Monday, December 24
Friday, December 21
Wednesday, December 12
Decision
有壞的, 有好的...
不過最後也未能有一個決定
現在的工作不是我想要的. 天天起床的時候也想再倒頭大睡
' Sick leave 吧. ' 躺著心想...但最後想想金錢而支持著自己的身軀坐起來...
不過到了公司. 時間也不怎太難過...
最無奈的是天天也幹著類似的東西..
前天是redraw玫瑰花. 昨天是豹紋, 今天是很pop-art的條子...
是乏味的. 是用眼睛而不太用腦子的工作
而CX也不是一個理想的工作
服務性的行業..mm..
現在我也不能太肯定自己是否做得來.
好的就只是有一些機會去外地看看
這工作也不是我想最要的.
現在最最最想的就是有一些很好的fashion designer job offering.
不過沒有就是沒有....
就唯有 等.
期待dec18
過了那天, 所有東西也會settled
非常非常期待
Tuesday, December 11
Saturday, December 8
昨晚在他家屋苑的地產商的櫥窗外看來看去
很高興
(儘管知道這富貴屋苑不是我們這次選擇範圍之內)
Thursday, December 6
Monday, December 3
Friday, November 30
sun po again
1st Emperor (+) 2nd Empress (- ) 3rd I dun rmb..hoho
When you start ur current job, You had quite high expectation towards this, maybe you are looking for higher pay or more experience you can get or maybe u want to get more satisfaction from that. And now, I think you start to doubt you are capable or not. Or suitable or not… and so you are doubting the future and its prospect
Moveover, you still can’t devoted in and love your job. Longer you stay, ur working mood will keep lowering
About the new job:
dun rmb what cards I get.
You will very easy to get into it. The job is so easy for you to handle, about the job duty or the colleagues’s relationship. You can handle it so well. And you can get the appreciation from ur senior/boss in a very short period of time. Get satifaction and happiness Tats why you will keep enjoying the job.
Meanwhile, in the first half year, you will get more knowledge and experience that you are looking for. You can learn a lot.
So compare with these 2 job, the new one should better for u
If I really take the new job, whats about my career future ?
The first card is Wheel of Fortune ( +) and 2nd is Death (+)
The tarot card only can show maximum 3 years issue. As the card show, you will leave your job in 1.5year or even earlier. Death means you will ended the job straightly. But its not becoz of any hateness about that job. The card show you quit becoz u will get a better one.
If I take this job ( cuz the nature is totally different from my current one ), will it affect the relationship with my boyfriend ?
1st : I dun remember as well 2nd : Hanged Man (+)
The job will lower the time you guys to stay together compare with your current job. But as the card said the relationship will become better and better. Cuz the card is Hanged Man, that is a man was tighten up but rope, which means you guys will entangled each others much more closely and tightly.
( ‘ what should I need to do to tighten the relationship ?’ I asked. ) mm..I can’t tell. Cuz I can see the result only..mm. but thru the card, I guess maybe you guys will treasure the time to spend together, or you guys had done a great achievement for the relationship to overcome the problem so that’s why it is not a problem anymore. But I can see is the job will not worsening the relationship, on the contrary, its good for you guys.
Wednesday, November 28
Monday, November 26
Saturday, November 24
2-years anniversary ....
what i give:
1. Keychains x 2 tighten by ribbon ( i thoughts its reli meaningful , cuz i think i m in expert level)
2. a box of chocolate
3. wallpaper + card + wrapping paper
what he give:
1. Attachable lego Keychains x 2 his meaning is much much better
2. Yeung Mei Mei crystal...its got own meaning as well..
3. a lovely dinner
this time..
his Sum Si HP value is pretty high....woo..Great
I call him Si Fu now....
love love love
Tuesday, November 20
thx for your word, my dear elder sister
但係你如果試下其他工的話(當然要你自己鍾意先得啦,唔係要你做掃街)..你既FINAL ANSWER可能唔同
WASTE唔WASTE係好睇你點睇架姐..
難得可以試下..一生有幾多次機會比你試啵~
maybe at the end, u prefer being scolded by passengers rather than facing the stupid boring color ! who knows ???!!!!
thanks for your word, ga jei.
you are the one
you are the one ?! 咁又點姐. 咪都要等.
fuxk
faan jor ork kei lu
嘻嘻
在家了
現在的工作只可說是一個既專業又很沉悶的工作,相信香港也有很少專門負責顏色的設計師
公司是一間英國人開的,你可以說90%的設計師都是鬼,我就是那小數的小數
工作悶的程度也很難三言兩語說得清,總之朋友們都知道是一份高度用神而又很悶的工作
工作悶,人更加悶
天天也是說著英文,右面是一個個的文件夾,左面是貌似James blunt 的 marc. 他擁有著非常重的英國口音..之外就沒有其他人在附近了
今天收到了agent的電話。明天北京道Fashion designer job 有2nd interview了,要見division head ..嘻嘻
我總是對我之前做的Project總是不太滿意,幸好它也帶來 2nd in.
明天要加油了
而上星期也收到CX的真正offer, contract signing date : dec 18 . induction date : jan 10
我直覺上是覺得四位家人總是想我做這工作:
不過我也不知道怎樣。pros & cons 也有不少.....
想去遊玩一下和走出設計這industry一陣子。想有一個休息
想試試新的工作模式.......
但我真是可以做一些永遠笑面迎人的工作嗎 ?
而我又可以適應Shift Duty嗎 ?
.......
不過還有時間給我去選擇
明天的對我很重要
TST fashion designer (with my expected salary & job nature of cuz ) > CX cabin crew > color designer ( current )
加油~
Monday, November 19
ho siu sik
good news
no chinese input here, i have to write in CHINESE. miss tat....
gum mann fann ork kei sin sei .........hohoho
Thursday, November 15
goddamn PC. goddamn LCD monitor & my dear goddamn Printer
mm.. really really want to write down about my new job.
today is my 4th working day..mm.. not bad but its not very nice one to me...
my title changed to Color designer in garment, actually i deal with color and pattern all day long.work with ALL british people, they all are nice. but somehow i feel much alone cuz not many chinese nearby. I seems working in UK now...i didnt need to say chinese from 9 to 7 at least...
Environment is definitely cool with different kind of music playing in the office...but the biggest disadvantage i only got a PC with 1GB ram...
today, i suffered from some colours...
'pls do the re-coloring, the red can be a little bit darker, the orange is too grey, pls make it warmer, the red stripes had been pop-up now, try to make it a bit orange , make it more subtle... oh, this grey is too grey, too bluish.....
I did that for the whole morning, the color i print on that Canon Printer and the color I look on my ViewSonic 23' LCD are TOTALLY different.
Keep amending, Keep concentrating onto the color change ..the colours are still not in the way. Finally I asked for my head grabby 's comment.
she click in the color wheel for once, print it out. and THAT IS... gosh...
around 4ish, headache start....wtf...
at 6sth, Fashion designer Julia come to give me the comment, meanwhile, her mind keep changing.
' can you change it to plum color..oh, can you give me one more..Olive pls........ '
tomorrow... i need to do that again cuz my tasks still not finish yet...what a GREATgreat challenge...COOL .
DEAD TIRED
p.s. color picker in Photoshop is my buddy...
p.s.ii.. color pallette in here still when i wanna choose font's color...SIGH
Friday, November 9
時代巨輪
一開始拍翼已追不到
當骨牌瀉下已知道
天天迫我上路 天天迫我進步
難避免捲入時代太恐怖
:DDDD
Thursday, November 8
Tuesday, November 6
Monday, November 5
更新
事實上還蠻感謝舊公司對我所做的.它幫了我這種猶豫不定的人做了一很好的決定,
也令我去嘗試我小時候的夢想 (嘩哈)
現在.小時候的夢想其實也很近。原來一直在我想像中很難的事也是容易的
cx:
本來對我是一個肯定的遊戲。現在是肯定.感覺也還不錯.
bc都完成了. 等待著contract call. 做或者是不做,我也可以選擇。
很好
這份工給我最大的喜樂就是不用朝9晚6刻板地工作
三日不在香港之後三日留在家裡休息
遇的是人 .不是我的電腦。
而且設計三年。有點倦,有點想離開這裡休息一下。
我相信我仍會回來
不過現在還想不出我是否去做這一個唔穩定的工作
mm....
Wednesday, October 31
Monday, October 29
近日 (1)
so today i want to drop down a bit to satisfy my friend's need :)
*become jobless after company reconstruction, i think i didnt have any harsh time except the first day when Ar B left HK to Singapore, i just cant control my tears when he dialled me in the hotel
Although i lost my job, i buy the iphone from those compensation, it made me feel better alot.
*CX job. mm... actually. i treat it as the game. juz wanna know whether i m capable to be the Flight Attendant or not. The first interview is easy but its also rough to some candidates. The final interview. i just treat it as a chat but i also passed the interview easily. thats mean its not difficult to get the job ...LOL....
Last Friday, i went Cathay City to have the body check and Mandarin Assessment...
during last week, i m reli confused whether i should take it.
a very low paid during training period. i think its should be the lowest salary since i grad from uni.
meanwhile, the normal working days are not in very high paid of cuz...
17-18k salary means almost 85 flying hours + outport allowance ...you will stay less than 15days in HK if i reli need to earn more......normally, average salary is about 13-14k & cannot off at weekend and sunday mostly...
If i reli take it , what about ar b lei ? and what kind of career prospect that FA can made lei ??
so i m still very struggling ...
BUT.. today i received a call from medical centre and they asked for a re-test.....
tmr i will going to have a check about that, report will show in 3 days..
mm....
p.s. hope the report is fine with no any problem :DDD if i fail becoz of that...its..reli upsetting
to be continue.....
Saturday, October 27
it will become a wonderful world
this game...still going on..
from 1st in . final in. body check . mandarin assessment.... its tiring
and finally, the pace is getting slower
i got some time to think..
i got something to choose....
if Central 16K B&O reli can give me an offer.
or Mongkok 19k bra management also can give me an offer...
what a wonderful world will be :DD
Tuesday, October 16
Monday, October 8
事件一二
就例如我在4:17am收了一個message.
男友在身邊呼呼大睡, 我起床讀著這msg
' 不是呀. 有點口德吧..加上四時啦.擾人清夢 .... 明天早上send吧啦'
她的第一句真令我精神不少. 第二天早上還想著 '這是不是夢呢?'
清者自清, 這道理從不會運用於我身上.
我盡力令解釋令所有人明白.
上一次. 我解釋過. 但不受理
今次. 不想浪費唇舌於這些不明事理的人身上.
只想說的是.
為人師表, 請謹言
而且
你這樣想其他人就是因為你就是這樣的人.
你明白嗎 ?
**
Thursday, October 4
Wednesday, October 3
安心
澳門從來沒有列入我喜歡到的旅行地方之列
如果要去的話可能是令我安心一點吧
如何安心呢?
我喜歡去你到的地方
相對於接機,我比較喜歡一起坐plane 回來
我喜歡大家在同一個continent
對我而言。機票也實在太貴
也要用上不少假期 。最少都要一星期了
這個是我有所考慮
也是我所謂的’should i go ?'
要是真的到澳洲的話
我也不會留在酒店吧
我自己會找東西玩.周圍去周圍玩
而且還有數天可以待在一起
之後一起回來
這是我一直的想法
我從來沒有想過監視什麼
事實上也沒有可能可以監視到一個人
我也不明白你說我這樣的
一聽到後,我自己只想不用理會
我想到其他地方旅行,不想令你有所誤會
不想令你覺得我要監視你
難道我現在待在你家裡就是等如我在監視你嗎
我只是因為喜歡和你待在一起的感覺
就是這樣簡單不過了
你這樣想令我真無奈
Tuesday, October 2
記事 29th Sept - 1st Oct
午餐與windy到cova. 吃了喜愛的parma ham加了蜜瓜. 牛油果鮮蝦香草意粉 和 雪葩..yumyum
我始終也是認為他半夜三更立即掏出洗衣袋內的乾淨衣服,之後給她那袋子去嘔吐的那一幕實在很sweet..嘻嘻
我帶給她一些ginger lilies. 好香呢. 我們脫下鞋子坐在沙灘上談天.
看見紅紅的月亮以及迪士尼的煙花 想比之下, 迪士尼的煙花遜色得多
我們吃了煙三文魚honey mustard dressing的沙律以及不知名的pizza. 也是很不錯
ar b回來了.
但今次的接機也是比較不同. 原因是我們大家的溝通不善, 不斷說的4:50原來是起飛時間而不是抵港時間. 後來他抵港的時間原來與上一次一樣:3:20pm...
幸好我在4:00pm已經到達機場:)
今次的感覺比上一次好得多 :) 我相信那些bad luck會已經在消失了. 嘻嘻
收到一盒玫瑰香薰棒, 一個戴著香薰木製盒子. 很有驚喜的是他會買我一本我喜歡的作者的最新著作 :)
謝謝 .
晚上與aunt與uncle吃過飯後 看 色.戎
有點點尷尬的是因為那些色情的情節也實在很露骨. 幸好拍得很美. 而且故事的最後是有一點爭議性
很好看. 之後再講那片子吧
1st Oct Monday. PSP+Kite Runner day
由於ar b也是有些事情要安排, 所以吃過午餐後也是在他家中渡過
他做著powerpoint,我在玩psp 和看我的kite runner .
有時他會幫我如何過這一個mission, 而我也會給他的powerpoint上提供一點意見
雖然我們就是這樣渡過了一個假日, 但我覺得很不錯
感覺也是很relax. 因為穿著over-size淺藍色t-shirt 和籃球波褲. 坐在身邊 聽著音樂地看書實在很棒 :)
而且這樣我們有多一點的時間的溝通吧. 我說了這兩星期發生的事, 問了一些他的看法
而且他現在也會自動說起一些topic :)
而今次
平時我們也會大概略略講起這一些事
今次他主動說出他的一些計劃, 今次說起來真有點實在而且也不是遙不可及
很期待這一天 :)
晚上的晚餐非常地豐富...很飽
之後大家又回到他的悶悶powerpoint :)
mm...
早上拖著手上班 十分喜愛 :)
Friday, September 28
背脊骨落
答對了又如何.答錯了又會如何呢
問的問題也不見得深入,答案也未能令人有所咨發
問題只是像 ' 李白的床前明月光,下一句是什麼呢?’ 這小學程度
不問也吧
所謂的吃不到的葡萄.
是的,有些東西我是沒有的,但我也不會因為此而萌生去意
你也有很多吃不到的酸葡萄.你要我一件件事說出來令你難堪嗎?
我相信你會很難堪
不用說你看了那數本文學巨著才顯得出你的深度.
不用說誇獎飲了各類型的cocktail之後向其他人recommend.其實他們一早已經試過了,只不過這些東西太minor,不值一提
三次日本旅行也不是代表什麼吧.如果你對我說你到了三次西藏又或者是到南美生活幾個月,我就會覺得你很棒
headporter, garcons 沒有了不起呢.要說的倒不如買Vickor & Rolf的西裝又或者是McQueen一雙鞋子,我就會很羨慕你了
以後不要在不適當的時間說一些不適當的說話
你令我的朋友都難堪了
你說你的話很直很’um'耳.
我也是
朋友請反思
Wednesday, September 26
千里共嬋娟
22月的晚餐是與aunt的agnes b 洋蔥湯,龍蝦沙律,羊腿和三款甜品
很喜歡與aunt的對話,我喜歡將所有好的不好的也說出來
獨個兒的中秋節
我弄的‘但願人長久‘令他感到酸酸的,他說他想抱著我
我也是
昨晚友人的派對
也不知是什麼原因也沒有點醉意
我還可以照顧到醉了的朋友
藉此感謝男友的友人們
西環的早上與maurice吃了早餐回家
與男友通過電話睡著
夢見與男友和aunt一家人到日本旅行
與男友二人與aunt相約某地點但我們最後遲了。二人急步衝忙
路途有點崎嶇,還要行著一些很難行像長城那些闊度不一的石階
但我仍感到很快樂
一起 一邊行 大家一邊說 一邊笑
之後被友人的電話弄醒了
我想
這是一個好的先兆
我感到我們相連了
之後我們會去到我們一起要到的地方
p.s. happy birthday to my buddies : windy & kenny ..muah
Tuesday, September 25
但願人長久
你看到月亮嗎?
Monday, September 24
22nd month anniversary
1 year 10months already
he got my complaint yesterday. a tiny mistake.
but its still that same old mistakes
i woke up late becoz of my headache and laziness.
i forgot to bring my umbrella. so i start getting wet before i get on the bus.
the bus was crecked down on the way to T.S.T.
Received the bouquet of flower this morning
its look pretty. thx..
bUsY weekend 22th Sept
10:00a.m 開始上月餅堂...
12:00noon 買紙袋 和 card
9:00pm 晚餐
10:00pm shopping time, 有可愛的小禮物 =p
00:00am karaoke
很累. 很充實 :D
Friday, September 21
Movie 1408
星期二與lolo看過1408 ...
電影給我的感覺是很絕望
從看到window爬了出去想著到隔壁的房間, 發現隔壁的房間沒有了,只剩下沒有盡頭的牆壁
之後他好像離開這1408室, 但最後又他回到那密室
看見自己已死去的女兒, 他們在房間內抱著, 但突然間他的女兒再他懷裡死多一次
最後倒數著的計時器到了最後一秒以為已是個完結, 但竟然再倒數多一個小時.
要再承受多一次那些傷痛. 他寧願自殺了
最後主角引火自焚及破壞這房間
故事是很attractive.
不過年紀愈大,就愈不敢看恐怖片..
我不斷看, 我就用手遮著眼, lolo笑著看, 而且還笑我....
mmm......................
Wednesday, September 19
Stock :D
Tuesday, September 18
count down
時間的確走得很快
這兩天也沒有不開心的感覺
雖然還有等待他的sms的時候, 不過比上一次少得多
(上一次我真是無時無刻在等待著的! )
而且也放鬆一點
就像昨晚
如果這是發生於上一次的時候
今次
連sms也沒有send
他自己也知衰了
兩人就像橡根. 一拉一放
這一次. 我放了
Friday, September 14
Seoul Trip 9Sept - 12Sept
This is the forth trip to be with b’s family: Beijing.Bangkok. shanghai...and Seoul this time :)
Korea definitely not the place I like. things I know about Korea is Taekwondo. Laneige, KimChi and Rain
Some people say there s a shopping paradise but ..mm...i m reli doubt about that. High price with bad quality.so I didnt spend much on this trip....juz several hundreds for these 4 days(but its excluded meal fee of cuz.. Aunt pay it for me ..thx )
However, i like this trip quite much. feel quite relaxing and peaceful.
I tried alot of Kimchi and grilled pork during this trip...mm.. definitely it s not good for the health, i was sick in the first 2 days. But i reli need to recommend the Ginseng Chicken :) tats reli cool. keep sweating during the meal...after that, my cold was gone :DD
Realized that Korean boys are quite good-looking with better body shape even get married. Korean gal is not pretty as I think, but they are taller and with a good body shape.i juz like the dwarf there (esp. when b is standing next to me ). but that is a funny thing is when i m keep eye-candying on the street. Several korean gals come to me and ask me to take the photo.i guess it s some fashion magazine street-shooting sth......hopefully i left Korea already...:)
we played, we took lots of photos ( totally i took abt 450pcs ), tried traditional korean costumes, we even pretended those Korean Soap Opera’s actor pose :)
WILL BE BUSY IN THESE FEW DAYS TO BE CONTINUE VERY SOON
Friday, September 7
秋天.
不過
I m fed up of RESTING
new iPod launched in HK
New iPod - iPod touch launched in these few days...
its look likes iPhone, very nice interface. 3.5inch wide screen. u can ' flip' it to download the music right away from internet thru Wifi ( in US of cuz)
but the price is really stunning...
8GB - HKD2400 16GB-HKD3200
dim mai ar ????
but i want 16GB badly, cuz my 1st iPod need to retire reli
if i reli buy it, no iPhone then......
dim ho lei.......mmm.........
Thursday, September 6
生與死
很失望. 也令我反思我為何仍然要留在這死氣沉沉沒有留戀的地方
他們沒有去想過我過往的所做的, 他們只會對我的小錯加以擴大再進行評擊, 務求令我不敢向他們要求更多的福利
他們會以為我會繼續我會收下這封信.星期二的晚上我已經準備好我的resume以及 resign letter.
星期三風迴路轉.
入房前口袋內已袋著我的用辭職信
老闆的笑容以及他的安撫, chief designer 給我的工作是有點吸引..
但我仍在做我的portfolio...
十五十六十五十六
過完旅行再作定論.
Monday, September 3
這幾天.
met up 男友之後,他吃著他的晚餐, 我們慶祝是日完成我那退地project 飲了白酒... :D
上星期六與男友及uncle aunt看了張學友的演唱會. 是一個很不錯的演唱會, 不過如果可以看到400元的,應該會更好.因為舞台燈光實在太好. 坐不到正台是不太感受到真正的感覺..不過他的歌也是很好聽. 他有唱我喜歡的歌..很高興
不過..我還是喜歡eason chan的歌聲..:) (超期待十月...)
我看到uncle的微笑.我想他應該是很高興呢..嘻嘻.
星期日也是逛逛在想生日禮物.
我想到了..呵呵
今天9月3日. 男友兩星期後又到印度兩星期.
今次感覺不太大 .可能是因為兩星期比上次的三星期比較上少得多. 而且今次他有電腦可以上網, 說他可以打多一點長途電話多一點sms, 我相信今次他會明白他應該會怎樣做 :) 信心也是在這建立吧.
沒有上一次所謂的planning. 我想是這樣,會有一至兩個的生日派對. 約約舊朋友相聚一下吧..暫時什麼也沒有想過..
上次的broading pass. 今次會有一些新一點東西嗎 ??? 不過時間也是緊迫了點...
不過我已經想到一個禮物:D 這個還不用太急..嘻嘻.
p.s.今天的心情很不錯,
可能是因為昨晚我睡的時候感受了鍚鍚. :DD
Saturday, September 1
My sister's keeper
That is a very cool story which talked about Abnormal family. 13-years-old Anna was born becoz of saving her elder sister Kate's life.
Kate is the Leukumia patient, she start to live the hospital when she was little. She need , bone marrow, blood cell and finally , one kidney to sustain her life.. Their mom Sara had asked Anna to help.
Anna cant joinned her favourite Cricket trip becoz of her sister's sick. She cant asked her classmate to comeover to her place cuz it would disturb her sister. She cant have a very nice relationship with her classmate cuz she need to live in hospital periodically to draw her blood out to her sister.
she cant feel her love from her mom, only she can feel is her mom juz want her to give one of the kidney to her sister, she juz like being the tool.
The story is stunning when Anna start the lawsuit against their parent , cuz she don't want to do the surgery to give one of her kidney to her sister.....
But if you were the mom, what should you do ? should you juz waiting for ur daughter suffering by the sick ?
I feel touched when Sara explained in the court ...
" What if there s a fire in your house and then one of ur daughter was trapped. and only ur another daughter knew the way to rescue. will you asked this daughter to go inside ? yes, cuz only she can do that. But Is there any risk ? Will you feel bad when you asked her to go inside ? yes of cuz i do, cuz she is my daughter as well...
but it is the biggest chance to keep 2 daughters alive..that what i can do ..."
I feel like crying when i read this paragraph.....
thats so cool cuz there s a big twist in the later part....READ IT :D
Friday, August 31
What Kind of Guy Will You Fall For?
Thursday, August 30
work for 3 nights continuously..damn.
今晚實在太累, 8:00pm 離開公司,9:00pm回到家,現在10:00pm, 我想又要再開始了, 開始頭痛了
今天晚餐比前兩天豐富。不過燒賣好難食
今星期,我很很很期待weekend.
和我好想有整整一天不用對著電腦開著photoshop.
好想好想
今晚target 2:00am.
Wednesday, August 29
Tuesday, August 28
work @ home
不過我仍是很enjoy. 我喜歡在家工作
大大聲的音樂.睏的就很快爬上床上
今次深深體會到的是我真真正正需要新的mouse
muelmuel給我的雖是免費,但右手的手指己經抽筋
今晚如何做到凌晨2點呢?
p.s. 我將會是退地王