Tuesday, January 25

Nasty

I start this nasty thing yesterday night again , since i really feeling tired and exhausted . I feel really strange recently, since i didn't want to think anything related to my life. I think career / knowleadge is much more important than love affair , maybe .

Just wonder why I can tolerance this situation~ My thoughts made me feeling strange. I not equal I

Wednesday, January 19

Packing up my mind II

"sparring partner" by Paolo conte
Oh well,it seems likes such fun,Until you lose what you had won
My immortal
快樂若是雙倍,痛苦亦不會少於。
To love / To be loved
To trust / to be trusted
Hands and arm paralytic , handshake happen
work until midnight
got late more than 20 times per month
Swing when you're winning
Thank you for all morning calls from friends
Think nothing

Sunday, January 16

horoscope I

她覺得自己的結婚只是一種無奈的逃避,又何必巷情場決鬥的勝利者那樣興高采烈的去慶祝?她最不喜歡應酬,最討厭一大堆並不熟悉的人擠在一塊兒說些、聽些虛假的「客套」,最不願無話找話說��獅子座的女人喜歡白色,結婚時用的水紅色的龍鳳床單與緞面被子,沒幾天一定會被她全都罩上了一色的白被單;就連茶几上火紅的玫瑰也會被換成了一束潔白的臘梅;加上那套按她意願買的白色組合家具,整個新房一片白色��豪放的獅子座女人就是這麼我行我素。她自在慣了,她總是追求生活的隨意性,不願活得太累。甚至她從未想到過要受「婚姻限制」的限制,甚至於在決定結婚時也沒想到。

07/24 有迷人的人格和親愛的性情,喜歡音樂和藝術,欣賞美麗高貴和美好的東西,有自我縱容的傾向,喜歡受縱容。這只會增加您的困難,因為您得要面對現實,最適於藝術和職業生涯。 女獅會受傷很深,儘管她臉上還掛著笑。一談起戀愛,人間煙火全不見了!七情六慾全獻給一個人

http://www32.brinkster.com/angelwu/star-5.htm

Horoscope

巨蟹獅子座
擺盪的交界 7.19~7.25
季 節: 仲夏 元 素: 水、火

黃道宮位置: 約在巨蟹座26度~獅子座3度
主宰行星:月亮、太陽
理解事物的方式: 感受 、直覺

巨蟹獅子綜合了黃道第四宮巨蟹以及第五宮獅子的部份特色。此星座就像鐘擺具有不停來回擺動的性質。以人類的年齡而言,這一周相當於28歲左右的人,也與土星公轉一周的時間(約28或29年)相吻合。這時期的人第一次以自身歷史的觀點回溯反省自己的童年、青春期和初踏入社會的時期,檢討成長過程或生活中的種種得失,並為將來擬定計畫。所以這段時期對人的一生而言,是個充滿變量的關鍵年紀。在這段期間中,他們可能會面臨結婚、分手、找新工作、搬到別的都市居住或整建新家等事情,換句話說,巨蟹獅子就表現了此時期動蕩不安、彷徨、猶豫不決的特性。

出生在巨蟹獅子這一周的人,身上帶有月亮般陰柔、敏銳以及太陽般積極、暴躁的個性特質。在所有十二個星座交界當中,就數這個交界最特別,它可說是完全相反的兩個星座的結合體,陰(月亮)陽(太陽)並濟。這一周出生的人兼具男性化和女性化兩種特質,也就是說,出生在這一周的男性個性有敏感、女性化的一面,而女性則具有剛強、男性化的一面。但是,結合了上述兩種完全不同特質的巨蟹獅子,可一點也不奇怪或病態,相反地,他們都是圓融、心理健全的人,只是當他們專注在某件事情時,情緒波動會十分劇烈,讓人很難捉摸,完全無法掌握。

出生在這一周的人情緒、愛好的變化都頗富戲劇性,因此給人難以親近的感覺。了解他們的人會藉由和他們慢慢地交談,坐在他們身邊靜靜地摸清他們的喜怒哀樂,這樣才能順利進入他們的內心世界。你很難教巨蟹獅子的人轉換心情,因為他們不喜歡情緒被人操控。此外,他們喜歡跟個性穩定的朋友或事業伙伴來往,換句話說,穩定的職業、穩固的人際關係和可信賴的伴侶,對有衝突性格的巨蟹獅子而言,是身心安定的重要因素。

巨蟹獅子的人熱愛有創意、刺激的工作和活動。雖然他們不見得要當領導者,但是他們的工作效率和能力一直很受眾人肯定。

巨蟹獅子的人很懂得如何與別人合作共事以及表現自己的專業權威。通常他們比較喜歡投入競爭最激烈的地方,而不愛坐冷板凳旁觀。能跟他們共事的親密同事和伙伴通常能和他們分享經驗,因而進一步了解他們的感受和想法。所以巨蟹獅子的人如果能找到能力優秀、勢均力敵、又真正了解他們個性的人一起共事,那真是再好不過了。

巨蟹獅子的人精力充沛,所以他們可以面對危機或進行冒險活動。一般而言,不論是工作、戀愛或休閒,他們都喜歡追求刺激和挑戰。他們無比的勇氣和果斷的能力,能讓他們臨危不亂、處變不驚。不過,他們喜歡挑戰的性格有時會表現得太過火,以致於讓別人誤認為他們個性高傲自大,一心想稱霸、凌駕所有的人。空閒時他們不自覺地喜歡從事刺激、挑戰死神的活動,所以滑翔翼、泛舟、登山等運動是他們的最愛。有時他們會把尋求刺激的慾望轉換成不可能在生活中發生的幻想,這時候動作片、探險小說和電動玩具也很可以滿足他們的需求。

盡管巨蟹獅子的人喜好挑戰,但他們也容易出現情緒低潮的時期。這時他們會一反常態,變得冷漠無情,與平常敏感、善體人意的巨蟹獅子完全不同,簡直判若兩人。這種沮喪常令人煩躁、害怕,尤其在青少年、剛成年的時期更是如此。因此,保持心情穩定對巨蟹獅子的人而言格外重要。

巨蟹獅子的人通常很需要有安全感、可信賴的環境和人際關係,但很矛盾的是,他們又喜歡刺激、不穩定的事物,是無法忍受無聊的人,但是卻又無法掌握這些情況,常常超過自己的極限,做出能力範圍之外的事情。他們只是害怕玩過了頭,所以常嚴格限制自己的行動,這樣反而會產生挫折感,或變得太呆板。相反地,如果一味沉迷於刺激驚險,不多加自我約束,則會造成行為乖張或情緒大幅震蕩的不良後果。應要在新鮮刺激與安全感之間找到一個最佳的平衡點。最好的解決方法是所有的事皆依中道而行,不要太過或不及。假使自己做不到這一點,不妨請教專業咨詢,也非常有助益。

巨蟹獅子的人對兩性的朋友一樣照顧。選擇戀愛對象時,能接受多種不同類型的人,不過,這並不表示這類型的人很花,只能說他們的欣賞範圍很廣泛而已。其實很多巨蟹獅子的人會對一、兩個特定的伴侶很專情,但先決條件是他們的伴侶除了體貼、諒解之外,也必須能和他們有共同的興趣,這樣才能經營出成功的關係。其它巨蟹獅子的人也會碰到難纏或要求很多的對象,他們的關係可能就會捱在那裡,彼此壓力都很大。而他們私底下會往外發展,尋找新的娛樂刺激。總之,巨蟹獅子的人最好能有個好朋友或了解他們的人陪在身邊,在他們遇到困難時不只能協助他們,還能跟他們心靈相通,提供堅強的倚靠,讓他們不至於彷徨無措,頓失了方向。

優點 富道德勇氣、有趣、大膽無懼

缺點 容易狂躁憂郁、情緒不穩定、易沉迷

建議

不論處於人生的高潮或低潮,穩定平靜能帶來好處。多多自律,但也別因此喪失自發、及時反應的本性。保持冷靜的觀察和判斷能力,這不僅能增加你的自信,也可讓你自省。多掌握活在當下的珍貴時刻,不必為過去的問題或未來的計畫而煩心。調整步伐,人生的路才能走得長長久久。

Monday, January 10

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Eternal Recurrence:

永劫回歸的幻念似否定的方式肯定了一件事:一旦消逝不再回頭的生命,就如影子一般,沒有重量,預先死亡了,無論生命是否殘酷,是否美麗,這殘酷、這美麗、這燦爛都沒有任何意義。........ 在永劫回歸的世界裡,每一個動作都負荷著讓人不能承受的重責大任,這正是為什麼尼采會說:永劫回歸的概念是最沉重的負擔。......最沉重的負擔同時也是最激越的生命實現的形象。負擔越沉重,我們的生命就越貼近地面,生命也就越寫實也越真實。相反的,完全沒有負擔會讓人的存在變得比空氣還要輕,會讓人的存在飛起,遠離地面,遠離人世的存在,變得只是似真非真,一切動作都變得自由自在,卻又無足輕重。
那麼,我們該選哪一個呢?重,還是輕?......重和輕,哪一個才是正的?

The unbearabele lightness of being

Read the first chapter of The unbearabele lightness of being 2 times. I start to get the meaning

Dark / Light
Elegant / Rough
Warm / Cold
Exist / Non-exist
Heavy / Light

How can we define -

Thursday, December 30

Aurora borealis


Staying at the Pole
Dancing in the wind
Hugging cosmo pink piggie

Monday, December 27

scarf


I start to find out that i can add $50 more to buy Commes Des Garcons Scarf......urhhhhhhh~~~

Monday, December 20

packin' stuff in my brain

got my mobile no.
mp3 = mobile phone
Joe and Jim -- the beautiful world
Mixing of different kind of perfumes...
eternal sleep?!
Mcqueen Kingdom + paul smith + Kenzo Flower + Burberry + Issey Miyake + Hei + Hugo Boss+ Tommy Hilfiger......
Dec Vision magazine
2 big coffee per day
Target achieved, Japan , searching for Black Beauty
$500 thousand -uncle, hatre ?
messy hair change TST2312041900
"I will strive hard to let u ....."
1/2 domain
Powerbook NOT EQUAL to Power NOTEBOOK..thanks.
Lots of snapshots about me and the place i stay.
sai = my little brother
Goodbye Lenin OST
Tired, sick and my body get mad.
i can fight against all the bad stuff.
Sigur ros, the death song
"Leave ,I dun want to, but i need to"
sad? curious?

Sunday, December 19

dog talk


"Hey, my master.
I will sit on your ankle when the winter comes
I will lick your face when you feeling sad
I will welcome you back home
I will eat all food you don't like
I will do my best to protect you
I will warm the branket before you sleep
I will do something stupid to cheer you up
I will be your toy, you can play my head, my leg even my tail
I will love you , no matter what

BUT, plzzzzzzzzzzzzz, dun take my milk-flavored biscuit. Thank you for your cooperation!" --quoted by SaiSai the dog

Tuesday, December 7

chocolat

I am feeling tired today. Just want to back home as soon as possible. i am just eating the ice-cream right now, chocolate cake flavour. When can i off my work ? i am such a low-paid worker
s-)

Wednesday, December 1

midnight

Feeling really weird.
I dun wanna talk on phone .
I dun wannna turn on the light.
Darkness.

I am just laying on the floor,
staring at the roof and listening,..
The coldness of the floor made me cry

Sunday, November 14

Congregation Ceremony

Went to the polyu congregation ceremony, in fact, it is nothing special..i prefer HKAPA 's. Have a great dinner with freinds in Polyu. The feeling is good..

My parent ..seems quite calm (is it too calm?) They didn't ask my about the stuff of my sister....

Have a conversation with Ava yesterday, she was so calm also, maybe she think it is the end. Just end all the bad stuff, and reborn. Wish all the bad stuff gone.

Thursday, November 11

back

Just back from Macau yesterday night.
Everything is fine .
That's good.

Does any know the word "Belly-ache " ?

Friday, November 5

Dogville 人間狗鎮


Have watched Dogville with Ric this Tuesday, it is also directed by Lars Von Trier
Really like it. I like the story - Sad , powerful
Nicole Kidman do a great job...

It seems that all ppl in the world are selfish ,evil and arrogant
do all the things got their own rules and laws ?

Monday, November 1

good progress

Dear Sha,
i think today it's your turning point in your career..feeling happy ..right?

Wednesday, October 20

its a long time...

Woo, i haven't write on my Blog for a long time ago,,since it is so tired after work....
In fact- my life , nothing special at all.....
Watch DVD Dancer in the Dark yesterday night , in fact, i watched it for 2 time before..However, i really like it ....


Director Lars Von Trier --is great, i think i will buy the VCD dogville soon...~~~


TODAY's song - Bjork & Tom Yorke - I've seen it all

Wednesday, September 29

the terminal


Watch the movie - The terminal in the cinema tonight, really like Tom Hanks, since the time of Forrest Gump....

i just wonder that i watched many movies that he act : Forest Gump, Sleepless in Seattle, You' ve email, Catch me if you can, Green Miles.....

This movie, is more funny than i expected , since i suppose that the mood is seems like Sleepless in Seattle 緣份的天空.
However, it's not.

The film is good, however, it's quite exagarrating, i just wonder why the ppl can sleep in the airport for 9 MONTHS, it is unbelivable, and also , the most funny that is he can earn by himself in the airport and buy a Hugo Boss suit and Meet a BEAUTIFUL flight attendent ~~~~

I love the Peanut Can, i love the scene of New York Snowy Night, I love the actress, I love the airport , i love this movie

Tuesday, September 28

mid-autumn festival

Mid -Autumn Festival is just represent i can have a holiday, other than that ...nothing...

But i made me think about my childhood...
during that night, i will urge my mum and have a quick cook and have a rush dinner..Then, i will go downstair and lighting up all the candles and arrange it into a circular shape, and then i will just stand in the center of the circle...the feeling is cool......u can try it~

How about this Mid-Autumn Festival ? just having the Haagan Dazs ice-cream mooncake (Academic Almond Flavor )...yummy

Saturday, September 25

今天家中也有不少事煩惱著, 似乎大家真是需要給予多點時間去看清楚這學校的種種, 不要太早去prejudge

晚上陪了朋友, 她, 感覺上, 好像沒有什麼值得傷心似的
希望她能終於明白.

近來, 沒有什麼東西可期待, 日子平淡而充實....而近來我更愛上看電視劇集 ( 因為故事實在太出人意表了 ) , 好像想將這三年的電視劇瘾一次發放出來似的

很快就大結局了, 真有點緊張

home sweet home

由於工作之緣故, 這星期大多時間留在中國 (由星期二到四)..
一回到家, 感覺真好得多..

Tuesday, September 14

germany year zero


Watch the movie called Germany Year Zero (1947), Director: Roberto Rossellini
The story is about the post war period in Germany, Berlin. The boy was taught that the inferior (include old, sick, useless) should eliminate by the superior..And so, the boy kill his dad who was sick by potion.
Although noone know this fact, he was commit suicide becoz he was guilty.

The film, although is in black and white film, i didn't feel any boring. The film..hmm..is quite sad, since all character in this film is got a happy face.

Monday, September 13

i love hkapa

星期日晚上電視播放了有關演藝學院廿十周年的節目,
在節目, 看到很多同學或是師兄姐, 最高興是看到Twinsen, 他那種陰陰笑的表情, 真是太棒!!
無可否認, 整個節目將演藝包裝得非常華麗 (全港唯一有關Performing Arts學府, 人才也能達到世界等), 連我自己也不禁怗怗自喜

真是有點不捨得~~
Proud of being HKAPA student ~~

Sunday, September 12

imprint

You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there.

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away


The imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten.

Wednesday, September 8

Leo - Blood type B

B型對於名譽及權威不太執著,但獅子座相反的重視這些,權力慾、名譽心很強,相當是個野心家。B型的人有時也會出現野心的一面。所以,B型─獅子座的配合,似可成為很有出人頭地的意念之人。

B型的特徵,有興趣廣及多方面的傾向,但也因獅子座的影響,比較弱化了,為了實現野心,目標就縮小成一個。如果明白決定了目標,就如火車頭一般前進衝入,即使碰到困難也毫不畏怯。生命力旺盛,集注力也極佳,就算失敗了也具有再站起的韌性。

但是,此型的人要他孜孜樸實的努力似乎棘手,由此看來好像有欠耐心。B型─獅子座的人對什麼都喜好豪華,就是有志成功,也不管何時都先想到燦爛的結果而不是累積實在的努力。定下大規模的計管何時都先想到燦爛的結果而不是累積實在的努力。定下大規模的計劃,不只以才能,也驅使政治力來全力一搏。稍有賭師的性質,有時候也會做聽天由命的挑戰打賭。

也是有熱烈魅力的人,度量大,有膽量,不會為小事生氣。言詞及態度不分裡外,直率的表現自己。想當孩子王,剛覺得他有倔強的一面,但又發現他是寂寞的人,如果單獨一人,就陷於被同伴排除般的心情。在會照顧人的首領氣質中,總覺得流盪著孩子般的天真。

但是那種孩子氣的模樣,也有可能成為任性的自我主義,如不順意,就如孩子般撒嬌,無視周遭,不少會擺出任性而擅自的態度。


【 對您的忠告】
雖然自己覺得好,不一定別人也覺得好,不要以強迫的態度。

Sunday, September 5

beach day

與朋友去了Stanley beach, 輕鬆一下, 但實際上當沙灘蓆舖在沙上, 我就急不及待躺在上面, 一躺就睡著了..
不過不緊要..因為實在太舒服了..嘿嘿....

P.S. 多謝Bun Bun...有他的順風車...太好了

Friday, September 3

my big fat greek wedding


到了Kubrick借vcd看..想起原來已有一段時間沒有到那裡去..
感覺上沒怎樣變, 不過人就多了很多.看書的, 吃東西的, 甚至有位伯伯坐在梳化上"閉目養神"
我借了My Big Fat Greek Weeding, 感覺不錯..
如果有位男士為了我而去轉變自己的宗教, 生活習慣..真好

My character

看了其中一個spymac member 的blog寫下的:

7月24日﹝金星‧情人﹞ 代表人物:巴勒維(政治家)
具有非常迷人的個性,浪漫、感 性、優雅、尊貴;喜愛音樂和藝術,欣賞美好的事物 ;喜歡追求刺激、新奇和變化。
優點是感情豐富,具有藝術才華;注重生活品味,創造力強。缺點是情緒不穩定,不斷改變心意,令人難以捉摸。

hhohoho

Monday, August 23

Music ? Is the part of my life


朋友認為我聽音樂是不必要的.
(你又不是音樂家, 夾band)
真令我十分驚訝,

後來才發現和它是分不開的.
坐巴士時, 下班時, 逛書店時, 無聊時, 睡覺時.....
無處不在....
沒有他都不知怎辨

Friday, August 20

chat

非常高興地聽到你這一返說話..
也非常高興你毫不留情地痛罵我
朋友就是..
沒有什麼階級觀念..

Melolo: 大家瞧著目標直跑..There is no DREAM.Everything could be TRUE

Wednesday, August 18

I am the Gold brick OR the orange at the bottom of the basket

Hve a big agrument with my family..
in fact, i get thier point, but they can't accept it..
Mesodo is right, i need to use METHOD ..but it is quite difficult to do that

OT today....until 830. Exhausted.
and i need to wake up at six and arrive Kowloon Tong at 7 tomorrow...
OH

After the conversation with ric

There's must has a scar after the car crash, but it doesn't matter if u doesn't feel it pain again

Saturday, August 14

恨透山頂.......

為了替河童饒行, 到了山頂...
滿以為可以自己一個人坐巴士上層,看著香港夜景, 聽著音樂, 休閒慢慢地上山頂...
怎知...
Ipod沒有電了..而巴士...唉...
非常多自由行的人..巴士又沒有坐位..
上山頂的路迀迴曲折...其中一位自由行的女人抵不住..向車長說要停車, 她要嘔吐...
為什麼自由行的人要坐巴士, 而不坐山頂纜車呢..
但...我們的車子在半山......
為什麼自由行的人要坐巴士, 而不坐山頂纜車呢..
山...

上到了山頂...非常的多人..而我竟然是最早到達的 我像個自由行的人...一個人觀光.....
半小時後第一個人出現...

Thursday, August 12

funeral

Went to the Ava's dad funeral yesterday night, it is the second time to go this kind of place. The funeral follows taoist tradition I am not so scared after i enter the venue. I am just curious to know all stuffs(really want to pick my DC from my bag and take a shot )

It is a place that can gather their relatives efficiently.
The taoist seems works like a performer, it is their showtime, they sing, dance and do something (weird, funny ?!)to the "audiences"

i am just thinking that
i don't need the complicated things for my death.
Remove an exaggerate make-up.
Let my family and my friends see my truly face.
Don't need the Taoist sing and dance for me,
Just want peace, Keep quiet please, Thank you!

Today's : Des'ree - Kissing you

Tuesday, August 10

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

So coooooooooool...

St. martin's college give the offer to my sister already..so cool..
And now, we just consider the matter about the money and when she leave HK...
And also, i need to format my notebook and give it to her .....hope that i can give a new mac powerbook soon...hohohoho...

i think all thing can go smooth...

Monday, August 9

happy.

recently, i am just planning for my bedroom .........IT IS SO FUNNY...
the feeling is so great to go to IKEA to find my favourite furniture, NOT to go to IT to buy lots of clothes....
hmm..my sister stuf..still not solve ..the school in UK didn't reply us yet..

Have the japanese私祊菜 yesterday night with Poly u schoolmate...the dishes is so great..BUT...we still feel hungry after meal...but it cost 150 per one..
And after the meal, we go to play Mah jong...so good....

thanks janjan... i love the Barcelona earring.....heheh

today's: Portishead.

happy.

recently, i am just planning for my bedroom .........IT IS SO FUNNY...
the feeling is so great to go to IKEA to find my favourite furniture, NOT to go to IT to buy lots of clothes....
hmm..my sister stuf..still not solve ..the school in UK didn't reply us yet..

Have the japanese私祊菜 yesterday night with Poly u schoolmate...the dishes is so great..BUT...we still feel hungry after meal...but it cost 150 per one..
And after the meal, we go to play Mah jong...so good....

thanks janjan... i love the Barcelona earring.....heheh

today's: Portishead.

Sunday, August 1

Decision

Hmm...recently i just thinking about the stuff of schooling in UK...
i think its a good way to make her grow ....

Monday, July 26

Start my work lu

today is my first day of my job...hmm...this job...so-call is my dream career..
but, i can't find some interesting thing in my job duties...hope that will be fine later
(maybe the main reason is the company is so NEW )
Athough i slept at 1:00am yesterday night, but i really find exhausting when i back home.....
should go to sleep now ^_^

I need to buy the ipod In-ear Earphone ~


today's: coldplay- the scientist

Sunday, July 25

Fotop...死了

fotop 的Journal 不知怎樣的死了..唯有在這兒留言了...
今天生日剛剛過了..心情也不錯..
現在是時候收拾心情, 準備迎接第一份的工作了
不知道會怎樣呢.

Monday, July 19

sickness

I hate the sickness after the day got drunk.. >_<
I know Twinsen is right...professional can't be like that...
i am so sorry about it

Jazz...quite good
can catch up already

Saturday, July 17

I WANT MY DC BACK

真的不見了..嗚嗚
如要買的, 我相信canon是my first choice.
不過無啦啦去拎錢出黎, 真係有點兒灰...

如要遊山玩水, 沒有它..唉

Wednesday, July 14

又悲又喜....

[good stuff]
No.8 Typhoon still hanging...
Interview Sucess! and
I am assistant designer ......hehhe...
and start my work at 26/7

[Bad stuff]
lost my Digital cam..
I WANT MY DC BACK!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 13

Phone me today to further infomation.
i hope i can do that..
but ...is my expect salary is higher ? hmm...

Tuesday, July 6

the job

Hv the interview of the job of assistant fashion designer. Hmm..benefit is good ..
hope can hear their reply soon

Tuesday, June 29

new

I need to wake up ..
to have a new start.
hurry for my portfolio.

today's:david bowie & philip glass- Hero

Thursday, June 24

New Haircut

Have the new haircut with fung at Wanchai.
The price is reasonable, quite good.
Have the 2nd interview for the visual merchandiser..hope all thing go smooth

Monday, June 21

Goal

1. Need to focus on one to two streams
2. Prepare the GOOD portfolio
3. Still accept this chanllege
4. Open the mind
5. Accept my own's weakness
6. Learn & try

.....

自己

與Charlie談了一整天的話,
與他談談自己對自己的期望.
我不像他.
他像John Galliano, 而我就像Tom Ford.
河水不犯井水, 但原來...
我想像他一樣有creative drawing,
而他想像我有managment and commerical skill,
羨慕他, 可以放下所有人的目光, 無奈我做不到

我認同, 這不是一種手段, 而是一種迎合要求的方式

有點相像, 有點不相像
與他談話, 很高興

No common sense.
No step-by-step.
No Syllabus
No rules
No boundary

P.S Lu : 7610真是很好玩..嘻嘻..我是魔鬼!!


Todays: 一個鐘之後

Tuesday, June 15

完了

這個學年終於完結了..
感覺真好...
下午三點時走出apa的時候,
發現天空光亮了很好...
so cool.


todays: songs by abba

Sunday, June 13

being a actor..

Quite cool to be a actress...
hmm..the costume....it is too sexy for me....super deep v + Bare back + 4' high heel

However, it is fun....

I am still doing the powerpoint for the f**king communication for TA presentation ( i am still questioning that the usage of this powerpoint for interview)

camping at 12/6

Have camping with Setting senior...Hmm, quite relaxing..
Have a barbaque ..delicious, since i haven't went to the countryside to relax for a long time.
Have a nap in the beach...woo....fantastic.

Friday, June 11

大事件

到了奧海城看了大事件...
片名...真是不太討好...
不過整片都比預期中好得多..
真是不錯...


today's: Engima- The dream of dolphin

Monday, June 7

休閒閒

很久沒試過整天留在家裡
感覺真好...
dye back my hair again...is good

today's : The Cardigans - Couldn't care less

十分累..
6/5 晚到了cafe吃宵夜.但竟然被老闆弄得...簡直是精神折磨
今天累得連東西也不想吃..腳步浮浮..
又病 ? 不太好吧...

希望快點完吧.

感覺: 懶惰

Friday, June 4

video production

終於剪好套影片, 感覺上鬆左一口氣..
這幾天, 不斷有同學們關心我的去留..
但實在答不出來..
很想快點畫完我的just-for-fun painting.
很想快點畫完我的吉他手
很想快點畫完我的水彩畫, 鋼筆畫
很想快點做完那個不知所謂的power-point

很想快點完結..

Friday, May 28

The Day after tomorrow

I have seens <> yesterday. I think it 's lower than my expectation. But i think this genre of this kind of movie is quite difficult to be the perfect one.

Saw the graduation show today, suddenly it really make me to continue to study for 3 more years. But..it is so complicate..hmm..

prepare for my portfolio, not only for BFA interview, but also for my career..

Wednesday, May 26

Busy days

He seems recover..so good.
I am just hurry for my portfolio. and also editing for our first movie.
pk...my Premiere crack down... really kill me.

When can i end all that stuff?

Tuesday, May 18

Monday, May 17

ok

又進醫院了..希望快點有好消息.

看了<>, 很好看
今天要快點回去畫畫 . 和 準備portfolio.

Saturday, May 15

第二天

轉了專科病房.
當我看到所有visitor穿著紫色袍, 心裡真是沉下去.
他說..這裡好得多, 有電視看, 有海景
是好或壞?
醫生的說話令大家鬆了口氣.
等待報告...

Friday, May 14

突如其來.

收到那個sms後, 心沉了一沉.對我來說, 這是一件大事..
我真不敢想像手術的過程.
5:45pm由apa趕到瑪麗醫院, 看見他躺在床上, 便立即想哭起來. 但我忍著.
當他說抽血的情況時, 就不禁想起一年前躺在手術床的情況..
真是想哭起來.
走的時候, 眼水已經湧出來..不想被看見, 說再見後便頭也不回..
行多幾步, 忍不著, 哭了.
令朋友立即連忙安慰.

無論如何....
感覺: 想哭

Sunday, May 9

...

終於完了..
兩星期的Non-teaching period..
可以計劃去旅行了...
玩了一整晚...
今早的大計因為我的"玩了一整晚"而取消了...
想說的要說出..就這樣吧

today: Lee Ann Womack- I hope u dance

Friday, May 7

...

等待自己..
發現自己雙手無力, 什麼也拉不住.

仍在做lighting project.

Today's: Air- Venus
感覺: 不安寧

Tuesday, May 4

nothing special

> 30/4.. Gary farewell party...quite touching ...and after that, went to karaoke overnight....

> 2/5.. watch Jiang Hu at IFC. And I saw my beloved

> Today, start the work of dance2 from 2:00pm and finish at 11:00pm.....like in the hell...and this kind of living need to continue until next week....

> Conversation with Shadow today, it puzzle me, I know which thing i should choose. but...

> I dun want this, can the situation change back to the old days ?

Today: Lily cbou chou - I see you You see me
感覺: 愚蠢

Wednesday, April 28

0724 again.

27/4 - 0724 again.
It's really cool eating the water-melon at the tech ent during the mid-night.

Its really afflictive for me...need to deal with paper work even i am totally exhausted.
28/4 - 0924.?!

Today's: coldplay- scientist

感覺: Dying

Tuesday, April 27

Theatre aesthetic Essay.

Sick..so skip the lesson......
And start writing the essay for theatre aesthetic lesson

The book The Routledge companion to Aesthetic.........big challenge to me ...
1000 more words to go....

p.s. really want to buy lomo lc-a...but no money


todays- A nation rejects

感覺: 分心

Monday, April 26

The experiment 死亡實驗

The experiment
Watch the movie The experiment this morning with classmate..I think it is quite cool except the ending.....

still in the trap....

The experiment 死亡實驗

The experiment
Watch the movie The experiment this morning with classmate..I think it is quite cool except the ending.....

still in the trap....

Saturday, April 24

Thoughts

Went Swimming yesterday night, seems better...
Recently, i think i am not physically exhausted...it seems like mentally....

Pressure? hmm...3 more to go.

Watched the DVD Three colours- Bleu It is more peaceful and calm than i expected.


How can I control my thoughts?

Today's: The cranberries - dying in the sun

感覺: 煩擾

Wednesday, April 21

...

Have a talk with Zoe today. When she cried at open air theatre, i just want to light up a cigarette...just want to light it up

Watch a movie < Goya in Bordeaux >with mesodo, gorgeous!

my leg...seems handicap

感覺: 深思

Tuesday, April 20

stuff

Have a talk with gary today..we just talk about my future, my career, my worry...
will i be a applied artist in the future ?

Feel better after running...

I think i am too calmed yesterday..but today...unhappiness start to rise up to my head..

respect all the thing..
where's the truth?

發現自己雙手無力, 什麼也拉不住.

Sunday, April 18

Tuesday, April 13

..

心很小的時候,世界就變得很小,
小的看不起一片美麗的樹葉。
心很亂的時候,路就變得很多,
我們都是這樣走失的.....

感覺: 和平

Monday, April 12

passion of christ & ana and the other

看了兩套戲-passion of christ 和Ana and the other

其實不太暴力,Trouble every day比起來有過之而無不及, 有些鏡頭我也不敢看..不在於是暴力或是血腥, 而是不忍心看到耶穌受其折磨或凌辱....
不是基督徒的我也看得哭起來..
整套..不知怎樣解釋, 拍攝角度有點土...
音樂很好 ^_^..
希伯來文原來很好聽的...
http://www.passionofchrist.com

Ana and the other from argentina.
故事.唉....
剪接....是技術問題或是..?
ava睡了上半埸, 我睡了下半場....
in conclude....唉..


要睡多點...
掛念..
感覺: 忙碌

Thursday, April 8

holidays....

第一天的復活節假期...
心情都不錯....
剛剛看完DVD....感覺不錯..
淡淡的....

p.s. today's target - start to sketch


TODAY's: Air-Venus

Sunday, April 4

miss
trust..
alcohol still can't help us alot ...


感覺: 無能為力

Monday, March 29

Sunday, March 28

Polyu Drama Annual Performance

AP show - Pride & Prejudge
It is worse than I expect. I think they can't handle the script.....set, light, costume.. all stuff can be better...

The rotary platform is amazing.....but it is not necessary...... -_-"

Went to central after that...
feeling relax..
it can prove that I CAN control.

Remind: need to buy CREAM

today's: radiohead- motion picture soundtrack

Saturday, March 27

煩.

煩.
想要一個假期...

不想聽電話...

感覺: 困惑

Monday, March 22

休息一天

感覺真是不錯..星期一竟然可以休息一天..

有點東西...真是要想清楚一點....
要撇掉其他的, 靜靜的想一想..

給我想一想...


感覺: 沈思

Saturday, March 20

tarot on...

.. The high priest
.. Judgement
.. The world

Good or bad ?

Joint Uni Drama Festival

..與29th&30th Dra 去看, 感覺不錯..Poly始終是比較好一點..
..朋友真是沒說錯, 看了演藝的Production之後會改變自己看戲時的態度 ..這樣不太好..
..收到一個homer鎖匙扣..很可愛....
..明天: 一整天的dayoff ..好..
..想念..

Today's: OST goodbye Lenin- Summer 78
感覺: 幸福

Thursday, March 18

0924

上課第一個星期已出現0924..很睏...雙手酸軟, 雙腳疼痛...
不過今天做了很多事情: grant&loan form, 找布板, 畫了一部份畫...

很煩...
不要再這樣下去..
就像雪球愈滾愈大......>_<



感覺: 苦惱

Wednesday, March 17

好..

整天都很睏...
看了 <8femmes> 八美千嬌 感覺很不錯...
倡導女性主義...有點反感..(整套影片的男主角連正面的鏡頭也沒有)....
拍攝手法就很可愛, 有點像chicago...


lyric theatre真是很大
與ava吃"晚餐"....今天大家心情特別好....
小巴驚險記...

好.
感覺: 愉快

Monday, March 15

...

生命是一埸遊戲..
只要認真地玩..
已經可以了..

Monday, March 8

lost in translation 迷失東京

與他看了lost in translation, 比我想像中更平淡..
而他我覺得最好的是她的音樂..

要買她的OST.
買了一件很美的背心...

各位朋友們: 我會休息多點, 多謝關心

感覺: 平穩

Sunday, March 7

Finish

finish
很高興...
choreo.完成了...
Romeo & Juliet 也差不多完成...
可以休息一下了....

感覺: 興奮

Saturday, March 6

chereographic workshop..

今天是第一天on-show , 感覺沒有什麼的..
很高興..
希望明天, all thing go smooth ...
黃狗都說我手腳冰冷, 血氣不好..是時候休息一下了...
拍攝技術不太好....多謝朋友替我的costume拍照..hehe

today's : portishead - wandering star

感覺: 放鬆

Wednesday, March 3

緊張

今日是tech rehearsal..緊張
頭痛仍然持續...
要吃少點東西呀...

感覺: 緊張

Tuesday, March 2

...

不知怎樣, 心情好了不少..
其中一件, 正式完成

死線 - 更正: 3/3

Monday, March 1

灰.

chereo愈來愈人討厭....都不是我自己所設計的.
那麼, 我有什麼用處呢?
今天仍回到演藝...
與gary到茶樓食午飯
看見他為了一粒燒賣而感到擔憂, 都不知是感到可笑還是可憐....
與costume的charlie閒聊了一個小時, 感覺很好, 佩服他的理想與勇氣, 他令我想想關於自己的將來..
這樣舉棋不定, 不是辦法......

很想買Ipod in-ear headphone ...

最後死線- 5/3

感覺: 筋疲力盡