在永劫回歸的世界裡，每一個動作都負荷著讓人不能承受的重責大任，這正是為什麼尼采會說：永劫回歸的概念是最沉重的負擔。......最沉重的負擔同時也是最激越的生命實現的形象。負擔越沉重，我們的生命就越貼近地面，生命也就越寫實也越真實。相反的，完全沒有負擔會讓人的存在變得比空氣還要輕，會讓人的存在飛起，遠離地面，遠離人世的存在，變得只是似真非真，一切動作都變得自由自在，卻又無足輕重。
那麼，我們該選哪一個呢？重，還是輕？......重和輕，哪一個才是正的？

The unbearabele lightness of being

Read the first chapter of The unbearabele lightness of being 2 times. I start to get the meaning

Dark / Light
Elegant / Rough
Warm / Cold
Exist / Non-exist
Heavy / Light

How can we define -

Aurora borealis

Staying at the Pole
Dancing in the wind
Hugging cosmo pink piggie

scarf

I start to find out that i can add $50 more to buy Commes Des Garcons Scarf......urhhhhhhh~~~

packin' stuff in my brain

got my mobile no.
mp3 = mobile phone
Joe and Jim -- the beautiful world
Mixing of different kind of perfumes...
eternal sleep?!
Mcqueen Kingdom + paul smith + Kenzo Flower + Burberry + Issey Miyake + Hei + Hugo Boss+ Tommy Hilfiger......
Dec Vision magazine
2 big coffee per day
Target achieved, Japan , searching for Black Beauty
$500 thousand -uncle, hatre ?
messy hair change TST2312041900
"I will strive hard to let u ....."
1/2 domain
Powerbook NOT EQUAL to Power NOTEBOOK..thanks.
Lots of snapshots about me and the place i stay.
sai = my little brother
Goodbye Lenin OST
Tired, sick and my body get mad.
i can fight against all the bad stuff.
Sigur ros, the death song
"Leave ,I dun want to, but i need to"
sad? curious?

dog talk

"Hey, my master.
I will sit on your ankle when the winter comes
I will lick your face when you feeling sad
I will welcome you back home
I will eat all food you don't like
I will do my best to protect you
I will warm the branket before you sleep
I will do something stupid to cheer you up
I will be your toy, you can play my head, my leg even my tail
I will love you , no matter what

BUT, plzzzzzzzzzzzzz, dun take my milk-flavored biscuit. Thank you for your cooperation!" --quoted by SaiSai the dog

chocolat

I am feeling tired today. Just want to back home as soon as possible. i am just eating the ice-cream right now, chocolate cake flavour. When can i off my work ? i am such a low-paid worker
s-)

midnight

Feeling really weird.
I dun wanna talk on phone .
I dun wannna turn on the light.
Darkness.

I am just laying on the floor,
staring at the roof and listening,..
The coldness of the floor made me cry

Congregation Ceremony

Went to the polyu congregation ceremony, in fact, it is nothing special..i prefer HKAPA 's. Have a great dinner with freinds in Polyu. The feeling is good..

My parent ..seems quite calm (is it too calm?) They didn't ask my about the stuff of my sister....

Have a conversation with Ava yesterday, she was so calm also, maybe she think it is the end. Just end all the bad stuff, and reborn. Wish all the bad stuff gone.

back

Just back from Macau yesterday night.
Everything is fine .
That's good.

Does any know the word "Belly-ache " ?

Dogville 人間狗鎮

Have watched Dogville with Ric this Tuesday, it is also directed by Lars Von Trier
Really like it. I like the story - Sad , powerful
Nicole Kidman do a great job...

It seems that all ppl in the world are selfish ,evil and arrogant
do all the things got their own rules and laws ?

good progress

Dear Sha,
i think today it's your turning point in your career..feeling happy ..right?

its a long time...

Woo, i haven't write on my Blog for a long time ago,,since it is so tired after work....
In fact- my life , nothing special at all.....
Watch DVD Dancer in the Dark yesterday night , in fact, i watched it for 2 time before..However, i really like it ....


Director Lars Von Trier --is great, i think i will buy the VCD dogville soon...~~~


TODAY's song - Bjork & Tom Yorke - I've seen it all